Firstly, thank you for the assistance that I have already received from a reader. I will certainly follow-up on their advice about staying healthy in my aura. As an update I am feeling a lot better, this is mainly due to having recently signed up for a correspondence course in advanced tarot reading with the Australian Spiritual Institute.
I feel that this is the right course to save my sanity, as gaining knowledge in this area should allow me to take more control over paranormal occurrences, rather than continuing to deny their existence, especially as daily 'coincidences' continue to occur, to the point that I am having to accept them as normal and now I believe ever-present. For example, every time I use my tarot cards on the kitchen table, my step children only ever arrive home 'coincidentally' after I have put them away.
As well, I keep getting steered into certain bookshops, where I am now finding bargain basement prices for books specializing in dream therapy and control and alternative methods for healing.
I guess the only unnerving thing about all of this is that regular spreads of the tarot cards on myself that are so accurate and up to date with my moods, feel somewhat invasive, as clearly someone or something is monitoring every single thought in my head. They can even be somewhat of a nag.
Last night my back was a bit sore from stooping over the cards on my bed for so many nights and I hadn't done the dishes while my partner was busy with other things. They told me that I was neglecting my health, that I should get some exercise and that I should not be taking advantage of my partner (yeah right ok!).