I was just met my new boyfriend who is a very spiritual person. For the first time he came to my apartment and spend some time and he kissed me and he went home. I put my night gown and was about to go to sleep when I felt something is trying to enter into my body from my back side, like spooning. First thought it came to my mind was he is back and this is him because it felt like him and his energy. Then I realized that it is something else and got so scared and I start to pray. Somehow it disappeared and I didn't feel anything else. Since my boyfriend is a spiritual person I told him about my experience and teased him that I was visited by him last night.
Things didn't go well between us and we decide to give it a brake. Recently we start to talk and we decided to see each other again. We plan to see each other on a Saturday night. The night before early Friday morning I got up form a chest pain. I drank some water and went to bed again. As I was tossing and turning suddenly I heard this beautiful sound, it sounded like someone is playing wooden rattle (which you can find it in American Indian stores) in my living room. Then it seemed that there was going to be an earthquake. I felt there was a slight movement in my apartment and suddenly I felt something is entering in to my body from my back side. It was not like the first experience. This time my body got paralyzed completely and I couldn't' move and I felt every inch of this entity entering into my body. All I could do was praying so hard and when it emerged completely then I could move. This one was different from the first time. First one the frame was much bigger this one was normal size and this one emerged completely the other one didn't. What I realized today that this I never felt that this energy leave my body. Can someone explain what is happening to me PLEASE? I have not told my boyfriend about this experience yet.