I've been having these dreams and visions since I was a child. I usually sin so I can be out of the will of God so I won't see these spiritual things he has called me to see. Well yesterday I re-dedicated my life to Christ and decided nothing would stop me from worshiping him. I asked for the holy ghost and spoke and prayed in tongues.
That night I fell into a not sleep no woke kind of mode, my face and head was being squished together and it was very painful. I began to say I rebuke you in the name of... And every time I tried to say Jesus the pain got worse. The spirit lifted me off my bed and held tight to my face and head but I could still breath. By the third time I said I rebuke you in the name of Jesus it dropped me. Every time I try and see who it is my face gets snatched forward. I'm so frightened by this.
I went to the doctors about it and they seem to think I was crazy. And my spiritual mother said I need to anoint my house. I think that it's just what he called me to see. I also used to be thrown around my room and choked with something around my neck. And every-time I try and look my face would always be pushed forward. But I really would love if I could get help with this because it not only keeps me in fear but it keeps me from totally giving my life to Jesus cause I know what would happen.
I also keep having dreams about huge disaster. I don't know where it's at but another brother keeps saying God is about to judge Washington or something like that because the churches are polluted and people have turned away from God and it's like the days of Soddom and Ghamorrah. Please help