My name is teana, I'm 20 years old, and I recently discovered I have gifts. I was also told that I have a soul mate, but that our connection was lost. A couple days before I got a reading, I felt like my connection with that person got lost? But I have noticed once in a while a shift like we can hear each other. It's weird I know. The feeling is like I'm finally free, and I'm in my body. My thoughts are more my thoughts. It's like I can finally live when I first felt it, it was like a rush. I've been craving nature, and wanting to get in touch with my spiritual side. I just started meditating.
A couple days ago I have revisited my past, and forgave myself for things that I have done. I feel more at peace but I know there's still a lot to work on. Lately I've been meditating for short bursts. Only about ten minutes or so. But then a couple hours later I feel like I need to do it some more. I feel more calm and more balanced when I do. More relaxed. I don't know if this is common or sane but I see places in my head like places of countries, and mountains, and people, and statues. I was wondering is that normal? I've also noticed when I listen to classical music I am more calm, and my brain relaxes, and quiets down.
But my main question is my craving for spirituality and nature. What does that mean exactly? That I'm waking up? Because I feel different. Somehow it comes and goes but I do feel different. I was also wondering if anybody has any advice or tips about this sort of thing. I would really appreciate it. Thanks.