April 20, 2015
It started out in bed trying to go to sleep, I could not ger relaxed & had a very unsettling feeling, almost like an anxiety attack coming on, I have anxiety, I remember hearing a voice in my head, it said "You are going to see or meet Jesus
Tonight," I can't recall for sure but something along that line. I am a strong Christian by Faith. I wasn't asleep yet, but already knew something was wrong or different, I felt a tingeling all over my body, a numbness of sorts, & a very uneasy feeling, I believe I fell asleep, I still don't know for sure if I actually was sleeping or not, I felt as if I was paralyzed, there was a dark form or cloud, above me, it was black in color, I felt like I was being pulled kind of like a vacuum, like I was
In quicksand, it was a horrifying feeling, I knew my body was laying there, like I knew my head was on the pillow and it was now like I was sitting up and my body was behind me or kind of under me, I was still able to comprehend and be
Logical at this point, through the intense fear. My logic told me I am dying, and all I could think of is, my daughter and someone having to tell her I died, I was powerless at this point, and was in a way trying to fight what was happening, eventually, I gave up and thought to myself, if I am dying I have to let go, and that Jesus would be showing up any second now to save me. At that point I woke up and felt normal and stable and back in my physical body & the first thing that
I said silently, was "Jesus am I not right with you? " What does this mean?". I don't know what happened for sure, but I have never had an experience quite like this, I have had about a handful of out of body experiences in my life, more like a paralyzing feeling, but this time was different, I felt I was dying and I guess my soul was leaving my body, it was very very scary.