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Hi,
Thanks for sharing.
Habitual ego consciousness sees Spirit or Awareness as a dream.
Awareness or Spirit sees the physical world as a dream.
Your Soul is the most profound identity interconnecting all dimensions of being, and the subtle intelligence that provides human life with meaning and purpose.
In peace,
JH
Hello Markolo,

What you experienced was a flash of enlightenment, a taster which leaves you with an expanded consciousness. There are many such levels and names of these heightened states such as Samadhi and Satori. Life seems to be a continuous lesson to find oneself, and when you find your self, you find all others. As for enlightenment, no levels exist, you are or you aren't, and if you are, the question won't arise.

In peace,
JH
Don't worry Belen, this is perfecty normal. The Soul has amazing ways of expressing unconditional love, and mediumistic type abilities is one of them. Practice meditating on a candle and don't let your mind wander. There's sure to be more to come. In peace, JH.
Don't worry. You appear to be experiencing spiritual energy or kundalini. Try to keep grounded, focus on your breath and never forget what is happening to you has happened to many thousands of people. Carry on searching for your soul, and you will get there. In peace, JH.
Chris rains (guest) in Feeling Of Complete Peace
I had the same feeling and it only lasted for like 15 minutes. It was absolutely beautiful and peaceful and I asked God if I could feel that again
KKA (guest) in Full Body Vibrations
I am from India.
I am experiencing this "vibrating experience" since last 30 years. I read many spiritual books but never came across this type of experience. I understand this is something unique which is not mentioned in the books or formally written or reported.
More research on this, may open new dimensions to the world.
I suggest to make a whatsapp group to bring and consolidate such people together discuss their experiences.
If agree, please let me know.
Another experience. When I was still drinking heavily one day, a guy that I'd recently met invited me to his house for thanksgiving. I went and asked him to get me a 40 ounce of beer. As he cooked dinner, I sat there and drank the whole thing and noticed that he had buddhist pray box on his wall. I had learned the chant Nyam Myoho Renge Kyo, so I started chanting it over and over until I could hear my voice get deeper and deeper. Next thing I knew I was like an infant child lying on my left side in a fetal position in a dome of light. Everything about the light was filled with perfect love as though I was being held in the arms of God. My friend said that he put me to bed. I guess he thought I had passed out and I woke up the next morning. I believe that was the beginning of my spiritual awakening because I started receiving the Holy Spirit within the following months. This might seem unusual to some, but I learned that alcoholics heal by hitting bottom or through spiritual awakenings. God worked closely with me and I am very humbled and grateful that he did. Of course the saying goes "The same visible God is the same invisible God" so I don't discuss it that much because of the condescending looks or responses you get sometimes. Sounds crazy to those that haven't had the experiences yet and I understand that it would. But one day... All will understand.
Later in life, I remembered a dream that I had at three years of age. It was at night and I was laying on the ground with the moon above and I was extremely angry and fussing and cussing at these two blackened shadows that I could see leaving. I wanted to get up and get revenge, as though they had killed me but my body would not move and I felt trapped inside. Then I felt my soul being lifted up and released from my body. It was a feeling of total peace. I knew I was in God's hands. Later in life at the age of seven years old my friends and I played a game that would cause you to lose consciousness. You would stand in front of someone, hold you're breath and they would put their arms around you're stomach and squeeze. I went down and was out, however, I was floating above the scene looking at my friends slap me and faintly hearing scream for me to wake up. All I remember is the perfect peaceful feeling. No heaviness of the body. Later in life I had a horrific alcohol and drug problem. I tried programs and nothing worked until I received the Holy Spirit. The first time, I had gotten out of jail for being drunk in public and did my usual number of asking people for change, but on that day, absolutely everyone said no. I continued on toward a popular lake in the middle of a major city and sat there feeling sorry for myself until I heard on a nearby person's radio that President Bush, Sr. Had eased up the immigration policy for Mexicans to enter the U.S. That was the year some Mexicans were left to suffocate on a train by some people they trusted to bring them into the U.S., I was pretty drunk usually but I had heard about it. So that month I was protest drinking and when I heard the news on the radio, I got off of my own problems and was happy for the Mexicans being able to enter and in that split second, God poured the Holy Spirit. I saw the world as He created it is still in His perfect peace. That all things are connected to Him in perfect peace. It took another couple of months for me to realize that I couldn't get that kind of high again from alcohol or drugs, so I went to a treatment program AA? NA for the very last time. I went long term, six months to a year. After I left the program I went to live with my mother and continued in business school. One day after school, I was standing on a busy street corner downtown with nothing in particular on my mind, waiting for the bus. God poured His Holy Spirit again. This time I saw what I describe as a sort of umbilical cord connected to each person from God above. I liken it to this, just to give you a visual, the sun with individual rays shining on the earth. Each person having they're own ray. Then back to downtown and the bus came. As before when I received the Holy Spirit and was shown these things all I could do was behold with tears in my eyes. The third time I received the Holy Spirit was when I had gotten out of school for the day and I had severe premenstrual syndrome and was tired and grouchy. Real grouchy. When I got home all I wanted to do was lay down, but my mother wanted me to go to the grocery store, so I grouchily hopped in her car and grouchily drove to the store and got what she wanted and grouchily headed back home. When I got to a stop light underneath a major highway bridge, I was angry at the way traffic was, even mad at the way a bus was turning when the Lord poured his Holy Spirit again. This time I was by the same lake, but on the other side of it and in the car. All the anger left me and again I saw the world in God's peace.
I was the victim of premeditated murder. Over a period of 14 months, I have experienced exactly 7 encounters with the men hired to kill me. I never knew at any given time what they were planning for me, but I was being warned by a young 14 year old boy who knew everything before me. It's a long tragic story, but around the second assassination attempt, I was actually saved by a local police officer who knew my fate that night coming. He placed me in a local hospital as all he could do to help me. I was scared to death, I was paralyzed with fear after having dodged the first attempt and after had receiving over 1,000 death threats. I slept for once in 3 days being traumatized and before the second I woke up, I heard my Guardian Angel's voice singing to me in my sleep. I didn't know what this sound was at all until the second and third time I heard it being a total of 3 times I've heard these Heavenly voice (s) in my sleep. His voice... It brings tears to my eyes. It was protective, Holy, sweet, gentle, kind, caring, merciful, pure, loving, supernatural, and so many other things that words cannot portray. It was a different language the Angel spoke or sang to me... But, it felt like I could understand it. It sounded like vocal rock music, but there was no instruments. He was screaming a BEAUTIFUL song not of this world in my ear. I think this is what he sung, "Behold an Angel!" I awoken suddenly and opened my eyes quickly after the sound blasted in my ear. There was a nurse standing over me when I looked up. She said "Joseph, wake up, it's time for breakfast." I was still paralyzed in fear from what almost happened to me the few days before. I disregarded what I heard really thinking nothing of it until I heard it the second time. I got out of the hospital 14 days later and another kill sqaud was sent after me 6 days later. The little boy warned me again that they were coming for me in the night. I was suffering in fear again. But I was arrested on the same day for an earlier incident weeks before concerning my mother. Again, now in the jail cell during my sleep, the same voice of this Angel was sung to me. I couldn't hear it very well this time. But, it felt like he was flying away calling after me. His voice was soft as a whisper, but it was ever more so protecting. It was Angel I knew after that moment, no doubt in my mind. A third time I heard a choir of Angels this last time was on August 27, 2019. I was still incarcerated, but another sleep stage occurred that night involving these Heavenly Beings. I heard a choir what sounded like children singing. It was magnificent. I later learned that Angels are messengers of God who deliver God's messages. God gives the message to the Angels and the Angels pass the message to me and which I now pass over to you. God bless!
Vikkih32 (guest) in Finding Four-leaf Clovers
I had a very similar experience but as a child. My father showed me a four leaf clover that was kept in an encyclopedia at my grandparent's house. I remember finding that very cool and wanted to find one. Every time I walked on grass I looked. One day, as I was walking home from school I found 10. I kept one and gave the rest away. I didn't preserve my clover well unfortunately 🙃
I had posted this just now without an account but I feel like I need to be logged in to get the most out of my post.

I'm not sure if anyone is following this thread anymore, but I have my own experience to tell of this figure.

I was 6 years old living with my mom and brother in the deep woods of Kentucky. First a bunch of weird things started happening. The house we lived in was incomplete, it didn't even have indoor plumbing. So we had an outhouse behind our house up the hill. I went to go pee and saw a gigantic bear looking thing with half it's body in the outhouse. It was about twice as large as the outhouse itself and covered in weird black fur. My brother went looking for any sign of bears on our property. He found nothing.

Some time after that we had a garden where it rained in a perfect square on the garden. Shortly after that it was raining torrentially and a wild cat was screaming and clawing at the door... At least that's what my brother and mom said it was. The main event though was either before or after that (I was six anyhow) and was drawing a nightscape with my cousin... For some reason he told me to draw the stars differently... With two inverse triangles. I remember a strange run down barn... That seems significant though I can't remember.

Shortly after that I was for some reason in a weird backwoods church where they had a tank full of snakes. I became OBSESSED with the star... Drawing it everywhere I could. One night I was sleeping in my bed and woke up in the middle of the night paralyzed. I looked to my right and saw a black figure standing in the middle of my room, just standing there. It was full dark in the room and it didn't appear as a shadow but blacker than black as if it were pasted on top of the shadows. Last thing I remember that night was the covers being ripped off of me.

The next morning I walked into the living room and my mom was sitting on the couch. She immediately ran up to me and gave me a hug as if she knew what happened. I smiled and told her " everything is okay mommy". I never felt fear during my visit... That came later when I tried to understand it.

I have other experiences and I believe this figure was trying to protect me and gave me insights in my life afterward. But there was something else evil in those woods.

I have an idea due to some research that I actually met the archangel Metatron.
Joshua (guest) in My Black Guardian Angel
I'm not sure if anyone is following this thread anymore, but I have my own experience to tell of this figure. I was 6 years old living with my mom and brother in the deep woods of Kentucky. First a bunch of weird things started happening. The house we lived in was incomplete, it didn't even have indoor plumbing. So we had an outhouse behind our house up the hill. I went to go pee and saw a gigantic bear looking thing with half it's body in the outhouse. It was about twice as large as the outhouse itself and covered in weird black fur. My brother went looking for any sign of bears on our property. He found nothing. Some time after that we had a garden where it rained in a perfect square on the garden. Shortly after that it was raining torrentially and a wild cat was screaming and clawing at the door... At least that's what my brother and mom said it was. The main event though was either before or after that (I was six anyhow) and was drawing a nightscape with my cousin... For some reason he told me to draw the stars differently... With two inverse triangles. I remember a strange run down barn... That seems significant though I can't remember. Shortly after that I was for some reason in a weird backwoods church where they had a tank full of snakes. I became OBSESSED with the star... Drawing it everywhere I could. One night I was sleeping in my bed and woke up in the middle of the night paralyzed. I looked to my right and saw a black figure standing in the middle of my room, just standing there. It was full dark in the room and it didn't appear as a shadow but blacker than black as if it were pasted on top of the shadows. Last thing I remember that night was the covers being ripped off of me. The next morning I walked into the living room and my mom was sitting on the couch. She immediately ran up to me and gave me a hug as if she knew what happened. I smiled and told her " everything is okay mommy". I never felt fear during my visit... That came later when I tried to understand it.
Just Jon (guest) in Direct Contact With God
Hi every one! That is so cool, and awesome! God tends to wait for us to be ready. Especialy' when we reach a point of low and desperation. I had shrugged the idea of God off, because I was scared of the tediouse responsibility, and judgement. He found me hurt and ashamed. That is when the proof came. I was over. Just lost. Nobody but me. He talked to me, in ANY text I picked up. No science or proof will make you ready for his love. It will hit you like a wave, and you will cry... He/She/It loves you so dear! We STILL talk' mysterious indeed. I LOVE YOU ALL!
The experience I'm about to share with you was one of the most incredible, yet terrifying encounters, I have ever endured.

I remember that my eyes just opened & I was awake. Just like that.
I can't ever recall having awoken like this before.
Usually before my eyes open, I am aware I am waking up & don't want to open my eyes just yet, as I ease into waking up. My mind thinks about my waking up & I might groan a little as my body slowly starts to move...
...ya know, waking up.

This particular morning, I was NOT aware in any way that I was waking up.
My eyes just opened & I was awake.
I didn't move or make a sound as my mind acknowledged my instant awakening.
I don't know if I couldn't or just didn't.

