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I have the same thing... I have this every single night now at the moment... A pop like electrical shock type feel in my head of soething coming or going. However I have had 30 years experience with this. As I figured... All you got in replies was no different than the Man Job got in the old testament- A whole lot of people who think they know what it is and telling you to repent or something. But what you asked for was if someone had the same thing... No one did. Here is what it may be. It is messengers from God entering into you and giving you sub conscious revelation. If you are feeling these sensations in your head area then it may be this. It is either straight in your head or in your ears you will feel this entering or exiting pops or stirrings. Only angels from God enter and exit this way. They never enter or exit by the mouth or nose or anal... Only the ears or straight into your head. If you feel this in the mouth, nose or butt then it is evil spirits. An evil demonic spirit will feel like a warm murky watery feeling. An angel from God will feel like an electrical shock that makes your hair stand up and you will feel it most at the top of your head and it will pulsate like in stereo. You will most likely notice that when these spirits leave and you awake that you just had a vivid dream... Those are the dream messengers and sometimes they are hard to figure out as dreams can be real weird. One or more posters replied with make sure you always say the name (Jesus is Lord) when this happens... This (IS) correct... Say the name Jesus over and over when you feel the sensation... If it is evil it will shock you with a same feeling and sometimes paralyze you and your voice will be slurred and harder and harder to pronounce the name (Jesus) but keep on saying it and it will have no choice but to leave. Finally - If you are having visits from God via messengers always read your bible- especially the book of Revelation... You may have been given reveals to hidden secrets in the encrypted text... If so keep it to yourself... You are in the special forces of God as the final wrap up is about to happen,, You will know what to do... Only a tiny few will make it
[at] glimmeringpearl

I have come in contact with similar Spirits but on the inside of a human, not a fully fledge demon
They can work the insides of us though
Causing some to fall into their trance of evil repetitive thoughts
This trance of evil thoughts can be projected outwardly on the expression of our face/eyes etc etc

Have no fear
These are only demons
A lesser Spirit
I saw a demon laying beside my husband wile on vacation last week. It smiled with a taunting smile like it new I saw it. It was burnt grey with skinny lanky long arms. Burnt flesh face no lips no nose no hair. It was behind him. He sat up because I woke up in pain in my abdomen and when he sat up it starred right at me then fled out the balcony window of our hotel.
conr454 in Vision of Hell
Amazing, thank you

If carnal lust rules where there is no love of God
Does chastity rule where there is love of God?^^
P.s Proverbs 8:1 "Does not wisdom call out? Does not understanding raise her voice?"

Proverbs 3:6 "In everything you do, put God first, and he will direct you and crown your efforts with success."

I find it rather difficult at ntimes, my position in life, I chose God as my master & not money, I have money, but I do not work... I am very fixated on Spirituality, I give my love to God everyday... But seeing as I am still at home with my mother... It is pretty bad feeling... At times... I feel people trying to make me work... I do not feel it though... I am pretty sure the money I have now will look after me, all just a matter of time... I used to be in this situation when I had no money & did not want to eat food given by my mothers husband... Just did not seem right... So right now it is a similar feeling... Them The Lord gave me so much money, I pay for my own food now^^

So just as he helped me in the past, why so much would he not help me now? People need to have patience, as I have prayed a lot that I want my own place... Just right now it will take time + my health isn't so great... Should I keep being faithful?

I even had a dream that if I am holy, I will recieve what I am asking & praying for...

Thanks again,
It happens so naturally doesn't it
He is the voice of reason, you can fight it, but if it brings peace & understanding, just let it happen^^

The Spirit of truth! There is a truth behind everything! A goodness to why everything happens, a providence, simply put "a silver lining", Glory be to God.

Thank you for sharing the experience
Thank you for your story. It is amazing how some of us are blessed with a sight that can only be given from God, if only for a short while. I appreciated your story very much. I hope many will read it.

Suicide... That sounds tough. Well, I can partly relate in some of your grief... As I lost most of my family members one after another under a few years, only have a father and brother remaining. This sort of occurrence makes you think about the nature of death... Death is not the end, but a new (happy) beginning. For the soul, it is like no longer using a certain garment and putting on another. Thus, if I could control the feeling myself, I'd rather feel happy for those who go on and wish them the best wherever they are now or beyond.

"Everybody dies perfectly on time. There are no mistakes. Whether they die after nine days, twelve months or five years. It is all carefully orchestrated by the soul prior its incarnation. Remember that for the soul, this life on Earth is not the final destination. It is like a school or college, and some graduate early and others later. It all depends on the lessons the soul wishes to learn and to experience."

The keyword here, I think is: experience. That's what we are all here for. To gain plenty of those.

"There is no death. Life and consciousness continue after the transition we call 'death.'"

And that is an encouraging thought. People often give in too easily to the notion of 'permanent death'.

I also feel isolation with most other people. That's just the way it is. This is because of having different priorities.

So what sorta goal do you wish to have? Shine In Thy Own Self. Reflect your light so it may shine down on others and inspire them?

I'd feel like I'm missing out on my time, cause whenever I don't get to know something new (spiritually), I feel like I regress. I start feeling really terrible when I begin to waste my time, or if I'm not growing positively in some aspect...

So you seem intrigued about the true self? Great. I've started this journey as a young child and never been the same since.

As you said, consciousness creates or forms our reality and the way of our being is what decides how we will experience reality.

Reality IS in fact what you want it to be. That which 'bends' is only one's Self. Take a simple utility: spoon is only a concept created by the mind to aid in the mutual understanding of a tool that is used in the aid of eating. But if there are no minds to conceptualize the idea of a spoon, then the spoon does not truly exist. Therefore, only consciousness brings these ideas into reality.

You feel Oneness. I also.

And love... Real love is without any motive. That is to say, when one needs someone, that is also a motive. I came to understand this. Pure love, real love exists where there is no selfishness; when there are no feelings of 'yours-mine'. It is about being able to 'see' "you" as "me", or "me" as "you".

This definition of love, I found it beautiful:

"That which increases one moment and decreases the next, is not love: That which resides in the heart and remains the same, is real love."

"Love should be unwavering, unchanging. Real love does not increase or decrease. It does not fluctuate. It should always remain the same. Otherwise it is not pure love. There is no action and reaction in real love. The flow of love is constant. Real love remains constant; there is no increase or decrease, no give and take."

"Pure love remains unaffected whether someone insults me or gives me a lot of attention and respect. What people say to me or do for me has no bearing on my love. Elsewhere in the world as long as you do favors for people, their love will stay with you and it will fall apart when you stop. How can you call that love?"

"Real love is unadulterated and pure. Real love does not have motives of sex, greed or pride. Such unadulterated love turns man into God. The methods are all easy, but to become that is very difficult. On the contrary, if he surrenders to illusion and worldly objects, he will get more of the same."

"The one with pure love will remain calm when scolded, offended or teased and take the utmost care not to hurt the offender. In the presence of such love, even the wicked person would melt and surrender."

"No matter how many terms or conditions of an agreement or promises are broken by the other, the one with real love continues to remain sincere. Such sincerity remains in acts and also in the eyes of the one with real love. That is when you will know what love really is."

"When you search for love, know that you do not have love within you. How can you expect to see love in others when you do not have it yourself? It is only when you have love within you that you will see it in others."

"In love, one never sees any faults at all. Love lasts forever. Love is unchanging; whenever you see it, it is always the same. One can comfort and solace in this kind of love only. In love there should be no sulking or moodiness. One's love should never fluctuate."

"Pure love makes people blissful. This love creates a permanent bond between them. This love is beyond this world. There is no hint of worldly love in it."

"Real love is when one completely sacrifices and surrenders, without regards to his or her 'safe side', selfish interest."

"The only way to improve this world is through love. There is simply no expectation in love. There is equal love for the alcoholic as well as the one who is sober. There is no expectation in love. Love never expects anything. Love is beyond the relative dualities. If one wishes to be appreciated, it is not love. That is all an illusion. Real love has no limitations, or separation. It is boundless."

Hope that helped a little.

P.S. There's plenty of other spiritual material you might like to read that I have collected along the years, feel free to e-mail me if you're interested. Though I suppose figuring it out all on your own is better.
Dannydjmoore in What Is My True Purpose?
I think most of the comments are correct in saying you are not the one but Jesus is the one. I too have experienced supernatural things as a child. It scared me. I am older now and now I am humbled and thankful that I know for sure there is a God who loves me and that there is life after death. I think what you experienced was an angel comforting you and preparing you for the death of your loved one. My dad passed away from brain cancer so my heart goes out to you because the pain never goes away completely. Thats why I wanted to comment on to you since we are so similar with our experiences. I can see how it would make you feel like you are the one or feel special. Just no that's not it. You are loved and as a added bonus you know just like me. God is real. Thanks for letting me comment on this and I hope this helps my friend.
I am researching on bright light. I had a very strange experience in 1999 at Victoria High School, Masvingo, Zimbabwe.

The experience has changed how I look at life. I am not a perfect man but I am in search of the truth and would like to serve the Living God honestly and wholeheartedly.

At the time of the light appearing, I was not alone but with another student as at that time I was doing Advanced Level. I spent days not able to see properly and has kept a lot of details about this incident private because its stranger than fiction though a reality.

