I started meditating way too much a couple of years ago. My body started rocking, the spinning. I don't know why but I would think of different sounds to make and to go to the mirror at times. Then, my surroundings would seem no longer solid. I would see different faces, each different colors, overlaid over mine. Then, one meditation, I felt like so much energy I thought I would explode and looked in the mirror and I looked like white plasma. This started everything.
Increasingly, I have felt entities enter my body. They have more increasing control, different personalities. Some seem lifeless. Others are intelligent. My body responds to my thought. I feel like a crazy person describing this. I am seeing a shaman. She keeps closing my field. It slows everything for a couple days then it doesn't work. Before, I felt them come through my back and crown and out my neck. Since she worked on me, only my though my crown. I will go back in a couple days. She is helping me for free because I am having such a hard time.
I have talked to one person that this is happening to but she encourages it, is a psychic and thinks it is good. It is not good. I want to be alone in my body. I am looking for other people who are experiencing this so I have someone to share with and possibly get real help. I also wake up vibrating and tingling and have started feeling the people around me so much I cannot tell my emotions or theirs. Now, if I'm talking to someone, something weird happens in my head and I feel like I'm merging with them. Not exactly merging but not sure how to describe. Thank you davinaenid [at] yahoo [dot] com