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I saw a black angel, it was standing still. Watching a cross the road. First time to see one.scary, trying to find out why...
D_M_Shiro in God Experiences
I actually do believe your initial interpretation to be correct. "come back" usually refers to returning to God's energy, becoming a part of the whole. But in this situation, I think it was referring to the reincarnation process. We go to a plain (typically in the 9th Dimension) where we are helped to transition either to becoming a part of the whole, or choosing a new vehicle (body) to use. And the body is not always human, or even humanoid. We choose a new body because our soul's lifespan is not ready to have been completed (We need to learn something else, or we have made a mistake which must be repaid or changed by choosing to do so in the new life (as we often do not remember our past lives).

By come back twice, I believe that the being was attempting to communicate to you that your soul will be needed not just for one more return but two. Sometimes this happens not because we have done something wrong, but we either need to continue raising our vibrational frequency so we can cross over to be with the whole, or we are needed for a specific event or set of events in some lifetimes. So, essentially, this being may be using you to fulfill God's Will, you just have to be sure you're ready for it. And no, it may not even seem like that is what you are doing to begin with, but that is likely what was meant.
I apologize, I notice I put instinct in the post, when I actually meant intuition.

Instinct is the drive of primal need (food, shelter, water, sex, etc.) and Intuition is the direct link to the soul (and higher selves/God/other dimensions).

Intuition (the gut feeling) is what you need to use for what you are asking.
If you truly believe it to be real, such as a gut instinct tells you such, then it is. You have to rely on your instincts when dealing with the spiritual. I would have loved to share my experience here, but they felt it was more of an opinion piece.

I do go over some of this in my blog though, and will be starting to post weekly, and it's about the spiritual experiences we have and how they affect us here on Earth. As we know, a lot of our experiences can lead others (and even ourselves!) to believe we are crazy. If we begin taking medications, or delve into the negative emotions head-on and linger there, we will find ourselves not necessarily feeling 'crazy' but we also won't exactly feel whole either.

I say, trust yourself. If you want someone telling you who you are you need not look any further than yourself. Do some introspection (sit alone in a room for hours and just ask yourself the questions you would ask anyone else you wanted this help from and then trust yourself when you finally provide an answer. If you don't have an answer, don't worry. You can either come back to is, or you can also use that as your start for your next session, or use it to open a conversation with others.:) I do hope you find yourself completely capable of completing this task, as I know you are.

If you're interested in learning more about Spirituality and how it ties us to God and each other, you can access it through my Goodreads page (I'm also editing my first of a 4 book series (science-fiction, mystery) which delves into our experiences on Earth and how we cope with them/can change them, if you're interested it will be published within the next couple of months on Amazon) just below where it says "Sign in to Goodreads to learn more about D..." and above "add friends".


It may not have been activated yet, but should within the next week or so, so please do be patient.

I'd love to see you in the comments section, where I encourage lively debates about these things. I'll also be logging in daily to interact with any readers I have, so if you ever need some insight or help with your introspection, I would gladly be willing to help you.

If you want to know my own experience with it, I was about 21 when my family threatened to have me sent to a Mental Institution because of how I was action, well rather how I was expressing my feelings. I was essentially crying all of the time, tearing at my hair, cutting myself, etc. And at the time I had just become a mom for the second time.

Well, I decided I needed to figure out what was wrong with me to try and keep them from admitting me (my greatest fear was having my children taken away because they thought I would be unfit to care for them because of the way I felt about and treated myself). To do this, I turned inward. I stopped talking to people for days, because I was so focused in my mind that I didn't have the energy or mental capacity to let them in on what I was doing, and when I tried I would just get frustrated when they asked me so many questions about it that I didn't know how to explain.

I was like that on-and-off for months. I would feel dissatisfied, like I hadn't quite finished what I had intended to start. I had some answers, not enough. I started researching religions, intent that God was what was missing, I was relying too much on myself, I felt. As I read new concepts, my questions returned with greater clarity. And when they did, the process started over again. This went on for 3, almost 4, years. I still know I don't know a lot (that's the first step in introspection, announcing that there is so much information that this universe gives that we will never be able to learn it in one body for one lifetime), but I do know the comfort I felt when I reached some kind of understanding about what has been upsetting me so. See, I had been down a long, dark road in my childhood and it wasn't even my fault. It was told it was my fault, but I knew it wasn't. I was a child, I could never have controlled those people into doing what they had done. I would never have intentionally given myself PTSD...

Anyways, I'm getting a bit off topic. When I had finished my introspection, I felt it was time to share. To spread the word. When I did I got a lot of people looking at me like I wasn't right in the head, that I was missing something important and that's why I made no sense. But older people, 45+ all understood and just stared at me like they couldn't believe what they heard coming from my mouth. I was 24/25 and a woman, there's no way I could actually be as intelligent as I was portraying. Honestly, someone even said the whole English class felt intimidated by me (I stand 4'10", how intimidating can that be?). I wanted to laugh it off, but had to question myself why they felt that way.

My whole life I have looked up to those I believed had great wisdom, and I believe once you hit a certain point you don't necessarily want to shout it from the rooftops, but you probably want to start discussions, see what others believe, think, feel.

I've been an empath my whole life, I've had ghostly and extraterrestrial experiences. I've also had my share of interactions with God as the whole energy, or manipulated parts of creation which helped me to understand it. But I have never felt more connected to everything around me as I have after introspection. And one of the major times I was doing it was during the election, which was very heated. I felt the need to speak with others, to show this wasn't how we were as people, that we were better. And I wanted to be President (me, being anti-social for the most part, probably not a good idea). Since I knew I wouldn't be able to do that, I decided writing a book to help people think about these issues and help solve them together would end up doing the same job. It spreads the idea.

I genuinely hope you find this information helpful, and if you want to talk about it with me you can also add me as a friend on Goodreads, I'd love to talk with you and help you during this transition period.

Sounds like you have begun your ascension. Now, enjoy the ride.

Much love and light,

D. M. Shiro
Grave digger (guest) in A Touch By The Holy Spirit
So used to be a Gravedigger brought up Catholic don't practice religion my experience was October 14th 2:30 in the morning 2007. Hard to explain but I will try. I don't do drugs I am a straight person. Anyway I woke up at 2:30 in the morning I looked around and there was like a floating image in the corner of my room and I was in shock and it started flying around my room whatever it started off like a basketball blob you can kind of see through it then it stretched itself out like a snake and it was black I had a light on in the living room so I could see in my bedroom at the time to me it was an entity from the other side more than likely the old man after spending time many weeks sleeping on my couch. I had another encounter where it was like somebody was talking in my brain and basically I used to smoke and I still smoke but it was like quit smoking so after that I study religion for three and a half years and I'm not religious I'm a spiritual man I studied all religions and in my conclusion there's only one God of all the religions and that is God I've had many encounters with the old man so all I'm going to say is you are a living cocoon waiting to turn into something different there is Red zone the black zone and the light zone these are the areas you might end up in. Take care behave yourself hope you go where you want to go old man's gravedigger PS your dreams are not dreams these are part of you and the other side you might see your co-workers a loved one that has passed away excetera if you concentrate on the verge of sleep look for colors look for movement you need to concentrate and then you might watch yourself crossover end of story take care this is an interaction between the living and the ones that are gone you use your third eye in this process take care also you have to clear your mind you can't think about money personal problems Etc just what you're looking for
I was just three and I suddenly felt my soul leave my body and I saw everyone asleep but not my dad he looked at me if I was sleeping and he noticed that I wasn't breathing. He tried CPR on me but did not work then he called the police and they took me to the hospital. My mom and dad were worried so they came with me in their car. Suddenly I felt my soul return the end. Good thing I am still aliveπŸ˜€
Dstinson (guest) in Room Filled With Light
I have had this experience all my life a bright light that fill up the hold room I remember very thing shutting down in my home but this light seen to follow me it seen crazy but it's ture I have wittenss to what I'm saying I'm glad I'm not alone and someone has experience what I have this has been going on for years for me the bright light that fills up your room I don't feel alone reading that other experience what I have I have seen many things that I can't explain if I told my story you will say I'm crazy
Terrie Simmons (guest) in Saw My Soul Leaving My Body
I had an experience like that... But mind was totally different
.I was laying flat on my back... I was sleep... I actually seen my soul come out my body... It was strange cause 2 little angels took me to heaven. My life have never been the same since then... It made a complete turn around for the best... I never had a bad life... I don't tell to many people they think I'm crazy... Das I don't feel like l belong on this planet... Seems like I've live this life before... Can any body tell me what had happened to me... I think I know but not for sure
D_M_Shiro in Points Of Light
I definitely understand where you are coming from. We, as beings of God (meaning God is what creates the creation, such as our bodies - but the energy which runs throughout all things, such as our soul, is of God). Therefore, if we believe and we concentrate enough we can actually alter creation to our own liking (of course, this isn't always a good thing as it can negatively affect others who don't have the pleasure of knowing they can create, yet).

I, myself, personally do communicate with God through prayer, not in the sense as say Christians or Muslims would, but more in the sense that I recognize God all around me and can take hints from various aspects of nature to determine what I like to call "God's mood". For instance, I love sitting outside and either just enjoy the breeze or watch the stars. During the day, I'll often just talk with God in my head, because I know I have a direct connection to its being. Depending on what we are talking about, I can actually gauge the answer based on the wind just rustling its way through the trees. I know, sounds foolish, and plenty of people have told me that. But it's just our way of communicating with each other.

Also, prayer does work when we think about it in the 'belief is what creates' aspect. For instance, I may be able to create simply by imagining it and believing in it. But it is much easier to create when communicating with the entire being, because you are directly reaching every other soul out there in the universe with your request or message. For instance, someone who needs money may pray for money, and then later someone contacts them with a job proposal, or they see a job that fits them will on a poster at the bus stop. The point is, someone will always be listening.

We call it an answered prayer when we believe our predicament has been resolved. Meaning, when we believe we have had our prayers answered. In this case, we pray for something and somehow manage to find ourselves in a position where we can either have it or resolve it.

Now, that doesn't mean every prayer is answered as we want them to, and it can also take time for it to start working. So, for instance an answered prayer would be you putting out to the universe that you really wished you could see a shooting star and fireflies. Luckily for you, the prayers were answered almost immediately. Others need to wait months, even years, before their experiences. They usually need to work towards something to come to their destination. But you can also pray and receive no response, which can be taken in two ways:

1. There is no way to answer your prayers the way you expect them to be answered (something else is waiting for you).
2. You are being charged to control your own fate and reality, and therefore should be relying more on yourself to answer the prayer than anyone else.

Typically, in this second instance, we will find ourselves capable of doing something which I would equivocate to you pulling the cord on a lawnmower to get it started. You have to pull the cord to get it to start up, but it's pretty easy to push on from there. In this same way, when we take matters into our own hand in these instances, we find that with our initial push others follow us and our prayer becomes answered. It's like a college waiting for you to graduate High school. They're eager to get you in their school, but you still need to accomplish something specific (i.e. Your GED or diploma) before you can be moved into your new position (or standard of life).

I believe your experience, and even if others don't, don't be discouraged. The right people will always find you.