Anyone with an idea what causes this? My hands were almost numb and something kind of left my tummy. The light appeared while we were in prayer after a brief discussion on Genesis 22
After seeing this post I had to make an account. I have only told 2 people of my experience. I am going to be honest. I am a spiritual believer I don't believe in any one god specifically even though I was raised in a Catholic home. I have always believed in the paranormal and my sister and I have always been sensitive. I occasonally take magic mushrooms to try and get in touch with my spiritual side and to let down my mental guards. I have done them many times and only once did I exeperience something I have never and hope to never have happen to me again. I only plan to speak of that experience and I want to know if others have seen the thing I could see.

I could tell it was in my head because I could not see it when I opened my eyes. I can imagine the hall way outside the room I was in. I had my boyfriend and his family in the same house but they were down stairs. In that hall way about half way through my journey I reached the dark point. That is what I call this experience. And what I saw was a black figure. Human shaped in apearance except the legs were wrong when it stood upright. It also didn't walk while standing, it could only move while crouched like a dog (picture how Remus Lupin moved in the harry potter film in his werewolf form that is the only visial I can think of).
It was colored black yet it had a static kind of apearance. Dark like a shadow but not solid. It had no face and its hands were oddly long fingers. If it opened its mouth it too was solid black and was jagged.

This thing was telling me to do stuff even though I never saw the mouth move when it spoke. It was telling me to do horrible things to my boyfriend and his family. I of course fought off those thoughts because I love them with all my heart and I could not hurt them.
When my boyfriend came to check on me he said I kept mumbling "shut up" and "murder/kill" over and over. I still feel scared and I can still picture that monster. This happened in either November of 2014 or 2015. I can't remember the exact year anymore.
I had dreams of a similar monster as a child and in high school but it never spoke like this it was just an image and did no harm at those times.

Does this sound like a demon? Or just a bad spiritual journey? Is there a known demon that is shaped like that? I have tried to google and look it up but I can't find anything. And I can't find drawings of it either online.

**I do not want to hear any negatives about how I choose to take my spiritual journeys I know people don't approve of hallucinogens its the only way I can relax and understand myself and my purpose. As stated before this is the one and only time I experienced something bad on my journey.
mikescomputer, I must commend you on a very well written, honest account which was thought out, documented and clearly explained and understandable to your readers.

I am sure that there will be people who seek to put your "proofs" and notes to test or destroy them, altogether! These people will do this for many reasons; some will be involved in companies who will lose millions/billions if you research proves accurate, others will be sure to combat public uproar and disorder and others are simple-minded and do not recognize how inherently, dangerous this is to society and the world.

However, there is always a flip-side to the coin. There are hundreds of organizations who focus particularly on the poisoning of natural and protected land and water, and defensive and preventative measures, thereof. The United Nations has a responsibility to every citizen in many countries for their habitat area and home to be safe from dangerous substances including; bio-hazards, natural gas hazards, lead contamination, poisons and so on. Which generally, includes all health hazards and the effects, thereof. There are laws which prevent utilizing land or water which is harmful for human beings. This is taken very seriously and can have lasting effects for future planting, agriculture and commodities.

As you are a specialist or expert in the subject, I suggest that you find an organization which is ordained to monitor, protect and prevent water contamination, particularly in suburbs where people reside, live and drink the water and even, when there is farming and agricultural projects running. Your research will provide them with a basis to work from. Additional support in the form of in-put/s, quotes and Doctors opinions will greatly better your chances of being taken seriously.

Note: The problem of lead contamination in water has been evident since the 1900's. Such is it, that there will be plenty of cases which describe the processes, and what is needed in order to gain a legal inquiry into a place's water system.

Remember, "The road to hell is paved with good intentions" - Samuel Johnson.
Its so nice to read all the posts and to know others have seen this. This is my story. I was in great despair at one point in my life. One night, just after falling asleep, this incredibly bright light surrounded me within my sleep. I tried to jerk myself out of the light, like one would try during a bad dream but the light held me there and I couldn't move. I was terrified. Then, a deep voice said to me "You are to give your heart to me". The light pulled away, I jumped out of bead, turned on the light and stood there terrified. I reasoned that this was the Holy Spirit and the voice of God responding to the despair and hopelessness I was feeling. This happened thirty six years ago, and not a day goes by that I don't thank the Holy Trinity for that moment of revelation and for giving me my life back.
KikiGirl in Now Faith!
1LadyW, I loved your article because it resonates with me so deeply.

"But without faith it is impossible to please Him: for he that cometh to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of them that diligently seek Him." (Hebrews 11:6) "

If you are wondering why it is that you have not yet, received many comments to your article, I believe it is because your words are so touching, poignant and true that your readers do not know where to start or what to say.

Best wishes on your endeavors in the future.
KikiGirl in Tough Battle
Kimberly51, what an honest and passionate account of your Faith! God really is aware of, and does know, each and every one of us and our life-stories.

You are incredibly special to God, and in turn, he was able to help you in healing and getting well. He touches many peoples lives, but, each one in a different way. Sometimes, he gives us a burden so that we can grow, and although people say, he will never give you more then you can handle, it sure feels differently at times. At other times, we are fortunate to see his grace, love and purification at work, and we receive his help.

I hope that you have a happy and wonderful life with many good memories to share with us, in future.
Erinwantstogohome, I just added your story to My Favorites! Your article struck a chord within me that there are no words to describe. To understand that the world works as one and that everything is working with perfection, means that you are also, doing the right thing with your life at that time. You are on the right path. People also say, if you have deja vu, it means that you are on the right soul path.
Have you heard of the 99 monkeys theory?
Scientists put 100 monkeys on one island and 99 monkeys on a different, nearby island. There was absolutely no way that the two islands connected, the islands were separated by sea.
On the island with 99 monkeys, the scientists taught a monkey how to peel a banana. The monkey progressively began teaching the other monkeys one-by-one how to peel a banana, until all of the monkeys could perform the task. However, on the other island with 100-monkeys, they did not teach the monkeys this task.
One day, about 3 months later, some of the monkeys on the 100-monkey island began to peel bananas! They were no taught or trained to do this. Eventually, all if not most, of the monkeys began to perform the task of peeling a banana without having contact with the monkeys on the other island.

The idea behind this is that we are all linked in someway.
Hi Nio742! I feel that you are very lucky to have had such a spiritual awakening.

I can relate to you when you say, you realized a 'connectedness' which was not only physical but spiritual, as well. I felt my 'connectedness' through trees. Each person I had met had their own tree, their branches firmly meshing and mixing with mine, or barely touching depending on the the closeness of the relationship. It is strange how you can actually talk through issues and find out details about your relationship through these interconnections, yours being through the beating of the hearts and huge white field of interconnections. I don't remember any bad connections, maybe because if you think of a tree, if a branch is damaged or destroyed, it will naturally break away and degrade.

To appreciate life is not something that someone can give you, so I am proud of you that you could determine it for yourself.
JustAdmire! From one person with a deep love of writing to another, I loved the article you wrote!

Michael Scott, a Historian of ancient history and mythology wrote "The day we stop learning is the day we die."

The best thing that a person can do is PAY ATTENTION to the world around them;
"What does this person like?"
"What is the challenge I am facing?"
"What do I have a passion to do?"
"Am I the best version of myself?"
"Do I take care of myself?... Do I consider things that I do beforehand?...Could I handle this better?... Am I happy with the outcome?"

We are so fortunate in this day and age that there is so much information available to us through books, the internet, television, magazines and newspapers. There is a ton of knowledge that we can get just by sitting in front of a computer. Although, you can also get so much knowledge from experiencing things yourself. A person who has been through so much, and bettered him/herself is so much better equipped to deal with harder situations. Just, like you explained about how hard your middle school life was. You went through a lot, and you pushed through and you have to keep doing that in every situation.

When somebody comes across your path, don't think of them as 'just-a-face' or 'somebody else to nag me and cramp my style,' think of it as an opportunity to share your experiences. You are already doing it on this site. And... KUDO'S! Keep up the healthy eating and exercise.
First I experience these beings were last year and just recently. I was sleeping I felt paralysis I couldn't move at all they were so close To me three of them black cloaks with yellow or gold eyes I was very scared started praying, and lights appeared across me, snapping me out of my paralysis state I was able to wake up, always feeling hard wind or air when I wake up from my sleep. Second they were a bit further, these time same thing paralysis couldn't move one bit one was extending its hand to me. I heard my mom's (my mom is decease) voice telling me don't leave don't leave, my mom was looking after me, I woke up quick but felt so drain very tired. Third time was recently I just felt asleep I know I just have closed my eyes well to me, and they appeared again but this time a bit further they were not extending their hand I felt hard wind and I was paralysis again I was awake in my dream and I called out my boyfriend, he didn't wake up I started to pray asking God and Archangel Michael to come to me for protection and guard me, I seen my boyfriend leaving from his body floating away I was calling him, in my dream and kept praying a white solid figure was behind him she was a peacefully being she push him back towards me and I felt the hard wind again and I woke up trying to wake him up, after he said what happen, I just thank God and angels for helping. I was just been unease after this experience. Glad I found this blog where I can relate and understand what they are but how to block them from coming back?
kingdixie01 in An Angel? Or God?
energyman, onawingandaprayer, gmo91, the-listener, egomaniac, timfaraos, rogers999, darkassasin92:

