I feel the need to tell someone about my experience as I keep thinking about it. I am a little mystified by what happened. Am I becoming spiritually enlightened or going crazy?
OK so I will try to explain as best I can!
A few weeks ago I was lying in bed next to my boyfriend of 3 years, who I see at weekends, he was asleep and I was lying there in pitch black thinking about how he is not able to love me, he has told me he doesn't. I was thinking to myself that I don't mind that he don't love me because I love myself enough to not need his love. Then I thought to myself that I will give him my love anyway unconditionally. Then in my mind I focused on my boyfriend and kept repeating to myself "I give you my love" I did this with my eyes closed to start but when I opened my eyes still repeating "I give you my love" I had a shock!
It was if my boyfriend had a shield around him, and the love I was sending him was white light, the light kept bouncing right back off him!
I kept doing it to try to determine what I was seeing,, the light/love that was bouncing off my boyfriend headed towards the corner of the room getting bigger and bigger with a golden tinge. The shape of this now white/golden light was the shape of an arc window. It didn't light up the whole room, it was just light in total darkness.
I'm hoping someone has an explanation for this please.
Love Peace and Happiness to all.