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SarahDenise (guest) in My Time With God In Heaven
This time it started in 2014 when I saw '11,11' everywhere and for days.

A dove kept showing up outside on my balcony.

At Saint Johns day I felt an urgent feeling that I should pray, so I did. Then my soul suddenly popped out begging to come home. A voice behinde me said "Make happy", immediately I became very joyful. Then one night an angel woke me up telling me I had to meet the Lord. I flew out of my body from my balcony and saw a huge crystal stairway.

I was so amazed that I had to sit down on it for a while and looked around. There was nothing else but the stars and the shining crystal stairs that made rainbow colours because of the light from the crystal. Soon after I heard a voice saying "Sarah, come", so I stood up. And continued to the top, where I saw two doors; I chose the one I could hear music from, and now I was in space, when He (Jesus) came flying on my right side. We then went to Orions Nebula (Messier 42: where He opened up a black hole or a tunnel in the left side with the four stars in the middle of the Nebula cloud - he used some kind of spell word. Meanwhile I walked around and checked out the cloud. I wasn't worry at all, just happy and fascinated to be there with Him, and suddenly I recognised and remembered I knew Him from sooner in life, but had forgot about it...

As we walked through the tunnel I looked at the "walls"'. It was kind of flickering electric but still I had a view to cosmos that was around us... He said that I should'nt look to much because it would drain the faith out of me...

When out again, we flew in space. As we approached our destination I saw multiple glittering colors and music. He told me "that is inspiration to people on earth" and then he said that I would soon "fall apart" as we get closer but that he would "fix me" again when we get there... Then I woke up on his lap as a baby in the New Jerusalem (a star; all stars are homes for our souls) He smiled and nursed me and I was emencely happy to be in my REAL Fathers arms...

I was growing up VERY fast, my whole past away family was waiting on a little bridge in front of me. We hugged each other, some of them I did not know but I knew they were relatives - all of them was young again. I asked my aunt who had died the exact same year "Do you know who this is?" She answered "Yes, He is always here!" I had some alone time with them and we went up in what looked liked an old mill or water tower to talk a little. I remember that there was a big old closet behind the door and the floor was decorated with red tiles and I saw a little round window in the small room on 1st floor from where my aunt pointed out her house... Outside they showed me the plate with the names of this towns members, all my familymembers names written in gold. (so I think all families have a star of their own after life to live on)

After a while Jesus came to get me. He and I went outside in what looked like a courtyard with pillars. We sat down on a little fountain and he gave me gifts; toys I had as a kid. I became so full of joy to see them again and to see the marks I had made on them while using them growing up, they were still there - and because of that it confirmed to me that it was the same toys I'd once owned. He laughed out loud when I was silly.

At one point I got the idea to pinch my arm and I felt it.

I still had my body even though I knew that I was out of my body.

I looked up in the air; there were no sun but still everything shined like a beautiful summer day.

He called for a small cloud that came right above me, it was some kind of "cloud screen" on were he showed me my whole life and some of my future. The cloud somehow surrounded me, and I was reliving scenes from my life, sometimes from another perspective; for example I saw myself playing with my brother and sister when we were younger. When the scene was over the cloud left me and I was still sitting with jesus. At one point I was shown that he was the one that "installed" my soul in my body the day I was born; I actually was in the hospital watching him kiss my forehead one second before I came into the world.

When I was with the Lord my soul didn't care much for my body... I was still me but in my soul it felt much more important to please and obey Him. Jesus also showed me the several times when he saved me in life; one time He saved me from a car accident. He also showed me many of the times I prayed as kid, it felt like I was reliving all the scenes again.

He then gave me some paperthin flesh like papyrus that he wrote his name on with his own blood. I had to eat it... Before I did so I asked Him if I could see His hands - He smiled and showed them to me; I could clearly see that He had huge nailmark scars in them. He then began to teach me with words from the Testament, but in some sort of "code" - words I had "to heal with", he said, and names and words was flashing fast on a screen; all the deciples names and some letters. I said "It's so simple that a child could understand it!" (It was so so easy there!) He then showed me a stonepillar that someone named Symeon Stylites used to sit on and something about the "ANKH".

In the end he showed me myself as about 80 years in a nursing home and that he will come and get me the day that I die. He then gave me eternal life, while he did that, he drew something on the ground and said that I should try to endure the daily temptations and stop saying harsh words in anger. Then He hugged me and a big bright warm light surrounded us and we had to go back to my body. On the way back we were very close to Saturns rings and walked on clouds...

I've been there two times now and everything He said came true (in the first experience I was sitting with Jesus looking out on a sunset and a beautiful wheat field, he then told me it was going to be a hard life but the outcome will be good for many and that I will be allowd to see more of heaven when 25 years has past and that promise he keept

Behind me was a large tree with fruits I've never seen before and a ladder that angels and I used to transport to another place...

Later He took me to a throneroom where I saw two chairs; in one of them in front of me on my right hand I saw an old man looking exactly like God, you know from Micheal Angelos painting of The Creation of Sun and Moon. Ont the wall behind me I saw a big old wooden wheel with saphires between the spokes.

I heard a loud voice saing "'Bend for your master!", so I did and now Jesus was sitting in the other chair but I still felt like He was both of them. He told me that I had to save a girl from doing drugs. I met her later on in real life and manage to convince her; she is now working for the Government (when being "spoken to" it wasn't done with sound and words, it was going on telepathically but I could still think and feel). I've also been filled with the Holy Spirit twice; the last time it lasted for five days - I was full of pure joy and love, infact I've never felt more joyfull and happy in my whole entire life. I was "glowing" for days and the dove outside on my balcony kept showing up.

One evening I saw tall blue/grayish men in the sky flying up and down everytime I heard an ambulance in my town. I also saw "energies" in purple/turquoise colors like rain coming towards us from the sky all the time (maybe Neutrinoes).

I forgot to tell that.Jesus' hair was VERY big and beautiful, like the mane on lion and His beard was just as beautiful and on His neck He had some sort of an ancient "hammercut style". His robe was light blue and He wore old sandals...

The following days I saw His face in everything; in shapes, in trees and shadows and in almost everything living on earth...

When I came back into my body I checked out the name Symeon Stylittes and I realized that He really did exist! I had no knowledge of the term "pillarsaints" before I was with the Lord, and I still don't know why I was shown this.

UPDATE: A few days later I saw the old man sitting next to Jesus in the throneroom; he cam flying right towards me in a vision when I blinked my eyes for a short moment.

Painting of jesus as I saw him⤵


The old man in my vision and the troneroom⤵


Orions Nebula with the 3 - 4 stars jesus used to open the tunnel with on the left side ⤵


Symeon Stylites Stonepillar⤵


Throughout all of my experiences I didn't feel any jugdement, only understanding and directions to be a better person!

The first time I was up there 30 years ago Jesus showed me that I one day will be contackted by a man who needs help and if I did helpnot, he will give me a gift 25 years later, I begain to cry and asked jesus if I will remember, he said No it has to come from a good heart, 10 years later I met a strange man sitting in a street where theyi are selling drugs, he cried, and told me a story I knew was a lie to get money, but something in me got soft and I gave him to a fix even though I didn't have much cash to live for... Then 15 years later under this time experience I came to remember everything, what jesus told and promised me... (I did not remenber anything before he showed me)
Jesus kept his promise...

When I moved in my appartment I heard someone saying (telepathic) Hi Sarah' in the bathroom and then my lately experience started, the night before my out of body exp something big smashed in to my glassdoor to the balcony and the temperture shifted to icecold.
Then I was taken to heaven and the 1111 story (above) started
(still I didn't recall jesus words about a gift many years before) the next night I went down with trash and I saw an huge triangled UFO right above me... Since I become so confused sinfull doubfull tearless soulless coldhearted and angryi all the things I wasn't before, i even can't pray and I can't koncentrate to read the testiment, I got no belive. And passion anymore

Earlier in my life when I was 19 I was raped or it felt like it under a sleep paralysis attack, I knew it was somekind of animal eventough my Eyes was closed and I couldn't move, I thought 'when will God show up and as soon I thought that the room lighted up and the. Beast fleed...

