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An Angel? Or God?


This event had happened to me in mid December 2011. To be honest, I didn't believe in god or anything religious like that, but I did believe in the devil. From the beginning of November up until what had happened to me that night, I felt I was being followed by something evil. And I believe it was the devil.

On the bus riding home on tuesday, I thought really hard and put all the pieces together and finally accepted god into my life. The moment I did I felt a weight lift off my shoulders. It felt beautiful.

What had happened, happened on a wednesday morning at exactly 3:03 AM. I had a dream I was in school with my two cousins and I was walking up the stair to the office, and then I wake up at 3:03 AM. I don't know but I did not feel like I was in control of my own body. I turned my head to look at the time and then I felt my torso and up begin to lift on its own and then my eyes roll in the back of my head and before I knew it I had fallen back into that dream. But I was already at the office and what I know was standing in front of me was the devil and I think his demons or things dressed in blackcloaks with hoods on and same with him. Or was it even the devil?

I felt the devil put his arms around me ready to take to me the unknown or hell.

But I wasn't scared at all. I smiled and pushed his arms away as if I had the power to command him, and I said," I am in god's hands now." and smiled so happily up at him and I walked away towards my two cousins who were smiling at me also and I can see this beautiful warm golden light shining on them both and then I woke up and didn't sleep until 5AM.

The readers reading this do not have to believe me, but believe me when I say an angel or god saved me.

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Anon (guest)
4 years ago (2020-01-28)

Yeah and guess what you can undo their bullshiat in waking hours

It takes some doing but it can happen

I'm working on it

I seen with my own eyes what the garbage tries to do to us and 9/10 its astral garbage

So you not lucid right then they stuff around with a false image of you claim it's the real thing and they had you all along


You gotta believe strong and true they can't do that

Oh it's not easy when they generate illusions like that is it

But that's what it is illusions

Are we dead NOPE

Keep doing your dream work and going up
Anon (guest)
4 years ago (2020-01-28)
Goin Christian is just saying you picked someone to help bash bullies and keep them out of the playground aye

Jesus thumps bullies
So does Muhammed... He got lots anti bully chants too he calls them Ruqyah
AAnon (guest)
4 years ago (2020-01-28)
A lot of ways of interpreting

I saw your comment about your Hmong/Shaman background.

If you had been taught the shaman tradition you would have also been taught warding methods

Every shaman has warding method. Every spiritual culture does

What you have just decided was that you were saved by something you associate with a Christian culture and that's okay to do that

What you also did see your fiancee I think you said pointed out

Closer you get to Gd more the devil fights for u

Haha yeah ain't that the truth

Just remember like your dream that thing has no claim. On any of us

It's like saying

"I'm going to bash ya for ya lunch money. "

"Who gave you the right to do that?"

"I don't need to. I'll just take it"

"Yeah bullshiat you will" *shove*

You saw that thing for the bully it was you don't have to fear it same way as you don't fear bullies

Why cos that's what they want.

Dont give it to them... They got no right

Seeing through the ruse that young, good job!
Brooke (guest)
5 years ago (2018-11-13)
This year has been one of spiritual growth for me and I have had a few really special expeariences and I'd like to share one with you. First I guess I should tell you that I am not now nor have I ever been pregnant but I had a dream of my newborn son I can't tell you how but I just knew it was him. His father's spirit was there as well but I was not allowed to remember his face when I awoke but I know his spirit and fully believe when I meet this man here on Earth our spirits will recognize each other instantly, but back to the dream. I'm standing there and I'm allowed to hold my boy and kiss his face and tell him that I love him but I know how safe and loved he is there and that I would have to leave him there and I know his father did the same. As we are with our child an amazing presence is there watching us I wasn't allowed to look at this presence or if I did I wasn't permitted to remember when I woke. The same amazing warm golden light you spoke of in your dream is all around us especially my son through this whole dream. It was the most comforting warmth. My spirit and soul know far beyond the shadow of doubt that this golden light presence is God our heavenly father and my son is warm and safe and perfectly loved there with him. Trust in your experience and apply it to your life and never forget the warmth of Gods love for you
kingdixie01 (1 stories) (1 posts)
7 years ago (2017-01-19)
energyman, onawingandaprayer, gmo91, the-listener, egomaniac, timfaraos, rogers999, darkassasin92:

I forgot I had even posted this and found it 5 years later. I can't believe I forgot about this.
Thank you to everyone who commented. I will say this to clear some questions up. I am Hmong and I was raised in a Shaman home. There is no god or anything of such only ancestors and spirits. If you're interested you guys can google that religion. I believe I was 16 or 17 when this event happened to me. I was still in high school. Before that amazing experience happened to me, I was literally being tormented by Demons or the Devil himself for a year. I had become of afraid of the dark because every time I closed my eyes something would touch me or I'd get sleep paralysis, hear things, sometimes see "them", and feel their dark enegery. I wasn't sleeping well at all that year because I was afraid. I know some people believe that sleep paralysis is a brain thing, but I never believed in that because I wouldn't even be asleep yet before that happened to me and I'd always have bad dreams and feel negative energery around me Any who, long story short after that incident, I still hadn't accepted Jesus into my heart. I know God saved me, but I still didn't believe him. Even then God never left me because a paranormal thing never happened to me again after that. A year ago I asked Jesus to forgive my sins and to come into my heart and life. I am now a Christian and I am happier than I have ever been. I know some of you are curious as to why I believed in the Devil and not Jesus. It was because I knew nothing of the Bible. All I knew was that posessions and demons were real not God. There's a lot more to the story I wrote above but I don't want to wrote as much as I am already. My Fiance is a Christian and he educated me of the Bible, what God is about, why we need Jesus. The more he talked about the Bible to me I wanted to know more and more. It was like I was a Nomad learning about this whole new world! And the more I grew excited hearing the word of God, my life was falling a part. Family issues, my grandmother was dying from stage 4 colon cancer and she was a strong believer of God, and more stressful situations were coming left and right. My fiance told me that the closer you go to God the more the Devil tries to make sure you don't. I persevered and I am glad to say I am a saved soul today. I am still learning every day. My email is kingdixie01 [at] if any of you would like to talk personally about God or exchange knowledge! I'd love that! I'm sorry it's taken me years for this. Hope you guys are still active in this forum!
darkassassin92 (39 posts)
9 years ago (2015-05-23)
I am a atheist used to be a Catholic but now I do not believe in a afterlife anymore. But I believe more in reincarnation than the afterlife. No one truly knows what happens when we die.
rodgers999 (1 posts)
9 years ago (2015-03-29)
to the fool of on a wing and a prayer I have seen things as astral projection all my life as well as laughing at some one who would claim to have never befallen evil or dark magic for one reason your very being is the creation of evil do you not comprehend that. A demon or an angel can force you when you're asleep to go into astral projection regardless of faith. Let me enlighten you on things I am 23 and have seen and talked to the dead, angels, demons of all sorts. Just so you're aware there is magic in this world it is very old magic. But some few people do know there is another world which people do not see. Simply put you think that the stories are fake or pretend they are not all things mystical do exist as well as supernatural not to mention when all of you are aware 666 is no number of hell in hell the world is a mirror image and upside down. So try again as a friend I say to you other two as well as others do not take these happenings lightly your overwhelming feeling of doom and or dread may have been a bad spirit worst possible outcome a demonic presence... Just a formal warning now the other part of this warning make sure you always know your way back cause astral projection is the soul leaving the body remember next time close all the doors you open on the other side if too many are open its easy for something from the other side to slip in and a body with out a soul is easy to occupy then you can get lost or even die on the other side take nothing lightly it is one of the first magics and any mistake can be dangerous...
Timfaraos (131 posts)
9 years ago (2015-01-26)
Jesus was, is and always will be! He showed us in the bible that angels and demons EXIST! And so many testimonies prove this! God bless! Timfaraos [at]
egomaniac (1 stories) (2 posts)
10 years ago (2013-11-20)
you saved yourself, the truth in you didn't save yourself from the shadow, it became it. Knowing you are truth and shadow, you no longer fear either and are free to be both at once.

