April 20, 2015
It started out in bed trying to go to sleep, I could not ger relaxed & had a very unsettling feeling, almost like an anxiety attack coming on, I have anxiety, I remember hearing a voice in my head, it said "You are going to see or meet Jesus
Tonight," I can't recall for sure but something along that line. I am a strong Christian by Faith. I wasn't asleep yet, but already knew something was wrong or different, I felt a tingeling all over my body, a numbness of sorts, & a very uneasy feeling, I believe I fell asleep, I still don't know for sure if I actually was sleeping or not, I felt as if I was paralyzed, there was a dark form or cloud, above me, it was black in color, I felt like I was being pulled kind of like a vacuum, like I was
In quicksand, it was a horrifying feeling, I knew my body was laying there, like I knew my head was on the pillow and it was now like I was sitting up and my body was behind me or kind of under me, I was still able to comprehend and be
Logical at this point, through the intense fear. My logic told me I am dying, and all I could think of is, my daughter and someone having to tell her I died, I was powerless at this point, and was in a way trying to fight what was happening, eventually, I gave up and thought to myself, if I am dying I have to let go, and that Jesus would be showing up any second now to save me. At that point I woke up and felt normal and stable and back in my physical body & the first thing that
I said silently, was "Jesus am I not right with you? " What does this mean?". I don't know what happened for sure, but I have never had an experience quite like this, I have had about a handful of out of body experiences in my life, more like a paralyzing feeling, but this time was different, I felt I was dying and I guess my soul was leaving my body, it was very very scary.
Associated with Christian fears
Your soul didn't leave your body
A weird energy come through, dark stuff.
It wanted to pretend your soul was leaving your body
You probably had sacrament recently by the dates, sacrament of Easter
Okay that's associated with death-rebirth
You unintentionally called it in
Something floating in the area × mind primed to death-rebirth theme × sleep paralysis = hey I'm going to annoy that person
Jesus got rid of the thing cos u asked him too
You're good enough it was just lousy timing