I forgot I had even posted this and found it 5 years later. I can't believe I forgot about this.
Thank you to everyone who commented. I will say this to clear some questions up. I am Hmong and I was raised in a Shaman home. There is no god or anything of such only ancestors and spirits. If you're interested you guys can google that religion. I believe I was 16 or 17 when this event happened to me. I was still in high school. Before that amazing experience happened to me, I was literally being tormented by Demons or the Devil himself for a year. I had become of afraid of the dark because every time I closed my eyes something would touch me or I'd get sleep paralysis, hear things, sometimes see "them", and feel their dark enegery. I wasn't sleeping well at all that year because I was afraid. I know some people believe that sleep paralysis is a brain thing, but I never believed in that because I wouldn't even be asleep yet before that happened to me and I'd always have bad dreams and feel negative energery around me Any who, long story short after that incident, I still hadn't accepted Jesus into my heart. I know God saved me, but I still didn't believe him. Even then God never left me because a paranormal thing never happened to me again after that. A year ago I asked Jesus to forgive my sins and to come into my heart and life. I am now a Christian and I am happier than I have ever been. I know some of you are curious as to why I believed in the Devil and not Jesus. It was because I knew nothing of the Bible. All I knew was that posessions and demons were real not God. There's a lot more to the story I wrote above but I don't want to wrote as much as I am already. My Fiance is a Christian and he educated me of the Bible, what God is about, why we need Jesus. The more he talked about the Bible to me I wanted to know more and more. It was like I was a Nomad learning about this whole new world! And the more I grew excited hearing the word of God, my life was falling a part. Family issues, my grandmother was dying from stage 4 colon cancer and she was a strong believer of God, and more stressful situations were coming left and right. My fiance told me that the closer you go to God the more the Devil tries to make sure you don't. I persevered and I am glad to say I am a saved soul today. I am still learning every day. My email is kingdixie01 [at] if any of you would like to talk personally about God or exchange knowledge! I'd love that! I'm sorry it's taken me years for this. Hope you guys are still active in this forum!
Hi KingRobinHood! Thanks for sharing your story.

You are so fortunate to have come into contact with the right people at the right time. I have so many friends who practice reiki and yet, I seem to be better at healing then they are. I wish I had the people with the right insight to help me learn.

Your story sounds like it was an overall and in-the-end, good experience. I hope that you find what makes you tick, and that you keep setting goals to achieve, over time.
This happened 8 years ago. My cousin passed away and I felt a pull that night, I literally went to the corner of the ceiling and can see my body and my wife next to me asleep, I felt like I was mumbling and trying to wake up, and immediately my wife turned around to try to get me to wake up, then I woke up and asked her, were you moving me, she said yes. I told her I could see you from the corner. It was scary for me,.

2 weeks ago. My Boss passed away at night time. Me not knowing yet the bad news, that morning around 5 am, I get up to the bathroom. And when I come back to bed, I turn facing my wife in bed. And begin to go to sleep, I then feel a pull from behind me, something dragging me out of my body. I got scared and begin to pray in bed. I know it was him coming to say good bye, because it was the same feeling as my cousin when he passed.

My boss was from Jerusalem. He believed that 2 angels walked with you day and night, good, and bad. And both would report to god, when you sleep they would take your soul to heaven, and when you wake up they would deliver your soul back to your body.

Its what's he called when you slept its like dying. And like the speed of light if they wake you, your spirit would come back. He was extremely knowledgeable. He studied a lot of bibles out there.

He also mentioned, our bodys are hosts. Like our spirits are the drivers operating a body made of water and meat. And we are here for a few years, almost like experimenting. Our lives are written in a book, god reads the book at the end. We die, our spirit then roams for the next day or 2. Then its like you go to sleep and when you wake up in heaven in the final day, you think ohh, a few hours just passed, was I sleeping. But he said thousands of years are left behind us and now is the day of judgment. He also mentioned when you are dead and buried, if you call your loved one, god sends the spirit to the body in the tomb and your loved one can hear you talking to it.

At his burial. The priest gave an interesting story.

We have 3 journies,

1. In the womb of our mother waiting to be born.
2. When we are born and get older living life
3. When we die and go to the next life.

To them is like, normal. So I don't think I will b afraid any more after all I learned from him.
Here is proof in the Scriptures that you are to wait for Jesus to come back to you face to face individually and not globally.

If you have not seen Jesus you've not received the Spirit of Christ.

Proof is in the Scriptures about this:


Do you have eyes to see? New Eyes to see Jesus Christ and receive the New Jerusalem? Do people really believe this and desire this?

Matthew 6:10 "Your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven."

2 Peter 3:12 "looking forward to the day of God and hurrying it along. "

1 Peter 1:7 "These have come so that the proven genuineness of your faith--of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire--may result in praise, glory and honor --->>> when Jesus Christ is revealed." <<<

1 Peter 1:8 "Though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy!" -- but wait there is more 5 verses later: 13 Therefore, with minds that are alert and fully sober, --->>> SET YOUR HOPE <<<-- on the grace to be brought to you when Jesus Christ is revealed at his coming. 14 As obedient children, do not conform to the evil desires you had when you lived in ignorance. 15 But just as he who called you is holy, so be holy in all you do; 16 for it is written: "Be holy, because I am holy."

Colossians 3:3 - "For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God. 4 When Christ, who is your life, APPEARS, then you also will appear with him in glory."

1 John 2:28 "And now, dear children, continue in him, so that when HE APPEARS we may be confident and unashamed before him at his coming."

1 John 3:2 "Dear friends, now we are children of God, and what we will be has NOT YET been made known. But we know that when Christ appears, we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is. 3 All who have this hope in him purify themselves, just as he is pure. 4 Everyone who sins breaks the law; in fact, sin is lawlessness. 5 But you know that he appeared so that he might take away our sins. And in him is no sin. 6 No one who lives in him keeps on sinning. No one who continues to sin has either -->>> seen him or known him."<<<<

1 Thessalonians 1:10 "... And to --- >>> wait for his Son from heaven,<<< --- whom he raised from the dead--Jesus, who rescues us from the coming wrath."

2 Thessalonians 1:10 "on the day he comes to be glorified -->> in his holy people <<<--- and to be marveled at among all those who have believed. This includes YOU, because you believed our testimony to you."

John 14: 18 "I will COME TO YOU. 19 Before long, the world will not see me anymore, but YOU WILL SEE ME. Because I live, you also will live. 20 On --- >>> that day <<< --- (WHICH DAY?) you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I am in you. 21 Whoever has my commands and keeps them is the one who loves me. The one who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love them and SHOW MYSELF TO THEM."

22 Then Judas (not Judas Iscariot) said, "But, Lord, why do you intend to show yourself to us and not to the world?" 23 Jesus replied, "Anyone who loves me will obey my teaching. My Father will love them, and we will come to them and make our home with them."

Revelation 22:4 "They will -- >> see his face,<<< and his name will be on their foreheads."

Exodus 33:11 "Thus the LORD used to speak to Moses face to face, as a man speaks to his friend."

1 Timothy 6:14 "I insist that, --- >>> until our Lord Jesus Christ appears,<<<--- you obey this command completely. Then you cannot be blamed for doing anything wrong."


1 Samuel 16:13 "And the Spirit of the LORD rushed upon David from that day forward. And Samuel rose up and went to Ramah."

1 Thessalonians 5:23 "body be kept sound and blameless for the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ."

1 Cor 15:36 "How foolish! What you sow does not come to life unless it dies."

Romans 8:11 "And if the Spirit of him who raised Jesus from the dead is living in you, he who raised Christ from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies because of his Spirit who lives in you."

Romans 8:17 "and if children, heirs also, heirs of God and fellow heirs with Christ, if indeed we suffer with Him so that we may also be glorified with Him."
Listen -- you receive the Spirit of Jesus Christ when you ask and ask and ask... Your problem was that you THINK you received God Holy Spirit yet you kept on sinning. Nowhere does it state that receiving the spirit is immediate. That was your mistake, assuming you had perfection (GODS HOLY SPIRIT) and all the while you did not. Jesus appears to all who have the Spirit. So keep asking until you receive the Spirit of Jesus Christ and stop assuming you have it. Hear me out here:

My youtube page on what I did to see Jesus Christ face to face from heaven for real from heaven!