Across the room was this presence that didn't have any particular shape or form to it, but it was thick in consistency & white in color. It was just hovering right in front of the television, (and this is REALLY going to sound even crazier), but it seemed to be communicating through it to something or someone.
Though it did not have shape to show where its extremities would be, it most certainly turned & looked at me the VERY second my eyes opened. I mean INSTANTLY!
I don't know how it knew my eyes opened, BUT IT KNEW!
It all happened SO fast.
My eyes opened.
It whipped around & locked eyes with me as it shimmered right at me... (yes shimmered, not floated or flew, but shimmered across the room)...with such incredible speed, then without ANY hesitation at all, it went INSIDE OF ME!
I felt this coldness behind my eyes as I felt it LITERALLY re-adjust its sight to look out of my eyes. The left eye didn't seem to catch right away. I felt it struggling to connect the vision through my left eye & it was blurry a few seconds, before it adjusted.
I sat straight up & grabbed my face.
I heard myself cry out.

I cannot describe the feeling that came over me.
Something was inside of my body with me!
I felt fear... But I also felt excitement.
Somehow, I knew it was either a part of me always, or for a very long time at this point. I could feel the concern it felt for my having caught it outside of my body & that I was now aware of its presence within me.

I don't know if it was my own soul, if I have a wondering soul & a body soul... Ooorrr if it hijacked me when I had flatlined years back & the doctors called it, wrote down my time of death, covered me up & walked out of the room before I suddenly sat up & gasped to breathe.

For about 4 years prior to this
Particular experience, I would find myself suddenly aware I was standing in front of the mirror, sometimes for 8-9 hours at a time.
At times, I would be completely UNAWARE of where I was or that any time had passed, just standing there staring straight into my own eyes in the mirror.
At other times, I felt completely AWARE
That I was frozen in a paralyzed state, standing there unable to take control of myself, but could feel another consciousnesses inside me that had taken control.

At first, I was terrified when it would happen.
Then, I started seeing what it saw when it would send me into a vegetative state.
It opened the universe for me & changed my world forever.
After awhile, I began to have wisdom, knowledge & memories that I hadn't obtained myself.
I would go to bed at night & at times awaken sitting in my chair in my living room, at the kitchen table and one time even on my kitchen countertop. Each time I would awaken in a strange place, I would be writing pages upon pages upon pages that I didn't have any memory writing, or understanding to why I would write the things I was writing.
By the time I stopped having these spells I had filled 27 notebooks front and back of each page cover to cover.
It is some of the most profound writings, full of experience & wisdom.
There are 2 publishing companies wanting me to publish it with them, believing that it's just the beginning of much much more.

I now, not only feel, but KNOW there is more than myself looking back at me from the mirror. I don't understand the how or why... But I now accept the who within me.
I was also touched by my father my Lord and savior whom I would die 4.I was touched by my father on my right shoulder with is right hand. Over 20 years ago. It was the most beautiful feeling you could ever imagine in the world. And I jumped up and he was telling me a lot of things. Some of the things he was telling me. Don't worry about nothing, happy and many others things. Everybody thought I was crazy but it was real. Keep your faith don't never ever loose your faith. God is all love, may God bless everyone.
David Calvert (guest) in Finding Four-leaf Clovers
I have 8 total one a guy in prison was able to find them very easily and gave me one I got out and was doing good I got it tattood on my neck then the others I found over time which when I was at 7 clovers I got this book from the library and one day two clovers fell out which gave me 9 I actually did out one back bc I didn't want to feel greedy myself so I passed that luck onto someone else and I have a thing with 9 to.
Omar (guest) in White Light Experience
One night I was sitting in dining room. And the room lit up. When I tried to turn around to see where it was coming from. I noticed I couldn't move like something was weighing me down. After a few seconds the room dimmed and the heavinees lifted off me. I leaped off my chair and said out loud to myself."What the f*#k was that"?! I ran into the bedroom and told my friend what had just happened.
J.A.D (guest) in Hearing And Seeing Demons
When I was a small child I used to constantly think I saw my brother who is 2 years older. He would be behind me or running passed me, then he would disappear. It would turn out that either he was in another room or not home. One day I saw a figure dressed in a black grim reaper looking robe with hood. He had my brothers face and child size. I looked away thinking it was my mind playing tricks on me then it was right next to me with a creepy smile. I just looked away and ignored it until it went. I had many instances where I thought I saw or felt things throughout my life. Sometimes not creepy, but I felt in my spirit that I shouldn't engage with whatever it was. Other times people, places and things have felt so wrong that it would make me nauseous, and give me the sense to flee, or rid myself of the object.
Paulina (guest) in Fluttering Angel
I love this story... And your growth. Wondering if you had more of these lovely experiences since:)
In 2014, I dreamt that I was kneeling before a man, and washing his feet. I tried looking up but was almost blinded. I could not see the man, just the most perfect light I had ever seen. I woke up missing what I knew to be Him, a longing that I cannot quite shake.
zbarsworld in Brilliant White Light
I'm now 70. When I was 20 or so I was having an intense conversation with a friend about how we had arrived at that particular moment in time (we were in the midst of a spiritual retreat). As we both spoke about our lives as a process that led us to that particular moment we started to recall various connections and events and the words between us began to tumble forth at an amazing speed. Suddenly an indescribable energy in the form of brilliant white light enveloped us and passed between our eyes. I can't explain how long this continued. As this was occurring his brother opened the door and asked us be what was going on. This broke the experience and we began to laugh as we were unsure what had occurred. As soon as his brother left the room we discussed what had happened and found our experiences were identical. Over the years he had a few similar experiences and I did too, although my two other experiences were while dreaming. Both other times involved intense spiritual content. In fact one of the dreams also involved a rather incredible instance of synchronicity.
Well, for my case it has been happening since I was sixteen... Am now 20... The very 1st time it was terrifying but as it kept on happening... I wasn't scared anymore... Am a christian and I tried talking to pastors about it though they gave me answers I felt were not satsifying... Told my friends about it but no one could believe me, they thought I was over watching movies... Anyways if there any specific reasons as to why it happens I would love to know...
I wanted to see if you saw the same thing as me. I went through a black hole and it turned into white hole on the other side there were trillions of them white holes and I crossed trillions of them in about 20 minutes.

I didn't cross all of them. About 10%, it looked like half at the time but at most it was 10%, or about 50000 trillion universes is the size of the multiverse

Before you get to the first source

Then the first source leads you to the other multiverses, it's kind of factories like that. It takes about 80 human years to get to the places where the multiple sources meet

If you do that

There will be people they try and take this from you, at most they can get a timeline amalgam, its powerful but it's only horizontal power. It leads to cheap parlour tricks looks like power but they are stuck earth spirits or aliens of second false heaven

To get to true heaven you gotta leave the multiverse completely

Gotta leave all the sources
Theres 50000 trillion sources which are behind each multiverse

So it's a long way away

No person alive has ever done it

People who say I am God are merely just picking up their bigger than they thought

And if you rely on cheap tricks you rely on hurting other people, your karma is bad, even if the energy is good because you hurt another to get there

That's how "they" keep us here "they" make us feel alone through pain then "they" pull us back together again, then "they" rely on faulty software between individuals to cross over and create problems and then they allow those with bad karma to feel more power and justification for their wrong side business by encouraging them to stuff around with others

So if you see a powerful being who didmt stiff others around or at least tried not to, they earned it. Those that stuffed them around never will.

There is no price you can pay that stones for the theft of a soul for example

They just know tricks

So u watch out because between those layers there's infinities and that means the they are there

You see JC as your guide? Cool I hope it was actually him
Anon (guest) in Am I Descending?
Just be glad it was just one "shaman" and not half a dozen or so sorcerers taking turns and pieces and torturing you whilst also calling you good things.

You try and fight all of them at once while going through the hell realms for their crimes and then they still try to infect you with bad things still gangstalk you still do cruel things both in spirit and flesh

AFTER
You had left them gone for a year
AND
You were nice to them and healed them
AND
You're dealing with the other worldly entities as well

If you can do that without a drop of booze or weed
I'll call you my equal

If you can do that, and get everything back without a drop of blood shed, or them using gangstalking to defame your name and accuse you of things they are doing (defaming and backstabbing each other for starters)

Then I will call you a saint
JoanGarcia (guest) in Extremely Bright Light
Aside from I was visited by God in Dreams, I also experience same thing of your Bright light experience. I can't remember the year anymore but as far as I remember, I think it was between year 2011-2013. By that year I can say that was the worst part of my Life. Like You i'm also like a God's child that at young age I love going to any religious gatherings whenever it is Born Again or a Catholic. I also had a bad childhood experience like I've been molested, rejected and humiliated by my own love ones etc. But after all, i've been more closest to God. In present My Family Life now is Struggling but My Faith in God was really there, He always help me realize the importance and Meaning of Life. I feel and appreciate his Greatest Love on Us. Like you, that bright light experience was behind my mind for years but now after i've red this story of your's I was brightened up, and Feel blessed because I think i'm a special God's Child. 😍😍😍
I have also experienced this it happened to me while I was awake but I was extremely malnourished and tired. So I was weak therefore easily manipulated. I saw my soul taken from my body as I was singing a gospel song in front of my mirror. And I am a Christian. I was so scared when I saw myself choking out my soul. I was terrified I didn't know what was going on. It's been 2 weeks now since I haven't had my soul and I want to proclaim it. I also feel like my body changed visually and physically. Not in the same shape and don't have much stamina and strength like before. And my mind isn't so strong
In my dream I was watching p0rn, then two women knocked on the door, I turned off the T.V. Before they enter. One said her name was Bruna and the other one Clara, they told me that it was time for me to know the truth and that they would help me in this adventure, they suggested I have to use the light to find answers (I thought when they said, they were talking about enlightenment). After meeting both of them, I was alone and could not see anything anymore, then I thought I was wasting my time in that hotel room.
Suddenly a voice told me: "120 years ago a family was born, their child will bear the chosen one". It also said: "I would decide to be the chosen one, that it was my choice, that every good action during my life would make me become the chosen one". Then this voice was imperative and said! "RISE A GREAT MAN!".
I woke up 5:30 A.M. In the morning today, and every infinitesimal decision I am doing it right in my life again just like I used to do until 24 years old, I do the best I can in everything I do to accomplish my life dream and change the world.

Regards.

I would love to hear this voice giving me more advice again, I was feeling terrible in this lockdown and this kick was incredible.
Dee (guest) in The Silver Fox
Why else would I, a true believer in Jesus, thus Father, Son, Holy Spirit, research animal spirit guide? I too had a very unique and only witnessed by me, experience. This was in the early 90's yet it remains vivid. Silver Fox, truly silver, not black and silver, illuminated by street lights, in a 3 way intersection in a western state, early a.m. Mine was the only car at that intersection.
KimmySue (guest) in My Black Guardian Angel
I was outside waiting to see a metorshower at 11 p.m when I seen a shadow above me with large black wings he was so graceful and I could feel the wind on my face from his wings it was a general warm breeze. I kind of panicked and walked fast into the house. After I got in the house I realized this might have been my deceased love and felt sad I left so soon. I went outside the next several nights at the same time hoping I would set him again but have not. I know what I saw was real, I'm just not sure what it was or who it was or what they wanted. I wish I knew 😔
two years ago I was diagnosed with depression. Last year I overdosed and my heart stopped beating 5 times, every time my heart stopped beating I just saw a man in a black robe, my grandmother said it was the angel of death coming to tell me that Jesus will be giving me another chance in life. I've changed my approach towards life ever since then and have been devoted to living a healthy and religious life.
few years ago (guest) in I Saw The Light Of God
04:30 to 05:00 am I Saw the light of God, and me I called it the presence of God cause I prayed for about few weeks to see him and I was scared when I saw the light cause I tried to remove the blanket I covered myself with it as I saw through it and I could see through it like it's not there brighter than the sun's brightens and real like seriously real cause I saw everything through my thick blanket and that was the revelation for me to lot's of things; I am not alone, there's nothing hidden from God even in complete darkness, God is the light, and God loves us even thou we test him like we are little kids sometimes and yes we are kids but the one's that wants to see prove of everything first or else they'll find it hard to believe that something exists, and that's true when Jesus said you of little faith you'll look for signs and you'll find none, and God said my people perish for lacking knowledge and even thou he gives us one we reject it cause sometimes we let earthly things to prove it otherwise against our own faith in God that we once knew it before within us that he exists and still took the wisdom of the world that we don't even know where it comes from and rejects his cause just we tend to have a little faith in him and work really hard in vain before we can get it together again that his love remains though earthly beings passes with them when their gone and his lovevremains in the midst of our faithlesness he still lifts us up and we think of any logical sense and not see that it's God's hands through his grace that he helped you anyway regardless of the fact that he knows that you chose walking in darkness not intentionally but you can see you are in dark but still walk in it.
Last year I made a choice that despite of everything happening between the people around me and I meet I'll love them with the pains their hurting me with and God will heal me for their sake and make me whole again and continue to love them more just like my father. Cause I believe that a son will do just like his father if his father loves unconditionally his son will look up to his father as his hero is his father "God". So when I'm stuck or heartbroken I ask myself what would my hero (God) do if he was me? If they've hurt me I'll forgive them for my father would have done the same and prayer to God for peace and more love like the way he loves us, so that he can give me wisdom to love the way he loves not the way the world loves for there's no proper love here especially the one that brings hurts and pain to no forgiveness and hatred and separations and at the to no life at all. Where we ended up living in the cities of the world of no hope where no greetings of people in the street is normalised and crime is for the police to handle but it affects us more than the police and call it... Love.

