I am not sure how you would title my beliefs. I know that God is real. I believe Jesus came & died for our sins, but I don't believe in praying to Jesus. I believe the old Testament and that we should only pray to God.
I believe I saw God the other night. I was somewhere between awake and asleep. I saw a man in a white robe, older man with white long hair. He knelt towards me and with a kind smile extended his hand. I was both afraid & happy.
I have been calling out to God, asking for help. I am about to lose my house. I tried to kill myself because of it last April. I'm too that point again. I've been calling out to him but this is the 1st time I saw him. I believe I've heard him talk to me before. I just want out of this mess I created. I believe he doesn't want me to do it, but if it means my husband can keep his house I will. I have been dealing with depression for years now. I just want to be happy & keep my house. I know I am just one of many with the same problem, I just want help, I don't know what seeing him and having him extend his hand means but I hope it means help. I hope maybe I am not alone in seeing him and that he will help all the peoples in this situation. I don't want to hurt myself, but I keep hurting others by making a mess of my life.
GOD LOVES YOU and cares for you. I don"t know what is going on in your life, but I only had one point that I thought I'd kill myself. That night God showed me something that I'm still trying to understand but the message is that we have a purpose in this life and we are the light for the world and the darkness always seeks to destroy the light. Do not let the darkness win. Please email or IM me, do not despair for we care for you and God will keep you safe in His loving arms. At your worst moments is when you are most in need of prayer and if you have the spiritual eyes to see you will see the angels that guard you and would comfort you if you can find the ears to hear their words.
May the Peace of The Lord be with you,
AnandaHya