Great story, I was on the edge of my seat! I am so glad you survived this. However, I would bet my life-and I do, right now-on the fact that the grace of God & His Son Jesus Christ is exactly the what & who of what saved you & your friend that day. I mean this so kindly & with all the love in my heart, but also very seriously-the enemy is cunning & the father of lies. He orchestrated your book/turtle coincidence to veer credit away from who it is truly due. Jesus Christ! Really! Praise God! The fact is you not only called out for Jesus, u also asked him to prove his existence-he did 2 things for u that day. He saved you & proved this for u lightening fast & at perhaps the most critical moment of your life-THIS IS THE AWESOMENESS OF HIS POWER! I haven't always felt this way, this is new, I am new! Many troubling experiences led me to my true place-In Christ. I've been meaning to write an experience report about it and I will. Anyway, thanks for the story, it has made my heart swell more for Jesus. *I promise you it was him, acknowledge him please and thank him! Much love to u, friend
ISawtheLight in I Saw The Light Of God
You can experience it! Ask God and He will show you something especially for you. My life has been transformed. Slowly but surely He takes away all of things that used to bend me out of shape! If you haven't yet, give God a try. Ask Jesus to help you:)
Wow. I would love to experience that! I think if that happened to me and I knew for sure that God existed then I'd be so much more happy and stable here. Lots of things that I think matter and make me stressed would probably go away. Thank you for sharing.
ISawtheLight in Lying In The Palm Of God
Don't lose faith! Ask God to help you. I believe you experienced God wanting to come into your life and into your heart:) I was an atheist and I had a very similar experience. Lots of people on here have had these too. God reaches out to them and they feel peace in their hearts. God is real and He is Good. Please, read my story! Once you accept Jesus, he'll never leave you. He'll put peace in your heart.
ISawtheLight in Bright White Light
I believe the light you saw was God's Light. I was an atheist until I had a very similar experience. My story hasn't been posted yet on here. Please, read it at God came to you to save you! Believe!
Growing up can be difficult for many. I also went through my trials as a youngster with similiar end results, though not the same incidents, so I can somewhat relate to you in various ways. Something to focus on learning, especially at your age is understanding how the Human Conscious Experience is programmed. When you learn about your beliefs, fears, and psychological workings and where they were learned, taught, and how you began believing them is one very facinating subject. It will also help you realize that up until you hit approximately 21, you have a much easier ability to recondition that Mind you use. After that age you can still change your beliefs, its just harder as you are building a library of validations. You can learn more about this in some of the videos I have done as well as thousands of books out there on this subject.

Yes, you are an eternal consciousness, you are NOT separate from "God" or anyone or anything else. Mind (through the 5 senses) both imprisons you by making this illusion we call "reality" be very persistent, as well as liberates you because you are now in a state which uses and believes in duality. As an eternal conscious being, you are one with all there is. By coming into this physical experience we call life, we are afforded the opportunity to use our "separateness" to work on and improve ourselves by seeking the knowledge within.

Here is something I wrote to describe or encapsulate this "conscious experience" into an understandable string of words.

Imagine an Infinite Conscious Being playing infinite versions of a mental massively multiplayer role playing game in which IT utilizes infinite perspectives of ITSELF as characters IT cycles through infinite possible scenarios of ITSELF as individualized freewill of consciousness expressions under the delusion of duality and independent operation within an illusionary physical experience. Welcome to the Game of Life!

I hope that helps - all the best to you in your pursuits. Here is my YouTube Channel as well if you are interested, there may be some topics here that could help bring you along in understanding the dogmatic and theological teachings of organized religion as well as spiritual knowledge.

Danno1423 in Burst Of Energy
Recently while living in a 5th wheel trailor I experienced bursts of energy through lights.
First let me explain. I would be laying on the couch watching TV not fatigued or tired at all. ALMOST in an instant my body would quickly go numb and I felt very drained of energy as if something in the room was causing it. I would slowly see the light bulb fade and I would be put to sleep. THIS happened 4 or 5 times and it would always be quick I would be asleep each time for maybe 30 minutes tops and when I awoke the light bulbs in the trailor became so bright I thought they were going to burst and I would cover my face. I would awake scared and usually get out of the trailor and sit outside until my girlfriend came home from work.
I felt as if something was taking my energy and draining my body of it also causing the lights to go dim and then when I awoke the lights were so intense and bright it's like my energy was given back to me. STILL creeps me out when I think about it.
Reminds me of my dreams...

Before I sleep, God is always in my mind. In my dreams I am singing praise to the God almighty, I am singing Great is our God... How Great is our God... Sing to me How great is our God... Then I heard beautiful voices singing together with me. They are worshiping God... GOD is Great,mighty,,,,,,,,,Haleluiahhh! I woke up and cant't believe that I still heard them... What a beautiful voicE to be offer to the LORD almighty... God is so wonderful... I love him...

Still God still want us to seek him, only him and only him... For he will not share his glory with the angels... He is a jealous God... ❤
I remember being in kindergarten and going to a Christian school. We did dress up in costumes on Halloween, my mom dressed me like a red devil. When I got home, we had just moved into a home, I looked out our hallway and I saw a little red devil my size... But he was a costume. Never saw him again
.we just stared at each other a bit... The area was pretty spiritual tho... Could see and feel things. I often wonder if I'm meant to explore that side of spirituality.
Good story, but you should give credit where credit is due.
It was Jesus that saved you, not aumakua, and you should seek and thank Him.
Hello Carlie:

I wanted to chime in for a second. If I understood correctly, you asked God to show you a demon? Well, let me say as a person with the gift of clairvoyant dicernment that there are many questions I have. First, you doubted God. God is non denominational. Christians are not the only beings going to "heaven." Second, your doubt of God regardless of your denomination and asking this insidious question did not help your situation, butthat is not your fault. Here is how the other side (s) work. There is another dimension connected to the earth plane where human spirits go to work out their stuff, a redemption so to speak. No matter how much you pray, ask for forgiveness, or do good deeds this does not guarentee your ascension to higher planes. Next, the polarity paradigm does not exist. Theres no hell in fire or pearly white gates of heaven. What is there are many planes of spirits working on stuff to become one of God again. God is a divine spark in us all. He seeks for us all to reunite with him again. As for Jesus, he was a man connected to source (God) like many other profits, Jesus' in other religions, and people with the gift. He was not God incarnate. We are all God incarnate. Now, your actions in life cannot be prayed away, but guidance from the source will lead you down the right path. By questioning the source, you received your answer. If the being is cloaked, looks animal like, acts vicariously, causes intuitive negative emotions, and hurts you, heres a great suggestion. First, reclaim your space. God gave you free will. Tell him you got it and to guide you back to him. You don't need the bible or any other religious artifact for this. What you need is an unshakable connection to your higher self (spirit/soul) and ask God though you to command this being to leave now. Do not be sweet, caring, curious. You look right at it and from a place of serene calm you say" I humbly revoke what I said to God. The one true Godof pure light outaide of polarity dogma is my father, brother, source, whatever you want to say. Then say this God is redirecting you now, forever, and always from humility into the light. I say humility as it was probably humiliating. Whatever emotion is fine as long as it fits the situation you created. Since Jesus Christ was the best teacher, healer, and brother known to man and promised us that we can do great things trhough him and god and that we will do them greater and better is the go ahead for the final part. Now, you must remain unfearful. Fear is what feeds it along with negativity. You say: In the Name o Jesus Christ and or God, I revoke all energy I given to you right now, I no longer accept you in my home or life in any way whatsoever, and I command you to leave me forever through tje power of Jesus Christ. Thats it. You can light a white candle if you like when doing it. Certain crystals, rosaries, holy water, crucifixes, etc. Are good. I do not suggest you go crazy with them. By becoming too religious, obsessed with said stuff, and so on is fear driven and won't work. It needs to come from you, but get your mom in there too. You invited it in, kick its butt out. Just like a rude guest. Das boot out the door, window, wherever. Then get closer to god everyday and your vibrations will lift and you will be more protected. One more thing. Not all spirits are demons. There are human, loving animals, and others. The trick is dicernment. If it doesn't feel right, remove it even if it is cute. If its for your highest good, it will understand and be with you regardless as a true loving and compassionate companion. You set the rules, hun. Also, you might be open to spirit now. A lot of stuff will change, especially religious dogma. Find God, not what others tell you he is. Ask him to come to you for your highest good. Hes not judgemental. He didn't send this thing to you. You opened the door. No amount of bible study, religious artifacts, or materialistic stuff will ever work. It will work to keep you grounded as a tool only, not protect you. That comes from God, Jesus, and your connection with him. If you need further help, I know professionals whom deal with this more than I have. Message me.
AngelWithNoWings in God Held My Hand
This story really touched my heart, I believe some people do have healing powers, and if your destined to use them God will use you in this way, if he has other plans then fair in will come to fruition. Let your halo shine brightly in the lord.