Love Concours everything, for love brings peace and it's patient and it gives without any reproach. Love its generous, if you are hurt "love more" and you'll find peace and complete happiness in your life than running away and think where you are going you'll not get hurt. Never be afraid to love wholeheartedly. But don't trust anyone for once you build everything ungodly on trust you'll never find peace because trust is easily broken than love but love is strong... Trust one thing in this world, God... God only and pray to him to give you strength to love the way he loves and wisdom to understand and see it.
For God is the light and where there's light that's where many beautiful things will be found and happen and not in the ways of walking in darkness and the leaning of your own great will in this cold world it'll break you down and humble you until you give in like those who lost hope.
Strangely enough I have endednup on this thread after meditating a few years ago. I was farely unbalanced and the room seemed to shift from side to side like a rocking ship as I opened my eyes. I saw a floating white head with a black black hood almost but just a head. Floating in like head swaying motion towards me.

Honestly I thought I was seeing things but my body let me know. My hairs stood up and my heart jumped oht of my mouth. I ran away and I returned it was gone. I can't seem to get much verbatim on this. Still reading into shadow beings but I spent most of my time calling this thing voldermort so would love to get an idea of what it was.
Elena (guest) in Extremely Bright Light
I'm 16 now and I've seen the bright white light in my room when I was little. My older brother was at his friends house and my little brother was sleeping next to me. I woke up in the middle of the night and there was that big thick bright light in front of the bed. I also felt really hot but it could've been the covers I don't know. I remember pinching my little bro to wake up but he didn't (cause he's a heavy sleeper). The light freaked me tf out so I just put the covers over my head and tried to go to sleep. It was hella bright. That's only one of my many experiences.:) spirits, ghosts, souls whatever you want to call them are very real.
Something similar hapened to me a year ago. I'm part of the LGBT+ community and I remember being angry at God for saying hateful things about gay people. I remember lying on a bed and in this house I was living in at the time there was strange things happening every day. I am agnostic and I couldn't explain what was happening in my home at the time. So I was lying on a bed and I suddenly hear angels singing. Male voices in a beautiful harmony. Very beautiful. But no one was in the room with me and there was no way someone played the angels singing. They sounded so close to me. I couldn't understand what they were saying but then I was so scared I screamed to my brothers to see if they were hearing what I was hearing. One of my brothers entered the room and it stopped. They said they hadn't heard anything from the other room.
I don't go to church nor I have any desire on going to one, but this just happened to me on my dreams... Suddenly I was on a white sandy beach and it was empty and there was a small little canoe and suddenly someone told me I,m real and I came and I will show you that I'm real and suddenly I saw my self sleeping in my bed and felt like my soul was leaving my body and I felt super super good, there was no pain at all and in the dream I realize I was dying and I said, no no no no but regretting it at the same time because I was feeling really good... So I woke up with wittery eyes and very anxious... This is my hotmail, if anybody knows what that means... Thanks ovicruz06 [at] gmail.com
Missy (guest) in Extremely Bright Light
Most of the time when I remember my dreams, they are always nightmares and I wake up screaming, sweating and afraid. But today, it was different. I was neither afraid nor was I with joy. So here goes my dream.
I was praying for protection, praying that the Lord send his healing powers to purify and cleanse us with the blood of Jesus. I added that The Lord to send me a sign, since so much is going of late. Then all of a sudden, I feel chills all over my body and my eyes become wide open without a blink, and a bright white sparkling light with étincelles fill my eyes for a while, I can't tell how long I stared at the light. Then, it quickly dissappears and I see a dark room and an old woman walks in, she cleans the table, puts a nap on it, lies on the table and covers herself up. Then my younger child appears from nowhere, takes a spray, and sprays on the woman lying down, she starts shaking, then I suddenly wake up. I ask God what it means, I go to the toilet then come back and I'm so not sure wether to go back to sleep.
kenebulous in Changing Faces
I can provide you with some insight regarding your experience as mine is identical to your one. My email is available on my profile.
Thank you everyone for validating the most amazing and disturbing experience possible... Amazing because you were in the Presence of God or God revealed Himself to you!

Disturbing because you were then sent back to live in this world and have since experienced intense feelings of suffering, isolation, not fitting in anymore, etc... In addition, there's an inner awakening to. Greater Spirit and a sorrow and longing for the Light... You can feel the moaning of your soul because she's seen God and now wants to go Home. The world is tasteless

I experienced the outpouring of the Holy Spirit in a miraculous way, three days after my beloved son committed suicide, I was at the communion rail and upon receiving the Host was brought into the most dazzling, loving light... Total out of body experience... Saw the gate of Heaven open and a vapor ascend... I now know that was the precious soul of Gregory... God was showing me the greatest gift!

God our Comforter!

And then so suddenly, the most powerful, rushing wind overpowered me and the vision snapped shut, and I was literally thrown 20 ft backwards crying into a line of people getting communion..., weeping, did you see that? Did you feel that?

Today, five years later, I'm so in love with Christ I find it impossibly painful to live here because my heart feels such compassion for the poor and suffering. Yet, I weep at a sunset because the Lord loves me so. That's the Holy Spirit

I write poems to my Beloved and give my life everyday to the Lord
May we all meet at the foot of the cross.
Blessed be Jesus Christ 🙏
Tyrone (guest) in Room Filled With Light
Hi. Please note that my post was definitly not intented to scare or detract from any of the other expereinces on this page. I myself am still trying to understand the big picture. I would also like to mention that at the time my father required help and inspiration during a lengthy legal battle. Help I believe he was being given. X
Tyrone (guest) in Room Filled With Light
Hi Rachel,
My whole family whitnesed the same thing for months around 1998 to 2000. I believe a lot of people do. And at the instant it was quite scarey. The fear only lasted seconds for me for some reason which I can't fathom. Anyhow I whitenessed a beautiful white light eminating from my parents bedroom. When I entered the room I saw my father sat bolt upright in bed eyes wide open catatonic. My mother lying flat eyes closed but arms extended toward the corner of the room. Where a seven foot tall effervessing white Alien with black eyes stood. My reaction was to lash out at it, when it turned to me looked shocked and more or less instantly disapeared into a single white dot in its belly button very weird. As it did the waves of light in the room were sucked up like a hover had been swithed on. And at this point my father snapped out of his catatonic state exclaiming did you see the light. All he saw was the lightnot the alien/angel. Although my mother who woke seconds later stated that she had seen the alien and the light but was held to the bed by some force.
So call them angels or aliens. In my experience the two things are the same.
Ty
davinia (guest) in Changing Faces
this can be seeing someones soul, or sensing their true self or a strong part of them relevant at that moment to both you and them- that spirit is allowing you to see. In my opinion you really have to consider the circumstances
(person involved, emotional state of individual, state of yourself and relationship to the person) and guide with intuition to figure it out given that its safe to assume you have intuitive abilities in the first place- so trust them.

My friends face turned into a black and white version of an old woman who was grimacing in pain. I feel I saw the condition and pain existing in her spirit. Why I saw it, I don't know can only speculate that it was for me to understand her better. Understand her pain, and continue to be her friend as it was our first meet up post a friendship fall out. It was a flash a split second. First and last time I have ever witnessed.
I had a holyspirit experience. I felt ablaze! All Christians should supplication to the Lord, he will answer your prayers. We are coming to the end of days. He wants to use you.
what a great story. How are you now and your kid? You are a brave woman. May the Holy Spirit always be your strength.
Eden (guest) in The Black Wolf
I had what FELT like an extremely spiritual dream. After doing a lot of shrooms and lsd, I've doubted my personal relationship with this larger entity of energy and power above us that we call our Lord Jesus. My dream consisted of the pack of giant wolves, with these heinous red eyes. Scary as shiat. The reason this dream was so moving, was because in my dream there was a spiritual war going on. I never saw where a lot of people I knew went, but I remember this sense of being left behind and lost. People were looting stores, starting fires, and the world broke out into mad chaos. The sky was filled with these huge dark churning storm clouds. Me and my boyfriend (whom I have been with for 4 years now) were trying to find "safe spots" (housing to steer clear of any spiritual entitys.) We ended up bouncing house to house, not sure of where we were. I distinctly remember finding this one home... We sat in this trap house type of thing in the living room *trying* to watch the news about these giant effing wolves going around killing everyone. But there was an orgy happening in the living room and women were being prostituted through the house. My dream was quite graphic. We ended up finding ourselves on this paved road that led into the woods. We were looking for another safe house, but were lost. We had been walking next to an open field and we knew we were exposed to the "demons," right on the edge of the field. I remember All I could think was "we need to get into the woods so we're not out in the open like this exposed, were going to die." I remember turning around and seeing this pack, lurking over the edge of the feild in the distance, theyre silhouettes slowly turning into figures. They were huge. They looked like big dirty timberwolves. And those mfs were blood thirsty. Their eyes were gleaming red. You could tell they were coming after us, but they weren't going to strike yet. They wanted to slowly hunt us down, taunting us by their every move. Making us fearful. And I hope you read this comment, I think my dreams are what have allowed me to continue the spiritual relationship I have with our heavenly father, for I have been so lost at certain points in my life and my faith and bond was weak. I've dreamt about going to heaven, god descending from the heavens to the earth, the spiritual battle of Armageddon, gods showed me things that were going to happen to me weeks before they did, and sometimes days. Sometimes months. Sometimes they are extremely symbolic, or so it seems. It has me questioning. Is this really just my brain coming up with all this? Cause I didn't know that the government was making chips of data to insert into your wrist when I had a dream about running from the government because of it, and them forcing it upon people, then next thing I know, 2 weeks later its a headline in the news. I hope y'all can take something from this. I really do.
Ish (guest) in I Saw God
It happened to me to I have seen god, I was in my room when everything turns out in white and I saw him, he almost look the in the picture that we all have seen. Before when that happened, I saw him as well in a dream he saved me from an accident that I had in the dream. And he saved me on the next day from the accident that I actually was going to have. All my dreams are very surreal, (like in reality) and as well I have had dream with the devil. He is not a man he is a woman, with a super power. She was in the air, but she didn't have wings. She dresses in black.
Ronnie (guest) in A Touch By The Holy Spirit
my life as a child was not a good one. My father was absentee except on weekends when all my transgressions were handled by a belt or switch from the previous week. As a youth of 12 I developed a good healthy relationship with John barley corn. My parents were Catholic and I was an alter boy. The things that went on were no very nice so the alcohol helped. Of course it didn't stop there were bad bosses, bad jobs for 37 years. 20 years ago march 13 I came to A.A. And my life changed when I got down on my knees and said Lord i'm done. Inside of a month through a.a. I never touched drink again. I was working, had two businesses and that's when the pills got me. 8 years worth of self medicating. I managed to shake loose 9 years ago and at time I knew the Lord had a purpose for me. My wife and I both decided to be baptized. We were by a preacher and his wife in a back yard small pool. But something was still missing. I knew lots about the Bible and spoke with people who knew the Bible. My mentor passes about 5 years ago. Since that time in my evening prayer I asked my maker to give me health, knowledge and a desire to help other people. Just today I was listening to a gospel quartet non my computer. Half way though the piece I felt this very warm light enter me and fill me with itself. This only lasted a second and then it was gone. I couldn't stop crying until the song had ended. My wife thinks I have received the Holy spirit. But for the life of me I don't know what I am supposed to do. I am almost 69 years. What would the Holy spirit want with and old man I wonder.
Luis corado (guest) in My Black Guardian Angel
My ex wife and I used to collect mask from all over when Wehad just gotten married. I used to practice playing the bass up to almos 3 in the morning. One time my wife went on a business trip to Sydney, I lit up 3 small candles and starting to say a pray to whomever responded from this Frican, Mayan American native. Etc Oh boy.! If I tell you Everything I had to go at night, I was afraid to go bed. Next my wife I woke up screaming yelling punching and fighting, I kep seeing this very upset person walking back in for by the bedroom door, sometimes he would walk so fast toward the side of my bed closer to the wall. And stare at me when I pretended I wasn't seeing him. Only one time he tried to grab my neck. This went on for a long time, I mean a long time, I would lie if I tell you how long, I would say out of the 8 years we were married, maybe 6 or more. One time my wife and I were in bet watching tv until we would fall asleep. I saw the men crossing the kitchen towards a music room I used to keep my instruments, I had my eyes widely open, turn around and look at my wife after 2 or 3 seconds I turn around look at my wife, but I didn't ask if she saw a men. I ask her what you saw? She sed, I saw a men going across in front of the door towards the other room. I was either please with her seeing him. I ask her to describe him and she describe him the same way he was dress plated flannel shirt and a pack of cigarettes roll into the sleeve.
We left the conversation there. And one day she was showing me pictures of her family. Then she show me a picture of her dad, I never seen before being him dead. She stating telling me that she tried so many times to tried to rape her and her little sister. And sadly she was always able to run for being a little bigger and her dad being soo drunk, but unsuccessful trying to help her little sister. When I saw the picture he was wearing the exact shirt pants and cigarettes on the sleeve on his biceps side. Then I almos lost all my strength. And felt back on the bed exhausted, never told her even when she saw him, she couldn't assisted her dad with who she saw, but for me it was so clear it was him. After seeing him year after year. Going back to the mask my wife collected and some I did. I felt that it was very irresponsible of me to ask any of these gods to take my soul in exchange for my Afro skill to sacrifice everything for the music, I don't know what hell gate I knock at. But instead her dad came back, I think that she wanted his daughter back in his own powerful sick obsesión. I know it maye has nothing to do with black angels but black native mask of tribal people know for doing good and bad things. Sorry if you don't like my story but it shock my life to the point that we divorce, being so in loved with each other. I felt that something would make us purposely fight for no reason it would only happens in that house.
Hi I'm Louise I'm also in the same chosen one boat I once had a dream of someone telling me I'm the chosen one, I get revelations and I'm under constant spiritual attacks I see demons in the spirit realm I've also been in Marine kingdom in one dream and many more...
In August 1977 I too had an experience with the Holy Spirit. I was 23 and raised Catholic. I was just out of college and struggling with what I was going to do with my life. I was selling insurance and one night went to visit a Baptist minister who wanted some life insurance. After our meeting he asked if I would like to share some Bible verses. I agreed to and we were reading from John when all of a sudden I stopped and this warm sensation entered the top of my head and slowly moved throughout my entire body and out my toes. The experience lasted around 5 minutes and afterwards I had such a feeling of peace and love. All my anxiety and apprehension was gone and I was crying like a baby. The minister was amazed and asked me of my experience. I shared it with him but then felt the need to go. I returned home and stayed in my house for three days pondering my experience. A year later I joined the Air Force, flew jets for 22 years and had a great career with the Department of Defense for over 40 years. I thank God always for this gift I was given.
Sheila (guest) in Gold Flashes Of Light
Lol Again Anon haves the answers of everything... You should take your medication, you need it Anon!
SarahDenise (guest) in Bright Light Cross
You forgot the pic... Make new story WITH LINK please... Or put it in commentaty here under...thanks
Sarah D (guest) in She Talked Through My Body
Anon

