My experience involves, I believe negative and positive energies. I was going to post to the ghost encounter but the whole reason I am on this site is I was wondering if anyone else has ever experienced their room filling up with bright light? I want to know what it is. My mom has told me god does not approach you in a way that would scare or come to you in a bad way. I was in my laundry room and I was sitting on the washer, my dog was with me too... I was thinking of all my friends and how happy I was to have such good friends and family and I got a flood of good thoughts/feelings. I noticed the room was getting brighter and soon the whole room was a bright light and I could feel an energy in the room.
I bolted out of the room so scared I have never experienced something like that... Then the next time it happened I was in my room with my dog listening to music and reading and the whole room suddenly got bright with light again, I jumped up and left the room I could feel the warmth on my back as I was leaving. This has happened a few times more after this... Mostly in my room. One morning I woke up not ready to get up yet for school and my lamp got slowly but surely brighter and I asked it to stop and left the room. I felt the energy warmth thing one night while the lights were off... I don't think it has to do with the lights in the house either. I will not get into all of the other events because I think that it should be posted on the ghost site because I had prior to this played with one of those Ouija boards in my house and I think I invited a bad spirit in but the light seemed separate from the other spirit thing, that I will not get into here. I do however think the light was the positive thing even though it scared me.
I had my friends mom and her husband come to bless my house. They are from a "Sufism" church and I had to wait out side while they did this. Later when they were done we went back to her house she told that her husband had said the spirit did not want to leave willingly and that two beings of light came and had to escort the spirit away... that's why I think the light was a positive thing because she said beings of light came to make the other thing leave and I could tell the spirit and the light thing that kept happening where different at least I hope so. I did grow from this and I did learn not to invite negative things into my heart or my home. Nothing has since happened in my house after the blessing.
THE BIG QUESTION I HAD WAS IS THERE A GOD.
The scriptures said if I wanted to Know then ask in prayer. So I set out to ask. I worked in a convenience store. I was the stock boy. I kept the cooler stocked and back room stock organised. I worked in the back on my own, it was a quite and private spot for me. Every day I woke praying. I prayed at work every day during my duties, I prayed at night. I was determined not to give up until I received an answer. I was in and out of constant prayer every day for possibly for 10-14 days, it was days of constant effort, but I can't remember how many days exactly. Then one day alone in the back stock room I was in a standing position while praying, I was asking if there was a god. Then to my amazement and instantly Then room filled up with a light. It was brilliant as lighting, brighter than the sun, brighter than anything imaginable.
Its hard to explain. I could look into the light and it did not make me squint it did not hurt my eyes. This surprised me. I was incased in this light, its all I could see and at the same time all I could feel. It filled me up, it filled my being my heart my soul, I could feel it surge into every cell of my body with such a magnificent force of gentle calm. It was a magnificant surge of unconditional love, the emotion was magnified to such an unexplainable level that It surpassed any emotion that a normal person could not even possibly feel with out the assistance of a deity. Tears gushed from eyes and then a voice spoke two words. Again the voice followed suit with the experience. Its was the loudest most powerful gentle loving voice I ever heard its hard to describe. It filled me up with the light. It was a voice of a thousand trumpets that soothed my soul. The voice said Follow me. After hearing the voice of Christ. I was then returned back into my normal setting I felt I was thrown back into a carnal state back into the filth of a carnal world. I felt dirty after leaving this godly state. I felt like having a shower. I was in a state of shock. I was amazed. I needed to leave this store. This is a place that I used to hide my drug use my drinking my sins. I Immediately decided that I needed to leave this place and never come back. I Walked off my job right there and then. I entered the store front heading for the front exit door, on my way a co worker he was yelling my name trying to get my attention, I looked over at him and then he said and I quote " O MY GOD WOW BY THE LOOK ON YOUR FACE ITS LOOKS LIKE YOU JUST SAW GOD! I faced he door with no words from me and headed home as fast as I could go. I arrived home I felt very tired I could not keep my eyes open I crashed on the couch and then I went into a dream it felt like I dreamed for days. I then dreamed a godly dream I knew it was connected to my recent experience. As soon as I woke I told someone what I dreamed and to my surprise and to their surprise they remembered it as a dream that was documented some where in scripture but was not sure where. They made some calls to some church officials and to help us research where this dream was documented. We found out. It was the same dream that LEHI had in the book or Mormon ref: 1st NEPHI CHAPTER 8. I had never read this before but now I was reading what I just dreamed I could not believe again what I was experiencing. I had dreamed the entire dream in detail. This is a whole other story but very connected to the experience I had in the stock room. This is what kept me hanging on this is what gave me hope never to give up on conquering my demons and addictions its also what lead me to my wife today over 35 years later.
This first time I wanted to change my life
THE BIG QUESTION I HAD WAS IS THERE A GOD.
The scriptures said if I wanted to Know then ask in prayer. So I set out to ask. I worked in a convenience store. I was the stock boy. I kept the cooler stocked and back room stock organised. I worked in the back on my own, it was a quite and private spot for me. Every day I woke praying. I prayed at work every day during my duties, I prayed at night. I was determined not to give up until I received an answer. I was in and out of constant prayer every day for possibly for 10-14 days, it was days of constant effort, but I can't remember how many days exactly. Then one day alone in the back stock room I was in a standing position while praying, I was asking if there was a god. Then to my amazement and instantly Then room filled up with a light. It was brilliant as lighting, brighter than the sun, brighter than anything imaginable.
Its hard to explain. I could look into the light and it did not make me squint it did not hurt my eyes. This surprised me. I was incased in this light, its all I could see and at the same time all I could feel. It filled me up, it filled my being my heart my soul, I could feel it surge into every cell of my body with such a magnificent force of gentle calm. It was a magnificant surge of unconditional love, the emotion was magnified to such an unexplainable level that It surpassed any emotion that a normal person could not even possibly feel with out the assistance of a deity. Tears gushed from eyes and then a voice spoke two words. Again the voice followed suit with the experience. Its was the loudest most powerful gentle loving voice I ever heard its hard to describe. It filled me up with the light. It was a voice of a thousand trumpets that soothed my soul. The voice said Follow me. After hearing the voice of Christ. I was then returned back into my normal setting I felt I was thrown back into a carnal state back into the filth of a carnal world. I felt dirty after leaving this godly state. I felt like having a shower. I was in a state of shock. I was amazed. I needed to leave this store. This is a place that I used to hide my drug use my drinking my sins. I Immediately decided that I needed to leave this place and never come back. I Walked off my job right there and then. I entered the store front heading for the front exit door, on my way a co worker he was yelling my name trying to get my attention, I looked over at him and then he said and I quote " O MY GOD WOW BY THE LOOK ON YOUR FACE ITS LOOKS LIKE YOU JUST SAW GOD! I faced he door with no words from me and headed home as fast as I could go. I arrived home I felt very tired I could not keep my eyes open I crashed on the couch and then I went into a dream it felt like I dreamed for days. I then dreamed a godly dream I knew it was connected to my recent experience. As soon as I woke I told someone what I dreamed and to my surprise and to their surprise they remembered it as a dream that was documented some where in scripture but was not sure where. They made some calls to some church officials and to help us research where this dream was documented. We found out. It was the same dream that LEHI had in the book or Mormon ref: 1st NEPHI CHAPTER 8. I had never read this before but now I was reading what I just dreamed I could not believe again what I was experiencing. I had dreamed the entire dream in detail. This is a whole other story but very connected to the experience I had in the stock room. This is what kept me hanging on this is what gave me hope never to give up on conquering my demons and addictions its also what lead me to my wife today over 35 years later.