Im sure that my out of body exp was real (even with my low faith)
But that something is trying to mess up my life and everything I So strongly believed in before, I'm sure it hates that I was pretty good to get answer under prayer and that the holyghost cleaned me 2 times


I still feel empty and without soul I still can't pray and can't even believe.
I just feel lost and, can't even cry... So strange because all of my life I knew I had God, but now I got 0, I don't even like myself anymore, I changed and become like all others who got evil thoughts and no God...
Rachel A. (guest) in Brilliant White Light
I experienced this BRILLIANT WHITE BRIGHT LIGHT FEBRUARY 27th Thursday night I took care of my mother and would sleep with her on EVERY Thursday. I woke up to this light on top of my mother. I was in such shock I woke up to this light I know they were angels there were more than 1 billowing on top of my mother- the sounds were beautiful! The light I still can't get over I remember and will never ever forget. They told me not worry not worry all will be ok it was time for her to get ready for her journey. She left us on February 29th- 2020. A few days after this amazing touch of the WHITE BRIGHT LIGHT.
Anon (guest) in Something Enters My Body
Concerned Mom

Describe the spirit that came out of him.

Theres a few possibilities here.

One is that you're pretending to be a concerned mom and it's not a true story.

The other is that you're telling the truth and probably need to contact your local Congress person about getting an investigation into cults happening.

Typically what some dark cults seem to do is they get these really innocent people that don't want to join and they torture them.

Next thing you know they're doing stuff that makes no sense to them and about to send themselves to the nuthouse.

What they also do is post fake comments on blogs that the nonjoiner might visit while looking for support or just something to do.

Or they might deflect percieved ramifications on innocent people. This they do well, see people in those positions arent even human they're actually quite demonic and deserve to go to prison.

Especially if it involves the consequence of a 15 year old getting hurt.

Just remember they don't care.

And your solution if you really are a concerned mom is to see a rabbi, priest, imam or whatever is your thing and make sure that every single symbol for your boy is revised.

So yeah if I were you I'd probably either stop lying or I'd get the symbols sorted out.

Symbols you know like, stars signs and such. Make a chart to show that your boy isn't from any of the known star signs.

Trick the devil.

Because that thing it tricks you

And it loves loves loves astrology and all manner of pseudoscience garbage to roll around in it's own grandiosity while the innocent suffer and the good people turn bad

And it loves loves loves lying too

So be careful who is talking through you

Did that really happen?

If it did happen remember, sickos in cults did it

If it didn't happen, you re probably one of the sickos in the cult
Concerned mom (guest) in Something Enters My Body
My son 15 years old woke up from a spirit coming out of him last night. He said he was trapped by something and he was watching everything happening outside of a window he was trapped inside but that he kept banging on window and yelling out it's not me and he said he was trapped since a couple months ago and does not remember his birthday party I made for him couple days ago and doesn't remember anything we did together for couple of months back. Does anyone know what's going on with this. Please let me know I have been praying for protection from all evil. And I know that God outpowers anything.
Marshin Chandanil (guest) in My Encounter With Michael
(I am an Indian and a 15 years old Hindu boy) I have always been interested in superheroes and their mythology. And I have promised God that I will help him whenever he needs it. Even at the time of last judgment and even if I have done something wrong then I will accept it. I also want some spiritual powers which control the reality of this universe but I can't reach a single stage. But I always had some uncanny experiences while trying to astral project (not yet successful) and while once I was meditating, what should I do to reach closer to God and Higher stages of kinetic abilities and reality. Please help me.
SIGN (guest) in Something Enters My Body
God is telling you that he is not the one for you. Its safe to say that I'm going through something like this and I felt something enter or leave my body about half an hr ago, hence me being here. I'm hoping it left, but I'm taking everything from my findings and this website as a sign from God for me to move on from a girl that I've been justifying reasons to be with. It's not healthy. Thank you so much!😊
They are not guardians but demons you should pray to god those are reptilians angels are orbs
What is it (guest) in Something Enters My Body
I have had this happen before many times in my life in haunted homes. Now it is happening again I do not know how to discribe it. It starts with an order
A familiar smell but it is like matalic and I breathe it in no choice and I feel it in my solar plexus
And I feel this heat come over me unbearable warmth. I say feel dej ja view
Feel ing I start to pray telling it to get out of me and I call Jesus and arch angel Michael to cast it out of me. I never know when it's coming but I hate the feeling I get
From it and I wonder what it is. How to protect myself.
I am not in a romantic
Deirdre Thomas (guest) in Our View Of Heaven
I lost my son in 2013. He was my baby (18) .I always want to feel his presence or hear his voice. Your gift is special and I know it's bought healing to others. I will continue to listen and look for him. Until we meet on the other side.
God Bless You
Dave M (guest) in Visions / Tree Beings
It seems you're more aware of the metaphysical than most. The large majority of people these days don't at all notice these things. Look at the media, music, political, and business arenas; all centered on the material. They gain security and fulfillment from what will not last. Our connection with the universe is of utmost importance. I have also had synchronicities which I've noticed as general repetitive "themes". Yours seem to be of a higher nature, you may have a larger purpose you have not realized.
As government would necessarily be an entity to get past to disseminate this information, it's highly unlikely your findings will become public knowledge. Almost all who work in gov't are there for power and prestige, the very people who simply shouldn't be there. This discovery would uncover a fatal mistake made by the major oil and gas companies. Your research must be disseminated person-to-person or through channels on the internet.
Dave M (guest) in Black Wolf Only I Can See
I've read accounts by mystics describing their "spirit animals" Our human community is fundamentally connected to archetypal figures which provide a "form"for our psychological and spiritual development. Our society is shaking off old, outmoded views and ideas in exchange for new ones better suited to this next phase of development. The problem lies in becoming "stuck" in the process, losing sight of the purpose - to grow and expand.
i had a spiritual experience today that I am still trying to explain... I was busy this. Morning doinh some spiritu prayers and just release myself in faith to God by worship him. So when I was whorshipping God it felt my whole body was outside myself my hands felt numb and could not move with this breeze of wind coming over my hands, I could feel the holy spirit moving upon me so undescribeable... Anf so overwhelming... After that my whole body felt numb and I felt so peaceful... I went to bathroom and when I looked in the mirror I could see myself like really in my eyes (not my reflection) so clearly and my eyes was sparkling... Its really unbelieveable something I never felt before... Can someone make sense of this... But even now I feel so calm
Soulful experience (guest) in Soul Leaving Body - What Does It Mean?
I experienced my soul leaving my body today upon waking up. I was laying flat and my Soul was leaving the same way. I was super scared but did not utter a word. I open my eyes and could see colourful birds, chirping and happy. My soul went past that and was going up in the clouds when I saw a tiny white thing, couldn't figure out what until got closer and it got bigger and I saw Angel with wings, all white. At first it was scary but the thought just came like an intuition that don't be afraid I am protecting you. I think we had a conversation but I can't remember a word. Upon waking, only thing was strong in my head was" I am protecting you".
Been going through so much past few years but my faith in God is soo strong and recently going through Spiritual Awakening. I have been seeing repeating numbers and dreams a lot but this experience was something I never experienced before Its amazing to read how some people had similar experiences here.
णमो अरिहंताणं Ṇamō Arihantāṇaṁ I bow to the Arihants

णमो सिद्धाणं Ṇamō Siddhāṇaṁ I bow to the Siddhas.

णमो आयरियाणं Ṇamō Ayariyāṇaṁ I bow to the Acharyas.

णमो उवज्झायाणं Ṇamō Uvajjhāyāṇaṁ I bow to the Upadhyayas.

णमो लोए सव्व साहूणं Ṇamō Lōē Savva Sāhūṇaṁ I bow to all the Sages of the world.

एसो पंच णमोक्कारो, सव्व पावप्पणासणो Ēsōpan̄caṇamōkkārō, savvapāvappaṇāsaṇō This five-fold salutation completely destroys all the sins.

