I am not sure how you would title my beliefs. I know that God is real. I believe Jesus came & died for our sins, but I don't believe in praying to Jesus. I believe the old Testament and that we should only pray to God.
I believe I saw God the other night. I was somewhere between awake and asleep. I saw a man in a white robe, older man with white long hair. He knelt towards me and with a kind smile extended his hand. I was both afraid & happy.
I have been calling out to God, asking for help. I am about to lose my house. I tried to kill myself because of it last April. I'm too that point again. I've been calling out to him but this is the 1st time I saw him. I believe I've heard him talk to me before. I just want out of this mess I created. I believe he doesn't want me to do it, but if it means my husband can keep his house I will. I have been dealing with depression for years now. I just want to be happy & keep my house. I know I am just one of many with the same problem, I just want help, I don't know what seeing him and having him extend his hand means but I hope it means help. I hope maybe I am not alone in seeing him and that he will help all the peoples in this situation. I don't want to hurt myself, but I keep hurting others by making a mess of my life.