Greetings everyone. Today something out of the ordinary happened on an Ordinary day. I have extremely high blood pressure since I was 25 and until recently I was diagnosed Borderline diabetic. In mid December 2009 I had a minor heart attack. I'm about to turn 35, but yesterday Sunday after mass, I went to give blood and was denied due to my BP reading of 166/108. Preoccupied I took my 2nd dosage of the 3 before my regular time. This morning as I was getting my 4 year old in the car, when I became engulfed in a frozen state and started seeing things that would happen when and after I die. I saw my daughter being taken care by my husband & mother. My daughter was going to suffer such sense of abandonment that she will fall in to a deep depression. My neighborhood and the house will remain the same, but without me. Hadn't it be because she screamed my name and shook me I wouldn't have come of out such trance, for a lack of a better word? What was that? I have never experienced such thing. It was an eerie feeling, it took over me filling me with anguish, sadness.
I think it happened because I promised God that I will donate blood every 70 days for a year. Was God sending me a message to take care of myself. Was this a revelation or a punishment for not being able to fulfill my promise?