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Touched By Hell


Let me start out by saying that mine is a minority faith. I am a theistic Satanist. In other words, a devotee of a god named Satan. Satan is the deity that pretty much all early pagan gods were labeled. So in worshiping "Satan" we are not worshiping "The Devil" but a god much older. In a sense, hard-core paganism.

However I have not sat down to type this in order to promote my faith. I am here to share my spiritual experience. When I first discovered this new faith, I must say I was nervous. In many faiths the transition from secular/another faith to the new one is marked by ritual. I was to perform a dedication ritual to start my new-found path.

I waited until the rest of my family was busy and began to meditate. I asked my god for guidance and courage. I lit candles and prayed for some type of sign. At first nothing happened, but after a little while a feeling of calmness came over me.

It felt as though the "real" world was melting away. I soon got the feeling that I was surrounded by friends. I was so happy that tears came to my eyes. My god spoke to me, encouraging me to do what I needed to do and to not be afraid.

It felt as though a veil had been lifted from before my eyes and I knew I had found my path.

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Timfaraos (131 posts)
7 years ago (2015-03-06)
Another book that will certainly help you: 'HE CAME TO SET THE CAPTIVES FREE', by Rebecca Brown.
Timfaraos (131 posts)
7 years ago (2015-03-01)
A few books that will help you, fantastic gut wrenching true stories that will help you: 1) 'OUT OF THE DEVIL'S COULDRON', by John Ramirez. (best seller). 2) 'THE DAY SATAN CALLED', by Bill Scott. See also the youtube video: 'ex satanic priest carlos'. Good luck. Stay safe.
Timfaraos (131 posts)
7 years ago (2015-02-16)
Bayby, don't experiment with unknown spirits... Curiosity killed the cat! Don't open a door you might not be able to close! You might not live to regret it, but sadly, your family and friends just might! We know from experience and other peoples' testimonies, that the most powerful name in the universe is JESUS CHRIST! He is our father and creator... All other spirits and gods bow down to Him- including poor old satan! Why would you follow a LOOSER like satan, when Jesus has his arms open, waiting to embrace you, to guide you and protect you with his powerful Holy Angels? Don't dabble in the darkness of the occult!...Read the bible and practice it, pray and fast for others, in Jesus' name... And you won't be lost! Jesus said: I AM THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD! WHOEVER BELIEVES IN ME WILL NOT WALK IN DARKNESS... FOR TO ME HAS BEEN GIVEN ALL AUTHORITY, IN HEAVEN AND ON EARTH... I CAME TO SAVE THE SINNERS! Timfaraos [at]
Jill2013 (1 stories) (9 posts)
13 years ago (2009-02-25)
that happens to me a lot

Cool story... I really liked it:)
Does it happen often
awsome_hunter (10 posts)
13 years ago (2009-02-19)
Wow I am glad I'm not you but sometimes I do but hey oh well I'm me and your you.
phoinix_fade (1 stories) (13 posts)
14 years ago (2009-02-11)
I think I came close to expericncing this too. Last night while I attempted to meditate for the first time... The real world started to swirl and I beganseeing figures and shapes around me... I don't know what it was but I don't believe it was hell.
nicholas celia (guest)
14 years ago (2009-02-09)
i am terrified. About a year ago I found myself in the midst of an ominous, foreboding and malevolent presence I call "the hellspace". It creates sensations and perceptions that are so difficult to explain. I truely believe that I am in an aspect of hell. As much as I love god and jesus christ, there is a part of me that feels that I'm in rebellion against god, fearing that this will send me straight to hell. Can a person be in hell before they die? Could I be under spiritual attack? Pray tell, what can I do to pull myself out from the void of the hellspace?
vagabondfaith (49 stories) (90 posts)
14 years ago (2009-02-05)
The spiritual realm is absolutely a fact and is even more true and permanent than our material world. There are similarities though. As to your choice of wanting to follow a pagan God, that is surely your choice but surely not an enviable one. I think it is so good of our wonderful kind and loving God and His son Jesus Christ to give us this free gift of FREE CHOICE.
Just as this world experiences good and evil not only dividing up people but even dividing up ourselves. I do not think anyone is all good or all bad there is a bit of both in all of us. So is the spiritual world. As a committed Christian I have experienced both the amazing and almost indescribable beautiful world of real LOVE of Jesus Christ and the angels and saints but also the torture and sheer hell and pain of Satan's Hell. However Satan is very very cunning and lures one into his hellish realm by deception. The way there often looks very attractive but be sure he has only come to DESTROY KILL and STEAL but Jesus Christ has come to give us life in all its beauty and abundance. John Chapter 10 verse 10
Please read my 15 blogs on this subject and feel free to contact me by email michaeljaffrayk [at]
God bless you have a good day and I look forward very much to hearing from you...

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