मंगला णं च सव्वेसिं, पढमं हवई मंगलं Maṅgalā ṇaṁ ca savvēsiṁ, paḍamama havaī maṅgalaṁ And, of all auspicious mantras, (it) is indeed the foremost auspicious one.
Navkar Mantra
Ṇamō Arihantāṇaṁ I bow to the Arihants
णमो सिद्धाणं Ṇamō Siddhāṇaṁ I bow to the Siddhas.
णमो आयरियाणं Ṇamō Ayariyāṇaṁ I bow to the Acharyas.
णमो उवज्झायाणं Ṇamō Uvajjhāyāṇaṁ I bow to the Upadhyayas.
णमो लोए सव्व साहूणं Ṇamō Lōē Savva Sāhūṇaṁ I bow to all the Sages of the world.
एसो पंच णमोक्कारो, सव्व पावप्पणासणो Ēsōpan̄caṇamōkkārō, savvapāvappaṇāsaṇō This five-fold salutation completely destroys all the sins.
मंगला णं च सव्वेसिं, पढमं हवई मंगलं Maṅgalā ṇaṁ ca savvēsiṁ, paḍamama havaī maṅgalaṁ And, of all auspicious mantras, (it) is indeed the foremost auspicious one.
Mike, You are right. I am a petrochemical worker... You know, someone that makes gasoline. I am going to reveal a "trade secret" to you. A few years ago the additive to gasoline... Tetra Ethyl Lead... Was outlawed. Formulations are considered "trade secrets"! So are the reasons for certain additives to gasoline. Tetra Ethyl Lead was touted to be an anti-knock compound... But it had a dual purpose. It also doubled as a "metal brighter"... A detergent additive... Well it brightened metal alright... All too well! Tetra Ethyl Lead changed the molecular structure of the thin walls of the underground metal gas storage tanks in all the gas stations and truck stops! It tended to literally MELT THEM along the bottom. All the underground gasoline storage tanks leaked horribly. That is why the government went around digging them all up! Now gas stations are required to have fiberglass tanks and flexsteel piping. Your "vision" was absolutely correct. There does exist lakes of gasoline underneath all the big cities of the world and many rural areas as well. This has become common knowledge among the big oil companies. Many lawsuits have been won in regard to this problem. You figured it out (from the date on this story) before it really became common knowledge. This may be part of God's plan to show us we cannot continue to abuse the earth. Your instructions are found in the Book of Psalms... "Fret not thyself over evil dooers but rest in the Lord. Patiently wait upon Him"... And he will come!

Jessie Watson
Memphis TN
Darkness is an illusion

Take responsibility for your own shiat an you don't create it

I am not a vessel for the universes crap just because other people wanted to blame entities instead of dealing with their own shiat

I am not here to have my soul stolen from because of that and because billions of people believe that's even possible

Take responsibility for your shiat
And give me back what's mine universe

F*** you whether you are a freemason an abrahamic or whatever

F*** you especially if u call that shiat in on purpose

F** you take responsibility for your shiat

Learn the facts of life
The Abyss is YOUR Shame
The shame of spiritual seekers that just want to chuck that shiat off of them


If you took care of your shiat you wouldn't have to cross it

Forcing me to cross it, they say I'm supposed to see myself there

I'm the only person I dont

I only see other mages playing games
And pretending that it's the fault of Christian's or Jews or muslims or Hindus

While some of them scare everyone into shame by saying that's what's behind spirit

While none of you know a damned thing about psychology or physics and pretend your enlightened when you're only in it for yourselves

It is the most selfish inane drivel I ever got caught up in... Against my will

But hey when you're there you might as well make the most of it

Such is life

Freemasons can't even wipe their own butts but claim they're gods

Law of attraction my f**king foot

I was an atheist
If anything I attracted the opposite

You want to find the secrets of the universe

Ask a retard why hes smiling

And stop being so petulant about words like f*** honest to goodness some things are f***d especially people that claim they powerful when they don't even know what it's like to suffer

You think you know suffering you dont

You try having your spirit torn asunder because you did absolutely nothing wrong except not believe in yourself and because you were FORCED to take on other peoples shiat

I forgave the whole of creation for that and it abused me some more


Anon (guest) in Gateway To The Pit
I got a bit lost once the shopping experience was being discussed. Probably my own distractions.


I'm sending ya good feels cos no one deserves to feel like that.

From my estimate it seems like your mind was showing you what depression is.

Its hell. It's one of the shiattiest experiences going.

I'm very super mega glad that you came out of it and I hope and trust that your life is long and happy.
Anon (guest) in Looking For My True Self
Take responsibility for your own shiat and there won't be any issue

But what is your shiat?
Good question

You have to have created a false self to be looking for your true self aye

Maybe your false self is what was responsible for your shiat

Probably an abuser in early childhood

You still need to deal with the aftermath though
Anon (guest) in Looking For My True Self
Higher self: the self you idealise yourself to be based on your morality

Lower self: the part of yourself that you dissociate from that people who attain Anatta have to deal with when stupid freemasons force them into the abyss we don't have to cross unless some mage forces us there because they can't see we already took responsibility for our own shiat so they try and make us responsible for theirs

In short

Higher self and lower self concepts are just another way (usually Western) ideology attempts to compartmentalize shame
Anon (guest) in Changing Faces
Clipping errors associated with holographic projections of the universal mind

Could be one way of looking at it

Another could be the mutual destabilization of your sense of self enabling sensory illusions to occur

That could even be the cause
SunshineGirl (guest) in Changing Faces
I just had this happen! I was sitting with a friend talking and his facial features started changing. He changed into 3 or 4 different people. I am unsure what this is called. Anyone know?
Anon (guest) in Something Enters My Body
Whatever you are going through

Learn to walk without fear
Learn ways to frame and interpret your experiences that are beneficial and empowering to you (without being disempowering to others)

Whatever the situation might be

Dont listen to the haters
Especially if it's coming out your own mouth

I know what sleep paralysis is. It's a liminal state that can present bonafide spirit experiences AND bullshiat.

So deciding it's one way or the other in every case when it's sometimes true and sometimes not is unfair

Cover both bases you'll be better off for it in the long run
alice (guest) in Something Enters My Body
There is a man I have a strong connection to. For whatever reason, our communication went off. He just stopped communicating except for short, cordial responses. No depth to our conversations like before. One night about a week ago, I was meditating and felt a strong presence pushing in. I felt like it was this man attempting to communicate with me in a non-physical way. I resisted at first but then relaxed and allowed it. He resembled a red energy. I knew it was him... And he wanted in which I allowed. Since the disconnect I had really been missing him so it felt great to reconnect with him in this way. It blew me away because it was such a seemingly beautiful experience. I woke up the next morning feeling like this is how life is supposed to be, I felt reborn. But, even after a week later, still no real contact in the physical. I had asked him if he had experienced anything that same night I did and he said he hadn't. So... I am just wondering what the hell happened to me. If it wasn't this man's energy then who the hell did I allow in to my soul?
Living for Christ Now (guest) in Were Angels Singing To Me Last Night?
At 19yo I overdosed and on the way to the hospital thinking I was dying I prayed and asked Jesus Christ for forgiveness and suddenly I heard a choir of angels to the utmost beautiful sounds that overtook every other sound around me of my mother crying and others yelling instructions. I was at total peace and even tho my heart stopped once I got to the hospital, Jesus brought me back and I literrally got up and left without any threatment to the opposition of the doctor and my mother. I was weak for a few months and only brought me closer to Him and after 9 months I regained my full strength and then some. After months seeking His face one random day He lifted my spirit literally out of this world and time to His eternal light and after my spirit worshiped and uttered something to Him that I could not understand The Lord Himself spoke to me in a language I could understand and overwhelmed me in His presence. After He spoke I returned to the same place and time to my amazement. Now I'm 34 and even tho nothing like that ever happened again I'm still here to His Glory.
With all due respect sister dreams can be pre cognitive and have been used by both magicians and entities alike to stuff with our energies for the purpose of creating real world effects

So dreams are about as real as a random assortment of ingredients for some project. The finished product is real. But the entire product line isnt. Fascinating.

But that said never take dreams literally or assume that you are the person who is dreaming. You could be witnessing.
Is being a magician surrending your will or a muggle surrendering their will

Like what if Gd woke some people up to be magicians cos it gets certain jobs done

What if it happened against the magicians will

What if Gd made certain people enemies and friends cos it gets a job done

Maybe Gd is a jerk

Or maybe there isn't one and were just using placeholder concepts to generate post hoc explanations for stuff that is real yet actually doesn't make any sense
The spirit world is real and so are medical and psychiatric conditions that can alter our perception of it or indeed be the result of our perception of it

The solution in both cases is to see your GP about being referred to a counselor, especially if you're not sleeping on the regular and/or depression.

You have the right to your own beliefs And to seek medical treatment and care
The previous anon appears to have been influenced by a militant rebellious attitude

Really what we ought to be doing is crafting creative solutions that end world hunger and the like

Rather than engaging in some sort of war with heaven like a bunch of sad sick fallen Angel's

You keep doing what you do luv and not worry about people who might have a point about "I'm awake now what?" Yet miss the point entirely
It's really easy to ignore how the evil works through ordinary human behaviour (the layers, not the specific acts) when we're swimming in the good feels of the divine

But you watch behind that evil is the good

Peoples intuition, the sleepy geniuses, works as mysteriously if not more mysteriously than the evil

The machine it gets people to cast dark spells through ordinary living like spiritual slaves

But behind that is the intuition.