-D 😊
Please email me I had the same occurrence happened to me as a young girl when I was living in Maryland and has been wanting me to this day I have so many questions please contact me beautyglow88 [at]
Oh how wonderful to read how you turned to Jesus for help. You really encouraged me. It's neat how we can be thankful for situations that used to freak us out. Thanks again for your uplifting story. Yahoo!
lifeshenanigans in Awakening? Advice?
I see your story was published a couple of years ago, so I hope you found some help.
In case you were still looking for some guidance: find a way to purchase some books, or listen to some youtube videos like Teal Swan or Gigi Young; or look up kundalini awakening, energy therapy.
The only way to make sure you wake up is to start working on yourself: start with learning about your intuition, learn about your higher self. Do some guided meditations (Michael Sealy on you tube is great) - those will guide you places that you will be able to find some answers in.
People around you will find their acceptance, but you first must believe in yourself.
Your story is a good one, Someone came through for you, that's awesome, although I have had my past share of experiences, I just don't feel recognized is how I call it, I myself have never been in the glory of the light, been seeking for all my life, been asking for help, declaring it, etc. But it hasn't come... The small things that arrive are just that small... Still making it the hard way, struggle of life, and very close to not believing in divine help anymore, it doesn't seem to bless me, no matter how good I intend, help others, suffer, it doesn't make a difference, no matter how much I fast, attend or not attend church, it makes no difference. I often question, why suffering? Havent I been good enough? Peace it be, joni
joni437 in Healing Feeling
I can relate & help you to understand the white horses... For example, katy perry is said to ride a spiritual white horse, bc she has her own name to her claim to fame over her life, independent about it for the most part, no band, just her. Anyways, I learned about spiritual horses years ago, white to me represents clairity of a goal, etc. There are so many things in the spiritual realm to mention, try googling them, so many people are experiencing the same things. The number 7, think of it like the 7 days of creationism... But spanned into 7 years, this timing is allowing you to create your life. The stardust swirling on the side of you, is awesome, never got that. But from my readings I can suggest it means you will rise to be a star. Also try watching Katy perrys 'firework' video, these are actual things happening to people, the bursting open of their chakras, I can attest to it, my third eye chakra light burst a white light from my forehead years ago, a super wow experience for me, along with a slew of sights I really never inclined myself to see, then it calmed down after awhile & turned into exactly what I would deem acceptable to myself, thank goodness, thank love. Hope this helps you, peace it be...joni
Hi Lisa, don't ask me why I am compelled after so long off reading this site that I came here tonite, but I am here, drawn to your story, I too had a out of body experience too, but nothing to do with anything near your situation, I was actually asleep in my waterbed with my husband, loved life, & was young. I can only think that somehow when we have these experiences that for some reason we are ready to explore the very personal question of life, if we make it far enough out the door I am told by others who experience this, we can actually ask what we seek & it is given to us. Whatever the reason for all this spiritual saga of life, I know we must speak life & goodness over situations, we must command it, I once was told 'In perfect love, there is no fear" Please try to feel this with every cell of your body, for yourself, your daughter, all the things that can be raised to fix themselves for their higher goods, that is the only thing that has saved me so much as to speak volumes over my own life... Sometimes the universe is very kind... I am. Love, comfort & healing to you & your family & situations...Joni
The thing people fail to remember is that animals were created first and were established as our helpers. If the spirit of an animal visits you and you have a deep rooted connection to your cultural beliefs, and the animal did not appear in a blasphamous way that must be the only way that God the Father can communicate with your spirit. I have had many experiences that led me to the understanding that everything happens for a reason. There are many animals that are considered to be clean and divine in nature and those animals that are clean do nothing but serve their purpose. Sacred animals are referred to in many scriptures because they do nothing but serve there purpose given to them by God the Father and to him they give praise. One has to remember God the Father cannot dwell where there is that is why he uses the spirit of specific servents to communicate with us so that we may have wisdom and understanding of all that is around us.
I am the real daughter. Thank you for your kind words. They have a bigger impact on my life and journey than you realize and I will forever be grateful to you and your ability to reach me with words.
MMonday01, Yes, I can definitely relate to your experience! I often times think of how crazy all of this is... That these beautiful supernatural experiences of the Holy Spirit are really happening to people like us, today, for real! The stories from the Bible and other Holy Texts are indeed based on real stories, real life events that do happen!

It's beautiful and scary when it effects the airway though, huh? I wonder if it relates somehow to Holy Spirit making room for Himself... Or is it some type of purging to prepare our body for His Presence?

I would love to hear more from your thoughts/experiences! Not sure if you can message me from my contact info? Much Love, S 😁
I know it's been a few months since your post... I just wanted to say thank you for your beautiful words. I wish you the best on your journey. If I can ever help in future, please let me know! Much love always, S
Wow! Thank you for sharing your conversion experience! Your words give me great comfort & joy... And yes, I believe you HAVE been reborn through the Gift of the Holy Spirit... Totally transformed through His Grace, Love and Light. My own conversion experience started in the Spring of 2010... And still continues to this day... My advice is to continue to yield to His Will... And be very, very patient... Spending lots and lots of time meditating and in prayer... Remember there may be many twists & turns, but with patience, and total love and belief in His Will... You will continue to grow closer to Him as He is inside you now... And your relationship will continue to grow stronger and deeper. Eternal life with Him is worth everything we must give up here on Earth. Everything! You may be interested in - St. Teresa of Avila (great description of conversion process to 7 Mansions/Stages) and St. John Bosco. In Much Love Always, S ❤
This happens too where my mouth is opened by an external force and I feel the spirit go inside me. My insides are being squeezed. I become weak and fall to the floor, muscles contracting. I roll into a ball on the floor. But I don't allow bad spirits into me, I made it clear that only Jesus and the Holy Spirit have open access to me. None of the above items ever hurt, in fact, it was rather gentle. The intensity is so strong that it makes my cry tears. But I'm in joy, not pain.
I can attest to what others have shared. My life is going through a major transformation, in almost every way. Several months ago I started experiencing intense and yet intimate experiences with Jesus and with the Holy Spirit. Out of despondency and being suicidal, I turned to Jesus and I began to feel the Spirit move within me. It was a burning fire inside, and yet it was the most wonderful feeling I had ever experienced. My experiences continue along a journey with Spirit. I pray to Jesus and the HS to purge anything that would block them from being inside of me. And it has worked.

I used to drink a little more than moderation and it was due to my coping with a bad situation. The voice told me to get rid of it, I didn't need it anymore. I followed the orders and I've never needed to have anything since. It was as quick as throwing a light switch!

Last night my mediation became very intense. I continue to ask Jesus and the HS to work in me and to make me pure. I prayed to them to not deny me repeatedly. Then it came. My mouth was forced open and my insides were being pushed and squeezed, almost like one was heaving, but I wasn't sick. I was on my knees and fell to the floor. My muscles were contracting all over my body. It happened several times. I could feel him inside me. I later sat up but was gently pushed back down again. Later I finally got a drink of water and went back to my room. It happened once again. My mouth would be opened and the air in my lungs would be pushed out. But I wasn't in any harm. I didn't feel any fear. I made sure that no bad spirits had access to me. Only the Holy Spirit is allowed to dwell in me. Jesus protects me from the bad spirits.
WindWalker in A Sense Of Difference
I also have always known that I'm differant then most other people.
I'm also an empath as well as a seer too.
People seem to notice that I'm differant. Over the years many people have said things like "there is something big or special about you. You have been chosen for something big " (whatever that is)
I'm not young anymore so if I'm sopposed to do something big it seems like I should be doing it now. Maybe I already am? I dunno.
I was born with the ability to see demons and other things.
It terrified me as a child making me freeze not speaking or moving. It's hard to describe if one hasn't experienced it. The evilness that demons have seems to steam off of them like a gas that causes complete total paralysis to the humans that can see them. They omit a foul stench sometimes.

I told my Mom about it and she taught me how to use the name of Jesus to make the demons leave. It worked.

Anyways it scared me a lot seeing them so somewhere in my teens or early 20s I asked God to please take the ability to see them all the time away and He did.
I still feel and smell them and sometimes get a glimpse of them but not like it used to be.
Im much older and wiser now and I have often looked back and wondered if it was wrong of me to ask God to take that ability away because now as a grown up perhaps I could have used that ability to help others. For examples if I could still see the demons it would help me realize why some people are being afflicted with illness and so on because if I saw a demon around them I would know how to pray for them or how to use Jesus name to chase the demons off of the person.
I told God I'm willing to use the "gift" if He gives it back but I admitted that I would need guidance and teaching and the strength to endure and know what to do.
So far the gift hasn't been fully restored.
But when I turn it on I very often see into the spiritual world via what some call the 3rd eye or inner mind. It is lot less scary seeing things that way verses seeing them right there in full view in the same room as us.
They all look different. Some don't have a body that defines how they look. Some are shapes, dark cloudy blobs and shadows.
In my experience only Jesus has been strong enough to help me and chase off the demons.
I have had this experience recently and am so happy to read some one elses experience in the exact words that I would have used. That loving feeling is simply amazing. Was my first awakening experience and it was intense. I had no revelation/message with it I don't think, or I was too preoccupied trying to just feel the feeling and not lose it. I did have a message with another vibration though, the vibration wasn't an intense love feeling though, and the message was regarding the universe rather than life on earth. I wonder if the original poster has had any more experiences like this.
I believe that the vibration is your energy connecting with the energy of the universe. I'm still working on this one though:) I have had a full body vibration that lasted 15 - 30 minutes. And a 1/2 body (heart chakra up) vibration that lasted 5 - 10 minutes. I get minor vibrations at other times, like when listening to music that seems to be right with my mood, or seeing something beautiful in nature. It is different for me each time though. The long one was accompanied by an intense feeling of love and happiness and bright yellow and pink wire type energy (sorry that one is really hard to describe properly). The 2nd one was accompanied by thoughts of the universe which were like revelations. Like I was being shown the truth of where all this energy comes from, why we are here, other civilisations in other galaxies and their relation and differences to us and how we are not seperate from each other. And the minor ones are just an overwhelming happiness or oneness. I believe you can activate this vibration easily by using creative visualisation / the law of attraction (which is how I did it the first time by accident) so when you use the law of attraction you imagine the feelings you would have recieving whatever it is you are attracting, and for me the feelings were very strong heart related feelings, very emotional, and gratitude. If you can keep your heart pumping out these amazing feelings consistently to the universe then I think it causes you to tune your energy in to the universe, which causes the vibration. Meditation or heart chakra excersises might also work but I have not been able to concentrate enough to do them.
I have been going through this recently. I completely understand and can relate to all you have said here! I hope this has all continued for you, I would love to hear how life has been for you since then.
Traveler in Angel's Daughter
Well, this post is several years old, and perhaps you've evolved your thoughts about what your experience means to you. I am commenting because in my own experience, I would agree with the one reply here suggesting that a past life as an angel might be the case. I have worked on healing my own past lives for years and years, and in with all the apparent human lives I recall, there is a sense of having been what we consider an angel, as well. There is certainly commentary online, by various "new age" types, about what characteristics humans who were once angels have. Some of the traits suggested by some seemed rather superficial and useless; but some others rang true to me, anyway. There is even a psychic who specializes in doing angel readings for "incarnated angels." Just look up the term.