Much love and light.
D_M_Shiro in Am I Descending?
Honestly, I wish I could say I've had most of your experiences, meaning that while I feel I am on the ascension path, it seems you have come much further in your journey than I have so far.
Now, you're feeling stuck, you feel like you have nowhere to go because you feel your future is now blank.

While I will not propose a position on whether you are continuing your ascension or are descending (As it is only something you can know for sure), I will assure you that when you feel locked up in a box is typically one of the times you must most pay attention to yourself and things going on around you.

Remember, as part of ascension, we acknowledge that we are God, or that God's energy flows through us; therefore, we are all interconnected to one-another. Therefore, you can choose the path you wish to be on and manifest the creation you wish to see.

If you had a glimpse of your soulmate, and yet your soulmate is now invisible to you, ask yourself why. Has something else truly blinded you, or is it in the belief that you could be blinded that you now find yourself as such?

Believe in yourself and your abilities, and regardless of how long it takes, they will return to you.

Much love and light.
DisruptedMatrix (guest) in Am I Descending?
My truth is different from yours so I don't know if I can give any advice, but I guess I'll lay out my thoughts.

Ugh, it's so hard to give words to these things rather than just believe I'm crazy. But I too feel like I have a soulmate. But sometimes... I think that the soulmate is everyone and me. That I need to bring the pieces of my soul together. The "good" and "bad" (really hate those words). I was listening to a song and here...
"We are, we are in-love enemies
We are sentimental slaves on broken knees
We're on empty
We were, we were one identity
Now the trouble is remembering
Addicted to a memory"


I certainly don't want to tell you which path to travel, but if you are feeling stuck, maybe try looking at the other side of your soul?
I have had this experience of a feeling of a energy taking over my whole body today when I stopped for a moment of silence for Rememberance Day at 11:11am, which I said the Lords prayer for each and every single person who has passed away from war. I felt a strong engery flowing through every part of my body, the hairs on my arms and legs all stood on end. After the few moments of energy had passed, I felt physically drained and tired. My husband looked worried for me, but I said that I am at peace and that my life is going the way it should be. I have experienced this feeling before only twice in my life. When I was a teenager, struggling with depression from alcoholic parents, my friends grandparents prayed over me while I had a violent nightmare. The second time was when I gave birth to my daughter and I was in a lot of pain. My aunt prayed over me and all the negative energy lifted from me like a heavy blanket. I am a very strong believer in the Holy Spirit, and I experience a lot of deja vu, and believe that the Lord is showing me that my life is going in the right direction and to be strong. I was not raised to believe, but my own person experiences have made me a very spiritual person. I thank Jesus everyday for the world and I pray for every single soul in the world every day.
i stumbled upon your story and had to register right then and comment! In spring 1996 I was 17 years old and asleep in bed. My bed had one long side pushed up against the wall, like a daybed would be. I opened my eyes to see a full-size figure about 2 feet away, facing me with its arms fully stretched out to the sides, but looking away from me, toward the door of the room. It wore an emerald green flowing robe with white trim and the head had a hood or hat that was tan. The robe was so brilliant, bright, and sparkly. I'll never be able to describe it - the closest I can think of is like diamonds. Its light source was from within. When my eyes set upon it, the head immediately turned to look toward me, but the body stayed still. I flipped out and pulled the covers over my head. I was so frightened, and stayed like that for hours and hours, unable to sleep, until it was time to get up. I told no one.

About a week and a half later, my mother mentioned that her dog was barking in the middle of the night. When she looked to see what he was barking at, there was a bright, sparkly, robed figure at the foot of her bed. Everything she described was just as i'd seen, except that her figure wore more of a teal colored robe. Our rooms were next door to each other.

There was no major life event, or tragedy, or anything at that time. I have no clue why it happened. As an adult, i've told only one other person, who believes it was an angel, and claims that certain colors represent different angels. I don't know why an angel would come to my mother and i, and i've never seen it again.
I had the same kind of expierence, one day I was kind of tired. So I went and got to bed, when eventually my body was feeling very heavy, which I like. It feels so relaxing. My mind was still woke tho, and all the sudden, I literally felt my soul stand up out of my body. It went on its knees and tried to stand up. But I could see myself lay in my bed. So that got me kind of scared tbh. And when I got a little scared my soul Fell Into my body again, I can't describe the feeling. I was paralyzed for
J (guest) in Changing Faces
Hello, I had two experiences where someone in my case a man that I thought about dating, came to visit me... And like always, I seem to get into spiritual conversations, well at one point I said out of no where, I said "Some people are demons that take on human form" as he was getting water from the kitchen sink... He turned turned around in his 6"7 frame and said why yes... (like a snake) Your Right! And morph into a Giant scaly beige demon! In front of my eyes for a spilt second then he returned to himself. I got rid of him fast without explaination... He left a T shirt and wanted it back, so I had my brother drive me over to whatever, it was house... And there were men that were there coming from everywhere... My brother told me to Never Ever, be around that guy again... Then he said. I don't know what "They" were but, They were evil. And that was the day that my brother was gifted to see demons too! I never been on drugs or mushrooms. I just have this gift to see through people like glass, and the older I get the more the gift increases, I use to not want this gift until I realized it is given to me by God as a protection for me, since the age of 2.
Robert (guest) in Extremely Bright Light
Hi everyone. My name is Justin and I'm 21 years old. My experience came about a year ago.
I was never the greatest kid. Erogant, cocky, selfish. I loved to drink and party. My social life overtook my family life at one point. I would have parties every weekend, even when my parents told me I could not have anyone over. I figured I would pay the piper the next day and everything would be okay again 2 days later. The constant parties and all of the kids landed a great deal of stress on my family, in fact, it ripped us apart, especially when I dealt myself with an injury that nearly claimed my life one night. Fun lead to too much fun. I would drink to the point where I was blacking out every time, and I would go into these rages and emotionally and physically hurt everyone around me. Friends and even my closest family. I ruined every relationship I had. When I graduated high school I went off to college, where my drinking issues and desire for a high speed social life Continued. It led to legal trouble and I continued to ruin every friendship I made through these mantis rage outbreaks when I drank. Once again, I tore my family more. When I got home, my parents begged and pleaded for my to stop. But, I didn't. That very night I drank and blacked out with some friends, when all of a sudden I woke up in the ER. I had went into anther rage outbreak, and was beat by my friends to the point where my heart stopped beating 4 hours later. I was revived by the paramedics.
Months pass and it turns into a year and a half. I have no friendships with anyone I was previously connected with for my whole life. My family life was still broken.

One night, I was laying in bed, I normally sleep on my stomach but I was awoken by a light and I found myself laying on my bed. All of a sudden, the light was so bright I had to shut my eyes. It was a light like no other, and it's intensity only continued to increase. No darkness could shun this light. It was the whitest, most pure light, brighter than every star of th universe combined. Then I felt a force. It was as if gravity increased over 1000 times it's rate. It felt like 400 mph wind from a wind storm pushing me down onto my bed, minus yh and wind. I wasn't able to move, not even my toes. All of a sudden, a hand reached out. I'm not sure how I saw it with my eyes closed. Then all of a sudden, rapidly, the images of every person I've ever hurt in my life cycled through in front of me. It was well over 100. And of course my closest family members and their tearful faces appeared at the end. I broke out into tears. And a voice appeared. It was a deep voice. Authorative, but kind. And the voice said that I had a little over a year, to make the changes necessary. The voice said that the damage had been done, and that I was not worthy. However, all of the damage I had done, could be healed, but only through my hands. Only I had th power to change it all. And once If I changed it within a little over a year, I would be worthy. This timeframe was the last opportunity I had. Then I asked, how do I know what to do? Then rapidly in front of me again, cycled every negative behavior and every attitude I possessed, and instantly I knew, everything I had to fix. In my head I heard the voice say, now you know, you will do it. I am always here. The light slowly receeded and so did the hand reached out to me. Then it was all gone. Right then and there, I knew what had just happened, but I knew if I told anyone they would think I was absolutely insane and should probably seek help at a mental institution lol. Now here I am. Past the deadline I was given. And I have transformed my life. Knowing that you have the power to change anything in your life, it's extremely moving. I have healed every bond that I broke with friends and family. I am, and will continue to be the best person I can be, and will leave a positive mark on this world when it is my time to leave it. If you are ever going through a hard time, you're not alone. If you pray the serenity prayer to god, or ask for his help, He will. But by through empowering you, to have the ability to make th difference.

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.

I have never shared my story until now. If I can change one life at a time through my story and advice, I am fulfilling my purpose. And for those who are sharing their stories, you are fulfilling your purpose too. Thank you.
Hemlata gadariya (guest) in A Personal Spiritual Experience
I am see goddess live when she came not just one but 3 to 4 time when I grow up. I clearly see her face.
As our faith god come in that way I see this in real life. I am normal women but it's honer to see them... Thank you god
I had a terrifying experience last night when my soul left my body and entered into a huge box and someone was in the box already, trying to kill me and my soul was afraid of being killed. I started pushing him hard and started screaming loud that don't kill me, don't kill me and actually I was lying in my bed and shouting out loud when my husband got hold of me and that's exactly when my soul entered back in my body and it took me good 10-12 minutes to realise that it was just a weird dream but I could feel the pain of my soul entering back in my body. After a few minutes, I experienced fever and it took me nearly 2 hours to realise that it was a dream! Yes, I experienced that my soul left my body on the bed and came back after!
I believe this, at least that it has some truth to it. It sounds like fantasy, but right now my life is like fantasy and I'm playing a very large archetype as well... Could even be one of the 7 haha. Would you like to communicate more?
My experience is quite like you but in my case I was sleeping beside my brother and suddenly I am seeing that I can't movie my body at all and after a moment I felt like my soul came out and I am seeing my body peacefully sleeping and my brother also sleeping then I got to another room where my father and my mother were arguening on something and didn't even see me and suddenly again I am in my body how much ever I try I can't move my body at all... And then I wake up I don't know what had happened to me did my soul really come out of my body or it was just a weird dream.
My experience is quite like you but in my case I was sleeping beside my brother and suddenly I am seeing that I can't movie my body at all and after a moment I felt like my soul came out and I am seeing my body peacefully sleeping and my brother also sleeping then I got to another room where my father and my mother were arguening on something and suddenly again I am in my body how much ever I try I can't move my body at all... And then I wake up I don't know what had happened to me did my soul really come out of my body or it was just a weird dream.
kria (guest) in Changing Faces
What does it mean when you are speaking to someone and then you very clearly see their face become the the face of someone else you know...? Even though in reality they physically do not look alike.
When this happened to me my immediate feeling was that they had the same spirit... Is this possible?

I am a 26 year old lady. Years back when I was in high school, I saw a similar image from my bathroom window. And yes, visualizing it out own is next to impossible without the Presence of God allowing us to tap into that dimension.