The occult is nothing more than muggles choosing to be powerless because they know that no matter what they choose the machine thinks its winning

So stay blind
It's not worth it

If spirit wakes you up and shows you only pretty fairies and Angel's it hasn't woken you up

Its given you the dream

To see both sides of it is not fun and its involuntary

So if you do see both sides remember NO CONTRACT WITH THE MACHINE

Never contract with it
It could still force ya
But u might redirect some
Never ever contract with the machine

That's nice you get everything you want you get a pretty dream
You must have cast good spells on yourself

You were chosen to have a holiday to have your steak in the matrix
You don't fight anything

You theosophists don't work for Gd to do that you gotta fight that second heaven you gotta fight those things

You don't just sit there sipping on false light pretending you're jesus when you never even overthrew a single table in a temple

Wheres your moxy

People are starving
They need to you stop sniffing your own farts and actually do something about it
Anon (guest) in Divine Embrace
I don't know but whatever that being is it sounds like a good being

Could be ancestral or not I don't really know

I'm just glad they're there for you
Anon (guest) in Gold Flashes Of Light
Just rule out health issues

When someone says brain fog and gold flashes in the same breath I'm thinking MS but that's curable don't let anyone tell you otherwise

It's got many fricking layers to cure it though

Check your pronouns and your self concepts
Your diet
Environmental exposures
And basically just whatever u need to

Sometimes it really is just your mind playing tricks on you or a health thing or the power lines or whatever

Sometimes it is a proper spirit thing
Anon (guest) in Gold Flashes Of Light

Whoops I misread the date and it's been years ok

Hope u already got your family back together and graduated
Anon (guest) in Gold Flashes Of Light

I'm not trying to be rude Darlin but you're not helping your cause

I believe you but when you say psychology student and DHS in the same breath as seeing Angel's I'm thinking the system might not be too keen on you hallucinating

It's not fair because

1. Everything is a hallucination
2. Hallucination doesn't say much about parenting skill does it, a little flash of gold light that makes you feel good has got nothing on a stereotypical worrisome one
3. You can just put it down to the temporary stresses of your present situation anyway

I'm saying that to warn you because if putting something on a mum blog got that happen this is a risk for you.

Cover your tracks better.

You say you are a good parent I believe you. You say your husband also saw that. I believe you. You say that you saw Oracle card synchronicity I believe you.

You set yourself up to see the Oracle card through priming. It happens in energy too. People call it other stuff.

You set yourself up through the mummy blog. Again you didn't mean to.

And now I am setting you up.


Because I want you to know that when it comes to the state ESPECIALLY psychology in the main is not open to this stuff at all.

It's called Occult because people want to keep it secret

1. To cover their arses
2. Because we don't know what it is

3. This means people make up answers

It could have been Angel's. Let's go with that. Its helping you.

Okay you want validation

I'm not crazy I'm just tired I needed a holiday because I got special needs kids

Look if you're in the states I'll bet you do, your country is renowned for letting the common folk down and being more or less a police state

Land of the free my foot, sorry the US is a joke from the outside in and I'm living in the land of your presidents "little brother" so yeah I know how messed up DHS can be

So what I'm saying is do yourself a favour

Sane rational people already know that we can sometimes have anomalous cool stuff happening and they don't admit to it because of fear

Do not walk in fear

But do not seek validation like this either

It was just your mind responding to stress okay;)

Learn how to frame and observe your experiences so you can pull yourself together and get your family back

And use psychology to do it;)

"Hard won lessons still being learned"
To Mary 3 days ago (guest) in Extremely Bright Light
Hey Mary

Dont Google it

Draw a picture of the pinwheel galaxy.

And on a different bit of paper just not thinking, like automatic drawing, draw three things on instinct

See if this helps you figure out which pinwheel galaxy you're talking about
Mary (guest) in Extremely Bright Light
I had lots of chills last night and just felt bad. I asked my husband to lay next to me because somehow I was afraid - don't know why just feeling ill/feverish. I closed my eyes and probably went to sleep... Next thing I know I am floating upwards lying down. I am in the sky floating - I sit up and I am in what I will call a pin wheel galaxy where all I see is shining lights - I am in awe thinking is this real? Its the most vivid dream. Then to the left a very very bright light is shining getting bigger - I tried to look but its so bright that I have to turn away. I am suddenly floating again downwards. I wake up covering my left eye, I yell out to my husband - Please turn off the light! Or whatever you have on... It so bright. I become very quiet after realizing there is no light on in my bedroom. I have been going through a difficult time lately and have been praying more. I would like to think it was a message from God. "See...I made this universe, trust that I will help you"
misxi (guest) in Divine Embrace

It was nice experience you shared here

That guardian angel could be one of your pitra, kuldevi or isht shakti. You should always be thankful to that entity in particular and give your prayer to that entity also
My experience was similar. But, I will say that God healed me from night terrors as a young girl. These were serious attacks from Satan so I knew God was real. I struggled with wanting him to save me but not making him my Lord overtime as I got older. After many major screw ups I was at a very low place in my life. I gave up and gave into God completely. Many major things happened but I literally experienced the rebirth. It was like my life revealed to me over time and how God was there. Like all of these moments I forgot just filling up my thoughts. But, with that I HEARD ministering for 3 solid days and nights. I felt so much peace and life! I experienced a walk in the Spirit. Like He was telling me things like His love as a father for his child. I also saw evil in a few people. Like pure demonic darkness. So many things have happened ever since. Like I can feel spirits at times and one time I heard a person's thought. This all sounds crazy but God is real and I love Him so much. He is my very best friend. Your experiences are such a blessing. You KNOW Him! I wish everyone did.
Veronica J (guest) in Extremely Bright Light
Around 4 months ago I awoke to a insense amber colored light shining into my right eye. I reacted to it by making a high pitched grunt. Then the light clicked off. This was not a dream it was a real experience. I went to my eye doctor justing saying I saw a bright light in the eye. He did a thorough exam and said I was ok. I felt he was concerned about something because he looked at my right eye a real long time. I don't know what to think about life now that this has happened to me.
For the sake of responsibility to others

Read my previous comment in light of

"That's the experience of the author of that comment and it's best to exercise caution and look after ourselves anyway and seek help of professionals should there be any desire to experience death, no seriously, get your butt straight to the doctor"
Veronica J (guest) in Extremely Bright Light
Around 4 months ago I awoke to a insense amber colored light shining into my right eye. I reacted to it by making a high pitched grunt. Then the light clicked off. This was not a dream it was a real experience. I went to my eye doctor justing saying I saw a bright light in the eye. He did a thorough exam and said I was ok. I felt he was concerned about something because he looked at my right eye a real long time. I don't know what to think about life now that has happened to me.
I don't know what death really is but I do know from my experiences its not something that's easy to accomplish.

Dying takes a lot of energy, it takes a ridiculous amount of programming - beliefs and the like.

Ultimately the bodily form is what needs to be destroyed for it to occur.

That's what people are talking about.

Because if that bodily form is still capable of functioning there's a chance that something is going to animate it.

Whether it's the original soul or a walkin or something else if the body can live, something can animate it.

And just killing that body is extremely difficult.

Some things make it more obvious, I won't bother with the unpleasant details, let's just say it involves physics and move on.

The rest is just beliefs

You can literally program your mind to experience anything.

Including immortality.

Whether it's you in the proper sense or the body, I got no clue.

I just know that it's really difficult to die.

Theres so many layers to the energy coming and going it's like it's never going to happen for me.

Try not to freak out.

I did at first, I couldn't comprehend why I wasn't dead, so much trauma and it doesn't kill me no matter how bad it gets.

After awhile it got fun. Why test it, or let reality test it?

Just see what happens

I think I might live thousands of years haha why not

Believe in your immortality
In case this hasn't been mentioned

Grounding and earthing (stand barefoot on a nice patch of grass)

Qi gong

Lots of water

Learn to discern how artifical versus natural energy makes you feel

Redirect artifical energy to a grounding source

Perhaps an amulet or maybe there's an object safe to send it to (cast a redirection spell). After a lifetime of artifical stuffing me I just managed to redirect it, weird consequences but I am no longer completely swamped:D
First of all I am very sorry your brother went through all of that tragedy.

It makes me sad that he was stuck with an abuser in his hour of need and I thank goodness the tables turned and he went to be with family that love him instead.

The empathy your family felt for him is quite strong. Mirroring the experience in that much detail is powerful.

Of course he went to the good place he was an innocent.

I'm glad your family got some reassurance after such a difficult experience.
By the way those four Angel's were legit spirits

The story was about why you were up anxious in the first place

Technological EMF sensitivity most likely

I have not heard of a vision portray that situation so accurate

Your mind told you cause, effect, solution all in one.

Well done
That sounds amazing. Also the length of time it went for was unusually long.

