This happened about a year ago. I was hiking in Sedona with a friend and later throughout the day I started getting an uneasy feeling. I wasn't sick, but I felt my spirit was being attacked. I never felt this way before. A kind of conviction I never knew possible. I dabbled in many different spiritual paths at that time. I had an addiction to going to psychics and healers. I hit a wall in life and couldn't find anything to pull me in the right direction so I could feel like myself again.
It was 30 degrees outside, and the hotel room wasn't that warm but I was burning up! Soon my friend heard voices and I felt something go into my stomach. I vomited for three hours and just felt this guilt and fear leaving me. I knew I had done wrong and sought the wrong sources for my problems. Suddenly I felt this infinite love and this voice that I've known my whole life tell me to stop worrying what happens here on Earth because it will soon pass away but its love for me will always stand.
This is no coincidence. I was staying at the Ransom Hotel. I looked at my devotional book for Jan. 21 and The message was "Purge Out the Old." The scripture wrote: "How much more shall the blood of Christ, who through the eternal Spirit offered himself without spot to God, purge your conscience from dead works to serve the living God? For this reason Christ is the mediator of a new covenant, that those who are called may receive the promised eternal inheritance--now that he has died as a ransom to set them free from the sins committed under the first covenant." I can't believe this happened, BUT now... What do I do?