Bertski (guest) in I Met The Holy Spirit
I hope it was the holy spirit. How he manifests hisself, which masculine is purely English language, as this is a spirit, May come in many forms.
If you pray so sincerely to God, especially with earnest desire and maybe righteous, it's said he hears the prayers.
If you acquire any gifts, that's be supportive.
Yet I'm the Bible, a person would pray and lay down conditions to be met so one would know it's Gods'will. Which will happen. If you don't get a response, I don't know what to say. But as one fellow went looking for a wife for someone, where he laid down conditions. Which even things out of the ordinary. Hope this helps and hope you get confirmation. If you do, mention me. Ooops, that might get you a lightning bolt. But may be not.
Tyrell (guest) in A Touch By The Holy Spirit
I read a lot of people post and I came to tell u all it was god I feel the same feeling Tonite and why I am on this website I do not know just know it is god and be bless
Confused (guest) in Extremely Bright Light
Hi I also had a experience like everybody else I was around 16 I was in my room laying on my back looking up at the ceiling when I turned towards the door I could see a very bright light underneth the door on the other side I never knew what is was but it always got stuck in my head and I still think about it and wonder what was that I am now 26yrs old but my life has been very bad back then and now I don't know what's going on but I think I'm cursed
THE UNKNOWN (guest) in Summoning Metatron
Hi All,
First of all all your experience with the Angel METATRON was fake for there are demons that take the form of Metatron to fool the Human. To summon such an Angel you must do it the right way and not as simple as you think.
You will first have to go through a cleansing over a period of seven days with the risk of being snatched by demons.
You must make the seal of metatron with the right planets aligned so timing is important.
The ring is the Key to making the seal and that's all I can say for now but I would not recommend this for there is a chance of exiting the planet with no return.
Good luck
Hey guys, I see someone on here posted that they heard "vibration sounds"... I too have heard those sounds. This whole astral thing has happened to me several times already in my life. Usually I hear those vibration sounds when my soul is trying to escape... I know its a spiritual thing for sure and that I'm not dreaming because I read somewhere that "vibrations" are usually connected to the spiritual world. Anyway... I have actually "Soul travelled" before, and I'm not going to lie... Its fun. I know someone on here also mentioned that they're scared to do it so they let their body "snap" back... Do it. Just do it... For fun! All I do to return back to my body is close my eyes and pray I return back... And bam... I do.Anyway, the reason why I say its fun because I can literally bounce off the walls... Do backflips, run into a wall, and still be fine. I don't feel any pain whatsoever. I do recall seeing another spirit... It was a young white boy climbing into my window... But he seemed like a normal kid... I didn't realize it was another spirit I saw until a few days later. It really wasn't scary at all. Traveling as a spirit feels like I'm on the moon (everything is in slow motion and I feel like I'm floating or skipping in slow motion) but this may be different for other people. One time I was able to travel to my parents room (they were still up chatting) but they didn't notice me and I remember floating into their bathroom and I looked in the mirror... I was curious to see if I still looked the same... I remember seeing my face, which looked the same, but my face was moving in slow motion. It was as if I was on ecstasy or something? Idk... Very strange. Anyway, on some mornings when I wake up I think its my physical body waking up, but then I realize its not because my body does not feel warm... So this astral thing really likes to play around with me. I guess I'm really in tune with my spirit? Idk... But when I tell my mother its as if she doesn't want to hear what I have to say and she tells me to go to church (lol). I think she believes its a "demonic" thing... But I on the other hand just think I'm really in tune with my soul. What do you guys think? On another note, I know some people actually travel outside and "fly" in the night sky... Which I think sounds really cool... And i'd like to do it sometime but...don't think I have the balls to...haha. Has anyone ever done that?
Following Jesus (guest) in Black-hooded Entity In OBE
Hi Alex,
When I was a child a dark hooded figure appeared in the night at the foot of my bed it didn't say anything to me it just looked at me but I couldn't see his face so it was simply facing me. I called out my sisters name and there was no answer. I was somewhat fearful because I didn't know who it was I put my head under the covers and waited for it to leave. In the morning I realized it couldn't of been my sister or anyone else in my household because it was way too tall.
The second time this figure appeared to me I was a teenager I had been out partying and I stumbled in the back door of the house and fell to the ground on the steps leading up to the kitchen stood the figure whom I saw when when I looked up. The figures head was tilted downward at me but I could not see his face again too dark but clearly he was there like you I didn't feel fear just awe, and not understanding why he was there or who he was. Decided it had to be my dad and began saying I was sorry no response came. When I got to my feet the figure was gone and I proceeded to my bedroom. When I woke up in the morning the house was empty I called my sister who was staying with a friend overnight she explained that my parents had gone on a trip for the weekend. Instructions were left for me on the counter which I had not seen them yet. Figure is very tall seems to be wearing a hooded cloak that is black or dark in color it doesn't speak it seems to watch only I'm in my 50s now and I have yet to figure out who that was. But it did not hurt me and it didn't seem to move towards me either time. I am a Christian I do not believe it was a demon there just wasn't that sense about him. I hope it helps to know others have had the experience.
Elle AKA Laura Ripley (guest) in I Saw God
I had a supernatural experience with the "One True God!" First, please don't insult the only God by claiming he is Allah; because this is an epic lie. Several other lies are that the church is in a physical building; this is an epic lie. And all denominations are lies; Jesus Christ is not of religion and religion is a manmade parasite to enslave, rape, and deceive humans for their own corrupted purposes. Another lie is people who claim they saw God's face and they have been in the heaven of God's throne; this has not happen since John the disciple. The bible clearly informs us that nobody has seen God except Jesus; this is talking about His face. From my supernatural encounter with the only God I can positively say that no human has been where God sits on His throne except John because humans are dirty, full of sin, and corrupted; if it was true that humans have been to God's throne in their filthy state then the bible is lying when God informs us that he is not able to live with us in our current corrupted state... The KJV Bible does not lie and God cannot lie because both are holy. I didn't know there was a God; I knew I was born of a woman, and sh*t happens after that. I didn't know religion and I didn't know if the devil was real. I just didn't know much about these issues so I didn't deny them but I didn't accept them either. I knew something was really wrong and I suspected I was being lied to by the time I was 37 years old in 2007. I became so sickened by liberals-goats-selfers-democratic people's immoral corrupted perverse behavior. I thought to myself, "This can't be it, this can't be life... I would rather die than be affiliated with these disgusting people." My supernatural encounter began as such: This mad concerned prompted me to search for the truth even though I had more barriers and the odds were against me because I had/have learning disabilities galore! In 2008 I researched for the truth by simply and dangerously entering every religion for a few months; the only religion I was not allowed to research was Muslimism at the time and later I would know why. So I went in and out of just about every religion and they were all liars; I would later find out that all of these religions went to the Kings table, took only 10% of God's holy truth, went back to their own filthy places, and embedded lies in to the word of God in order to suit their crooked desires, but for this these religions are cursed for changing God's word, it is written. Finally, in 2010 after kicking everybody out of my life (decent or not), it didn't matter to me - I wanted nothing to do with people! I went through a process of asking myself out loud all kinds of questions demanding somebody tell me the truth. I am not a smart person and yet I surpassed intelligent people in wisdom that the lies we are being told are absolute. My inside just knew the truth and I was unable to deny it, but why? Because it turns out that in our bellies lives a Holy Spirit; He to be precise, and He cannot lie. I was grossed out that there was anything as such in my belly; humans are deceived to believe it is something else called instincts but this is a lie too... Humans call illnesses like cancer, MS, etc., and calling demons aliens all to minimize the real truth and to deceive people that they are not cursed it's just human nature is what they wish for you to believe; utter BS! Don't mistaken these curses with other physical disabilities like blindness, Fibromyalgia, Neuropathy because these are for the glory of God. In February of 2011 I was in my apartment watching regular programs at 3:00 in the morning. Before I knew it and I had no idea what on earth had happened to me because I was utterly ignorant to the KJV Holy Bible. I was not a churchy person and will never be. I was not raised up in God so I didn't know He existed. Most importantly I did not believe in ghost or aliens; I somehow understood that anybody who did/does is like the blind leading the blind over a cliff; like just jump off now because you're doomed and you have been judged anyway unless you turn back. I was NOT sick or having a near death experience in the hospital. I WAS IN MY HOME wide awake! I didn't even recognize the light that came before me but the spirit in me knew who He was. It was a light of white that does not exist on earth. So it pulls me in and I was raptured in what I know now to be Jacob's ladder. The purpose for rapturing me up in through Jacob's ladder was because I was unholy, I didn't have my salvation yet, and I had destined myself to hell without knowing it. Not to mention when I was five I was raptured then and I took off; God had to chase me around and bring me back to earth. But I didn't remember this until my second rapture because I had to live my life, but I sure in the hell did not want to so I booked it the second I was raptured at five. When I was in Jacobs ladder the angels stopped me from moving to the left or to the right; I wasn't even allowed to move into the throne of God. So I saw God but I didn't see His face and I saw God in His Angel of the Lord formation. God intentionally tied my tongue down so I could not speak and yet this thing (Holy Spirit) that lives in my belly and God were talking so I knew the conversation; but I couldn't ask any mortal human questions... God just wanted nothing to do with me at all and ignored me completely. I just know I fought to speak and was unable because God willed it. So He the Holy Spirit living in my belly and God spoke with each other, I was told the future and my future... I was even in my new incorruptible body and did not recognize my earthly self. Now understand this witnessing that you may be lead to the light: In my incorruptible body I didn't know such thing as tears, pain, evil, and I didn't have knowledge/memory of the past or HUMANS THAT HAD CROSSED MY PATH ON EARTH INCLUDING FAMILY; this is the bloody truth. I was told many things that no human ought to know and I saw things that humans ought not see. This encounter was so complex, scary, and deep that I would not wish this even on my worse enemy. Even today it is strange and awful to me being in the knowledge that there is a being watching my every move; just so creepy, that is until you need help, rescued, or delivered from God's enemies. What seemed like a few minutes with the only God was actually three days on earth; once I started moving about the earth the second day I was able to speak. One person got freaked out because I had a glow on my face from being with God. I heard a voice saying to me that if I would bow down to him he would give me the world; it turned out that once the Angel of Lord arrived before me Satan who I didn't know existed also came on to the scene except he was in disguise mimicking God's formation of the Angel of the Lord, but through my belly I could not be deceived because Satan's non-formation was a light piss yellow. God and Satan both came to fight for my soul and because Satan and I had nothing in common in spite of my filthiness Satan did not know my heart at all so God won. I had no say in the matter only that who I really was behind closed doors through my walk with humans is what helped me get hidden from the devil, but you would be surprised how normal I was and overly excepted by people and now I am not normal or excepted by people; praise you Jesus. Once I was walking with God I did a real dumb thing; I attempted to teach God about His own creation. Why? Because I was but a child in a woman's body in the presence of God. I had discovered that this "new being" was new to earth so I thought, and with the mentality of a child in His holiness I did not want God to get lost or hurt by anybody so I was showing Him the ropes and how things worked on earth, but in the mist of this God just ignored me and continued to work with the Holy Spirit that lives in my belly. I thought God was listening, it felt like He was listening, but we are so self absorbed that I didn't see that He wasn't paying attention to me, yet for all I knew in my ignorance God was listening to me just like a terrible parent. He never mind me and allowed me to go on and on. Yet, in God's holy parenting He began to raise me up and train me for the first storm that is coming. I was taught how to repent, and I was put in a covenant with God; He instructed me to follow His commandments, statues, and ordinances... If I did I would receive the gifts He granted me. Today, I don't want those gifts and my fleshly desire is to become none existent; I don't wish to live in hell or with God; but, there is no third option. Once God left my presence I was a new creation but still mortal. He had refined me by His fire and it hurt worse than physical surgery. If I had known that being refined by God's fire hurt this much I would have told God to screw Himself. I became suicidal, even more depressed, and I became so angry because I had knowledge and wisdom that I don't care to have. I thought I was only agreeing to being saved from going to hell. It turned out that my life was no longer mine and my old self did not exist any longer. I am even more sensitive than ever now, yet passionately angry; I hold within me characteristics of those who came before me and God Himself... Yet an improved me, but I don't know why these characteristics had been instilled in me. All they do is cause me to get angry at injustice. It had/has been impossible to return to my old self; I no longer have the caliber to do so and if I make a mistake I hold the characteristics of King David in me so I am good, no worries! The meaning of life is salvation by grace and redemption by faith. We were created for God so He may have a family and live with us in our incorruptible bodies. Forget yourself and all of your accomplishments since you are not even a spec of dirt as long as you disobey God, His instructions, and wisdom. There is no such thing as unbelievers of the One True God (Revelation 6:15-17); these people are liars and deny God so they may live in their filth, immoral, and perverse sexual desires. You will lose! So to end my experience with a "BANG", no pun intended; I am a true Israelite from the tribe of Judah returned to the olive branch; but had no idea that I was the original and this is why I was not allowed to research Muslimism; as they wish to throw my kind into the sea... Radical or not these people are not peaceful people. In conclusion, I don't care if you believe me or not because a wise person knows your ignorance will not change the truth; counterfeits, liars, and deception never survives in the end of their race. Good luck with following idiots. I have been getting trained and being raised up by the One True God since I walked with Him three days. I am not like what you would expect a righteous person ought to be. The word of God is so corrupted that God will send someone to restore it BEFORE the tribulation so that He may take His own home because we are not destined for His wrath in the tribulation once the church age is complete. We are going home soon just not in 2017.
...4yrs ago I had an out of body experience facing down on my stomach in a deep sleep. I felt and saw myself lift up and out of my physical body. It felt like I was about 5 feet in the air and seeing myself lying there on the bed when I realized...Oh! I was probably going too die. I remember using my arms as if I was trying to swim back down from the air, being uncertain if I should look up, I just kept moving my arms facing down and doing so until I returned to my body. I woke up only to realize how much I appreciate life more than ever and just being myself... Everything is so clear now.
I had an out of body experience 4yrs ago. Facing down on my stomach in deep sleep I felt and saw myself lift up and off my physical body. It felt like I was about 5 feet in the air seeing myself lying there on the bed when I realized...Oh! I was probably going too die. I remember using my arms as if I was trying to swim back down from the air, being uncertain if I should look up, I just kept swimming facing down and doing so until I returned to my body. I still remember everything so clearly...
Billsgirl4168 (guest) in Traveling Through A Black Hole
I went to group meditation. I was in a higher state if consciousness travelled through a black worm hole? Where I saw my deceased father looking younger than he did in passing coming toward me on a crest of a wave... Was so close to touching him but some coughed and it brought me back in the room... Experience phenomenal
Desiree Nicole (guest) in Chosen One? - Any Suggestions
I can tell the past, present 'and future of a person with out even sitting face to face... As well as connect with people whom have passed on... I have had more than enough experiences latley to confirm that I am among the chosen... But I truly believe I was chosen for the evil side... I'm currently in a tug of war with God and the devil... So far evil is provailing... And I like it!
Anelice Ribeiro (guest) in Beautiful Angelic Vision
id like to have some experience from heaven even of the hell but until these days I haven't any one... But I m wainting