Did you see this with your eyes or your minds eye?

For me red usually means low-bandwid th light. So it would have told me that there were microwaves, infrared or radio wave signals covering you.

The man would have been interpreted as being suffering or in distress because of some kind of energetic signal. Him stroking his hair is self soothing behaviour. I have also heard hair referred to as antennae.

Because he was on your desk, it might indicate that there was some kind of technical signal on your desk that might have created a magnetic disturbance in the fields in your room.

The four angels represent the strength of natural light overcoming the artifical EMFs causing distress.

The fact you intuited Psalm 91, I just looked it up, means you're probably someone that read the bible prior to having the experience. And your intuition is amazing tbh

Actually for your mind to present the issue to you in such accurate detail is incredible.

It does qualify as a vision. I'm inclined to say the message is "check your technology in case it is generating signals that interrupt your connection to spirit"

I am biased though, I'm quite sensitive to both natural and artificial signals.

Both can generate visions. BOTH

I have actually had visions of what other people were watching on TV I kid you not

Dreams about what friends far away watched on TV I kid you not

The artificial and natural signals can both be interpreted by the mind

If you have a message say that

A specialist from overseas writing a book about this stuff interpreted my vision this way and says we need to be careful about "false visions" and "false light" okay this refers to TECHNOLOGY and the signals can intersect.

The solution is proper shielding/grounding of the EMFs and more time spent in nature

It's a quirk of physics in this case

And the brilliance of your mind
One time three black cats crossed my path. They were the same cat! 7 years later the matrix came out, my jaw dropped. I had 21 years bad luck after I saw that cat

But I also picked one day, 35 four leaf clovers.

When I was 35 I attained nirvana

Has my bad luck stopped? Nope

It has nothing to do with the cat or the clovers that's why

My bad luck didn't stop
My perception that it was ever mine or that it was luck did

There is no luck only causality

And whether its retrocausality or spooky action or a distance or just plain magic of believing on some level that black cats or clovers bring luck is besides the point

PS I am now fabulous friends with a black cat. She is very intuitive and patiently allows me to rant at her when everyone else goes to sleep

Cos just like if you wake up early it annoys the sleepy, same with spirit stuff

I watch sleepy people look without seeing

And I watch their intuition everywhere all the time, its brilliance! They look without seeing

The cat she sees she has precog

Everytime I had to fix something from getting worse, the cat warned me

It's bad luck to ignore cat
You believed that dragonfly brought you good luck so it did.

I saw dragonfly as breaking through illusion so seeing dragonfly associated with strange perceptions ok

Imagine if it was good luck to see strange perceptions because you knew it was all illusions

And what if everyone had good luck because you saw a dragonfly

And what if it didn't matter if it was a drag race, bloke in drag, a dragon or a fly, or a drag on a fly, or a dragging fly *a walk? Lol*

Then everyone has good luck in all of those situations just by you looking at any of them

It's like four leaf clovers, four leaves and sees lovers, or four leaves cloves, or for life see lovers...

;) Bend your reality
2012 was the end of my old world. I got really sick that year, then diagnosed with a supposedly incurable neurodegenerative illness. This lead to a humongous spiritual journey that continues to this second. What ended was the "atheist" more than anything. I'm still keen on science in a big way, and honestly half this stuff is made up crap.

But yes there is a reason why there are pyramids on each continent including Antartica (dont go there to that one).

The crystal skulls are garbage, woo, junk disinfo.

The pyramids remind us that engineering principles can be independently rediscovered and nauseam.

Unless you buy into the idea that there was some alien invasion that caused it all.

There wasnt.

At least not on the new timeline we're headed onto.

The rainbow warriors are winning okay, winning big time.

Focus on true and original Self.

We were all born innocent and perfect.

If thou want to know who I am Sargent, just look out for the hairy woman prisoner that is there for reasons no one can explain, yet seems to have all the answers.

She will know things that make no sense to everyone else

Beware of imposters or imitators

She is not a bat wolf snake or owl ok;)
*thou rather than though

Thou art
You are

Changed only recently

I'm writing a book on it big story.

Try it.

See what happens when thou comprehends you
Maybe redefine YOU as a non-entity that transmits white light

Be aware...

Words are only spells
When there is intent behind it

Where does the energy of the word YOU go if there is no invisible being?
Look up the history of the word YOU and compare it with the US dollar note

YOU wasn't used in English before the industrial revolution

It's like an invisible being between people

English makes no sense

Earl Greys like though need to comprehend how YOU created the problem;)
I forgot the bit about unknown adventuring yes you do that

Just don't follow the crumbs in the forest there gretel/hansel

Easy food when you're hungry is also known as take away or junk food
I must admit I sort of trailed off

There's no reason to have "spirit guides" unless you choose to

Do you need some ones hand to hold like a little kid?

It's okay if you do

Just remember some are going to take you home to mum and dad

And some are going to take you to the scary van with the creep giving out lollies

So don't get to attached to guides

And even more tripper

Consider they might be both you and not you simultaneously

Lead yourself astray?
You would not do that would you

Okay so why is the internet your spirit guide?

The internet is like TV, full of BS

What's true for you today might be different tomorrow

So what
As in crucifying someone like jesus is obviously bullying

Cos he was pointing out who the bullies are wasn't he

"But we gave you aquaducts!" cries the bully

"Dude there's lead pipes. Sort your shiat out"
Hey James
The comments suggest a conversation history I am not privy to so I'll just gloss over that. Cheers you sound like a nice guy.

Okay well, the 'repetition compulsion' thing there are a lot of things that teach us that samsara is inevitable.

It doesn't mean it is. Its frustrating to be surrounded by this belief its saturated in everything.

So buddha said its inevitable why so people don't get shirty at everyone when they wake up and realise it isnt.

Calling it pathetic is getting shirty tbh. It's more the point that people were conditioned to believe its inevitable.

Some point here some there. Pointing in one spot is inaccurate unless that one spot was your cause.

If it was your cause then fair enough. Okay but that don't mean its everyone elses.

Someone under the thumb of racial segregation blames racists. But someone under the thumb of economic disparity blames the economy.

If we're fair we blame any idea that claims one being is superior to another and puts under the thumb in the first place.

We blame mind control for example. We can blame misuse of the term Ego.

There never was such a thing as ego
Theres just a bunch of beliefs.

That's an outdated concept by a long since dismissed theorist. But we can say that people use that term in the way that makes sense to them and are not meaning the same thing.

Same with suffering

Its difficult to believe but some people get off on pain. They might even have a crucifixion fetish. Incomprehensible and possibly sacrilegious.

Yet as long as they arent getting off on crucifying people that don't want or deserve it, and try not to do it too much or while I'm eating my dinner and so forth

Who are we to judge?

So putting ourselves into each other see it's like that. If it was consensual it's ok its gotta be consensual. Someone says "you're having sex with me" that's not saying its consensual. That's an observation. It's like that.

We say to the system you're crucifying me that's not consent its observation.

Some people have to climb out of the abyss others pushed them into before they can say "like attracts like"

Law of attraction is for those that made it out.

The rest of us got crucified because we existed and nothing more.

We seek to uncrucify ourselves and for as long as the system is inside us (our heads) we are continuing to feel crucified. The Roman's need to convert, not just the Jesus. He turned it into something positive. They needed to quit crucifying people in the first place.

Blissings on behalf of those seeking justice

PS if you want to know who the proverbial Roman's are its obvious it's the dudes crucifying- the bullies.
I firmly believe I time travelled to the beginning of creation and prevented Apophis from existing and that storms are caused by something else.

Would you like to share that belief with me?

Apophis was Egyptian Satan on a different timeline. More or less.
Hey there

Nice stuff:)

The spoon exists in so far as the spoon wants to also.

Wants is kind of a loose term here, it implies independence sentience.

According to one view of mutual origination? I think it's called in buddhism, I don't know if I read this correctly

"This is therefore so is that"

The spoon is because the particles that make the spoon want to be a spoon and because there are beings that want there to be a spoon to use

Want isn't the correct word

Belief maybe?

Particles aware that spoon configuration is possible arrange into spoon configuration in the presence of belief that spoon exists is greater than belief that spoon does not

So if everyone in the house believes there is a spoon in the drawer, the weight of belief is stacked towards spoon existing

If everyone believes that spoon can suddenly disappear and talk about things disappearing

Surprise surprise spoon goes missing

Then everyone believes they just misplaced it

Surprise surprise spoon shows up again

You believe in synchronicity, it happens. You dont, it does not.

At least not for you.