At this time, I believe angels were a race of beings that were more prominent and more visible in ages past, thus references show up in the Bible and other literature and art. It was a race, just as there were other non-human races of beings, that were incarnate many years ago.

Yes, being an angel may be, and have been, a big commitment and dedication; but it does not mean we have to be chained to that identity forever. Yes, it may mean you have certain personality characteristics that will always be with you, but if you are looking to find meaning for your life now, to fill some sense of emptiness within, by grasping at some grand vision of yourself as a world savior or warrior for "god," you are going in the wrong direction. I was on that ego trip to some degree several years ago.

The real achievement will be in staying grounded and accepting of all the mundane aspects of this life, and the graceful enduring of the karmic challenges your soul has arranged in this life; and possibly coming out the other side as someone who contributes in their own subtle way to the betterment of the world as it is now, to those in your family, to those you encounter through your life. Hopefully your view of just how this all works also evolves with your journey, and you are able to provide peace to others who are looking for answers themselves.
I also had this experience it changed me forever. God first was coming to me in dreams and I would wake up crying telling him I would quit my shenanigans but I had a huge fear of being damned. I would drink to lose the panic attacks of the thoughts. It was the week before the last blood moon and I was terrified. I was dreaming of God saying to stop and trust him that time was Nigh. The last night I drank the following morning I started to have panic again and was going to open a beer but instead heard the spirit tell me not to. I stood crying at the bathroom in full panic knowing I had better heed my warning. I looked at the Jesus drawing my aunt gave me and started to pray. I said God if you want me to quit as I want to also please take it all away. Please father I can't do this any longer I surrender to you all. I give up I need you and without you I can't do this. I felt this electric warm honey feel pierce me. I looked at my arms and the hairs where standing on end. It felt like a rock being thrown into calm water how it rippled through me. It was the most amazing sensation that had me on my knees in joy and it lingered for awhile. I knew I was to grab that 12 pack of beer and toss it. Ever since my panic of years the bad one stole my peace had me gain weight on my small frame with beer and depression. I'm on my way to losing the rest so prayers are greatly appreciated but I can't complain. My life is now wonderful and joyful and I couldn't be more greatful. I now know why I couldn't grasp God even though I thought I loved him before and I tried I truly didn't. I since have been baptized with my husband and life is so great! Praise my Father God Almighty!
anonymous_17karat in Extremely Bright Light
i also saw bright things... Well I'm sleeping when suddenly without any reason I woke cause I saw an extremely bright thing above my head... My bed is located at the side of the door so my head is on the sides of the door, then there's an extremely bright thing on the door I thought the door was open but it's not, so I open it like I was waiting for someone then all I see was dark place... I didn't see that bright thing anymore... I even wake my younger sister and ask if someone open the door but she said that she don't know... And my mom tell me when I'm young my mom saw a light above my head... Well that day she's scolding me then suddenly she stops and look above my head and stare at it like she saw something but I didn't saw it... I really don't know what's happening to me... When I saw light while I'm sleeping happen 1 year ago... And I suddenly saw a red circle while I'm staring to something... I search about the light thingy and they said its an angel and someone said something good will happen. I really don't know what's the real reason... By the way I'm only 14 years old now
I was praying this morning, as I was praying, I then contemplated on ending my prayer but couldn't, so I went on but this time I couldn't say any word, though my lips were moving but words never came out of my mouth, it was groans than an actual normal praying, the groaning was from a deepest place, deep in my stomach, the words were there in my mind but never came out of my mouth, then in that deepest session, my body felt really weird, so I opened my eyes, my body was trembling, but I felt fine just was puzzled about what's happening to me, my hands became so cold, my face felt weird, my hair like it was pulling out off of me, my hands were so pale, something was happening inside of me, especially my upper body, my chest felt so big (weird I tell u) I stood up while still praying, went to a mirror, my face was so pale, I could swear that at that moment my blood left my body, I don't know how, but it happened, kept pushing, now words were coming out, my bones were shaky, weak somehow, I could barely walk, I was shocked, and a lil scared but I couldn't stop praying and observe what was happening to me, was walking all over the house with my shaky bones, cold hands, my hands had those marks you have when you've been using too much water, I couldn't feel my face, I ended up in the bedroom, now on my knees, but couldn't stay there, I stood up still praying, when I was about to end my prayer, ended it with a line "Roar Lion of Judah" then everything was back to normal
Hi Cass/Suzanne. Your experience is not 'crazy' at all to those of us who already understand in our hearts that we are beings originally created in love, in higher dimensions, long ago. I can imagine it would indeed by a shock to atheists who have forgotten this and put their faith only in the very limited world of the physical senses.

To me, the idea of what we perceive "god" is can encompass many perspectives. There are entities that have been background "guides" to you and mankind for eons (perhaps the more parental energies we experience). And some of the entities people experience, people come to understand are another form of their own self, another aspect of their own greater, "higher soul." "God" is defined by some as simply all of creation... The idea that each of us is a "cell" in "god's body,"...we are all god. All of these concepts are true.

The presence of genuine, all-encompassing love, in such an overwhelming way as you and Nikk felt in his/her similar experience, would attest to the truth of it not being a deceptive encounter. Entities trying to deceive feel "off" when they are trying to imitate being a positive spiritual figure. Their ego tends to leak through. Satan absolutely cannot offer the pure love of the type you describe.

"Satan appearing as an angel of light" cannot deceive those who have explored and accepted all the recesses of their own being, because they are not desperate for a savior. They come to understand that they have been a spiritual being on a challenging human journey, and they have learned to have compassion for themselves. The task of healing and self-acceptance is a long journey of inner work to embark on. Intense guilt, regret, resentment, sadness, anger... If these feelings are hidden blind-spots within us that we haven't fully accepted and processed, they are opportunities for "dark forces" in our life, in some form or another, to find a way to manipulate us. (Why do you doubt the experience you had--that god has compassion and love for you beyond your understanding. Now you have to work on having that kind of love for yourself. See yourself as the powerful spiritual being you are.) Someone else suggested some self-inquiry, to try to perceive why you are attracting these experiences. Can you make conscious the unconscious thoughts you have about yourself?

Carl Jung said, "Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate."

Regarding the dark agenda on this planet...certainly. Anything you tell me would not surprise me. I've read it all over the past fifteen plus years, since I started to inquire about what the "truth" is. I do believe we are in the "11th hour" of some period of intense opportunity for the "fallen angel" crew and their minions to completely gain control of this orb. Their machinations have been going on for eons, in all levels of society. They are past masters at understanding human psychology. And since we are so poor at understanding our own psychology, they continue to successfully control us.

I do not know the future here on physical earth, in this timeline we are focused upon. We have all, on some level, "chosen" to be here now during this time. (There is at least one metaphysical teaching that proposes that we are all rather brave adventurers, according to galactic standards, to be incarnate on the earth at this climactic time!) I am fortunate to be comfortable in absolutely knowing at this point that my soul manifesting in this one physical incarnation is but a fraction of the larger experience of my spirit, and that we live and die, live and die, in various physical forms. I have tuned in to many past lives, and applied years of the healing work I mention to those memories.

None of us are "victims" here. The larger part of us--our soul--chose to be here, and arranged to have these challenges, whatever they may be in one's life. Having a desire to "escape" this life surely is a clue that one is not ready to leave and is meant to face those challenges; or else face the same issues, sometime in a future life... Another metaphysical concept suggests that our soul is ready to 'graduate' from earth only when we have accepted all of the human experience, warts and all.

...I'm kind of throwing out everything I've gleaned in my years of contemplation, thus far. Maybe some of it is comforting to you, Cass/Suzanne. Maybe some of it is for others to read.

