Why I Picked Flutterofwings

This took place in 2003 in the home in which I live in at the present time. I was in a head on collision in 2003, on my way to work one morning. A guy didn't yield his stop sign and ran it and I had what was called a "T-bone collision". I hit him broad sided on his truck, but head on for myself.

I got pretty much injured in this accident and had to have a care provider come, and stay for four months with me. This occurrences happen when she was no longer needed, to care for me about four to five months later.

I was hurt quite a bit with my knee, a broken chest bone, ribs and the like. I hurt so much and no matter how much I prayed the pain just would not ease up. I was in horrible pain, when I was awake, and many times when I was asleep as well.

One day I sat in my bedroom with the window, curtains and shads pulled way down far. No air in the room, as the windows were all closed and no fans in this room. Just semi darkness.

I thought that maybe I would just do something to get out of all this pain I was having, not only in my body but in my mind too from the car accident.

Then suddenly when I am thinking these kind of thoughts something happen. I first heard a noise above me. I looked up and I didn't see anything at all. The noise I was hearing was the sound of wings flapping. The third time I looked up, I could feel breeze coming from the wings above me, which the wings were still flapping. It felt good on my face, gave me new insight to how I felt.

After that I felt great and knew I would not do anything to myself. I would live and I would learn to cope with the disabilities that I had with the car accident. That I could indeed be happy with whom I am, and where I would go into the future.

I have become a better person, not only to myself from this experience. But to others. I have learned some patience and to be content where I am in life. I didn't ask the Lord for help that day, but he knew I was in despair and he brought his Angels to help me out that day. There is no doubt in my mind what I heard or felt, that indeed was from Angels that looked after me that day, and all days of my life.

This is the reason I picked Flutterofwings for my name on here and all sites I am on. In honor of Angels who helped me to look beyond the hurting days, but also into the future of a brighter life.