My name is Rivkah and I have had a few visions of angels, or more specifically one angel- the angel with red wings. I really want to know who he is.
I grew up in an atheist household despite my name (a relic of my parents' culture) and religion was strongly discouraged, but I always felt an absolute certainty that there was a G-d. When I was 13, I suddenly felt a pull toward Judaism, and the face of a benevolently smiling man appeared in my mind for no reason I could fathom. I listened to my intuition and looked up the religion, and found myself on a site with the Shema Yisrael, a prayer. I read through it even though it was in Hebrew and felt overwhelmed with joy. I even started to cry, and I simply couldn't figure out why, other than the fact that it had to be the truth. I had found the religion I had been searching for since I was a child.
Another time, I was feeling very upset, under pressure about exams, lonely and utterly hopeless. Desolate, you could say. That night, I lay down and began to cry, and then I somehow wasn't in my room, wasn't lying in bed, and was standing with the benevolent man. He was an angel.
He had bright scarlet wings and was smiling so kindly, so warmly, it made me feel whole somehow, and there was a crowd of snowy white winged angels behind me. They were all smiling too, but none of them had that affect on me. He had his arm around me and I could feel the warmth of my skin on mine- they were all quite tall, I felt like a child standing next to an adult, and in the same way I felt he would look after me. Take care of me. His other arm was extended to show me something but I didn't bother to look, so enthralled was I by his face, his eyes, his smile, his beautiful long hair. He made me feel so... Warm.
I've had a few visions of him since, especially when I feel lost or sad. He comes and holds onto me, comforting, mostly in the night, or holds my hand. I've not heard him speak but often when I'm with him there's a sort of happy sound; I don't know how to describe it properly, a sort of whispering sound like someone singing quietly far away. I love him and I think he is my guardian angel but I would like to know who he is; I've never heard of an angel with red wings before.
Thank you for reading this.