The devil in you is the part of you that will do anything to survive, commit the same evils that were committed upon you and hurt you so badly. It is metaphoric because to realize it would endanger the ego's survival mechanism (which ultimately we seekers aim to deactivate anyways), the danger is self harm without the ego's protection (which is rationality and reason).
The truth in you, the god in you, is the part that chooses to be capable of devilish deeds and chooses to not do them anyways.

Hope that helps; believe in your self, not metaphoric versions of yourself =)
The-Listener (1 stories) (7 posts)
11 years ago (2013-03-28)
Yes, Energyman, Kingdixie's story ended with a positive, YEA! However, my advise would be to not get too excited by the pretty crazy things that can happen and focus on the understanding you now have. This is the real power. You may not be lead to spiritual warfare, or you may. But you have been given a Devine experience. I would say follow the devine. However you find God, keep your eyes and focus there:)

I'm so happy for you. Now you can experience all the amazing crazy joyfulness... A shadow is only there by the power of the LIGHT!
Gmo91 (1 stories) (1 posts)
11 years ago (2012-10-14)
Hey Kingdixie, I really enjoyed hearing your storie. I can tell you for sure that the Devil and demons which is the kingdom of Darkness does exsist now so does God his son Jesus and angels exsist which is the Kingdom of God. We live in a Spritual Warfare everyday. Look up ephesians 6:10. Talks about Spiritual warfare. I would love to talk to you more in private to explain some things in your situation, but I can definatley help you. I enjoy helping people. I want you to know that when you recieve Jesus in your Life he gives you the holy spirit. Start taking authority over demonic spirits and even over sicknesses and when you don't feel peace. Jesus says I have given you my spirit to heal the sick cast out devils, clense lepers, Raise the Dead. You can do all this things in the name of Jesus. That is the name Where we are to use our authority. I have done many healings and deliverences on people from demonic spirits and feel so free afterwards so I definatley recomend you to know your authority in Christ. If you need any information or help on something just let me know.
Onawingandaprayer (30 posts)
12 years ago (2012-06-12)
Energyman, and Kingdixie

Interesting experience to say the least, just curious as to why you believed in the Devil and not a Divine source?

I am like the both of you in a sense, I was raised a Catholic and really couldn't come to grips with "institutionalized" religion or Priests yelling at the congregation because they weren't donating enough money, but that is another story.

To me the Devil no longer exists, I have simply erased it/him whatever from my thoughts. As a result I have never experienced any form of "evil" encounter, so I find it fascinating when I read stories here on this site about people's belief and encounters with evil.

Energyman I see your point and wholly agree with you regarding the foundation of the original religious thought. Early man thought that anything good or bad that happened must have been caused by a spirit of one kind or another, if it was bad then Bad Spirits were at play. They didn't put two and two together to realize (nor had they the awareness either) that a thunderstorm was simply a thunderstorm, an earthquake was just stress on the plate being released.

I do not get a sense of where your beliefs do lie, but for what it's worth I believe in a Source, call it Intelligence, God, Divine Source, Spirit, etc. I think you see my point, there have been TOOOOO many things happen in my life to think otherwise. Some will say coincidence, however I don't buy into that.

As for the experience above a friend left me with a phrase that can be used and in this case something similar was said and the outcome was the same.

The biggest thing to do in cases like this is to convince the ego-mind that it cannot be harmed. If saying a simple phrase can do that then so be it. Now Kingdixie is free of what was the troubling thought. The are others who frequent these pages whom may have a better solution and can refuse all the rest of us say, but hey that is the joy of this spirituality game, what is to me is not to you and vice versa, regardless of our initial beliefs.

Anyway, Keep the Blue Side Up

energyman (2 posts)
12 years ago (2012-06-11)
What I find interesting about this account is the writer did not believe in a god but in the devil. Some religions, to which I do not subscribe, would have us believe one exists with the other. I have often asked why some people believe all of the scriptures particularly when one realizes they were written when man believed the earth was flat or rode on the back of a turtle. The brings up the possibility the writing are perhaps lacking in facts. Anyway that does not detract from this experience which, it seems ended up as positive.

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