If you do want to talk to someone further about your specific experiences, I can lend you an understanding ear.
Hi, It's nice to read your experience. Now a day, waves and vibrations have become quite common in my life. It's not just my experience, many of the followers of Sri Sri Sri Guru Viswa Sphoorthi, The Scientific Saint, experience it. Guruji passes the Universal Energy for those who practice meditation. Since, it is Universal, not only the followers but also for all the practitioners of meditation-dhyana. Not only that, with the Universal Energy Guruji's Divine healing can cure any kind of disease with just turmeric (Energised) powder. For more details you may visit
I have experienced seeing Gods loving light. I was instantaneously standing in Gods light. I went from watching the television, sitting on my couch to instant light.
The light was the best loving feeling I believe anyone could experience. There was a message that everything will be alright and it was.
Hi I was in my mid twenties when I felt the electricity feeling all over my body. I had been very depressed after being in and out of a bad relationship with a woman so I started fasting and praying having my heart broken I didn't have much of a appetite so I just prayed like constantly for a week or two I still didn't feel completely over her so recalled my cousin telling me how my aunt prayed with him one day and it was a powerful experience for him so I decided to visit her and ask for prayer while praying it wasn't long before I was on the floor crying and this electricity feeling was surrounding my body I could especially feel it in my lips as l lay there on the floor my aunt began to speak a message for the lord he kept calling me his son, I was instructed to read proverbs chapter 5, son, attend unto my wisdom, and bow thine ear to my understanding:

2 That thou mayest regard discretion, and that thy lips may keep knowledge.

3 For the lips of a strange woman drop as an honeycomb, and her mouth is smoother than oil:

4 But her end is bitter as wormwood, sharp as a two-edged sword.

5 Her feet go down to death; her steps take hold on hell.

6 Lest thou shouldest ponder the path of life, her ways are moveable, that thou canst not know them.

7 Hear me now therefore, O ye children, and depart not from the words of my mouth.

8 Remove thy way far from her, and come not nigh the door of her house:

After reading that I knew I was to leave the woman alone and stay away from her. The experience freed me from the depression and moved on with my life and God has been providing and fulfilling everyday! Praise God
Hi I'm Cass (the original poster of the experience).

In the years since I posted my account I've been told many things... Everything from a preacher telling me I was a prophet to many people telling me that what I experienced was Evil in disguise.

First, I'm not a good person and clearly not a prophet.

Second, can Evil shower a person with love and understanding? Serious question. I know all about "Satan appearing as an angel of light"...but can IT make you feel loved?

I truly do not know. What I do know is that this entity made me feel beyond loved... Imagine if you had lost your child at a large amusement park and were terrified... Potential predators everywhere... And then many hours later you found them at guest services.

THAT is the kind of love, understanding and mercy I felt. My parent found me and was so very, very happy to see me... Anything I had ever done wrong was not only forgiven but my parent apologized profusely for "losing" me. Or rather, that I had to go through such fear.

Weird, right? But it happened. I don't know if this website makes money off of spiritual accounts but I don't care.

I wrote this in 2007 from an event in 2004. What I didn't say is a very long story...

I don't like long stories so I will say this: I was an attorney who accidentally saw something I shouldn't have concerning the U.S. Govt. (actually the Office of Naval Intelligence) and then suddenly my world is filled with the supernatural... Mostly evil except for the subject matter and...I'm a basket case. A basket case who is telling the truth.


Suzanne Elizabeth Minx
I went through the exact same thing. Started at the tips of my toes and a slow wave of electricity went through my entire body and out the top of my head. I thought I was the only one to experience that until I saw this site. I wrote about it on here.
My dad is a Catholic I am a Athiest. We go to church and my dad says he can feel the Holy Spirit I do not feel the Holy Spirit.
Yesterday night I had a similar experience, my attitude towards life seems to be the same, trying to seek God continuously, lately I had some failures and trying to seek him strongly, asking him questions and drifting to sleep. I keep my bathroom door 90% closed and some indirect light filters into my bedroom, but no direct light comes inside from the six bulbs burning inside. I got up to change my head position, opened my eyes and I saw wavy bright bulb light in sight, falling on the pillows and headboard, since it was not uniform throughout my vision, I was intrigued and turned my head to see where the light source is coming from but couldn't find it initially, the light source kept going back behind my head, I confirmed the light by looking back at my near sighted pillows and again I tried looking back, this time I saw it, not sure if it was the source, but the glow was right in front of me, similar to the light I saw on the pillow, but now couple of inches away from my face. I turned my head back to the pillow and saw the dullness of the bathroom light came back, the light was diminishing and soon the whole room seemed like nothing happened and was back to original indirect light coming back from inside the bathroom. If I wouldn't have seen it, I wouldn't have searched google and found this page and wrote what I saw. I hope to get in touch with you, maybe it was the purpose of the whole act that happened to me, maybe not.
Hi scarlett2,

I would like you to know a little of my own experience because it is connected with yours. Two days ago I felt the holy spirit for the first time. Today I was praying to God and I asked him to take away my pride because I know I am a proud person. After a few hours I was searching online about experiences people have had with the holy spirit because it was all so new to me and I wanted to learn more. By chance, I came across your experience. I was immediately struck by the passage you read about humility and your suggestion to read the story of the prodigal son. Moreover, a few days ago my vicar suggested that I read a book about the prodigal son but I refused to do so saying that I was too busy at the moment and would come back later for it. I'm going to read that book now.

angellover in Summoning Metatron

I recently over the last year have tragically experienced metatron. I don't recommend working with him. There are many more fluffy angels that would love to help you live and love. Metatron isn't fluffy at all, I actually found him quite aggressive and without conscience. I would call him evil.
frangelica1 in The Eyes Of Jesus
That was just a beautiful experience you both had! Thank you so much for helping this woman also!
I am highly interested in the supernatural but I am a atheist. So seeing is believing to me and I have to see it in order to believe it.
darkassassin92 in Oh My God
I am a atheist that likes the supernatural but to me seeing is believing. I have to see it to believe it.
Akt0576 in Changing Faces
I also have experienced this with my husband. This was within maybe our first year of our reelationship. He had come in the bedroom and sat on the edge of the bed and woke me up (I can't remember why lol) and as I looked up at him, his face distorted and changed. It terrified me! I didn't wait for it to finish morphing. I was so afraid, I covered my eyes and started yelling STOP, STOP doing that! He said what? And I looked at him again and once again his face started to distort and twist into something else. I only saw one side of his face do this because it terrified me and again I covered my eyes and begged him to stop as if he was doing this on his own. He said what?! Just listen to my voice, its me! And his voice comforted me enough to look again and thank God it was him! It was such a scary thing to see. Like his bone structure and all were reforming into, well I don't know what! I even remember his teeth changing! Only one side though. I couldn't watch his face completely distort and and All I could do was cover my eyes. I was crying. It was really upsetting. Ill never forget it. Thank God for his voice to comfort me or I would have never removed my hands. He believes me about what I saw. And I'm thankful because I don't lnow if I would have been able to believe a thing like that. He is spiritual and accpets the possibility of the unexplained. I have no idea why I was shown this or what it may have meant. And I had just awaken but I have never had this happen upon waking before! I'm glad others have seen similar occurances.
scarlett2, my fault, I got way to busy in the past years and had to put a few things on hold, but I promise to catch up 😉
Dear Lucygirl18,
Thank you for sharing such a beautiful and moving experience. You are such a gifted writer, your words truly moved me to tears. You, no doubt, have been very Blessed during your lifetime. Please, please share more of your spiritual insights and experiences! With us all!

On another note - I'm so happy this very special Web site ( is once again active! Especially after several "dormant" years in which no new stories were published. Yeah! 😁
loneybone in Oh My God
are you sure it wasn't the drugs? I mean you were on some funny stuff. God usually does connect with us in unusual ways but this... You had just done drugs. I find this kind of funny not being rude, but no.
Alarman 2011 How can you talk to someone like that if you are supposley trying to change and go to church? And if this really your daughter she is finding you for a reason showing you she truly cares. Yes why it's easy to give in to the bad things drugs alcohol, sex, etc... But in the end that will take us no where... Why not turn around and be a man of god. That is why you most like have had a dream of the Dev** the man down stairs because your giving such negative vibes as I can read in the comments.
You need to change leave the past in the past a child is not a thing to have later to be abandoned and especially not to be treated bad. Once a father always a father no matter what.
I never had my father growing up so it's hurtful to see how a father talks to his own daughter that way. God wants us to rejoyce to forgive one another and to love each other. Don't you know this is what the devil wants he wants you to be full of hatred and evil to hate others and to pull your self away from god... But he you can prove him wrong be a better man forgive and forget live for jesus christ, be a great dad, a loving grandfother and a great husband.
It does not take much time to a better man, you just need to want it as much as other people want you to be a great man. It's hurtful very hurtful to say you wouldn't want your own daughter with you when you die. What kind of person says that to her own child. Family is all that we have in this world friends come and go girl friends come and go but family and god are always there not matter what.

Know instead of worying how to run from you daughter which she seems great and loving connect with her forgive each other. Neal to god and say your prayers of forgiveness that no matter how bad you've been god always loves you. Woun't you love to have a family? Woudn't you love to be a grandpa. Going over to there house having a good time a great laughts with your loved one. Well suck up that pride if yours and turn to good not bad that one day you will be thankful you did.
I wish your daugher much luck and I hope that one day you will change and you will grow to love each other. Your won flesh and blood should not be treated this way. I hope you can find the light of god and that god might be able to rescue you from what ever malice is running your life. GOOD LUCK.
darkassassin92 in Was I Supposed To Survive?
Since I'm a athiest. Do you think we can keep our memories from Earth into the afterlife? Do you think its possible to stay a kid forever in the afterlife? Just trying to get peoples views of what they think.
darkassassin92 in Our View Of Heaven
Can you keep your memories and stay a kid forever in the afterlife? I'm an atheist but these questions are haunting me.
I'm an athiest but if people are right. Can you keep your memories from earth in the afterlife? And can you stay a kid forever in the afterlife?
I'm a athiest but if the stories are true. Can you be a kid forever in the afterlife? And can you keep your memories from earth in the afterlife?
darkassassin92 in An Early Rising Angel
I'm an athiest it sounds like sleep paralysis not trying to be rude. But I'm still interested in people's stories though.