My email is moonnlight41 [at]
I don't believe that it's possible for the soul to leave the body until the body dies. I believe that one can have some very frightening dreams while asleep. I also believe that one, especially when one is very tired and stressed, can have frightening experiences in a half sleeping, half awake state. A few times in my life I have been asleep, felt myself awaken, and then felt that someone was in my bed and hitting my back. I was so scared. It turned out that I wasn't awake--I was actually still asleep. It seemed incredible because I could see my bedroom clearly (usually in dreams I'm in strange rooms and houses--nothing looks like my actual living quarters). I believe that after death the two halves of our soul unite and live in eternity in perfect peace, but our souls remain with our bodies until death and when we believe that we are out of our bodies that we are either dreaming or hallucinating. Oh, and in regard to the person who had a dream where there was strong cigarette smoke and then heard the news that the event he/she had dreamed about had actually occurred and that a strong smell of cigarette smoke lingered at the scene, this would be called a precognitive dream which happens when a person has psychic powers.
I don't believe that it's possible for the soul to leave the body until the body dies. I believe that one can have some very frightening dreams while asleep. I also believe that one, especially when one is very tired and stressed, can have frightening experiences in a half sleeping, half awake state. A few times in my life I have been asleep, felt myself awaken, and then felt that someone was in my bed and hitting my back. I was so scared. It turned out that I wasn't awake--I was actually still asleep. It seemed incredible because I could see my bedroom clearly (usually in dreams I'm in strange rooms and houses--nothing looks like my actual living quarters). I believe that after death the two halves of our soul unite and live in eternity in perfect peace, but our souls remain with our bodies until death and when we believe that we are out of our bodies that we are either dreaming or hallucinating.
Daysha raye (guest) in Bright White Light
I have white lights in my son's bedroom where my nanna dies. I have caught this on video please look up daysha gullick on YouTube and watch my video of my camera ghost on video. Has anyone else seen something like this
Concerned Christian (guest) in My Experience With Christ
As a true Christian, it is extremely odd to me that you do not know the name of "Him". For a true Christian, His name is Jesus. The Bible says,"be not deceived". (Deuteronomy 11:16, Matthew 24:4-5). The Bible says that Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light. (2 Corinthians 11:14). Jesus himself can also appear as a Being of Light (Acts 22:6-8). I pray that you truly know Jesus as Christ, and as your personal Lord and Savior."Who is a liar but he that denieth that Jesus is the Christ? He is antichrist, that denieth the Father and the Son. (1 John 2:22) Read also 1 John 2:23,24). 1 John 4:2-3 says,"By this you will know the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God, and every spirit that does not confess Jesus is not from God. This is the spirit of the antichrist, which you have heard is coming, and is already in the world at this time. Only Jesus Christ can wash away our sins and cleanse us of all unrighteousness."If we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us." (1 John 1:8) "If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." (1 John 1:9) JESUS said in John 14:6, "I am the way, the truth, and the life; no one comes to the Father but through me." I pray you truly KNOW Him. God bless you.
PerfectPrettyPinkPrincess in Ability Of Discernment
I as a child seen things as well. Mostly demons as a child as well and still today. Not a lot but a few. I have been attacked as well too sadly. I understand where you are coming from but in no way shape or form are you bad and everything happens forba reason. I can not say why this is happening. I can not even say why I have had spiritual issues. Pray to God and ask him what you should do. Thank you for sharing your story.

I have gone through the same experience after the death of my beloved father 2 years ago. I have gone through much much deeper and am actually thinking of writing a book of it.

Do you still experience this? You can write me at pearlz [at]

shetheeplorer in Heart Chakra Opening
Hi ElizabethAnne!

I'm not sure if you are going to see this post since it's been some time since it has bee posted (Hopefully you see this). I am surprised there aren't any comments because your story is very well written:).

I was wondering how far your spiritual journey has progressed since this post. I have recently been going through some spiritual changes myself. I did some research and it led me to this site. I would love to somehow talk to you about your journey and get some advice. Your story resonated with me a lot although the circumstances aren't the same. I wish I had found this site long ago.

Anyhow, I really hope you see this post and reply to me.

Take care! Also thank you for the story! Loved it
My son told me of a experience you might find interesting. I believe it might add a little more light to the subject. Their is a scripture Messiah speaking "In my Father's house are many mansions if it were not so I would have told you plainly. I go to prepare a place for you..." My son was worshipping and he was shown a place where there were red winged angels dancing and a women singing though he could not see her. It seemed to him like a very private worship service and he heard the words unbidden. In other words he was not invited. He said he didn't know how he got there. But the angels were diffently worshipping. I have wondered who these angels are.
I wish I could witness something such as this, I am having trouble believing because I am surrounded by atheists and people who have lost their faith, and people from other religions, and my own mind. Can someone give me any advice? Someone on YouTube told his audience that having "a personal god", is childlike and silly want and need and belief. πŸ˜•
I believe in this one being for the full 100% and then some. I currently am in combat with my ego though. It thinks it needs to die for 'me' to actually sense this. Which is utter nonsense

I keep prodding my ego to listen to me but it doesn't want to budge a muscle. Very annoying
Hi, I read the whole entire story, and you said that you had got admitted to a psych ward? Did they ever do tests on you to actually see if there was something not right about the balance of your brain? I mean, I believe the story, but there will be some people who would say you were "mentally ill." or would ask "How did god even help you", and such. We can do anything through Christ. Amen
I have the same thing... I have this every single night now at the moment... A pop like electrical shock type feel in my head of soething coming or going. However I have had 30 years experience with this. As I figured... All you got in replies was no different than the Man Job got in the old testament- A whole lot of people who think they know what it is and telling you to repent or something. But what you asked for was if someone had the same thing... No one did. Here is what it may be. It is messengers from God entering into you and giving you sub conscious revelation. If you are feeling these sensations in your head area then it may be this. It is either straight in your head or in your ears you will feel this entering or exiting pops or stirrings. Only angels from God enter and exit this way. They never enter or exit by the mouth or nose or anal... Only the ears or straight into your head. If you feel this in the mouth, nose or butt then it is evil spirits. An evil demonic spirit will feel like a warm murky watery feeling. An angel from God will feel like an electrical shock that makes your hair stand up and you will feel it most at the top of your head and it will pulsate like in stereo. You will most likely notice that when these spirits leave and you awake that you just had a vivid dream... Those are the dream messengers and sometimes they are hard to figure out as dreams can be real weird. One or more posters replied with make sure you always say the name (Jesus is Lord) when this happens... This (IS) correct... Say the name Jesus over and over when you feel the sensation... If it is evil it will shock you with a same feeling and sometimes paralyze you and your voice will be slurred and harder and harder to pronounce the name (Jesus) but keep on saying it and it will have no choice but to leave. Finally - If you are having visits from God via messengers always read your bible- especially the book of Revelation... You may have been given reveals to hidden secrets in the encrypted text... If so keep it to yourself... You are in the special forces of God as the final wrap up is about to happen,, You will know what to do... Only a tiny few will make it
[at] glimmeringpearl

I have come in contact with similar Spirits but on the inside of a human, not a fully fledge demon
They can work the insides of us though
Causing some to fall into their trance of evil repetitive thoughts
This trance of evil thoughts can be projected outwardly on the expression of our face/eyes etc etc

Have no fear
These are only demons
A lesser Spirit
I saw a demon laying beside my husband wile on vacation last week. It smiled with a taunting smile like it new I saw it. It was burnt grey with skinny lanky long arms. Burnt flesh face no lips no nose no hair. It was behind him. He sat up because I woke up in pain in my abdomen and when he sat up it starred right at me then fled out the balcony window of our hotel.
conr454 in Vision of Hell
Amazing, thank you

If carnal lust rules where there is no love of God
Does chastity rule where there is love of God?^^
P.s Proverbs 8:1 "Does not wisdom call out? Does not understanding raise her voice?"