Watch out for beings influencing your beliefs;)

Sometimes they look like higher powers but maybe they ought to be respecting your freedom of choice and belief;)

That way if you and spoon want spoon to exist there it is
Anon (guest) in Love
I forgot to add

I prefer gender neutral language because I can see christ operates through women

Goddess operates through women or love if you will

I don't think blaming women for all the wars men started is fair

Especially when women get blamed from the very beginning in genesis

Might be better to say "someone disobeyed the spirit of love when tempted by the evil one and sought knowledge that got them into trouble and they shared this with their counterpart"

And then go back and stick a flower in the mouth of the serpent and say shut up

Or just ignore it

Who are we to tell other peoples serpents what to do, it doesn't like that...

Unless it bites your heel let it slither away
Anon (guest) in Love
That guy that gave the flowers. Brave soul, good one.

I agree love is the true religion.

The communists thought they were doing love. They saw the czar and czarina dripping in gold, they saw the beautiful churches dripping in gold. And they saw the people covered in icy muddy dirt unable to eat.

It made them angry. They mistook the organization of the religion which was part of the problem, for the religion itself.

Because there was always guys like that, giving flowers to commandant's. That's the actual spirit of christ.

Now christ was with the communists when they got angry at the czars. They were turning the tables over in the proverbial temple.

They just forgot to stop there. Made your point? Ok take that gold and give it to the ivy muddy masses.

The good thing about communism was that it blamed the system.

Fascism blamed the Jews from the outset.

Communism a problem... It didn't know how to handle itself. It then looked for who to blame to stay in power.

Blaming this or that. It's the system, stupid.

Organized anything... Is a system

Never seek to stay in power its temporary. Seek to stay in the spirit of love.

That's why christianity died in 400ad. Hasn't been a Christian group since they started writing the gospels.

There have however, been many Christians and they don't always call themselves that.
Jesus was a story about a guy that couldn't stand any form of injustice so when he rebooted his energetic system and turned into a magician his propensity for healing and arsekicking grew enormously

It's actually unjust to be unhappy

Do you think someone would die for our sins just so we would be unhappy?

Obviously injustice makes people unhappy.

Ergo give Jesus what he wants and smile
Hey you just taught me a distinction I wasn't aware of

Angel of Death and grim reaper are two different concepts

For your sake I would go with the warning interpretation

Specifically the warning about being too hard on yourself

You haven't done anything that warrants punishment especially not the horrible way that starving yourself implies

Seriously go have a nice bit of chocolate and smile because you have survived dear

How strong are you! Go have fun! You've earned it
Hey sorry to hear you can't enjoy a delicacy like that

Good news is you just told me two cool things

One is that if you let go of your shiat it's really good for ya

The other is that allergic reactions can result in dissociation occasioning a form of shamanic travel

It must have hurt pretty bad so I'm.glad u were able to find a way out of it and people saved you

As for whether or not it was heaven it probably was what does your gut tell you

My first pick up was you hit the every when or the experience of time being an illusion

Congrats that is actually true in the grand scheme of things

Next time try meditation its safer
No offense I just saw a new age advertorial and tuned out

Tony Robbins type characters do not enlightenment make

They are business people

Let me ask you

How many starving people are asking everyday for food

And how many of them don't get it because instead of changing the way we distribute wealth and resources

We have a bunch of competing ideologies mostly victim blaming and selling tickets to conferences that go nowhere

Like if it's some academic crap or whatever also on "how to address poverty" a kindly kid knows the answer

"Give the hungry people food"

Yet we're all wrapped up in selling tickets and books about how we might do that aye

Seems like people haven't quite got over themselves they're just finding new ways to be selfish and outgrift the machine
Supposedly spirit guides are your friends so if it was a danger to you I'd take that as a no

Could be a competing wolf too

I'm not sure what is customary where you come from so pardon me for speaking out of turn but I'm inclined to say

Guide/totem not always same thing

Like if you are wolf that would be a sibling to you

But whatever guides wolf would be your spirit guide


It depends on custom

Call in your ancestral spirits, particularly ones that might be familiar with the totemic relationships of your culture

Like your actual how ever many before you're talking about

They might clear stuff up for you or they might stroke your ego

Who knows

At least you comprehend the idea that everyone wants to be part Indian right

Can you imagine how difficult I'm going with that one, my so called Cherokee ancestor left the homelands 400 years ago and I'm not even on the same side of the planet

But I'm supposed to call those fellas in LOL or say I'm Cherokee. I don't even do that. I get shiatty at people who say they were in a past life. Okay good for you. I apparently actually (in my view don't) have the right to identify but might have the ancestry yet its "past lives" enough for them. Sure! I'm the queen of sheba now cos I had a dream I was queen of sheba once

At least you live there... It increases the chances somewhat

And yes there would be name stuff to look into because unfortunately like over here your most lovely original brethren had some issues with the state and people getting shifted around

You know don't fear this though cos I had proper elders from this continent tell me my spirit is from here even though my blood came from somewhere else

They have a 4th generation concept so mines been here 8 generations so basically in their rules it's a no brainer

Cant say the same for Cherokee they never told me

Maybe you can
Anon (guest) in I Met The Holy Spirit
I never got a clear answer on any relationship between kundalini and holy spirit

Except from what I seen holy spirit goes in

Kundalini comes out

In the perception of it

Who says the perception isn't an illusion in both cases

Like what if kundalini goes in

Holy spirit comes out
Dave's curse

I don't know what you are referring to with that amount of information.

First of all, I want to make sure you have ruled out all medical and psychological explanations. Go see a doctor. Get that base covered.

Second of all, put yourself in observer mode. Watch without labeling. Document without interpreting. Do it for a week. See if the symptoms are associated with certain foods, being around technology or moody people. Are there thoughts or exposure to news articles preceding symptoms?

Third of all, once you know how your mind and body and environment are functioning you can see for yourself what the causes might be.

If there is no clear cause

Engage in meditation and try and clear the energy. It could also be attempted kundalini, blocked by trauma or fear.

Whatever it is you are going to be ok. 3 years and still holding strong, you got this.
It's pretty impressive that you could experience that process in such a profound way.

I am aware of what they call soul swapping. I don't think at the ordinary levels of consciousness it is intentional but from what you've just said it kind of makes sense that it's coming from another level

I'm starting to become aware of that level

Noticing that it might even be more commonplace than at first obvious.

Interesting observation two beings seemed to have swapped to get stuff done

I'm wondering if this is a bit like

If you and a friend play each others characters in a computer game

Only it's a super complex computer game

Makes me wonder how many of our enemies are friends at that level

Like when two friends playing Dodgem car games bang into each other on purpose

If you only saw things from inside the screen it'd be like stuff ya mate ya smashed me car. But hang on a minute...

Way cool thing to see. I hope those souls got what they needed.
Gods daughter (guest) in I Met The Holy Spirit
To the fellow who tried to discount this young woman's experience, I am here to inform you that you misunderstand her experience. Here is the definition of Astral Projection:

Astral projection (or astral travel) is a term used in esotericism to describe an intentional out-of-body experience (OBE) that assumes the existence of a soul or consciousness called an "astral body" that is separate from the physical body and capable of travelling outside it throughout the universe.

This is not at all what happened to her. God's Holy Spirit came into her soul. The feeling is like a powerful presence that comes into you. It is so overwhelmingly holy that you cry and tremble because God's presence is with you. The King of Kings is making his presence known to you in your mortal existence. She did not do any soul or consciousness travelling and the experience was not intentional. God shows his presence at his own will. We have no say, but we can seek him with a genuine heart and worship and praise him in spirit and truth. That is the way in which I had an encounter with him myself. I'm sorry you tried to slap some scientific reasoning on her experience, but it doesn't fit what happened to her at all.
Try asking God to reveal himself to you... You may see.:)
Daves curse (guest) in Strange Spiritual Experience
Hello I don't know where to start this but what I do know is it's been going on for three years it's a bad curse within my body I spell entity with inside me I don't know but the twirling up something has continued in my anal cavity for 3 years now as I speak it's happening something must be kill me I'm not sure what it is but I need help and I don't know where to turn please give me some advice this is not a joke they're trying to kill me not sure what they are which is demons energies I don't know but it's in my body I don't know how to get it out please help
Anon (guest) in Hard To Believe But True
Thank you for sharing and well done on your comeback! Welcome back to earth

There are literally heaps of people that wonder what happens in a coma.

Share your story with the proper person.

A few years ago I was undergoing the early stages of shamanic activation.

Long story short someone went into a coma.

I felt such sadness for them I found myself entering their minds and encouraging them to wake up. I brought other shamans with me and one helped them all night.