Again an 'advice' from you
Here and everywhere
You obviosly have high thoughts about your self since you can advice so many on one day and all homemade knowledge... Stop it you misleade people with that 'made up' stuff you are saying!
Anon

Im so tired of see and reading your homemade believings... Stop advising people when your advise has nothing to do with reality
Sheila (guest) in Lightbulb Experience
Well wish
If it should be so easy like you are saying, why the wars for over 3000 years in countries as irak, syria and so on... Wake up
SarahDenise (guest) in Lightbulb Experience
Well wisher

You must be kidding!

So what you are saying is that the 3 wise men (magies) who came to maria after jesus was born was evil men... And even jesus are evil when he use 'magic 'to get more fish or heals the sick

Isnt it men/people like yourself who invented that a bathroom is an unclean place and God or the holy spirit won't show up there... To me it sounds just like people in jesus time saying that he (jesus) couldn't speake to maria magdalene or do good things on a sunday!...what you are saying are just bull#### and the top of small knowledge about God/JESUS
SarahDenise (guest) in Something Enters My Body
My sleep paralysis attack

For about 25 years ago I could hear I was followed around by something invisible, it was clearly trying to break me down, then one morning I couldn't move and something looking like an strange animal was on top of me, it felt like it raped me while saying nasty pervert words, then I thought 'when will God show up and rescue me ' in that same minut a bright light came to the room and the beast fleed...

Before and after this experience⤵

This time it started in 2014 when I saw '11,11' everywhere for weeks and days.

A dove kept showing up outside on my balcony.

At Saint Johns day I felt an urgent feeling that I should pray, so I did. Then my soul suddenly popped out begging to come home. A voice behinde me said "Make happy", immediately I became very joyful. Then one night an angel woke me up telling me I had to meet the Lord. I flew out of my body from my balcony and saw a huge crystal stairway.

I was so amazed that I had to sit down on it for a while and looked around. There was nothing else but the stars and the shining crystal stairs that made rainbow colours because of the light from the crystal. Soon after I heard a voice saying "Sarah, come", so I stood up. And continued to the top, where I saw two doors; I chose the one I could hear music from, and now I was in space, when He (Jesus) came flying on my right side. We then went to Orions Nebula (Messier 42: https://youtu.be/tcQfeDsCosE) where He opened up a black hole or a tunnel in the left side with the four stars in the middle of the Nebula cloud - he used some kind of spell word. Meanwhile I walked around and checked out the cloud. I wasn't worry at all, just happy and fascinated to be there with Him, and suddenly I recognised and remembered I knew Him from sooner in life, but had forgot about it...

As we walked through the tunnel I looked at the "walls"'. It was kind of flickering electric but still I had a view to cosmos that was around us... He said that I should'nt look to much because it would drain the faith out of me...

When out again, we flew in space. As we approached our destination I saw multiple glittering colors and music. He told me "that is inspiration to people on earth" and then he said that I would soon "fall apart" as we get closer but that he would "fix me" again when we get there... Then I woke up on his lap as a baby in the New Jerusalem (a star; all stars are homes for our souls) He smiled and nursed me and I was emencely happy to be in my REAL Fathers arms...

I was growing up VERY fast, my whole past away family was waiting on a little bridge in front of me. We hugged each other, some of them I did not know but I knew they were relatives - all of them was young again. I asked my aunt who had died the exact same year "Do you know who this is?" She answered "Yes, He is always here!" I had some alone time with them and we went up in what looked liked an old mill or water tower to talk a little. I remember that there was a big old closet behind the door and the floor was decorated with red tiles and I saw a little round window in the small room on 1st floor from where my aunt pointed out her house... Outside they showed me the plate with the names of this towns members, all my familymembers names written in gold. (so I think all families have a star of their own after life to live on)

After a while Jesus came to get me. He and I went outside in what looked like a courtyard with pillars. We sat down on a little fountain and he gave me gifts; toys I had as a kid. I became so full of joy to see them again and to see the marks I had made on them while using them growing up, they were still there - and because of that it confirmed to me that it was the same toys I'd once owned. He laughed out loud when I was silly.

At one point I got the idea to pinch my arm and I felt it.

I still had my body even though I knew that I was out of my body.

I looked up in the air; there were no sun but still everything shined like a beautiful summer day.

He called for a small cloud that came right above me, it was some kind of "cloud screen" on were he showed me my whole life and some of my future. The cloud somehow surrounded me, and I was reliving scenes from my life, sometimes from another perspective; for example I saw myself playing with my brother and sister when we were younger. When the scene was over the cloud left me and I was still sitting with jesus. At one point I was shown that he was the one that "installed" my soul in my body the day I was born; I actually was in the hospital watching him kiss my forehead one second before I came into the world.

When I was with the Lord my soul didn't care much for my body... I was still me but in my soul it felt much more important to please and obey Him. Jesus also showed me the several times when he saved me in life; one time He saved me from a car accident. He also showed me many of the times I prayed as kid, it felt like I was reliving all the scenes again.

He then gave me some paperthin flesh like papyrus that he wrote his name on with his own blood. I had to eat it... Before I did so I asked Him if I could see His hands - He smiled and showed them to me; I could clearly see that He had huge nailmark scars in them. He then began to teach me with words from the Testament, but in some sort of "code" - words I had "to heal with", he said, and names and words was flashing fast on a screen; all the deciples names and some letters. I said "It's so simple that a child could understand it!" (It was so so easy there!) He then showed me a stonepillar that someone named Symeon Stylites used to sit on and something about the "ANKH".

In the end he showed me myself as about 80 years in a nursing home and that he will come and get me the day that I die. He then gave me eternal life, while he did that, he drew something on the ground and said that I should try to endure the daily temptations and stop saying harsh words in anger. Then He hugged me and a big bright warm light surrounded us and we had to go back to my body. On the way back we were very close to Saturns rings and walked on clouds...

I've been there two times now and everything He said came true (in the first experience I was sitting with Jesus looking out on a sunset and a beautiful wheat field, he then told me it was going to be a hard life but the outcome will be good for many and that I will be allowd to see more of heaven when 25 years has past and that promise he keept

Behind me was a large tree with fruits I've never seen before and a ladder that angels and I used to transport to another place...

Later He took me to a throneroom where I saw two chairs; in one of them in front of me on my right hand I saw an old man looking exactly like God, you know from Micheal Angelos painting of The Creation of Sun and Moon. Ont the wall behind me I saw a big old wooden wheel with saphires between the spokes.

I heard a loud voice saing "'Bend for your master!", so I did and now Jesus was sitting in the other chair but I still felt like He was both of them. He told me that I had to save a girl from doing drugs. I met her later on in real life and manage to convince her; she is now working for the Government (when being "spoken to" it wasn't done with sound and words, it was going on telepathically but I could still think and feel). I've also been filled with the Holy Spirit twice; the last time it lasted for five days - I was full of pure joy and love, infact I've never felt more joyfull and happy in my whole entire life. I was "glowing" for days and the dove outside on my balcony kept showing up.

One evening I saw tall blue/grayish men in the sky flying up and down everytime I heard an ambulance in my town. I also saw "energies" in purple/turquoise colors like rain coming towards us from the sky all the time (maybe Neutrinoes).

I forgot to tell that.Jesus' hair was VERY big and beautiful, like the mane on lion and His beard was just as beautiful and on His neck He had some sort of an ancient "hammercut style". His robe was light blue and He wore old sandals...

The following days I saw His face in everything; in shapes, in trees and shadows and in almost everything living on earth...

When I came back into my body I checked out the name Symeon Stylittes and I realized that He really did exist! I had no knowledge of the term "pillarsaints" before I was with the Lord, and I still don't know why I was shown this.

UPDATE: A few days later I saw the old man sitting next to Jesus in the throneroom; he cam flying right towards me in a vision when I blinked my eyes for a short moment.

Painting of jesus as I saw him⤵

Https://goo.gl/images/iDGP9V

The old man in my vision and the troneroom⤵

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Orions Nebula with the 3 - 4 stars jesus used to open the tunnel with on the left side ⤵

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Symeon Stylites Stonepillar⤵

Https://images.app.goo.gl/HibAfhNAwQw5kdzc8

Throughout all of my experiences I didn't feel any jugdement, only understanding and directions to be a better person!

Then this started

After all this I saw an triangled UFO right above me, then I felt like I started to Loose faith I couldn't concentrade or pray and I started to doubt everything in this world ' who is jesus 'why all the renæssance paintings with jesus and maria with an ufo above them, all the (facts) in the program ancient aliens on H2 was making me so confuse, I also begain to feel evil my heart felt hard, I had no tears I changed and become like most
SarahDenise (guest) in Who Is A Survivor
Dear MB
Im so sorry that you experience so much evil in the first part of your life!
I felt this tap on my left shoulder the other day and it scared me like I needed to get ready but get ready for what?
Interesting experience GalisWind

To Shiva... What makes you say that spheres/Balls are angels?

I didn't mention that in my own experience
But Jesus asked me if I would like one... Ofcause I said Yes
But my aunt in heaven Said No Sarah...

My Experience

This time it started in 2014 when I saw '11,11' everywhere and for days.

A dove kept showing up outside on my balcony.

At Saint Johns day I felt an urgent feeling that I should pray, so I did. Then my soul suddenly popped out begging to come home. A voice behinde me said "Make happy", immediately I became very joyful. Then one night an angel woke me up telling me I had to meet the Lord. I flew out of my body from my balcony and saw a huge crystal stairway.

I was so amazed that I had to sit down on it for a while and looked around. There was nothing else but the stars and the shining crystal stairs that made rainbow colours because of the light from the crystal. Soon after I heard a voice saying "Sarah, come", so I stood up. And continued to the top, where I saw two doors; I chose the one I could hear music from, and now I was in space, when He (Jesus) came flying on my right side. We then went to Orions Nebula (Messier 42: https://youtu.be/tcQfeDsCosE) where He opened up a black hole or a tunnel in the left side with the four stars in the middle of the Nebula cloud - he used some kind of spell word. Meanwhile I walked around and checked out the cloud. I wasn't worry at all, just happy and fascinated to be there with Him, and suddenly I recognised and remembered I knew Him from sooner in life, but had forgot about it...

As we walked through the tunnel I looked at the "walls"'. It was kind of flickering electric but still I had a view to cosmos that was around us... He said that I should'nt look to much because it would drain the faith out of me...