Proverbs 3:6 "In everything you do, put God first, and he will direct you and crown your efforts with success."

I find it rather difficult at ntimes, my position in life, I chose God as my master & not money, I have money, but I do not work... I am very fixated on Spirituality, I give my love to God everyday... But seeing as I am still at home with my mother... It is pretty bad feeling... At times... I feel people trying to make me work... I do not feel it though... I am pretty sure the money I have now will look after me, all just a matter of time... I used to be in this situation when I had no money & did not want to eat food given by my mothers husband... Just did not seem right... So right now it is a similar feeling... Them The Lord gave me so much money, I pay for my own food now^^

So just as he helped me in the past, why so much would he not help me now? People need to have patience, as I have prayed a lot that I want my own place... Just right now it will take time + my health isn't so great... Should I keep being faithful?

I even had a dream that if I am holy, I will recieve what I am asking & praying for...

Thanks again,
It happens so naturally doesn't it
He is the voice of reason, you can fight it, but if it brings peace & understanding, just let it happen^^

The Spirit of truth! There is a truth behind everything! A goodness to why everything happens, a providence, simply put "a silver lining", Glory be to God.

Thank you for sharing the experience
Thank you for your story. It is amazing how some of us are blessed with a sight that can only be given from God, if only for a short while. I appreciated your story very much. I hope many will read it.

Suicide... That sounds tough. Well, I can partly relate in some of your grief... As I lost most of my family members one after another under a few years, only have a father and brother remaining. This sort of occurrence makes you think about the nature of death... Death is not the end, but a new (happy) beginning. For the soul, it is like no longer using a certain garment and putting on another. Thus, if I could control the feeling myself, I'd rather feel happy for those who go on and wish them the best wherever they are now or beyond.

"Everybody dies perfectly on time. There are no mistakes. Whether they die after nine days, twelve months or five years. It is all carefully orchestrated by the soul prior its incarnation. Remember that for the soul, this life on Earth is not the final destination. It is like a school or college, and some graduate early and others later. It all depends on the lessons the soul wishes to learn and to experience."

The keyword here, I think is: experience. That's what we are all here for. To gain plenty of those.

"There is no death. Life and consciousness continue after the transition we call 'death.'"

And that is an encouraging thought. People often give in too easily to the notion of 'permanent death'.

I also feel isolation with most other people. That's just the way it is. This is because of having different priorities.

So what sorta goal do you wish to have? Shine In Thy Own Self. Reflect your light so it may shine down on others and inspire them?

I'd feel like I'm missing out on my time, cause whenever I don't get to know something new (spiritually), I feel like I regress. I start feeling really terrible when I begin to waste my time, or if I'm not growing positively in some aspect...

So you seem intrigued about the true self? Great. I've started this journey as a young child and never been the same since.

As you said, consciousness creates or forms our reality and the way of our being is what decides how we will experience reality.

Reality IS in fact what you want it to be. That which 'bends' is only one's Self. Take a simple utility: spoon is only a concept created by the mind to aid in the mutual understanding of a tool that is used in the aid of eating. But if there are no minds to conceptualize the idea of a spoon, then the spoon does not truly exist. Therefore, only consciousness brings these ideas into reality.

You feel Oneness. I also.

And love... Real love is without any motive. That is to say, when one needs someone, that is also a motive. I came to understand this. Pure love, real love exists where there is no selfishness; when there are no feelings of 'yours-mine'. It is about being able to 'see' "you" as "me", or "me" as "you".

This definition of love, I found it beautiful:

"That which increases one moment and decreases the next, is not love: That which resides in the heart and remains the same, is real love."

"Love should be unwavering, unchanging. Real love does not increase or decrease. It does not fluctuate. It should always remain the same. Otherwise it is not pure love. There is no action and reaction in real love. The flow of love is constant. Real love remains constant; there is no increase or decrease, no give and take."

"Pure love remains unaffected whether someone insults me or gives me a lot of attention and respect. What people say to me or do for me has no bearing on my love. Elsewhere in the world as long as you do favors for people, their love will stay with you and it will fall apart when you stop. How can you call that love?"

"Real love is unadulterated and pure. Real love does not have motives of sex, greed or pride. Such unadulterated love turns man into God. The methods are all easy, but to become that is very difficult. On the contrary, if he surrenders to illusion and worldly objects, he will get more of the same."

"The one with pure love will remain calm when scolded, offended or teased and take the utmost care not to hurt the offender. In the presence of such love, even the wicked person would melt and surrender."

"No matter how many terms or conditions of an agreement or promises are broken by the other, the one with real love continues to remain sincere. Such sincerity remains in acts and also in the eyes of the one with real love. That is when you will know what love really is."

"When you search for love, know that you do not have love within you. How can you expect to see love in others when you do not have it yourself? It is only when you have love within you that you will see it in others."

"In love, one never sees any faults at all. Love lasts forever. Love is unchanging; whenever you see it, it is always the same. One can comfort and solace in this kind of love only. In love there should be no sulking or moodiness. One's love should never fluctuate."

"Pure love makes people blissful. This love creates a permanent bond between them. This love is beyond this world. There is no hint of worldly love in it."

"Real love is when one completely sacrifices and surrenders, without regards to his or her 'safe side', selfish interest."

"The only way to improve this world is through love. There is simply no expectation in love. There is equal love for the alcoholic as well as the one who is sober. There is no expectation in love. Love never expects anything. Love is beyond the relative dualities. If one wishes to be appreciated, it is not love. That is all an illusion. Real love has no limitations, or separation. It is boundless."

Hope that helped a little.

P.S. There's plenty of other spiritual material you might like to read that I have collected along the years, feel free to e-mail me if you're interested. Though I suppose figuring it out all on your own is better.
Dannydjmoore in What Is My True Purpose?
I think most of the comments are correct in saying you are not the one but Jesus is the one. I too have experienced supernatural things as a child. It scared me. I am older now and now I am humbled and thankful that I know for sure there is a God who loves me and that there is life after death. I think what you experienced was an angel comforting you and preparing you for the death of your loved one. My dad passed away from brain cancer so my heart goes out to you because the pain never goes away completely. Thats why I wanted to comment on to you since we are so similar with our experiences. I can see how it would make you feel like you are the one or feel special. Just no that's not it. You are loved and as a added bonus you know just like me. God is real. Thanks for letting me comment on this and I hope this helps my friend.
I am researching on bright light. I had a very strange experience in 1999 at Victoria High School, Masvingo, Zimbabwe.

The experience has changed how I look at life. I am not a perfect man but I am in search of the truth and would like to serve the Living God honestly and wholeheartedly.

At the time of the light appearing, I was not alone but with another student as at that time I was doing Advanced Level. I spent days not able to see properly and has kept a lot of details about this incident private because its stranger than fiction though a reality.

Anyone with an idea what causes this? My hands were almost numb and something kind of left my tummy. The light appeared while we were in prayer after a brief discussion on Genesis 22
After seeing this post I had to make an account. I have only told 2 people of my experience. I am going to be honest. I am a spiritual believer I don't believe in any one god specifically even though I was raised in a Catholic home. I have always believed in the paranormal and my sister and I have always been sensitive. I occasonally take magic mushrooms to try and get in touch with my spiritual side and to let down my mental guards. I have done them many times and only once did I exeperience something I have never and hope to never have happen to me again. I only plan to speak of that experience and I want to know if others have seen the thing I could see.

I could tell it was in my head because I could not see it when I opened my eyes. I can imagine the hall way outside the room I was in. I had my boyfriend and his family in the same house but they were down stairs. In that hall way about half way through my journey I reached the dark point. That is what I call this experience. And what I saw was a black figure. Human shaped in apearance except the legs were wrong when it stood upright. It also didn't walk while standing, it could only move while crouched like a dog (picture how Remus Lupin moved in the harry potter film in his werewolf form that is the only visial I can think of).
It was colored black yet it had a static kind of apearance. Dark like a shadow but not solid. It had no face and its hands were oddly long fingers. If it opened its mouth it too was solid black and was jagged.

This thing was telling me to do stuff even though I never saw the mouth move when it spoke. It was telling me to do horrible things to my boyfriend and his family. I of course fought off those thoughts because I love them with all my heart and I could not hurt them.
When my boyfriend came to check on me he said I kept mumbling "shut up" and "murder/kill" over and over. I still feel scared and I can still picture that monster. This happened in either November of 2014 or 2015. I can't remember the exact year anymore.
I had dreams of a similar monster as a child and in high school but it never spoke like this it was just an image and did no harm at those times.

Does this sound like a demon? Or just a bad spiritual journey? Is there a known demon that is shaped like that? I have tried to google and look it up but I can't find anything. And I can't find drawings of it either online.

**I do not want to hear any negatives about how I choose to take my spiritual journeys I know people don't approve of hallucinogens its the only way I can relax and understand myself and my purpose. As stated before this is the one and only time I experienced something bad on my journey.
mikescomputer, I must commend you on a very well written, honest account which was thought out, documented and clearly explained and understandable to your readers.

I am sure that there will be people who seek to put your "proofs" and notes to test or destroy them, altogether! These people will do this for many reasons; some will be involved in companies who will lose millions/billions if you research proves accurate, others will be sure to combat public uproar and disorder and others are simple-minded and do not recognize how inherently, dangerous this is to society and the world.

However, there is always a flip-side to the coin. There are hundreds of organizations who focus particularly on the poisoning of natural and protected land and water, and defensive and preventative measures, thereof. The United Nations has a responsibility to every citizen in many countries for their habitat area and home to be safe from dangerous substances including; bio-hazards, natural gas hazards, lead contamination, poisons and so on. Which generally, includes all health hazards and the effects, thereof. There are laws which prevent utilizing land or water which is harmful for human beings. This is taken very seriously and can have lasting effects for future planting, agriculture and commodities.

As you are a specialist or expert in the subject, I suggest that you find an organization which is ordained to monitor, protect and prevent water contamination, particularly in suburbs where people reside, live and drink the water and even, when there is farming and agricultural projects running. Your research will provide them with a basis to work from. Additional support in the form of in-put/s, quotes and Doctors opinions will greatly better your chances of being taken seriously.

Note: The problem of lead contamination in water has been evident since the 1900's. Such is it, that there will be plenty of cases which describe the processes, and what is needed in order to gain a legal inquiry into a place's water system.

