Everyone was asleep in my house. I was feeling bad, so I went on my back porch and began to pray for healing. It started to pour rain side ways and lightening struck hard. All of a sudden, I was filled with intense light and started to laugh and cry with joy. The only thing I can compare it to was when I tripped on mushrooms, but it was a thousand time more intense. I never felt so much joy in all my life. My inner child took over and started to talk to God and I kept screaming he choose us (Alan and Me). I spoke like a child.
I don't really want to tell you what my inner child said because she went a little crazy. My fiance who can see auras said he had never seen anyone glow with such intense brightness in his life. My inner child got delusional. Alan talked me down or back to reality. I am glad he didn't call a mental hospital. I think my inner child couldn't handle the experience.
The rest of the week I walked in complete Love. I never felt such intense love. At my job I had some weird things happen. I gave my co worker a back rub and she began to freak out and faint and went to the E/R. I am a nurse and one of my patients when I was getting her ready for surgery, started screaming and acted like a wild animal, when I was about to insert a foley catheter. I threw away the foley and held her and told her everything was going to be ok. Her family came back in the room and I told them they needed to help calm her down. I brought her into surgery she was calm and smiling. She received a spinal anesthesia and during the surgery she kept thanking me and calling my name with such love. When I got into the recovery room, I suddenly knew her family prayed over her and I asked them if they did and they all began to smile. I never felt so spiritual in tune with a family. I think God was trying to show me what it feels like to walk in complete love and to hear him.
I still wonder why he choose to touch me.