When out again, we flew in space. As we approached our destination I saw multiple glittering colors and music. He told me "that is inspiration to people on earth" and then he said that I would soon "fall apart" as we get closer but that he would "fix me" again when we get there... Then I woke up on his lap as a baby in the New Jerusalem (a star; all stars are homes for our souls) He smiled and nursed me and I was emencely happy to be in my REAL Fathers arms...

I was growing up VERY fast, my whole past away family was waiting on a little bridge in front of me. We hugged each other, some of them I did not know but I knew they were relatives - all of them was young again. I asked my aunt who had died the exact same year "Do you know who this is?" She answered "Yes, He is always here!" I had some alone time with them and we went up in what looked liked an old mill or water tower to talk a little. I remember that there was a big old closet behind the door and the floor was decorated with red tiles and I saw a little round window in the small room on 1st floor from where my aunt pointed out her house... Outside they showed me the plate with the names of this towns members, all my familymembers names written in gold. (so I think all families have a star of their own after life to live on)

After a while Jesus came to get me. He and I went outside in what looked like a courtyard with pillars. We sat down on a little fountain and he gave me gifts; toys I had as a kid. I became so full of joy to see them again and to see the marks I had made on them while using them growing up, they were still there - and because of that it confirmed to me that it was the same toys I'd once owned. He laughed out loud when I was silly.

At one point I got the idea to pinch my arm and I felt it.

I still had my body even though I knew that I was out of my body.

I looked up in the air; there were no sun but still everything shined like a beautiful summer day.

He called for a small cloud that came right above me, it was some kind of "cloud screen" on were he showed me my whole life and some of my future. The cloud somehow surrounded me, and I was reliving scenes from my life, sometimes from another perspective; for example I saw myself playing with my brother and sister when we were younger. When the scene was over the cloud left me and I was still sitting with jesus. At one point I was shown that he was the one that "installed" my soul in my body the day I was born; I actually was in the hospital watching him kiss my forehead one second before I came into the world.

When I was with the Lord my soul didn't care much for my body... I was still me but in my soul it felt much more important to please and obey Him. Jesus also showed me the several times when he saved me in life; one time He saved me from a car accident. He also showed me many of the times I prayed as kid, it felt like I was reliving all the scenes again.

He then gave me some paperthin flesh like papyrus that he wrote his name on with his own blood. I had to eat it... Before I did so I asked Him if I could see His hands - He smiled and showed them to me; I could clearly see that He had huge nailmark scars in them. He then began to teach me with words from the Testament, but in some sort of "code" - words I had "to heal with", he said, and names and words was flashing fast on a screen; all the deciples names and some letters. I said "It's so simple that a child could understand it!" (It was so so easy there!) He then showed me a stonepillar that someone named Symeon Stylites used to sit on and something about the "ANKH".

In the end he showed me myself as about 80 years in a nursing home and that he will come and get me the day that I die. He then gave me eternal life, while he did that, he drew something on the ground and said that I should try to endure the daily temptations and stop saying harsh words in anger. Then He hugged me and a big bright warm light surrounded us and we had to go back to my body. On the way back we were very close to Saturns rings and walked on clouds...

I've been there two times now and everything He said came true (in the first experience I was sitting with Jesus looking out on a sunset and a beautiful wheat field, he then told me it was going to be a hard life but the outcome will be good for many and that I will be allowd to see more of heaven when 25 years has past and that promise he keept

Behind me was a large tree with fruits I've never seen before and a ladder that angels and I used to transport to another place...

Later He took me to a throneroom where I saw two chairs; in one of them in front of me on my right hand I saw an old man looking exactly like God, you know from Micheal Angelos painting of The Creation of Sun and Moon. Ont the wall behind me I saw a big old wooden wheel with saphires between the spokes.

I heard a loud voice saing "'Bend for your master!", so I did and now Jesus was sitting in the other chair but I still felt like He was both of them. He told me that I had to save a girl from doing drugs. I met her later on in real life and manage to convince her; she is now working for the Government (when being "spoken to" it wasn't done with sound and words, it was going on telepathically but I could still think and feel). I've also been filled with the Holy Spirit twice; the last time it lasted for five days - I was full of pure joy and love, infact I've never felt more joyfull and happy in my whole entire life. I was "glowing" for days and the dove outside on my balcony kept showing up.

One evening I saw tall blue/grayish men in the sky flying up and down everytime I heard an ambulance in my town. I also saw "energies" in purple/turquoise colors like rain coming towards us from the sky all the time (maybe Neutrinoes).

I forgot to tell that.Jesus' hair was VERY big and beautiful, like the mane on lion and His beard was just as beautiful and on His neck He had some sort of an ancient "hammercut style". His robe was light blue and He wore old sandals...

The following days I saw His face in everything; in shapes, in trees and shadows and in almost everything living on earth...

When I came back into my body I checked out the name Symeon Stylittes and I realized that He really did exist! I had no knowledge of the term "pillarsaints" before I was with the Lord, and I still don't know why I was shown this.

UPDATE: A few days later I saw the old man sitting next to Jesus in the throneroom; he cam flying right towards me in a vision when I blinked my eyes for a short moment.

Painting of jesus as I saw him⤵

Https://goo.gl/images/iDGP9V

The old man in my vision and the troneroom⤵

Https://goo.gl/images/xTJFG8

Orions Nebula with the 3 - 4 stars jesus used to open the tunnel with on the left side ⤵

Https://goo.gl/images/v78FbA

Symeon Stylites Stonepillar⤵

Https://images.app.goo.gl/HibAfhNAwQw5kdzc8

Throughout all of my experiences I didn't feel any jugdement, only understanding and directions to be a better person!

Sorry my poor English...
SarahDenise (guest) in It Lead Me
Maybe you saw Neutrinoes as I did?!

This time it started in 2014 when I saw '11,11' everywhere, all day and for weeks

A dove kept showing up outside on my balcony.

At Saint Johns day I felt an urgent feeling that I should pray, so I did. Then my soul suddenly popped out begging to come home. A voice behinde me said "Make happy", immediately I became very joyful. Then one night an angel woke me up telling me I had to meet the Lord. I flew out of my body from my balcony and saw a huge crystal stairway.

I was so amazed that I had to sit down on it for a while and looked around. There was nothing else but the stars and the shining crystal stairs that made rainbow colours because of the light from the crystal. Soon after I heard a voice saying "Sarah, come", so I stood up. And continued to the top, where I saw two doors; I chose the one I could hear music from, and now I was in space, when He (Jesus) came flying on my right side. We then went to Orions Nebula (Messier 42: https://youtu.be/tcQfeDsCosE) where He opened up a black hole or a tunnel in the left side with the four stars in the middle of the Nebula cloud - he used some kind of spell word. Meanwhile I walked around and checked out the cloud. I wasn't worry at all, just happy and fascinated to be there with Him, and suddenly I recognised and remembered I knew Him from sooner in life, but had forgot about it...

As we walked through the tunnel I looked at the "walls"'. It was kind of flickering electric but still I had a view to cosmos that was around us... He said that I should'nt look to much because it would drain the faith out of me...

When out again, we flew in space. As we approached our destination I saw multiple glittering colors and music. He told me "that is inspiration to people on earth" and then he said that I would soon "fall apart" as we get closer but that he would "fix me" again when we get there... Then I woke up on his lap as a baby in the New Jerusalem (a star; all stars are homes for our souls) He smiled and nursed me and I was emencely happy to be in my REAL Fathers arms...

I was growing up VERY fast, my whole past away family was waiting on a little bridge in front of me. We hugged each other, some of them I did not know but I knew they were relatives - all of them was young again. I asked my aunt who had died the exact same year "Do you know who this is?" She answered "Yes, He is always here!" I had some alone time with them and we went up in what looked liked an old mill or water tower to talk a little. I remember that there was a big old closet behind the door and the floor was decorated with red tiles and I saw a little round window in the small room on 1st floor from where my aunt pointed out her house... Outside they showed me the plate with the names of this towns members, all my familymembers names written in gold. (so I think all families have a star of their own after life to live on)

After a while Jesus came to get me. He and I went outside in what looked like a courtyard with pillars. We sat down on a little fountain and he gave me gifts; toys I had as a kid. I became so full of joy to see them again and to see the marks I had made on them while using them growing up, they were still there - and because of that it confirmed to me that it was the same toys I'd once owned. He laughed out loud when I was silly.

At one point I got the idea to pinch my arm and I felt it.

I still had my body even though I knew that I was out of my body.

I looked up in the air; there were no sun but still everything shined like a beautiful summer day.

He called for a small cloud that came right above me, it was some kind of "cloud screen" on were he showed me my whole life and some of my future. The cloud somehow surrounded me, and I was reliving scenes from my life, sometimes from another perspective; for example I saw myself playing with my brother and sister when we were younger. When the scene was over the cloud left me and I was still sitting with jesus. At one point I was shown that he was the one that "installed" my soul in my body the day I was born; I actually was in the hospital watching him kiss my forehead one second before I came into the world.

When I was with the Lord my soul didn't care much for my body... I was still me but in my soul it felt much more important to please and obey Him. Jesus also showed me the several times when he saved me in life; one time He saved me from a car accident. He also showed me many of the times I prayed as kid, it felt like I was reliving all the scenes again.

He then gave me some paperthin flesh like papyrus that he wrote his name on with his own blood. I had to eat it... Before I did so I asked Him if I could see His hands - He smiled and showed them to me; I could clearly see that He had huge nailmark scars in them. He then began to teach me with words from the Testament, but in some sort of "code" - words I had "to heal with", he said, and names and words was flashing fast on a screen; all the deciples names and some letters. I said "It's so simple that a child could understand it!" (It was so so easy there!) He then showed me a stonepillar that someone named Symeon Stylites used to sit on and something about the "ANKH".

In the end he showed me myself as about 80 years in a nursing home and that he will come and get me the day that I die. He then gave me eternal life, while he did that, he drew something on the ground and said that I should try to endure the daily temptations and stop saying harsh words in anger. Then He hugged me and a big bright warm light surrounded us and we had to go back to my body. On the way back we were very close to Saturns rings and walked on clouds...

I've been there two times now and everything He said came true (in the first experience I was sitting with Jesus looking out on a sunset and a beautiful wheat field, he then told me it was going to be a hard life but the outcome will be good for many and that I will be allowd to see more of heaven when 25 years has past and that promise he keept

Behind me was a large tree with fruits I've never seen before and a ladder that angels and I used to transport to another place...

Later He took me to a throneroom where I saw two chairs; in one of them in front of me on my right hand I saw an old man looking exactly like God, you know from Micheal Angelos painting of The Creation of Sun and Moon. Ont the wall behind me I saw a big old wooden wheel with saphires between the spokes.

I heard a loud voice saing "'Bend for your master!", so I did and now Jesus was sitting in the other chair but I still felt like He was both of them. He told me that I had to save a girl from doing drugs. I met her later on in real life and manage to convince her; she is now working for the Government (when being "spoken to" it wasn't done with sound and words, it was going on telepathically but I could still think and feel). I've also been filled with the Holy Spirit twice; the last time it lasted for five days - I was full of pure joy and love, infact I've never felt more joyfull and happy in my whole entire life. I was "glowing" for days and the dove outside on my balcony kept showing up.

One evening I saw tall blue/grayish men in the sky flying up and down everytime I heard an ambulance in my town. I also saw "energies" in purple/turquoise colors like rain coming towards us from the sky all the time (maybe Neutrinoes).

I forgot to tell that.Jesus' hair was VERY big and beautiful, like the mane on lion and His beard was just as beautiful and on His neck He had some sort of an ancient "hammercut style". His robe was light blue and He wore old sandals...

The following days I saw His face in everything; in shapes, in trees and shadows and in almost everything living on earth...

When I came back into my body I checked out the name Symeon Stylittes and I realized that He really did exist! I had no knowledge of the term "pillarsaints" before I was with the Lord, and I still don't know why I was shown this.

UPDATE: A few days later I saw the old man sitting next to Jesus in the throneroom; he cam flying right towards me in a vision when I blinked my eyes for a short moment.

Painting of jesus as I saw him⤵

Https://goo.gl/images/iDGP9V

The old man in my vision and the troneroom⤵

Https://goo.gl/images/xTJFG8

Orions Nebula with the 3 - 4 stars jesus used to open the tunnel with on the left side ⤵

Https://goo.gl/images/v78FbA

Symeon Stylites Stonepillar⤵

Https://images.app.goo.gl/HibAfhNAwQw5kdzc8

Throughout all of my experiences I didn't feel any jugdement, only understanding and directions to be a better person!
SarahDenise (guest) in Blinding White Light Behind Me
This time it started in 2014 when I saw '11,11' everywhere and for days.

A dove kept showing up outside on my balcony.

At Saint Johns day I felt an urgent feeling that I should pray, so I did. Then my soul suddenly popped out begging to come home. A voice behinde me said "Make happy", immediately I became very joyful. Then one night an angel woke me up telling me I had to meet the Lord. I flew out of my body from my balcony and saw a huge crystal stairway.