A few days later this person was planned to have life support turned off. But we had done this. So when visitors saw them they woke up, just a few days before it.

I cried so many happy tears. We all did.

They now have a full life.

So I believe 100% the person is still in there.

Because you didn't want to be in the coma, it was an unintended consequence of an illness, you were very motivated to get out of the coma.

You didn't want that plane to take off. You called in your Angel's and they showed up.

They came to you as your family, doctors nurses. Whispering in your ear that you are loved.

They showed themselves to you in your dream. They said "dont let this plane take off".

It was close for you but everyone motivated to keep you alive.

And you are here today as a result.

Congratulations and well done.

I am happy for everyone that recovers.

Comas are not ordinary sleep. But you are still there dreaming.

Thank you its important doctors know this.

Because you see in very rare cases they might want do not resuscitate, might sign something to say this thinking it's over.

When reality is far more flexible than this. We need to know how to find ways to communicate with the comatose. It's not easy, or even considered possible because it's a coma.

Yet you and I both know the person is still alive and there is still hope.

You can help save lives if you want to. Learn about this. Teach about this.

Namaste / Salaam

Whether or not its connected to an energetic attachment or not is debatable

Do cleanses and warnings

They need to know you are a single soul occupancy and they can only communicate when you sit down and journal

If they don't need help or lie to ya or try fogging a single time again after you say no

Banish them

Any further issues see a counselor about dissociative symptoms

Your emotional connection to your cousin caused temporary energetic mirroring


Was he a bit of a bossy boss? Doesn't have to rip you out to say goodbye? Maybe that's all he knew

Timing of movement of spirits
Varies by custom and spirit
Been able to speak to spirits deceased 20 years or more
Its difficult to discern but 2 days is a bit of a small window. If they need longer to do business, they're going to take it
Anon (guest) in Suicide And Split Souls
Ignore your "guides"

They created a perceptual framework that by having suicidal clients nearly drove that poor man to suicide

He was never Pete, okay?

Your guides were drawing in suicidal clients in the hope of getting another person to go through with it.

Get rid of your guides. They're trouble.
Anon (guest) in Soul Leaving Body Dying
Sleep paralysis

Associated with Christian fears

Your soul didn't leave your body

A weird energy come through, dark stuff.

It wanted to pretend your soul was leaving your body

You probably had sacrament recently by the dates, sacrament of Easter

Okay that's associated with death-rebirth

You unintentionally called it in

Something floating in the area × mind primed to death-rebirth theme × sleep paralysis = hey I'm going to annoy that person

Jesus got rid of the thing cos u asked him too

You're good enough it was just lousy timing
Anon (guest) in An Angel? Or God?

Yeah and guess what you can undo their bullshiat in waking hours

It takes some doing but it can happen

I'm working on it

I seen with my own eyes what the garbage tries to do to us and 9/10 its astral garbage

So you not lucid right then they stuff around with a false image of you claim it's the real thing and they had you all along


You gotta believe strong and true they can't do that

Oh it's not easy when they generate illusions like that is it

But that's what it is illusions

Are we dead NOPE

Keep doing your dream work and going up
Anon (guest) in An Angel? Or God?
Goin Christian is just saying you picked someone to help bash bullies and keep them out of the playground aye

Jesus thumps bullies
So does Muhammed... He got lots anti bully chants too he calls them Ruqyah
AAnon (guest) in An Angel? Or God?
A lot of ways of interpreting

I saw your comment about your Hmong/Shaman background.

If you had been taught the shaman tradition you would have also been taught warding methods

Every shaman has warding method. Every spiritual culture does

What you have just decided was that you were saved by something you associate with a Christian culture and that's okay to do that

What you also did see your fiancee I think you said pointed out

Closer you get to Gd more the devil fights for u

Haha yeah ain't that the truth

Just remember like your dream that thing has no claim. On any of us

It's like saying

"I'm going to bash ya for ya lunch money. "

"Who gave you the right to do that?"

"I don't need to. I'll just take it"

"Yeah bullshiat you will" *shove*

You saw that thing for the bully it was you don't have to fear it same way as you don't fear bullies

Why cos that's what they want.

Dont give it to them... They got no right

Seeing through the ruse that young, good job!
A prayer of deliverance should the true and original self of the poster agree:









Astral garbage

1. Drinking lowers your vibes it brings up your BS
2. Bringing up your BS attracts astral garbage

The result is a scary dream

Now in your case know this

1. You are not a lucid Dreamer, therefore you were not in control of your dreamworld, therefore doli incapax
2. There is no cause to believe that entities of the malign sort have any legal rights or ability to contract with anyone at any time
3. They have one purpose and that is to scare the shiat out of you

Ignore it.

You are safe.

Quitting grog is okay. It doesn't keep Gd away if you drink it just sometimes attracts other stuff.

And it's better for your health anyway.
Looks like I am commenter a gazillion that saw the phrase "walkin" and freaked out

Oh hun that's a classic trick

"You are already dead and we're taking over your body"

Rest assured your original self is far from dead

They give you signs and wonders because its lucrative it reels you in

These might be giving you "helpful" signs but that don't mean this is in your best interests

The ideas came from your own intelligence

Jesus was a middle eastern jew there is no way hed look like a scandanavian. He was a short curly haired brown man with a big nose most likely.

Saying you were virgin mary past life, please you know how many times they try that shiat - and it works!

Okay let me ask you if there are hundreds of people who had the same scam pulled on them as you

How can any of you be told the truth?

This is 100% appealing to woman shame. Not good enough unless were mother of God crap!

It's a scam by spirits.

And spirits of light that lie are false light spirits.

Therefore you need to cast that walkin out immediately and call back in your true and original self. You call that in and declare No Contract on these deceivers

Deception = no contract
They used false pretenses

You fell for it

Dont be ashamed cos literally dozens of people have been through the same thing

No shame required and no threats against them

If they good spirits they'll just go and respect your right to be your true and original self won't they
You were safe the whole time just be careful with your astral doors

Close them

The crosses helped you
It is more of a question of cause and effect.

See you felt sandwiched between realities.

So these crosses probably created a barrier between you and that reality where the events took place.

The full moon is classic symbolism for breached veils. So this sounds like a made up story tbh but I'm giving you benefit of doubt

So it was just a moment when the veil was easier to breach perceptually.

You didn't go there you saw there.

The business was between the four entities and you witnessed.

The three shadows represent opposing enegeries.

You had opposing energy see, the moon was full in your reality but no light in their reality

That means you had guardian angels in your reality too... Different from the shadow ones

The thing on the bed is what the angels instructed the shadows to take from that space because it was causing the night terrors

You were witnessing this so your mind knew that the business was done

Unfortunately your education probably didn't allow for that interpretation so you're still asking now

Okay this is also why they expected something bad but never found it

Because in a different reality it was there

Ie it was astral garbage and the crosses worked

You just happened to be able to hallucinate astral garbage, or more specifically your dream states were open to other realities and there was one within range that had garbage, hence night terrors

So the crosses cleaned it up when the time was right

If you're still having experiences and they are night terrors see a doctor because you ordinarily would grow out of it by now
Hi John

So glad to hear you are safe and that your Daddy is still around protecting you.

Sorry that he was taken from your family.

Good on your Dad for finding ways to protect you like that. That's super epic.

Did you know my Dad who is very much alive, I've experienced his spirit do the same thing for me?

His mind doesn't even believe that stuff but I've experienced his spirit looking out for me many times.

It just goes to show doesn't it that no matter what our mums and dads always love us and care about us:)

And there's always someone looking out for us isn't there?

Just watch where you are going next time. I know it was that other lady's fault and she was most likely really upset at herself, feeling guilty and won't do it again.

It's more for your awareness that you know that even good people might be making a mistake and even though your daddy is looking out for you, you still need to look out for yourself, ok?
That's why Jesus was a good guy he said

Gods will is healing and not ripping people off and don't blame the sick cos something touch them that don't belong (poor sheep but what could he do)

Ok so he had all these minds thinking humans are inherently good and something stuffs us up for awhile but we can stop that
And we need to stand up for what is just
And for our collective will to be healing and positive

That's a good guy
And that's why you gotta avoid the news and such

Dark magicians sometimes try to create events using that. It's not the news anchors fault. It might not even be the stations fault.