Remember, "The road to hell is paved with good intentions" - Samuel Johnson.
Its so nice to read all the posts and to know others have seen this. This is my story. I was in great despair at one point in my life. One night, just after falling asleep, this incredibly bright light surrounded me within my sleep. I tried to jerk myself out of the light, like one would try during a bad dream but the light held me there and I couldn't move. I was terrified. Then, a deep voice said to me "You are to give your heart to me". The light pulled away, I jumped out of bead, turned on the light and stood there terrified. I reasoned that this was the Holy Spirit and the voice of God responding to the despair and hopelessness I was feeling. This happened thirty six years ago, and not a day goes by that I don't thank the Holy Trinity for that moment of revelation and for giving me my life back.
KikiGirl in Now Faith!
1LadyW, I loved your article because it resonates with me so deeply.

"But without faith it is impossible to please Him: for he that cometh to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of them that diligently seek Him." (Hebrews 11:6) "

If you are wondering why it is that you have not yet, received many comments to your article, I believe it is because your words are so touching, poignant and true that your readers do not know where to start or what to say.

Best wishes on your endeavors in the future.
KikiGirl in Tough Battle
Kimberly51, what an honest and passionate account of your Faith! God really is aware of, and does know, each and every one of us and our life-stories.

You are incredibly special to God, and in turn, he was able to help you in healing and getting well. He touches many peoples lives, but, each one in a different way. Sometimes, he gives us a burden so that we can grow, and although people say, he will never give you more then you can handle, it sure feels differently at times. At other times, we are fortunate to see his grace, love and purification at work, and we receive his help.

I hope that you have a happy and wonderful life with many good memories to share with us, in future.
Erinwantstogohome, I just added your story to My Favorites! Your article struck a chord within me that there are no words to describe. To understand that the world works as one and that everything is working with perfection, means that you are also, doing the right thing with your life at that time. You are on the right path. People also say, if you have deja vu, it means that you are on the right soul path.
Have you heard of the 99 monkeys theory?
Scientists put 100 monkeys on one island and 99 monkeys on a different, nearby island. There was absolutely no way that the two islands connected, the islands were separated by sea.
On the island with 99 monkeys, the scientists taught a monkey how to peel a banana. The monkey progressively began teaching the other monkeys one-by-one how to peel a banana, until all of the monkeys could perform the task. However, on the other island with 100-monkeys, they did not teach the monkeys this task.
One day, about 3 months later, some of the monkeys on the 100-monkey island began to peel bananas! They were no taught or trained to do this. Eventually, all if not most, of the monkeys began to perform the task of peeling a banana without having contact with the monkeys on the other island.

The idea behind this is that we are all linked in someway.
Hi Nio742! I feel that you are very lucky to have had such a spiritual awakening.

I can relate to you when you say, you realized a 'connectedness' which was not only physical but spiritual, as well. I felt my 'connectedness' through trees. Each person I had met had their own tree, their branches firmly meshing and mixing with mine, or barely touching depending on the the closeness of the relationship. It is strange how you can actually talk through issues and find out details about your relationship through these interconnections, yours being through the beating of the hearts and huge white field of interconnections. I don't remember any bad connections, maybe because if you think of a tree, if a branch is damaged or destroyed, it will naturally break away and degrade.

To appreciate life is not something that someone can give you, so I am proud of you that you could determine it for yourself.
JustAdmire! From one person with a deep love of writing to another, I loved the article you wrote!

Michael Scott, a Historian of ancient history and mythology wrote "The day we stop learning is the day we die."

The best thing that a person can do is PAY ATTENTION to the world around them;
"What does this person like?"
"What is the challenge I am facing?"
"What do I have a passion to do?"
"Am I the best version of myself?"
"Do I take care of myself?... Do I consider things that I do beforehand?...Could I handle this better?... Am I happy with the outcome?"

We are so fortunate in this day and age that there is so much information available to us through books, the internet, television, magazines and newspapers. There is a ton of knowledge that we can get just by sitting in front of a computer. Although, you can also get so much knowledge from experiencing things yourself. A person who has been through so much, and bettered him/herself is so much better equipped to deal with harder situations. Just, like you explained about how hard your middle school life was. You went through a lot, and you pushed through and you have to keep doing that in every situation.

When somebody comes across your path, don't think of them as 'just-a-face' or 'somebody else to nag me and cramp my style,' think of it as an opportunity to share your experiences. You are already doing it on this site. And... KUDO'S! Keep up the healthy eating and exercise.
First I experience these beings were last year and just recently. I was sleeping I felt paralysis I couldn't move at all they were so close To me three of them black cloaks with yellow or gold eyes I was very scared started praying, and lights appeared across me, snapping me out of my paralysis state I was able to wake up, always feeling hard wind or air when I wake up from my sleep. Second they were a bit further, these time same thing paralysis couldn't move one bit one was extending its hand to me. I heard my mom's (my mom is decease) voice telling me don't leave don't leave, my mom was looking after me, I woke up quick but felt so drain very tired. Third time was recently I just felt asleep I know I just have closed my eyes well to me, and they appeared again but this time a bit further they were not extending their hand I felt hard wind and I was paralysis again I was awake in my dream and I called out my boyfriend, he didn't wake up I started to pray asking God and Archangel Michael to come to me for protection and guard me, I seen my boyfriend leaving from his body floating away I was calling him, in my dream and kept praying a white solid figure was behind him she was a peacefully being she push him back towards me and I felt the hard wind again and I woke up trying to wake him up, after he said what happen, I just thank God and angels for helping. I was just been unease after this experience. Glad I found this blog where I can relate and understand what they are but how to block them from coming back?
kingdixie01 in An Angel? Or God?
energyman, onawingandaprayer, gmo91, the-listener, egomaniac, timfaraos, rogers999, darkassasin92:

I forgot I had even posted this and found it 5 years later. I can't believe I forgot about this.
Thank you to everyone who commented. I will say this to clear some questions up. I am Hmong and I was raised in a Shaman home. There is no god or anything of such only ancestors and spirits. If you're interested you guys can google that religion. I believe I was 16 or 17 when this event happened to me. I was still in high school. Before that amazing experience happened to me, I was literally being tormented by Demons or the Devil himself for a year. I had become of afraid of the dark because every time I closed my eyes something would touch me or I'd get sleep paralysis, hear things, sometimes see "them", and feel their dark enegery. I wasn't sleeping well at all that year because I was afraid. I know some people believe that sleep paralysis is a brain thing, but I never believed in that because I wouldn't even be asleep yet before that happened to me and I'd always have bad dreams and feel negative energery around me Any who, long story short after that incident, I still hadn't accepted Jesus into my heart. I know God saved me, but I still didn't believe him. Even then God never left me because a paranormal thing never happened to me again after that. A year ago I asked Jesus to forgive my sins and to come into my heart and life. I am now a Christian and I am happier than I have ever been. I know some of you are curious as to why I believed in the Devil and not Jesus. It was because I knew nothing of the Bible. All I knew was that posessions and demons were real not God. There's a lot more to the story I wrote above but I don't want to wrote as much as I am already. My Fiance is a Christian and he educated me of the Bible, what God is about, why we need Jesus. The more he talked about the Bible to me I wanted to know more and more. It was like I was a Nomad learning about this whole new world! And the more I grew excited hearing the word of God, my life was falling a part. Family issues, my grandmother was dying from stage 4 colon cancer and she was a strong believer of God, and more stressful situations were coming left and right. My fiance told me that the closer you go to God the more the Devil tries to make sure you don't. I persevered and I am glad to say I am a saved soul today. I am still learning every day. My email is kingdixie01 [at] if any of you would like to talk personally about God or exchange knowledge! I'd love that! I'm sorry it's taken me years for this. Hope you guys are still active in this forum!
Hi KingRobinHood! Thanks for sharing your story.

You are so fortunate to have come into contact with the right people at the right time. I have so many friends who practice reiki and yet, I seem to be better at healing then they are. I wish I had the people with the right insight to help me learn.

Your story sounds like it was an overall and in-the-end, good experience. I hope that you find what makes you tick, and that you keep setting goals to achieve, over time.
This happened 8 years ago. My cousin passed away and I felt a pull that night, I literally went to the corner of the ceiling and can see my body and my wife next to me asleep, I felt like I was mumbling and trying to wake up, and immediately my wife turned around to try to get me to wake up, then I woke up and asked her, were you moving me, she said yes. I told her I could see you from the corner. It was scary for me,.

2 weeks ago. My Boss passed away at night time. Me not knowing yet the bad news, that morning around 5 am, I get up to the bathroom. And when I come back to bed, I turn facing my wife in bed. And begin to go to sleep, I then feel a pull from behind me, something dragging me out of my body. I got scared and begin to pray in bed. I know it was him coming to say good bye, because it was the same feeling as my cousin when he passed.

My boss was from Jerusalem. He believed that 2 angels walked with you day and night, good, and bad. And both would report to god, when you sleep they would take your soul to heaven, and when you wake up they would deliver your soul back to your body.

Its what's he called when you slept its like dying. And like the speed of light if they wake you, your spirit would come back. He was extremely knowledgeable. He studied a lot of bibles out there.

He also mentioned, our bodys are hosts. Like our spirits are the drivers operating a body made of water and meat. And we are here for a few years, almost like experimenting. Our lives are written in a book, god reads the book at the end. We die, our spirit then roams for the next day or 2. Then its like you go to sleep and when you wake up in heaven in the final day, you think ohh, a few hours just passed, was I sleeping. But he said thousands of years are left behind us and now is the day of judgment. He also mentioned when you are dead and buried, if you call your loved one, god sends the spirit to the body in the tomb and your loved one can hear you talking to it.

At his burial. The priest gave an interesting story.

We have 3 journies,

1. In the womb of our mother waiting to be born.
2. When we are born and get older living life
3. When we die and go to the next life.

To them is like, normal. So I don't think I will b afraid any more after all I learned from him.
Here is proof in the Scriptures that you are to wait for Jesus to come back to you face to face individually and not globally.

If you have not seen Jesus you've not received the Spirit of Christ.

Proof is in the Scriptures about this:


Do you have eyes to see? New Eyes to see Jesus Christ and receive the New Jerusalem? Do people really believe this and desire this?

Matthew 6:10 "Your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven."

2 Peter 3:12 "looking forward to the day of God and hurrying it along. "

1 Peter 1:7 "These have come so that the proven genuineness of your faith--of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire--may result in praise, glory and honor --->>> when Jesus Christ is revealed." <<<

1 Peter 1:8 "Though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy!" -- but wait there is more 5 verses later: 13 Therefore, with minds that are alert and fully sober, --->>> SET YOUR HOPE <<<-- on the grace to be brought to you when Jesus Christ is revealed at his coming. 14 As obedient children, do not conform to the evil desires you had when you lived in ignorance. 15 But just as he who called you is holy, so be holy in all you do; 16 for it is written: "Be holy, because I am holy."

Colossians 3:3 - "For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God. 4 When Christ, who is your life, APPEARS, then you also will appear with him in glory."

1 John 2:28 "And now, dear children, continue in him, so that when HE APPEARS we may be confident and unashamed before him at his coming."