I was so amazed that I had to sit down on it for a while and looked around. There was nothing else but the stars and the shining crystal stairs that made rainbow colours because of the light from the crystal. Soon after I heard a voice saying "Sarah, come", so I stood up. And continued to the top, where I saw two doors; I chose the one I could hear music from, and now I was in space, when He (Jesus) came flying on my right side. We then went to Orions Nebula (Messier 42: https://youtu.be/tcQfeDsCosE) where He opened up a black hole or a tunnel in the left side with the four stars in the middle of the Nebula cloud - he used some kind of spell word. Meanwhile I walked around and checked out the cloud. I wasn't worry at all, just happy and fascinated to be there with Him, and suddenly I recognised and remembered I knew Him from sooner in life, but had forgot about it...

As we walked through the tunnel I looked at the "walls"'. It was kind of flickering electric but still I had a view to cosmos that was around us... He said that I should'nt look to much because it would drain the faith out of me...

When out again, we flew in space. As we approached our destination I saw multiple glittering colors and music. He told me "that is inspiration to people on earth" and then he said that I would soon "fall apart" as we get closer but that he would "fix me" again when we get there... Then I woke up on his lap as a baby in the New Jerusalem (a star; all stars are homes for our souls) He smiled and nursed me and I was emencely happy to be in my REAL Fathers arms...

I was growing up VERY fast, my whole past away family was waiting on a little bridge in front of me. We hugged each other, some of them I did not know but I knew they were relatives - all of them was young again. I asked my aunt who had died the exact same year "Do you know who this is?" She answered "Yes, He is always here!" I had some alone time with them and we went up in what looked liked an old mill or water tower to talk a little. I remember that there was a big old closet behind the door and the floor was decorated with red tiles and I saw a little round window in the small room on 1st floor from where my aunt pointed out her house... Outside they showed me the plate with the names of this towns members, all my familymembers names written in gold. (so I think all families have a star of their own after life to live on)

After a while Jesus came to get me. He and I went outside in what looked like a courtyard with pillars. We sat down on a little fountain and he gave me gifts; toys I had as a kid. I became so full of joy to see them again and to see the marks I had made on them while using them growing up, they were still there - and because of that it confirmed to me that it was the same toys I'd once owned. He laughed out loud when I was silly.

At one point I got the idea to pinch my arm and I felt it.

I still had my body even though I knew that I was out of my body.

I looked up in the air; there were no sun but still everything shined like a beautiful summer day.

He called for a small cloud that came right above me, it was some kind of "cloud screen" on were he showed me my whole life and some of my future. The cloud somehow surrounded me, and I was reliving scenes from my life, sometimes from another perspective; for example I saw myself playing with my brother and sister when we were younger. When the scene was over the cloud left me and I was still sitting with jesus. At one point I was shown that he was the one that "installed" my soul in my body the day I was born; I actually was in the hospital watching him kiss my forehead one second before I came into the world.

When I was with the Lord my soul didn't care much for my body... I was still me but in my soul it felt much more important to please and obey Him. Jesus also showed me the several times when he saved me in life; one time He saved me from a car accident. He also showed me many of the times I prayed as kid, it felt like I was reliving all the scenes again.

He then gave me some paperthin flesh like papyrus that he wrote his name on with his own blood. I had to eat it... Before I did so I asked Him if I could see His hands - He smiled and showed them to me; I could clearly see that He had huge nailmark scars in them. He then began to teach me with words from the Testament, but in some sort of "code" - words I had "to heal with", he said, and names and words was flashing fast on a screen; all the deciples names and some letters. I said "It's so simple that a child could understand it!" (It was so so easy there!) He then showed me a stonepillar that someone named Symeon Stylites used to sit on and something about the "ANKH".

In the end he showed me myself as about 80 years in a nursing home and that he will come and get me the day that I die. He then gave me eternal life, while he did that, he drew something on the ground and said that I should try to endure the daily temptations and stop saying harsh words in anger. Then He hugged me and a big bright warm light surrounded us and we had to go back to my body. On the way back we were very close to Saturns rings and walked on clouds...

I've been there two times now and everything He said came true (in the first experience I was sitting with Jesus looking out on a sunset and a beautiful wheat field, he then told me it was going to be a hard life but the outcome will be good for many and that I will be allowd to see more of heaven when 25 years has past and that promise he keept

Behind me was a large tree with fruits I've never seen before and a ladder that angels and I used to transport to another place...

Later He took me to a throneroom where I saw two chairs; in one of them in front of me on my right hand I saw an old man looking exactly like God, you know from Micheal Angelos painting of The Creation of Sun and Moon. Ont the wall behind me I saw a big old wooden wheel with saphires between the spokes.

I heard a loud voice saing "'Bend for your master!", so I did and now Jesus was sitting in the other chair but I still felt like He was both of them. He told me that I had to save a girl from doing drugs. I met her later on in real life and manage to convince her; she is now working for the Government (when being "spoken to" it wasn't done with sound and words, it was going on telepathically but I could still think and feel). I've also been filled with the Holy Spirit twice; the last time it lasted for five days - I was full of pure joy and love, infact I've never felt more joyfull and happy in my whole entire life. I was "glowing" for days and the dove outside on my balcony kept showing up.

One evening I saw tall blue/grayish men in the sky flying up and down everytime I heard an ambulance in my town. I also saw "energies" in purple/turquoise colors like rain coming towards us from the sky all the time (maybe Neutrinoes).

I forgot to tell that.Jesus' hair was VERY big and beautiful, like the mane on lion and His beard was just as beautiful and on His neck He had some sort of an ancient "hammercut style". His robe was light blue and He wore old sandals...

The following days I saw His face in everything; in shapes, in trees and shadows and in almost everything living on earth...

When I came back into my body I checked out the name Symeon Stylittes and I realized that He really did exist! I had no knowledge of the term "pillarsaints" before I was with the Lord, and I still don't know why I was shown this.

UPDATE: A few days later I saw the old man sitting next to Jesus in the throneroom; he cam flying right towards me in a vision when I blinked my eyes for a short moment.

Painting of jesus as I saw him⤵

Https://goo.gl/images/iDGP9V

The old man in my vision and the troneroom⤵

Https://goo.gl/images/xTJFG8

Orions Nebula with the 3 - 4 stars jesus used to open the tunnel with on the left side ⤵

Https://goo.gl/images/v78FbA

Symeon Stylites Stonepillar⤵

Https://images.app.goo.gl/HibAfhNAwQw5kdzc8

Throughout all of my experiences I didn't feel any jugdement, only understanding and directions to be a better person!

The first time I was up there 30 years ago Jesus showed me that I one day will be contackted by a man who needs help and if I did help, he would give me a gift 25 years later, I begain to cry and asked jesus if I will remember this, he said No it has to come from a good heart, 10 years later I met a strange man sitting in a street where they are selling drugs, he cried, and told me a story I knew was a lie to get money, but something in me got soft and I gave him to a fix even though I didn't have much cash to live for... Then 15 years later under this time experience I came to remember everything, what jesus told and promised me... (I did not remenber anything before he showed me)
Jesus kept his promise...
SarahDenise (guest) in My Time With God In Heaven
This time it started in 2014 when I saw '11,11' everywhere and for days.

A dove kept showing up outside on my balcony.

At Saint Johns day I felt an urgent feeling that I should pray, so I did. Then my soul suddenly popped out begging to come home. A voice behinde me said "Make happy", immediately I became very joyful. Then one night an angel woke me up telling me I had to meet the Lord. I flew out of my body from my balcony and saw a huge crystal stairway.

I was so amazed that I had to sit down on it for a while and looked around. There was nothing else but the stars and the shining crystal stairs that made rainbow colours because of the light from the crystal. Soon after I heard a voice saying "Sarah, come", so I stood up. And continued to the top, where I saw two doors; I chose the one I could hear music from, and now I was in space, when He (Jesus) came flying on my right side. We then went to Orions Nebula (Messier 42: https://youtu.be/tcQfeDsCosE) where He opened up a black hole or a tunnel in the left side with the four stars in the middle of the Nebula cloud - he used some kind of spell word. Meanwhile I walked around and checked out the cloud. I wasn't worry at all, just happy and fascinated to be there with Him, and suddenly I recognised and remembered I knew Him from sooner in life, but had forgot about it...

As we walked through the tunnel I looked at the "walls"'. It was kind of flickering electric but still I had a view to cosmos that was around us... He said that I should'nt look to much because it would drain the faith out of me...

When out again, we flew in space. As we approached our destination I saw multiple glittering colors and music. He told me "that is inspiration to people on earth" and then he said that I would soon "fall apart" as we get closer but that he would "fix me" again when we get there... Then I woke up on his lap as a baby in the New Jerusalem (a star; all stars are homes for our souls) He smiled and nursed me and I was emencely happy to be in my REAL Fathers arms...

I was growing up VERY fast, my whole past away family was waiting on a little bridge in front of me. We hugged each other, some of them I did not know but I knew they were relatives - all of them was young again. I asked my aunt who had died the exact same year "Do you know who this is?" She answered "Yes, He is always here!" I had some alone time with them and we went up in what looked liked an old mill or water tower to talk a little. I remember that there was a big old closet behind the door and the floor was decorated with red tiles and I saw a little round window in the small room on 1st floor from where my aunt pointed out her house... Outside they showed me the plate with the names of this towns members, all my familymembers names written in gold. (so I think all families have a star of their own after life to live on)

After a while Jesus came to get me. He and I went outside in what looked like a courtyard with pillars. We sat down on a little fountain and he gave me gifts; toys I had as a kid. I became so full of joy to see them again and to see the marks I had made on them while using them growing up, they were still there - and because of that it confirmed to me that it was the same toys I'd once owned. He laughed out loud when I was silly.

At one point I got the idea to pinch my arm and I felt it.

I still had my body even though I knew that I was out of my body.

I looked up in the air; there were no sun but still everything shined like a beautiful summer day.

He called for a small cloud that came right above me, it was some kind of "cloud screen" on were he showed me my whole life and some of my future. The cloud somehow surrounded me, and I was reliving scenes from my life, sometimes from another perspective; for example I saw myself playing with my brother and sister when we were younger. When the scene was over the cloud left me and I was still sitting with jesus. At one point I was shown that he was the one that "installed" my soul in my body the day I was born; I actually was in the hospital watching him kiss my forehead one second before I came into the world.

When I was with the Lord my soul didn't care much for my body... I was still me but in my soul it felt much more important to please and obey Him. Jesus also showed me the several times when he saved me in life; one time He saved me from a car accident. He also showed me many of the times I prayed as kid, it felt like I was reliving all the scenes again.

He then gave me some paperthin flesh like papyrus that he wrote his name on with his own blood. I had to eat it... Before I did so I asked Him if I could see His hands - He smiled and showed them to me; I could clearly see that He had huge nailmark scars in them. He then began to teach me with words from the Testament, but in some sort of "code" - words I had "to heal with", he said, and names and words was flashing fast on a screen; all the deciples names and some letters. I said "It's so simple that a child could understand it!" (It was so so easy there!) He then showed me a stonepillar that someone named Symeon Stylites used to sit on and something about the "ANKH".

In the end he showed me myself as about 80 years in a nursing home and that he will come and get me the day that I die. He then gave me eternal life, while he did that, he drew something on the ground and said that I should try to endure the daily temptations and stop saying harsh words in anger. Then He hugged me and a big bright warm light surrounded us and we had to go back to my body. On the way back we were very close to Saturns rings and walked on clouds...

I've been there two times now and everything He said came true (in the first experience I was sitting with Jesus looking out on a sunset and a beautiful wheat field, he then told me it was going to be a hard life but the outcome will be good for many and that I will be allowd to see more of heaven when 25 years has past and that promise he keept

Behind me was a large tree with fruits I've never seen before and a ladder that angels and I used to transport to another place...

Later He took me to a throneroom where I saw two chairs; in one of them in front of me on my right hand I saw an old man looking exactly like God, you know from Micheal Angelos painting of The Creation of Sun and Moon. Ont the wall behind me I saw a big old wooden wheel with saphires between the spokes.

I heard a loud voice saing "'Bend for your master!", so I did and now Jesus was sitting in the other chair but I still felt like He was both of them. He told me that I had to save a girl from doing drugs. I met her later on in real life and manage to convince her; she is now working for the Government (when being "spoken to" it wasn't done with sound and words, it was going on telepathically but I could still think and feel). I've also been filled with the Holy Spirit twice; the last time it lasted for five days - I was full of pure joy and love, infact I've never felt more joyfull and happy in my whole entire life. I was "glowing" for days and the dove outside on my balcony kept showing up.

One evening I saw tall blue/grayish men in the sky flying up and down everytime I heard an ambulance in my town. I also saw "energies" in purple/turquoise colors like rain coming towards us from the sky all the time (maybe Neutrinoes).