I had a dream that I was in a field and I was feeling emotional, I bent down on my knees and said "I surrender myself to you god". Then I woke up half awake half asleep in my room and heard a choir singing to me for about 2 minutes... It was an amazing feeling which filled me with pure joy. They were singing Hallelujah (following the melody). The 16 bars kept repeating and then I would hear more voices come in and out. It was sung softly and calmly, not too loud but sang with peace.

I remembered the melody perfectly and had to re create it on my computer using software, its literally the melody I heard (apart from the Hallelujah bits which I can't sing lol).

Im not a religious person, I believe in God and the afterlife but I practice no religion, just kindness.

I thought i'd share with people that are interested.


Dreams are MUCH more than we think.

Have a nice day!

Similar things where happening to me when I was a kid, but little different. Sometimes I was waking up at night when everyone was sleeping & I was hearing weird chorus. They weren't saying words, just singing without words with one letter or so, I don't know how to describe well. I can't say it was positive or negative, but it was scary. Kinda sounded like a funeral tones. As time passed & I grew up, they disappeared.
It seems to me that your vision was sent to get your attention, so that you would follow God and share your vision with others. You said your ceiling was on fire in this vision, which could represent mortal danger or, spiritually speaking, Hell. You were being sheltered by an angel's wing--usually a sign of comfort and/or protection. You were also surrounded by other angels--also a sign of protection and, Biblically, indicative of a message from God. I don't understand the significance of the "man" pulling and stroking his hair, but I did notice that you refer to him as a man, while referring to the others as angels. Thus, it's also possible that God was referencing the downfall of humanity and the countless people crying out for hope and protection. The first thing you did afterward was rush to open the Bible, which God would have known would happen. It would seem that God has directly told you that you have been chosen to lead people to Him. Truly, the Bible says we are all given that responsibility, but few people acknowledge and accept it. Fewer still mention hearing from God, whether directly or through a vision. Use it.

I remember also having what I assume was a vision, nearly a decade ago. I was actually asleep at the time and I had a dream about being left behind in the rapture. I was in a pit, looking up at God and several others on the edge, and lifting up person after person to where they could reach them and pull them out. Periodically, I would stop and ask "Is it my turn? Can I come now?" and He would shake His head and indicate that there were still more people to help. For some time after this dream, I was disturbed by it because I was saved and I couldn't understand why I would be left behind. Then, as time went by, I came to realize that may not have been the intended message. Rather, God may have meant for me to realize His desire for me to go into the darkest places--the pits--and help people get to Him. He may have been telling me to not give up on life and the world, which would be prophetic if that's the case. I had been abused for most of my upbringing, with high school being the most significant period for me. A year or so after the dream, I began having nightmares and flashbacks about the abuse from high school and it was at this time that I wanted to give up on life and the world. For the first time, I wanted to die and I pleaded with God to let it be my time. Obviously, I'm still here; but, now, years later, the nightmares and flashbacks have long since ended and I've healed from most of it. I'm now an anti-abuse advocate and author on the subject of peer sexual/nonsexual abuse in schools. I've taken it for my purpose as a Christian. Where most Christians are content to occasionally donate food or clothing, or to support overseas missions trips to presumably save people, I see abuse as being one of biggest obstacles between people and God or, in terms of that vision, one of the deepest pits.
THIS IS MY NEW FAVORITE WEBSITE! I am so happy that finally I found a place where there are people like me, that loves God and knows the power of God's love and what it can do for a man. Special thanks to all the people that created this site and this wonderful idea!
Friends, I can relate to this story because awakening to songs has been an amazing recurring event in my life. I usually awake to the most beautiful out of this world melodies. Sometimes sung by a group and sometimes a solo voice. The common fact is the peace that accompanies them. I can't write the full story here though but I love to hear them and I usually wake up joyful when I do. I also record them in my phone once I wake up.
forgot to say, check out Doreen virtue angel numbers meanings. Maybe another avenue to go down. Hope that helps.
peace, dreamer.
I have been checking out some different but related sites for some time now, and, the one thing that has stood out for me is that I really did not realise that deep down there has always been a skeptic and a synic lurking beneath my seemingly spiritual veneer.
I find a great deal of what I am hearing very difficult to come to grips with but I am never the less keeping an open mind. There is some reason I have been drawn to join this forum. So, I look forward to delving into things with you all and sharing any experiences that I have... Peace, dreamer.
not coincidence, just in total syncronicity with nature at that moment. Examine other areas of your life when solutions and answers just arrived by magic. It just means that your intuition is more in tune, great feeling when it happens with greater frequency.
peace... Dreamer 😊
hi cherries,

the last 3 comments some it up pretty well. It is a personal journey and only you can gauge if something is right for you at that moment.
I say at that moment because things can change and they will. As long as you stay as positive as you can you can ride out the seemingly bad things in life a lot easier.
😊 peace, dreamer.
a lovely story and well written. Thank you for sharing. To me personally it would have been a sign, be strong and independent, look at the big picture and let no thing stop you from soaring to great heights and accomplishing your dreams.

love& peace...dreamer.
some thing like that would freak me out... All the best to you both. I experienced so many weird dreams like that I can say that maybe it is your angel who gives you a clue on something that had happened in past which has connection in future... Or mybe its a sign for something important that will happen in future. Sometimes its a warning. It maybe a birthdate... Or a number of a person you know that maybe something will happen to him either good or bad. Its true when you dream like that you can't really remember it especially when it has connection in reality... Meditation can help you clear your mind and maybe help you to understand what numbers 7 and 11 are about. Seven is a sacred number... Seven days. Seventh word is G stands for God. Seven archangels. Seven colors of rainbow... Its like always talking about heaven and God.
darkassassin92 in Hearing And Seeing Demons
I don't believe in god or the devil anymore so I'm a athiest my dad is religious I'm not. But I'm still interested in the afterlife or in reincarnation that is if they are real.
darkassassin92 in An Angel? Or God?
I am a atheist used to be a Catholic but now I do not believe in a afterlife anymore. But I believe more in reincarnation than the afterlife. No one truly knows what happens when we die.
darkassassin92 in Full Body Vibrations
Im interested in astral projection and the paranormal but don't believe in it like I used to. But still no one really knows what happens when we die.
You may want to reach out to a Reiki Master. They can guide you or attune you to the Reiki symbols which enhance and open up your psychic abilities. If you become attuned you will learn how to protect yourself. Yin/Yang, Good v Bad, go hand in hand so you must learn to protect yourself. I don't know your age but you are feel like a light worker, possibly an indigo child. Since the late 60's/early 70's an on we have been evolving on a spiritual level much faster & with many more people than any time before. I say this to all ligh workers like myself, learn as much as you can and guide these young people. Cell phones, computers, divorce, vaccines with Mercury, parents ignoring their children and the food we eat are killing off the generation that's meant to lead change for the better. Seek knowledge from a Reki master. I say this to all of you feeling lost or scared who are likely in your 20's or younger, those of you that are older should have led down this path already, if not, you must. Please excuse the typos, been awake 40 hrs, insomnia!
bontole (guest) in Astral Projection Obstacles
You have that natural ability to "project" and hope that you have made some sort of progress since then.
I am 25 year old man living in a hostel. On 21st may 2015 I saw a very very bright light when I was sleeping in my bed on my back. The place where I used to sleep has a small window at the edge of one of the wall. I can see a small part of the sky from that window. On the mentioned date at 2:00 am in the morning, I saw the brightest thing ever. It was a light very intense from the source but feeble (not spreading to a greater area) as if it was meant for me alone. When I woke up I saw a very bright light from my window. At first I thought somebody is using a light to see through my room but later I realised that it was impossible for anyone to hang out there as it was almost 10 feet from the roof. I was scared as no one else was awake and I had no friends there as I moved that hostel in this month only. I tried to see through the light but what I found was, it was solitary. It kept starring me over a minute and then it was gone. After few minutes it came twice but not above my head, I could only feel its presence the last two times. I wanted to know what it was. All alone, although scared, fighting my fear I went to the roof and tried to see but it was gone. I could never see it again. I don't know what it was. I am an agnostic though, I have started going to church in the recent past to listen lessons on jesus. My mother died when I was 13. Maybe it was her who came to see me or it was jesus who came to enlighten me. Its still a mystery. I know there is a answer to it but I am not ready to have it now. Maybe someday I will know the fact!
I would think that in this life time you came to continue your spiritual journey where you left on. In this body, every body will forget the assigned tasks to do but the seed remains unquenched deep within you. Then came a time when the higher beings responsible for that had to stir you spiritually up in the most appropriate way for you to continue your quest for the Absolute. You have been reminded that you are the immortal soul living beyond time and space. You will search until you find your own way back to GOD.

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