The earliest memory of having an unexplainable experience, I was around 10 years old. I went down to a fishing hole that my siblings and I use to fish at. We would walk on the rocks to get over to a small island. It had rained for a few days and I wanted to get out of the house that day, as the rain had stopped. I walked down to the river and noticed that the water was racing faster than usual, but the rocks were still above the water, so I stepped out onto them to go to the island. I reached the middle of the river and the rock that I was standing on rocked a little and the next one was beginning to be covered with water. I looked up at the island to assess whether to continue or not. As I looked up I saw a women in some sort of a saint outfit and she was reaching her arms out to me. It was very peaceful and then the rock began to move and I looked down and got scared and turned back, as I was going back she had a light all around her and had lowered her arms and smiled at me. Just then my brother came and started yelling at me and I looked back and she was gone, but I felt so peaceful, I ran home and told my mother what had happened and she told me not to tell anyone, so I did not.
Another time I was living in Kansas City, Mo. Working and going to school when I met this person and we were just friends, but there was something different about him, kind of secretive. One day he called me and asked me if I would go to this apartment house and give his friend and girlfriend a ride to work. I did not wish to but, he begged. I pulled up to the apartment and I started getting a bad feeling, but I continued. I knocked on the door and there was loud music playing, so I was going to knock louder, when this lady in a scarf and old sweater grabbed my hand and very aggressively said" you better get yourself out of here, because they will rape you, shoot you up with drugs and have you prostituting for them. I turned around for a second and she was gone. I looked for her and it was like she disappeared. I called the police when I got home and the police confirmed that it was a definite possibility and later they called and said that there were no elderly women living in the complex.
There has been other things in my life, from time to time.
It was not until last year, that I experienced something constantly and daily and it became so overwhelming that I cannot explain what it is. It scared me and I still experience it if I don't control it.
In 1979, I met a man, he was an Iowa farm boy, fresh out of the service and when our eyes met in a local pub it was as if we knew each other our whole lives, everything was easy and seemed to be so familiar and comfortable with each other. I was a divorced woman with two kids and he was going to move to Wisconsin to be in a Rock Band. We were both inseparable from the start, but we just knew that we would be parting soon and we accepted it. He was eleven days older than me and was not the picture of any male that I had been attracted to. Everything was so easy for us, but it was coming to an end. He moved and three months later I found that I was expecting a child. I made a trip up to tell him, but because of certain circumstances I could not tell him. I came back home heartbroken and gave the baby up for adoption. It was a girl. I tried to find him many times to tell him, but could not find him and at one time he came to find me, but was told that I did not want to see him and maybe I didn't. Well last year I was on Facebook and he just popped up, I had tried to find him, but I was looking under Dick and not Richard, but on this day he just was there. Immediately all kinds of stuff started happening to him and I. He was focusing on me and there he was in my bedroom, he told me everything in my bedroom and we lived states away from each other. We started having the same dreams of past lives together, some good and some damn scary. We would wake up every night at 3 am and could not go back to sleep until after 4. We could feel each other and still can, we have such a connection. Another crazy thing is in our dreams and one time in broad daylight I can see this little girl and she is always the same. She seems to be coaxing me and him as well. It got really crazy, so we have both limited our conversation, but the other night this little girl came to me in my dreams and when I woke up she was pulling me by my hand saying something about "Daddy". It is always the same girl, maybe three or four years old. That morning he texted me and asked me if I was concentrating on pulling his shirt tails at work. I told him no and we both asked if we were alright, because it seems that we just know if the other is good or bad. Its like we are on the same frequency, but we both were somewhat scared of what was happening. I contacted a psychic research institute in the place where I lived and they would say prayers for us. We both love one another very much, but do not know how to handle what we experienced. I was raised Catholic and he was raised Baptist and neither of us were very open to this stuff. I hate that in order to control it and stop the happenings, we have to keep the other at bay, which works most of the time, but when we start talking it all starts again.
Any suggestions would be helpful.