I forgot to tell that.Jesus' hair was VERY big and beautiful, like the mane on lion and His beard was just as beautiful and on His neck He had some sort of an ancient "hammercut style". His robe was light blue and He wore old sandals...

The following days I saw His face in everything; in shapes, in trees and shadows and in almost everything living on earth...

When I came back into my body I checked out the name Symeon Stylittes and I realized that He really did exist! I had no knowledge of the term "pillarsaints" before I was with the Lord, and I still don't know why I was shown this.

UPDATE: A few days later I saw the old man sitting next to Jesus in the throneroom; he cam flying right towards me in a vision when I blinked my eyes for a short moment.

Painting of jesus as I saw him⤵

Https://goo.gl/images/iDGP9V

The old man in my vision and the troneroom⤵

Https://goo.gl/images/xTJFG8

Orions Nebula with the 3 - 4 stars jesus used to open the tunnel with on the left side ⤵

Https://goo.gl/images/v78FbA

Symeon Stylites Stonepillar⤵

Https://images.app.goo.gl/HibAfhNAwQw5kdzc8

Throughout all of my experiences I didn't feel any jugdement, only understanding and directions to be a better person!

The first time I was up there 30 years ago Jesus showed me that I one day will be contackted by a man who needs help and if I did helpnot, he will give me a gift 25 years later, I begain to cry and asked jesus if I will remember, he said No it has to come from a good heart, 10 years later I met a strange man sitting in a street where theyi are selling drugs, he cried, and told me a story I knew was a lie to get money, but something in me got soft and I gave him to a fix even though I didn't have much cash to live for... Then 15 years later under this time experience I came to remember everything, what jesus told and promised me... (I did not remenber anything before he showed me)
Jesus kept his promise...

When I moved in my appartment I heard someone saying (telepathic) Hi Sarah' in the bathroom and then my lately experience started, the night before my out of body exp something big smashed in to my glassdoor to the balcony and the temperture shifted to icecold.
Then I was taken to heaven and the 1111 story (above) started
(still I didn't recall jesus words about a gift many years before) the next night I went down with trash and I saw an huge triangled UFO right above me... Since I become so confused sinfull doubfull tearless soulless coldhearted and angryi all the things I wasn't before, i even can't pray and I can't koncentrate to read the testiment, I got no belive. And passion anymore

Earlier in my life when I was 19 I was raped or it felt like it under a sleep paralysis attack, I knew it was somekind of animal eventough my Eyes was closed and I couldn't move, I thought 'when will God show up and as soon I thought that the room lighted up and the. Beast fleed...

Im sure that my out of body exp was real (even with my low faith)
But that something is trying to mess up my life and everything I So strongly believed in before, I'm sure it hates that I was pretty good to get answer under prayer and that the holyghost cleaned me 2 times

When ii started to think HOW, WHY AND WHO IS GOD and Jesus and why ORION, WHO WAS THE UFO above me, THATS a way for Evil TO CONFUSE AND DESTOY...RENÆSSANCE PAINTING WITH JESUS AND MARIA WITH UFO and THE PROGRAM ANICIENT ALIENS. ON H2

Update
I still feel empty and without soul I still can't pray and can't even believe.
I just feel lost and, can't even cry... So strange because all of my life I knew I had God, but now I got 0, I don't even like myself anymore, I changed and become like all others who got evil thoughts and no God...
Rachel A. (guest) in Brilliant White Light
I experienced this BRILLIANT WHITE BRIGHT LIGHT FEBRUARY 27th Thursday night I took care of my mother and would sleep with her on EVERY Thursday. I woke up to this light on top of my mother. I was in such shock I woke up to this light I know they were angels there were more than 1 billowing on top of my mother- the sounds were beautiful! The light I still can't get over I remember and will never ever forget. They told me not worry not worry all will be ok it was time for her to get ready for her journey. She left us on February 29th- 2020. A few days after this amazing touch of the WHITE BRIGHT LIGHT.
Anon (guest) in Something Enters My Body
Concerned Mom

Describe the spirit that came out of him.

Theres a few possibilities here.

One is that you're pretending to be a concerned mom and it's not a true story.

The other is that you're telling the truth and probably need to contact your local Congress person about getting an investigation into cults happening.

Typically what some dark cults seem to do is they get these really innocent people that don't want to join and they torture them.

Next thing you know they're doing stuff that makes no sense to them and about to send themselves to the nuthouse.

What they also do is post fake comments on blogs that the nonjoiner might visit while looking for support or just something to do.

Or they might deflect percieved ramifications on innocent people. This they do well, see people in those positions arent even human they're actually quite demonic and deserve to go to prison.

Especially if it involves the consequence of a 15 year old getting hurt.

Just remember they don't care.

And your solution if you really are a concerned mom is to see a rabbi, priest, imam or whatever is your thing and make sure that every single symbol for your boy is revised.

So yeah if I were you I'd probably either stop lying or I'd get the symbols sorted out.

Symbols you know like, stars signs and such. Make a chart to show that your boy isn't from any of the known star signs.

Trick the devil.

Because that thing it tricks you

And it loves loves loves astrology and all manner of pseudoscience garbage to roll around in it's own grandiosity while the innocent suffer and the good people turn bad

And it loves loves loves lying too

So be careful who is talking through you

Did that really happen?

If it did happen remember, sickos in cults did it

If it didn't happen, you re probably one of the sickos in the cult
Concerned mom (guest) in Something Enters My Body
My son 15 years old woke up from a spirit coming out of him last night. He said he was trapped by something and he was watching everything happening outside of a window he was trapped inside but that he kept banging on window and yelling out it's not me and he said he was trapped since a couple months ago and does not remember his birthday party I made for him couple days ago and doesn't remember anything we did together for couple of months back. Does anyone know what's going on with this. Please let me know I have been praying for protection from all evil. And I know that God outpowers anything.
Marshin Chandanil (guest) in My Encounter With Michael
(I am an Indian and a 15 years old Hindu boy) I have always been interested in superheroes and their mythology. And I have promised God that I will help him whenever he needs it. Even at the time of last judgment and even if I have done something wrong then I will accept it. I also want some spiritual powers which control the reality of this universe but I can't reach a single stage. But I always had some uncanny experiences while trying to astral project (not yet successful) and while once I was meditating, what should I do to reach closer to God and Higher stages of kinetic abilities and reality. Please help me.
SIGN (guest) in Something Enters My Body
God is telling you that he is not the one for you. Its safe to say that I'm going through something like this and I felt something enter or leave my body about half an hr ago, hence me being here. I'm hoping it left, but I'm taking everything from my findings and this website as a sign from God for me to move on from a girl that I've been justifying reasons to be with. It's not healthy. Thank you so much!😊
They are not guardians but demons you should pray to god those are reptilians angels are orbs
What is it (guest) in Something Enters My Body
I have had this happen before many times in my life in haunted homes. Now it is happening again I do not know how to discribe it. It starts with an order
A familiar smell but it is like matalic and I breathe it in no choice and I feel it in my solar plexus
And I feel this heat come over me unbearable warmth. I say feel dej ja view
Feel ing I start to pray telling it to get out of me and I call Jesus and arch angel Michael to cast it out of me. I never know when it's coming but I hate the feeling I get
From it and I wonder what it is. How to protect myself.
I am not in a romantic
Relationship.
Deirdre Thomas (guest) in Our View Of Heaven
I lost my son in 2013. He was my baby (18) .I always want to feel his presence or hear his voice. Your gift is special and I know it's bought healing to others. I will continue to listen and look for him. Until we meet on the other side.
God Bless You
Dave M (guest) in Visions / Tree Beings
It seems you're more aware of the metaphysical than most. The large majority of people these days don't at all notice these things. Look at the media, music, political, and business arenas; all centered on the material. They gain security and fulfillment from what will not last. Our connection with the universe is of utmost importance. I have also had synchronicities which I've noticed as general repetitive "themes". Yours seem to be of a higher nature, you may have a larger purpose you have not realized.
As government would necessarily be an entity to get past to disseminate this information, it's highly unlikely your findings will become public knowledge. Almost all who work in gov't are there for power and prestige, the very people who simply shouldn't be there. This discovery would uncover a fatal mistake made by the major oil and gas companies. Your research must be disseminated person-to-person or through channels on the internet.
Dave M (guest) in Black Wolf Only I Can See
I've read accounts by mystics describing their "spirit animals" Our human community is fundamentally connected to archetypal figures which provide a "form"for our psychological and spiritual development. Our society is shaking off old, outmoded views and ideas in exchange for new ones better suited to this next phase of development. The problem lies in becoming "stuck" in the process, losing sight of the purpose - to grow and expand.
i had a spiritual experience today that I am still trying to explain... I was busy this. Morning doinh some spiritu prayers and just release myself in faith to God by worship him. So when I was whorshipping God it felt my whole body was outside myself my hands felt numb and could not move with this breeze of wind coming over my hands, I could feel the holy spirit moving upon me so undescribeable... Anf so overwhelming... After that my whole body felt numb and I felt so peaceful... I went to bathroom and when I looked in the mirror I could see myself like really in my eyes (not my reflection) so clearly and my eyes was sparkling... Its really unbelieveable something I never felt before... Can someone make sense of this... But even now I feel so calm
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Soulful experience (guest) in Soul Leaving Body - What Does It Mean?
I experienced my soul leaving my body today upon waking up. I was laying flat and my Soul was leaving the same way. I was super scared but did not utter a word. I open my eyes and could see colourful birds, chirping and happy. My soul went past that and was going up in the clouds when I saw a tiny white thing, couldn't figure out what until got closer and it got bigger and I saw Angel with wings, all white. At first it was scary but the thought just came like an intuition that don't be afraid I am protecting you. I think we had a conversation but I can't remember a word. Upon waking, only thing was strong in my head was" I am protecting you".
Been going through so much past few years but my faith in God is soo strong and recently going through Spiritual Awakening. I have been seeing repeating numbers and dreams a lot but this experience was something I never experienced before Its amazing to read how some people had similar experiences here.
णमो अरिहंताणं Ṇamō Arihantāṇaṁ I bow to the Arihants

णमो सिद्धाणं Ṇamō Siddhāṇaṁ I bow to the Siddhas.

णमो आयरियाणं Ṇamō Ayariyāṇaṁ I bow to the Acharyas.

णमो उवज्झायाणं Ṇamō Uvajjhāyāṇaṁ I bow to the Upadhyayas.

णमो लोए सव्व साहूणं Ṇamō Lōē Savva Sāhūṇaṁ I bow to all the Sages of the world.

एसो पंच णमोक्कारो, सव्व पावप्पणासणो Ēsōpan̄caṇamōkkārō, savvapāvappaṇāsaṇō This five-fold salutation completely destroys all the sins.

मंगला णं च सव्वेसिं, पढमं हवई मंगलं Maṅgalā ṇaṁ ca savvēsiṁ, paḍamama havaī maṅgalaṁ And, of all auspicious mantras, (it) is indeed the foremost auspicious one.
Navkar Mantra
Ṇamō Arihantāṇaṁ I bow to the Arihants
णमो सिद्धाणं Ṇamō Siddhāṇaṁ I bow to the Siddhas.
णमो आयरियाणं Ṇamō Ayariyāṇaṁ I bow to the Acharyas.
णमो उवज्झायाणं Ṇamō Uvajjhāyāṇaṁ I bow to the Upadhyayas.
णमो लोए सव्व साहूणं Ṇamō Lōē Savva Sāhūṇaṁ I bow to all the Sages of the world.
एसो पंच णमोक्कारो, सव्व पावप्पणासणो Ēsōpan̄caṇamōkkārō, savvapāvappaṇāsaṇō This five-fold salutation completely destroys all the sins.
मंगला णं च सव्वेसिं, पढमं हवई मंगलं Maṅgalā ṇaṁ ca savvēsiṁ, paḍamama havaī maṅgalaṁ And, of all auspicious mantras, (it) is indeed the foremost auspicious one.
Mike, You are right. I am a petrochemical worker... You know, someone that makes gasoline. I am going to reveal a "trade secret" to you. A few years ago the additive to gasoline... Tetra Ethyl Lead... Was outlawed. Formulations are considered "trade secrets"! So are the reasons for certain additives to gasoline. Tetra Ethyl Lead was touted to be an anti-knock compound... But it had a dual purpose. It also doubled as a "metal brighter"... A detergent additive... Well it brightened metal alright... All too well! Tetra Ethyl Lead changed the molecular structure of the thin walls of the underground metal gas storage tanks in all the gas stations and truck stops! It tended to literally MELT THEM along the bottom. All the underground gasoline storage tanks leaked horribly. That is why the government went around digging them all up! Now gas stations are required to have fiberglass tanks and flexsteel piping. Your "vision" was absolutely correct. There does exist lakes of gasoline underneath all the big cities of the world and many rural areas as well. This has become common knowledge among the big oil companies. Many lawsuits have been won in regard to this problem. You figured it out (from the date on this story) before it really became common knowledge. This may be part of God's plan to show us we cannot continue to abuse the earth. Your instructions are found in the Book of Psalms... "Fret not thyself over evil dooers but rest in the Lord. Patiently wait upon Him"... And he will come!