But there is a reason why they are called "networks" and "channelling"

Cos they use us, the network of minds to channel the energies

Put in your mind good things and good things come...collectively

-a lesson very hard learned let me tell you, and I still got clean up to do-
And double thanks because the moment I read that rain clouds came back cheers
That's super cute

Okay so what the cartoon taught you was magic spell

You have three elements

1. Lack of doubt
2. The materials to get the job done, namely the probability of rain already there
3. The awesome loving imagination of kids

All of these can exist in adulthood

Yesterday I did something similar

Day before I had listened to rain sounds
First I told one person something that increased sense of connectivity
Then I got told by another person we are expecting a heat wave for a least a week. I said no, time is an illusion it's going to rain tomorrow

Sure enough at 1215am it rained a little bit, unforecast with no clouds beforehand

Why because our minds our outside of our bodies but we use our brain-minds to reprogram all the random distortions we call "thoughts"

None of our thoughts are our own

But we can direct will so the thoughts move energy in good ways

That way we collectively connect to nature and make rain

Notice how rain making is often ceremonial. The whole community makes the rain. The priest just knows how to get the job done.
I'm glad you see it that way in future make sure you set strong boundaries

So they communicate without controlling you

It's your body and mind

This mother might have not known another way

So you say "if you can put pressure on my chest you can move objects so move an object that tells me who you are and what you want because I'm here to listen not to be mocked about. And make sure it's obvious just one or two objects and completely safe for the living."

Good spirit come to me many years ago, my cousin. Beautiful girl she was. Kind and sweet.

Whispered in my ear reassurance. Then something I inherited from her fell to the ground so I knew it was her there was no doubt.

She never tried to sit on me or twist my arm or anything okay
Yeah Gd giving you a sense of purpose because trauma is ***bleepbleep***

Then some entity try and claim you was probably what was harassing your abuser. Seen that happen before.

Gd come along nope this one isn't for those things cos obviously it's not fair

Then suddenly life gets easier... Very similar pattern I seen before

Dont ever go back to that ex

Okay it wasn't sex that was bad it was you put in shame by bullies put your self worth down and a predator took advantage of you

Until you are completely strong in yourself and everything that predators are attracted to is guarded against within you

(If its innocence don't change that seriously its their problem)

That's why you avoid sex okay

Theres other people who have cleared completely and have safe healthy sex

Not a lot though

I can see what you doin

I once saw a guy who seemed not only completely clear but even holy. Well he had a surprise woman leaving his room one morning. He denied it.

I later that morning saw this same woman being carted off in an ambulance.

He felt shame when I told him. That if someone knew her they might want to visit hospital.

See his humanity was there maybe something worked through him that he didn't like or he worried about that

Or maybe he rooted her until she was exhausted who knows

Point is sex really does complicate things and there's good side and not so good side

Thus putting blanket prohibition might work here but not there

Either way I'm glad things improved for you. You deserve it
Sounds to me like being waylaid by illness caused you to feel a lack of purpose so you found one that is deeply important.

The need to stop violence and gun related violence.

Good on you for caring.

Okay it's also okay to acknowledge that being waylaid by illness sucks. It's an unpleasant experience that anyone unfortunate to have been burdened by it can relate.

I can show you how Gd helped you.

You asked for it to come to you and this help arrived every time.

You asked that you be saved and the priest was the conduit to heal you. That love in his hands healed you.

You asked that you be shown the way and you were. You were looking for a purpose.

Your purpose seems to be to reduce violence. Okay ask Gd again and again what steps must I take to increase the probability of the peace?

How can you be working for peace?

What examples can you live? Works can you do?

What was the purpose of the stroke and broken hip (other than forcing you into a different direction)?

What do these represent?

Maybe both are about the system

It puts pressure in our heads this system then it offers us solutions that don't always work, but love does

It gets us sitting on our arses in pain even if we do work hard to recover - it doesn't give us purpose this system does it. But love does.

When you went back to love and you sought true purpose in it

You saw how the system was creating problems

Now stay in love and stay in purpose

And you will find ever changing methods to change the system.
Anon (guest) in Three Visions
Evil spirits try to claim they good spirits sometimes jedinite2012

He wanted to claim he was protecting but he was just trying to take credit for something he didn't do

The protection came from. Someplace else don't worry about those other ones
Anon (guest) in Three Visions
He flew away because he knew he already showed her tools

Up to her to use them
Anon (guest) in Three Visions
The rapture is that all the 'devils' go back to their home

And the humans and angels go to heaven

Ocean is protection. Surfers rarely have entity attachments unless they also heavy drug users.

Crystal's show how light is bent

So this being is showing you how light protects you and your mind

In this case your mum

Remember law of threes is used by both the holy and unholy

So we can see three symbols pretending the good or not so good also

Usually three sometimes more it takes a fair bit of energy to undo what was done

But usually we just moving the energy around

Like waves in the ocean

The devils don't want to go home they want to stay surface side or even be bosses

But they don't have the right or authority

They pretend to. This is the first trick.

Claiming something incapable of honesty or love and knows only force and deception would actually be able to form a contract in the first place.

So he showed your mum, because this angel is a protector is he not, how the mind can be protected
Anon (guest) in Vision of Hell
I trust your vision.

I have this observation.

1. You witnessed a non local event. Thank goodness you're saved now.

Yes, sometimes it was the case that dark beings tricked people.

God knows this though, and knows that dark beings created the circumstances around the people that tricked them.

God knows we cannot be blamed if we are swamped like that.

God did not send those souls to hell.

God showed you what those men were facing, what the crimes of the internationally greedy ones, had called in to that country. How many decades of abuse of these people had caused profound suffering and furthered their problems.

Rest assured that those devils went to the hell.

You witnessed those demons being sent to hell

You were experiencing deliverance because when you returned you were freed of that which was tricking you

God saved you.

Blessings to you

Walk without fear. Fear is what those things feed on. That's why we see them where there is suffering.

God showed you truth.

The demons always go back to hell

And you dont

Therefore never ever listen to the voice of fear, anger, hatred

Its difficult to learn

But it can be done

Thank you that this soul was delivered xxx

Thank you that they no longer suffer the horror xxx

Thank you now may they never walk in fear or pain again xxx

And also know this

"If the devil is real it is in our best interests to not believe in it and rather to simply acknowledge that which is the tricks and deception, and know that if it is trick or deception or force or coercion, it is not the way of Angels or humans:

Best I can come up with right now

And it's not easy, okay, so don't beat yourself up. EVER.
Anon (guest) in Visions That Came True

You need to stop wishing you could. It's not as fun as it sounds and you run the risk of Cassandra's Complex among other things.

Stop wishing for things that other people might feel cursed by sometimes.

And if you're still serious about it, remember that every siddhi or ability has its physical counterpart.

If you are really good at painting, you might also be really clairvoyant.

People good at physics might become telekinetic.

It's not a hard and fast rule but it's a useful guideline.

Expand your mind by practicing variety. Study widely and in depth, always considering the possibility of being in error

And leave it up to the divine to decide the rest
Anon (guest) in Visions That Came True
And to be fair it wasn't really a choice either

You see because the alternative was caused by that which was going to cause the original problem

And what I chose was harm minimization and healing every step of the way

To stop that from happening not even knowing what I was doing

Creator protects us in strange ways

Has some people think they are Gods

And gives the real gifts to the innocent... For reasons we simply cannot pretend to know

What next?

For once in my life, I don't know
Anon (guest) in Visions That Came True
Precog /clairvoyance is legit

Be careful of false visions

Best way is to trust your inner knowing. Like really trust it. If you're strong in that already let it guide you.

Visions need not come true. You can create "alternative timelines"

Sometimes these lead to other visions coming true.

I have been gifted with many visions since childhood.

Thank you Creator I did not know this is what it was.

Sometimes little pieces show up one after another. And you don't see what picture it is until its put together.

Thank you creator I have survived.

You didn't trust your vision so you went around the bus anyway... If you had not, your vision would not have come true. Had you done so you know it's a vision

Ironic isn't it?

Special artform knowing which visions to avoid and which to allow. Always hindsight is the teacher.

Takes a bit of experience knowing how to...

So trust in it early but never be tempted into thinking its inevitable

That is the danger

It could be a warning, see.

So with the plane Creator willing you were connected to that plane and Creator willing you sent intent to protect all them passengers

Thank you Creator because your little butterfly wings helped saved lives... Maybe it would have been saved already but you helped xxx

I feel enormous gratitude for every vision that saved lives. One saved billions, because I found a way to avoid it coming true, to prevent it, in hindsight. But it meant I suffered enormously (as the vision said) and unfortunately not everyone survived. It was a choice no one should have to make and again I would take this suffering for myself over the horror that I had seen, although let's be clear, I'm hindsight I could have avoided both outcomes.

It's a steep learning curve.

Creator willing I will be healed soon.

And many fine Angel's like yourself will continue to save lives

Blessings of Creator to you xxx

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