1 John 3:2 "Dear friends, now we are children of God, and what we will be has NOT YET been made known. But we know that when Christ appears, we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is. 3 All who have this hope in him purify themselves, just as he is pure. 4 Everyone who sins breaks the law; in fact, sin is lawlessness. 5 But you know that he appeared so that he might take away our sins. And in him is no sin. 6 No one who lives in him keeps on sinning. No one who continues to sin has either -->>> seen him or known him."<<<<

1 Thessalonians 1:10 "... And to --- >>> wait for his Son from heaven,<<< --- whom he raised from the dead--Jesus, who rescues us from the coming wrath."

2 Thessalonians 1:10 "on the day he comes to be glorified -->> in his holy people <<<--- and to be marveled at among all those who have believed. This includes YOU, because you believed our testimony to you."

John 14: 18 "I will COME TO YOU. 19 Before long, the world will not see me anymore, but YOU WILL SEE ME. Because I live, you also will live. 20 On --- >>> that day <<< --- (WHICH DAY?) you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I am in you. 21 Whoever has my commands and keeps them is the one who loves me. The one who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love them and SHOW MYSELF TO THEM."

22 Then Judas (not Judas Iscariot) said, "But, Lord, why do you intend to show yourself to us and not to the world?" 23 Jesus replied, "Anyone who loves me will obey my teaching. My Father will love them, and we will come to them and make our home with them."

Revelation 22:4 "They will -- >> see his face,<<< and his name will be on their foreheads."

Exodus 33:11 "Thus the LORD used to speak to Moses face to face, as a man speaks to his friend."

1 Timothy 6:14 "I insist that, --- >>> until our Lord Jesus Christ appears,<<<--- you obey this command completely. Then you cannot be blamed for doing anything wrong."


1 Samuel 16:13 "And the Spirit of the LORD rushed upon David from that day forward. And Samuel rose up and went to Ramah."

1 Thessalonians 5:23 "body be kept sound and blameless for the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ."

1 Cor 15:36 "How foolish! What you sow does not come to life unless it dies."

Romans 8:11 "And if the Spirit of him who raised Jesus from the dead is living in you, he who raised Christ from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies because of his Spirit who lives in you."

Romans 8:17 "and if children, heirs also, heirs of God and fellow heirs with Christ, if indeed we suffer with Him so that we may also be glorified with Him."
Listen -- you receive the Spirit of Jesus Christ when you ask and ask and ask... Your problem was that you THINK you received God Holy Spirit yet you kept on sinning. Nowhere does it state that receiving the spirit is immediate. That was your mistake, assuming you had perfection (GODS HOLY SPIRIT) and all the while you did not. Jesus appears to all who have the Spirit. So keep asking until you receive the Spirit of Jesus Christ and stop assuming you have it. Hear me out here:

My youtube page on what I did to see Jesus Christ face to face from heaven for real from heaven!

Great story, I was on the edge of my seat! I am so glad you survived this. However, I would bet my life-and I do, right now-on the fact that the grace of God & His Son Jesus Christ is exactly the what & who of what saved you & your friend that day. I mean this so kindly & with all the love in my heart, but also very seriously-the enemy is cunning & the father of lies. He orchestrated your book/turtle coincidence to veer credit away from who it is truly due. Jesus Christ! Really! Praise God! The fact is you not only called out for Jesus, u also asked him to prove his existence-he did 2 things for u that day. He saved you & proved this for u lightening fast & at perhaps the most critical moment of your life-THIS IS THE AWESOMENESS OF HIS POWER! I haven't always felt this way, this is new, I am new! Many troubling experiences led me to my true place-In Christ. I've been meaning to write an experience report about it and I will. Anyway, thanks for the story, it has made my heart swell more for Jesus. *I promise you it was him, acknowledge him please and thank him! Much love to u, friend
ISawtheLight in I Saw The Light Of God
You can experience it! Ask God and He will show you something especially for you. My life has been transformed. Slowly but surely He takes away all of things that used to bend me out of shape! If you haven't yet, give God a try. Ask Jesus to help you:)
Wow. I would love to experience that! I think if that happened to me and I knew for sure that God existed then I'd be so much more happy and stable here. Lots of things that I think matter and make me stressed would probably go away. Thank you for sharing.
ISawtheLight in Lying In The Palm Of God
Don't lose faith! Ask God to help you. I believe you experienced God wanting to come into your life and into your heart:) I was an atheist and I had a very similar experience. Lots of people on here have had these too. God reaches out to them and they feel peace in their hearts. God is real and He is Good. Please, read my story! Once you accept Jesus, he'll never leave you. He'll put peace in your heart.
ISawtheLight in Bright White Light
I believe the light you saw was God's Light. I was an atheist until I had a very similar experience. My story hasn't been posted yet on here. Please, read it at God came to you to save you! Believe!
Growing up can be difficult for many. I also went through my trials as a youngster with similiar end results, though not the same incidents, so I can somewhat relate to you in various ways. Something to focus on learning, especially at your age is understanding how the Human Conscious Experience is programmed. When you learn about your beliefs, fears, and psychological workings and where they were learned, taught, and how you began believing them is one very facinating subject. It will also help you realize that up until you hit approximately 21, you have a much easier ability to recondition that Mind you use. After that age you can still change your beliefs, its just harder as you are building a library of validations. You can learn more about this in some of the videos I have done as well as thousands of books out there on this subject.

Yes, you are an eternal consciousness, you are NOT separate from "God" or anyone or anything else. Mind (through the 5 senses) both imprisons you by making this illusion we call "reality" be very persistent, as well as liberates you because you are now in a state which uses and believes in duality. As an eternal conscious being, you are one with all there is. By coming into this physical experience we call life, we are afforded the opportunity to use our "separateness" to work on and improve ourselves by seeking the knowledge within.

Here is something I wrote to describe or encapsulate this "conscious experience" into an understandable string of words.

Imagine an Infinite Conscious Being playing infinite versions of a mental massively multiplayer role playing game in which IT utilizes infinite perspectives of ITSELF as characters IT cycles through infinite possible scenarios of ITSELF as individualized freewill of consciousness expressions under the delusion of duality and independent operation within an illusionary physical experience. Welcome to the Game of Life!

I hope that helps - all the best to you in your pursuits. Here is my YouTube Channel as well if you are interested, there may be some topics here that could help bring you along in understanding the dogmatic and theological teachings of organized religion as well as spiritual knowledge.

Danno1423 in Burst Of Energy
Recently while living in a 5th wheel trailor I experienced bursts of energy through lights.
First let me explain. I would be laying on the couch watching TV not fatigued or tired at all. ALMOST in an instant my body would quickly go numb and I felt very drained of energy as if something in the room was causing it. I would slowly see the light bulb fade and I would be put to sleep. THIS happened 4 or 5 times and it would always be quick I would be asleep each time for maybe 30 minutes tops and when I awoke the light bulbs in the trailor became so bright I thought they were going to burst and I would cover my face. I would awake scared and usually get out of the trailor and sit outside until my girlfriend came home from work.
I felt as if something was taking my energy and draining my body of it also causing the lights to go dim and then when I awoke the lights were so intense and bright it's like my energy was given back to me. STILL creeps me out when I think about it.
Reminds me of my dreams...

Before I sleep, God is always in my mind. In my dreams I am singing praise to the God almighty, I am singing Great is our God... How Great is our God... Sing to me How great is our God... Then I heard beautiful voices singing together with me. They are worshiping God... GOD is Great,mighty,,,,,,,,,Haleluiahhh! I woke up and cant't believe that I still heard them... What a beautiful voicE to be offer to the LORD almighty... God is so wonderful... I love him...

Still God still want us to seek him, only him and only him... For he will not share his glory with the angels... He is a jealous God... ❀
I remember being in kindergarten and going to a Christian school. We did dress up in costumes on Halloween, my mom dressed me like a red devil. When I got home, we had just moved into a home, I looked out our hallway and I saw a little red devil my size... But he was a costume. Never saw him again
.we just stared at each other a bit... The area was pretty spiritual tho... Could see and feel things. I often wonder if I'm meant to explore that side of spirituality.
Good story, but you should give credit where credit is due.
It was Jesus that saved you, not aumakua, and you should seek and thank Him.
Hello Carlie:

I wanted to chime in for a second. If I understood correctly, you asked God to show you a demon? Well, let me say as a person with the gift of clairvoyant dicernment that there are many questions I have. First, you doubted God. God is non denominational. Christians are not the only beings going to "heaven." Second, your doubt of God regardless of your denomination and asking this insidious question did not help your situation, butthat is not your fault. Here is how the other side (s) work. There is another dimension connected to the earth plane where human spirits go to work out their stuff, a redemption so to speak. No matter how much you pray, ask for forgiveness, or do good deeds this does not guarentee your ascension to higher planes. Next, the polarity paradigm does not exist. Theres no hell in fire or pearly white gates of heaven. What is there are many planes of spirits working on stuff to become one of God again. God is a divine spark in us all. He seeks for us all to reunite with him again. As for Jesus, he was a man connected to source (God) like many other profits, Jesus' in other religions, and people with the gift. He was not God incarnate. We are all God incarnate. Now, your actions in life cannot be prayed away, but guidance from the source will lead you down the right path. By questioning the source, you received your answer. If the being is cloaked, looks animal like, acts vicariously, causes intuitive negative emotions, and hurts you, heres a great suggestion. First, reclaim your space. God gave you free will. Tell him you got it and to guide you back to him. You don't need the bible or any other religious artifact for this. What you need is an unshakable connection to your higher self (spirit/soul) and ask God though you to command this being to leave now. Do not be sweet, caring, curious. You look right at it and from a place of serene calm you say" I humbly revoke what I said to God. The one true Godof pure light outaide of polarity dogma is my father, brother, source, whatever you want to say. Then say this God is redirecting you now, forever, and always from humility into the light. I say humility as it was probably humiliating. Whatever emotion is fine as long as it fits the situation you created. Since Jesus Christ was the best teacher, healer, and brother known to man and promised us that we can do great things trhough him and god and that we will do them greater and better is the go ahead for the final part. Now, you must remain unfearful. Fear is what feeds it along with negativity. You say: In the Name o Jesus Christ and or God, I revoke all energy I given to you right now, I no longer accept you in my home or life in any way whatsoever, and I command you to leave me forever through tje power of Jesus Christ. Thats it. You can light a white candle if you like when doing it. Certain crystals, rosaries, holy water, crucifixes, etc. Are good. I do not suggest you go crazy with them. By becoming too religious, obsessed with said stuff, and so on is fear driven and won't work. It needs to come from you, but get your mom in there too. You invited it in, kick its butt out. Just like a rude guest. Das boot out the door, window, wherever. Then get closer to god everyday and your vibrations will lift and you will be more protected. One more thing. Not all spirits are demons. There are human, loving animals, and others. The trick is dicernment. If it doesn't feel right, remove it even if it is cute. If its for your highest good, it will understand and be with you regardless as a true loving and compassionate companion. You set the rules, hun. Also, you might be open to spirit now. A lot of stuff will change, especially religious dogma. Find God, not what others tell you he is. Ask him to come to you for your highest good. Hes not judgemental. He didn't send this thing to you. You opened the door. No amount of bible study, religious artifacts, or materialistic stuff will ever work. It will work to keep you grounded as a tool only, not protect you. That comes from God, Jesus, and your connection with him. If you need further help, I know professionals whom deal with this more than I have. Message me.
AngelWithNoWings in God Held My Hand
This story really touched my heart, I believe some people do have healing powers, and if your destined to use them God will use you in this way, if he has other plans then fair in will come to fruition. Let your halo shine brightly in the lord.