Jessie Watson
Memphis TN
Darkness is an illusion

Take responsibility for your own shiat an you don't create it

I am not a vessel for the universes crap just because other people wanted to blame entities instead of dealing with their own shiat

I am not here to have my soul stolen from because of that and because billions of people believe that's even possible

Take responsibility for your shiat
And give me back what's mine universe

F*** you whether you are a freemason an abrahamic or whatever

F*** you especially if u call that shiat in on purpose

F** you take responsibility for your shiat

Learn the facts of life
The Abyss is YOUR Shame
The shame of spiritual seekers that just want to chuck that shiat off of them

ITS AN ILLUSION

If you took care of your shiat you wouldn't have to cross it

Forcing me to cross it, they say I'm supposed to see myself there

I'm the only person I dont

I only see other mages playing games
And pretending that it's the fault of Christian's or Jews or muslims or Hindus

While some of them scare everyone into shame by saying that's what's behind spirit

While none of you know a damned thing about psychology or physics and pretend your enlightened when you're only in it for yourselves

It is the most selfish inane drivel I ever got caught up in... Against my will

But hey when you're there you might as well make the most of it

Such is life

Freemasons can't even wipe their own butts but claim they're gods

Law of attraction my f**king foot

I was an atheist
If anything I attracted the opposite

You want to find the secrets of the universe

Ask a retard why hes smiling

And stop being so petulant about words like f*** honest to goodness some things are f***d especially people that claim they powerful when they don't even know what it's like to suffer

You think you know suffering you dont

You try having your spirit torn asunder because you did absolutely nothing wrong except not believe in yourself and because you were FORCED to take on other peoples shiat

I forgave the whole of creation for that and it abused me some more

TAKE YOUR CRAP BACK WORLD AND GIVE ME BACK WHATS MINE

NOW
Anon (guest) in Gateway To The Pit
I got a bit lost once the shopping experience was being discussed. Probably my own distractions.

Anyway.

I'm sending ya good feels cos no one deserves to feel like that.

From my estimate it seems like your mind was showing you what depression is.

Its hell. It's one of the shiattiest experiences going.

I'm very super mega glad that you came out of it and I hope and trust that your life is long and happy.
Anon (guest) in Looking For My True Self
Take responsibility for your own shiat and there won't be any issue

But what is your shiat?
Good question

You have to have created a false self to be looking for your true self aye

Maybe your false self is what was responsible for your shiat

Probably an abuser in early childhood

You still need to deal with the aftermath though
Anon (guest) in Looking For My True Self
Higher self: the self you idealise yourself to be based on your morality

Lower self: the part of yourself that you dissociate from that people who attain Anatta have to deal with when stupid freemasons force them into the abyss we don't have to cross unless some mage forces us there because they can't see we already took responsibility for our own shiat so they try and make us responsible for theirs

In short

Higher self and lower self concepts are just another way (usually Western) ideology attempts to compartmentalize shame
Anon (guest) in Changing Faces
Clipping errors associated with holographic projections of the universal mind

Could be one way of looking at it

Another could be the mutual destabilization of your sense of self enabling sensory illusions to occur

That could even be the cause
SunshineGirl (guest) in Changing Faces
I just had this happen! I was sitting with a friend talking and his facial features started changing. He changed into 3 or 4 different people. I am unsure what this is called. Anyone know?
Anon (guest) in Something Enters My Body
Whatever you are going through

Learn to walk without fear
Learn ways to frame and interpret your experiences that are beneficial and empowering to you (without being disempowering to others)

Whatever the situation might be

Dont listen to the haters
Especially if it's coming out your own mouth

I know what sleep paralysis is. It's a liminal state that can present bonafide spirit experiences AND bullshiat.

So deciding it's one way or the other in every case when it's sometimes true and sometimes not is unfair

Cover both bases you'll be better off for it in the long run
alice (guest) in Something Enters My Body
There is a man I have a strong connection to. For whatever reason, our communication went off. He just stopped communicating except for short, cordial responses. No depth to our conversations like before. One night about a week ago, I was meditating and felt a strong presence pushing in. I felt like it was this man attempting to communicate with me in a non-physical way. I resisted at first but then relaxed and allowed it. He resembled a red energy. I knew it was him... And he wanted in which I allowed. Since the disconnect I had really been missing him so it felt great to reconnect with him in this way. It blew me away because it was such a seemingly beautiful experience. I woke up the next morning feeling like this is how life is supposed to be, I felt reborn. But, even after a week later, still no real contact in the physical. I had asked him if he had experienced anything that same night I did and he said he hadn't. So... I am just wondering what the hell happened to me. If it wasn't this man's energy then who the hell did I allow in to my soul?
Living for Christ Now (guest) in Were Angels Singing To Me Last Night?
At 19yo I overdosed and on the way to the hospital thinking I was dying I prayed and asked Jesus Christ for forgiveness and suddenly I heard a choir of angels to the utmost beautiful sounds that overtook every other sound around me of my mother crying and others yelling instructions. I was at total peace and even tho my heart stopped once I got to the hospital, Jesus brought me back and I literrally got up and left without any threatment to the opposition of the doctor and my mother. I was weak for a few months and only brought me closer to Him and after 9 months I regained my full strength and then some. After months seeking His face one random day He lifted my spirit literally out of this world and time to His eternal light and after my spirit worshiped and uttered something to Him that I could not understand The Lord Himself spoke to me in a language I could understand and overwhelmed me in His presence. After He spoke I returned to the same place and time to my amazement. Now I'm 34 and even tho nothing like that ever happened again I'm still here to His Glory.
With all due respect sister dreams can be pre cognitive and have been used by both magicians and entities alike to stuff with our energies for the purpose of creating real world effects

So dreams are about as real as a random assortment of ingredients for some project. The finished product is real. But the entire product line isnt. Fascinating.

But that said never take dreams literally or assume that you are the person who is dreaming. You could be witnessing.
Is being a magician surrending your will or a muggle surrendering their will

Like what if Gd woke some people up to be magicians cos it gets certain jobs done

What if it happened against the magicians will

What if Gd made certain people enemies and friends cos it gets a job done

Maybe Gd is a jerk

Or maybe there isn't one and were just using placeholder concepts to generate post hoc explanations for stuff that is real yet actually doesn't make any sense
The spirit world is real and so are medical and psychiatric conditions that can alter our perception of it or indeed be the result of our perception of it

The solution in both cases is to see your GP about being referred to a counselor, especially if you're not sleeping on the regular and/or depression.

You have the right to your own beliefs And to seek medical treatment and care
The previous anon appears to have been influenced by a militant rebellious attitude

Really what we ought to be doing is crafting creative solutions that end world hunger and the like

Rather than engaging in some sort of war with heaven like a bunch of sad sick fallen Angel's

You keep doing what you do luv and not worry about people who might have a point about "I'm awake now what?" Yet miss the point entirely
It's really easy to ignore how the evil works through ordinary human behaviour (the layers, not the specific acts) when we're swimming in the good feels of the divine

But you watch behind that evil is the good

Peoples intuition, the sleepy geniuses, works as mysteriously if not more mysteriously than the evil

The machine it gets people to cast dark spells through ordinary living like spiritual slaves

But behind that is the intuition.

The occult is nothing more than muggles choosing to be powerless because they know that no matter what they choose the machine thinks its winning

So stay blind
It's not worth it

If spirit wakes you up and shows you only pretty fairies and Angel's it hasn't woken you up

Its given you the dream

To see both sides of it is not fun and its involuntary

So if you do see both sides remember NO CONTRACT WITH THE MACHINE

Never contract with it
It could still force ya
But u might redirect some
Never ever contract with the machine

That's nice you get everything you want you get a pretty dream
You must have cast good spells on yourself
Wrong

You were chosen to have a holiday to have your steak in the matrix
You don't fight anything

You theosophists don't work for Gd to do that you gotta fight that second heaven you gotta fight those things

You don't just sit there sipping on false light pretending you're jesus when you never even overthrew a single table in a temple

Wheres your moxy

People are starving
They need to you stop sniffing your own farts and actually do something about it
Anon (guest) in Divine Embrace
I don't know but whatever that being is it sounds like a good being

Could be ancestral or not I don't really know

I'm just glad they're there for you
Anon (guest) in Gold Flashes Of Light
Just rule out health issues

When someone says brain fog and gold flashes in the same breath I'm thinking MS but that's curable don't let anyone tell you otherwise

It's got many fricking layers to cure it though

Check your pronouns and your self concepts
Your diet
Environmental exposures
And basically just whatever u need to

Sometimes it really is just your mind playing tricks on you or a health thing or the power lines or whatever

Sometimes it is a proper spirit thing
Anon (guest) in Gold Flashes Of Light
Serenity

Whoops I misread the date and it's been years ok

Hope u already got your family back together and graduated
Anon (guest) in Gold Flashes Of Light
Serenity

I'm not trying to be rude Darlin but you're not helping your cause

I believe you but when you say psychology student and DHS in the same breath as seeing Angel's I'm thinking the system might not be too keen on you hallucinating

It's not fair because

1. Everything is a hallucination
2. Hallucination doesn't say much about parenting skill does it, a little flash of gold light that makes you feel good has got nothing on a stereotypical worrisome one
3. You can just put it down to the temporary stresses of your present situation anyway

I'm saying that to warn you because if putting something on a mum blog got that happen this is a risk for you.

Cover your tracks better.

You say you are a good parent I believe you. You say your husband also saw that. I believe you. You say that you saw Oracle card synchronicity I believe you.

You set yourself up to see the Oracle card through priming. It happens in energy too. People call it other stuff.

You set yourself up through the mummy blog. Again you didn't mean to.

And now I am setting you up.

Why?

Because I want you to know that when it comes to the state ESPECIALLY psychology in the main is not open to this stuff at all.

It's called Occult because people want to keep it secret

1. To cover their arses
2. Because we don't know what it is

3. This means people make up answers

It could have been Angel's. Let's go with that. Its helping you.

Okay you want validation

I'm not crazy I'm just tired I needed a holiday because I got special needs kids

Look if you're in the states I'll bet you do, your country is renowned for letting the common folk down and being more or less a police state

Land of the free my foot, sorry the US is a joke from the outside in and I'm living in the land of your presidents "little brother" so yeah I know how messed up DHS can be

So what I'm saying is do yourself a favour

Sane rational people already know that we can sometimes have anomalous cool stuff happening and they don't admit to it because of fear

Do not walk in fear

But do not seek validation like this either

It was just your mind responding to stress okay;)

Learn how to frame and observe your experiences so you can pull yourself together and get your family back

And use psychology to do it;)

"Hard won lessons still being learned"
To Mary 3 days ago (guest) in Extremely Bright Light
Hey Mary

Dont Google it

Draw a picture of the pinwheel galaxy.

And on a different bit of paper just not thinking, like automatic drawing, draw three things on instinct

See if this helps you figure out which pinwheel galaxy you're talking about
Mary (guest) in Extremely Bright Light
I had lots of chills last night and just felt bad. I asked my husband to lay next to me because somehow I was afraid - don't know why just feeling ill/feverish. I closed my eyes and probably went to sleep... Next thing I know I am floating upwards lying down. I am in the sky floating - I sit up and I am in what I will call a pin wheel galaxy where all I see is shining lights - I am in awe thinking is this real? Its the most vivid dream. Then to the left a very very bright light is shining getting bigger - I tried to look but its so bright that I have to turn away. I am suddenly floating again downwards. I wake up covering my left eye, I yell out to my husband - Please turn off the light! Or whatever you have on... It so bright. I become very quiet after realizing there is no light on in my bedroom. I have been going through a difficult time lately and have been praying more. I would like to think it was a message from God. "See...I made this universe, trust that I will help you"
misxi (guest) in Divine Embrace
Hi

It was nice experience you shared here

That guardian angel could be one of your pitra, kuldevi or isht shakti. You should always be thankful to that entity in particular and give your prayer to that entity also
My experience was similar. But, I will say that God healed me from night terrors as a young girl. These were serious attacks from Satan so I knew God was real. I struggled with wanting him to save me but not making him my Lord overtime as I got older. After many major screw ups I was at a very low place in my life. I gave up and gave into God completely. Many major things happened but I literally experienced the rebirth. It was like my life revealed to me over time and how God was there. Like all of these moments I forgot just filling up my thoughts. But, with that I HEARD ministering for 3 solid days and nights. I felt so much peace and life! I experienced a walk in the Spirit. Like He was telling me things like His love as a father for his child. I also saw evil in a few people. Like pure demonic darkness. So many things have happened ever since. Like I can feel spirits at times and one time I heard a person's thought. This all sounds crazy but God is real and I love Him so much. He is my very best friend. Your experiences are such a blessing. You KNOW Him! I wish everyone did.

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