-D 😊
Please email me I had the same occurrence happened to me as a young girl when I was living in Maryland and has been wanting me to this day I have so many questions please contact me beautyglow88 [at]
Oh how wonderful to read how you turned to Jesus for help. You really encouraged me. It's neat how we can be thankful for situations that used to freak us out. Thanks again for your uplifting story. Yahoo!
lifeshenanigans in Awakening? Advice?
I see your story was published a couple of years ago, so I hope you found some help.
In case you were still looking for some guidance: find a way to purchase some books, or listen to some youtube videos like Teal Swan or Gigi Young; or look up kundalini awakening, energy therapy.
The only way to make sure you wake up is to start working on yourself: start with learning about your intuition, learn about your higher self. Do some guided meditations (Michael Sealy on you tube is great) - those will guide you places that you will be able to find some answers in.
People around you will find their acceptance, but you first must believe in yourself.
Your story is a good one, Someone came through for you, that's awesome, although I have had my past share of experiences, I just don't feel recognized is how I call it, I myself have never been in the glory of the light, been seeking for all my life, been asking for help, declaring it, etc. But it hasn't come... The small things that arrive are just that small... Still making it the hard way, struggle of life, and very close to not believing in divine help anymore, it doesn't seem to bless me, no matter how good I intend, help others, suffer, it doesn't make a difference, no matter how much I fast, attend or not attend church, it makes no difference. I often question, why suffering? Havent I been good enough? Peace it be, joni
joni437 in Healing Feeling
I can relate & help you to understand the white horses... For example, katy perry is said to ride a spiritual white horse, bc she has her own name to her claim to fame over her life, independent about it for the most part, no band, just her. Anyways, I learned about spiritual horses years ago, white to me represents clairity of a goal, etc. There are so many things in the spiritual realm to mention, try googling them, so many people are experiencing the same things. The number 7, think of it like the 7 days of creationism... But spanned into 7 years, this timing is allowing you to create your life. The stardust swirling on the side of you, is awesome, never got that. But from my readings I can suggest it means you will rise to be a star. Also try watching Katy perrys 'firework' video, these are actual things happening to people, the bursting open of their chakras, I can attest to it, my third eye chakra light burst a white light from my forehead years ago, a super wow experience for me, along with a slew of sights I really never inclined myself to see, then it calmed down after awhile & turned into exactly what I would deem acceptable to myself, thank goodness, thank love. Hope this helps you, peace it be...joni
Hi Lisa, don't ask me why I am compelled after so long off reading this site that I came here tonite, but I am here, drawn to your story, I too had a out of body experience too, but nothing to do with anything near your situation, I was actually asleep in my waterbed with my husband, loved life, & was young. I can only think that somehow when we have these experiences that for some reason we are ready to explore the very personal question of life, if we make it far enough out the door I am told by others who experience this, we can actually ask what we seek & it is given to us. Whatever the reason for all this spiritual saga of life, I know we must speak life & goodness over situations, we must command it, I once was told 'In perfect love, there is no fear" Please try to feel this with every cell of your body, for yourself, your daughter, all the things that can be raised to fix themselves for their higher goods, that is the only thing that has saved me so much as to speak volumes over my own life... Sometimes the universe is very kind... I am. Love, comfort & healing to you & your family & situations...Joni
The thing people fail to remember is that animals were created first and were established as our helpers. If the spirit of an animal visits you and you have a deep rooted connection to your cultural beliefs, and the animal did not appear in a blasphamous way that must be the only way that God the Father can communicate with your spirit. I have had many experiences that led me to the understanding that everything happens for a reason. There are many animals that are considered to be clean and divine in nature and those animals that are clean do nothing but serve their purpose. Sacred animals are referred to in many scriptures because they do nothing but serve there purpose given to them by God the Father and to him they give praise. One has to remember God the Father cannot dwell where there is that is why he uses the spirit of specific servents to communicate with us so that we may have wisdom and understanding of all that is around us.
I am the real daughter. Thank you for your kind words. They have a bigger impact on my life and journey than you realize and I will forever be grateful to you and your ability to reach me with words.
MMonday01, Yes, I can definitely relate to your experience! I often times think of how crazy all of this is... That these beautiful supernatural experiences of the Holy Spirit are really happening to people like us, today, for real! The stories from the Bible and other Holy Texts are indeed based on real stories, real life events that do happen!

It's beautiful and scary when it effects the airway though, huh? I wonder if it relates somehow to Holy Spirit making room for Himself... Or is it some type of purging to prepare our body for His Presence?

I would love to hear more from your thoughts/experiences! Not sure if you can message me from my contact info? Much Love, S 😁
I know it's been a few months since your post... I just wanted to say thank you for your beautiful words. I wish you the best on your journey. If I can ever help in future, please let me know! Much love always, S
Wow! Thank you for sharing your conversion experience! Your words give me great comfort & joy... And yes, I believe you HAVE been reborn through the Gift of the Holy Spirit... Totally transformed through His Grace, Love and Light. My own conversion experience started in the Spring of 2010... And still continues to this day... My advice is to continue to yield to His Will... And be very, very patient... Spending lots and lots of time meditating and in prayer... Remember there may be many twists & turns, but with patience, and total love and belief in His Will... You will continue to grow closer to Him as He is inside you now... And your relationship will continue to grow stronger and deeper. Eternal life with Him is worth everything we must give up here on Earth. Everything! You may be interested in - St. Teresa of Avila (great description of conversion process to 7 Mansions/Stages) and St. John Bosco. In Much Love Always, S ❀
This happens too where my mouth is opened by an external force and I feel the spirit go inside me. My insides are being squeezed. I become weak and fall to the floor, muscles contracting. I roll into a ball on the floor. But I don't allow bad spirits into me, I made it clear that only Jesus and the Holy Spirit have open access to me. None of the above items ever hurt, in fact, it was rather gentle. The intensity is so strong that it makes my cry tears. But I'm in joy, not pain.
I can attest to what others have shared. My life is going through a major transformation, in almost every way. Several months ago I started experiencing intense and yet intimate experiences with Jesus and with the Holy Spirit. Out of despondency and being suicidal, I turned to Jesus and I began to feel the Spirit move within me. It was a burning fire inside, and yet it was the most wonderful feeling I had ever experienced. My experiences continue along a journey with Spirit. I pray to Jesus and the HS to purge anything that would block them from being inside of me. And it has worked.

I used to drink a little more than moderation and it was due to my coping with a bad situation. The voice told me to get rid of it, I didn't need it anymore. I followed the orders and I've never needed to have anything since. It was as quick as throwing a light switch!

Last night my mediation became very intense. I continue to ask Jesus and the HS to work in me and to make me pure. I prayed to them to not deny me repeatedly. Then it came. My mouth was forced open and my insides were being pushed and squeezed, almost like one was heaving, but I wasn't sick. I was on my knees and fell to the floor. My muscles were contracting all over my body. It happened several times. I could feel him inside me. I later sat up but was gently pushed back down again. Later I finally got a drink of water and went back to my room. It happened once again. My mouth would be opened and the air in my lungs would be pushed out. But I wasn't in any harm. I didn't feel any fear. I made sure that no bad spirits had access to me. Only the Holy Spirit is allowed to dwell in me. Jesus protects me from the bad spirits.
WindWalker in A Sense Of Difference
I also have always known that I'm differant then most other people.
I'm also an empath as well as a seer too.
People seem to notice that I'm differant. Over the years many people have said things like "there is something big or special about you. You have been chosen for something big " (whatever that is)
I'm not young anymore so if I'm sopposed to do something big it seems like I should be doing it now. Maybe I already am? I dunno.
I was born with the ability to see demons and other things.
It terrified me as a child making me freeze not speaking or moving. It's hard to describe if one hasn't experienced it. The evilness that demons have seems to steam off of them like a gas that causes complete total paralysis to the humans that can see them. They omit a foul stench sometimes.

I told my Mom about it and she taught me how to use the name of Jesus to make the demons leave. It worked.

Anyways it scared me a lot seeing them so somewhere in my teens or early 20s I asked God to please take the ability to see them all the time away and He did.
I still feel and smell them and sometimes get a glimpse of them but not like it used to be.
Im much older and wiser now and I have often looked back and wondered if it was wrong of me to ask God to take that ability away because now as a grown up perhaps I could have used that ability to help others. For examples if I could still see the demons it would help me realize why some people are being afflicted with illness and so on because if I saw a demon around them I would know how to pray for them or how to use Jesus name to chase the demons off of the person.
I told God I'm willing to use the "gift" if He gives it back but I admitted that I would need guidance and teaching and the strength to endure and know what to do.
So far the gift hasn't been fully restored.
But when I turn it on I very often see into the spiritual world via what some call the 3rd eye or inner mind. It is lot less scary seeing things that way verses seeing them right there in full view in the same room as us.
They all look different. Some don't have a body that defines how they look. Some are shapes, dark cloudy blobs and shadows.
In my experience only Jesus has been strong enough to help me and chase off the demons.
I have had this experience recently and am so happy to read some one elses experience in the exact words that I would have used. That loving feeling is simply amazing. Was my first awakening experience and it was intense. I had no revelation/message with it I don't think, or I was too preoccupied trying to just feel the feeling and not lose it. I did have a message with another vibration though, the vibration wasn't an intense love feeling though, and the message was regarding the universe rather than life on earth. I wonder if the original poster has had any more experiences like this.
I believe that the vibration is your energy connecting with the energy of the universe. I'm still working on this one though:) I have had a full body vibration that lasted 15 - 30 minutes. And a 1/2 body (heart chakra up) vibration that lasted 5 - 10 minutes. I get minor vibrations at other times, like when listening to music that seems to be right with my mood, or seeing something beautiful in nature. It is different for me each time though. The long one was accompanied by an intense feeling of love and happiness and bright yellow and pink wire type energy (sorry that one is really hard to describe properly). The 2nd one was accompanied by thoughts of the universe which were like revelations. Like I was being shown the truth of where all this energy comes from, why we are here, other civilisations in other galaxies and their relation and differences to us and how we are not seperate from each other. And the minor ones are just an overwhelming happiness or oneness. I believe you can activate this vibration easily by using creative visualisation / the law of attraction (which is how I did it the first time by accident) so when you use the law of attraction you imagine the feelings you would have recieving whatever it is you are attracting, and for me the feelings were very strong heart related feelings, very emotional, and gratitude. If you can keep your heart pumping out these amazing feelings consistently to the universe then I think it causes you to tune your energy in to the universe, which causes the vibration. Meditation or heart chakra excersises might also work but I have not been able to concentrate enough to do them.
I have been going through this recently. I completely understand and can relate to all you have said here! I hope this has all continued for you, I would love to hear how life has been for you since then.

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