I was born premature weighing 1 pound, 9 ounces. I remembered my early months as a preemie. This was my very first memory of life and experience of the spiritual realm. I was a baby but I truly remember this and I always will for the rest of my life.
The first experience of my life was that I felt uncomfortable and that I knew something was wrong. I did not know where I was or what was going on but I just knew something was not right. I felt discomfort but there was no pain what so ever. I could not see anything but I remember looking upwards. I suddenly saw this bright but not blinding, soft milky whitish golden light come into view, slowly opening up in the darkness. The light was shaped like a portal and there was slight circling white mist or clouds outside of the light. This light was not any of the artificial lights in the hospital because the light had such warmth and an unconditional loving feeling to it! This soft light made me feel comforted and safe. I also sensed with the deep love what I can describe as age-old wisdom, incredible deep intelligence within the portal of light. Now I realized it was God. Just because my mind was still young at that time it doesn't mean my soul is. Our souls are so much deeper and eternally perfect than we think. There was so much unconditional loving warmth and wisdom that one could not contain it all!
As the presence of the soft loving light washed over me, I saw, I would count 20, what I could describe as 'winged beings' at the time. These beings flew down very gracefully through the portal of light. They were SO INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL with the most gentlest and sweetest of faces! They were clothed in flowing pure white robes and they held their hands in prayer or out to embrace me with hopeful smiles. I remember they had long light and dark beautiful flowing hair and their pretty and kind eyes sparkled and blazed like fire. They quite literally radiated with the glories light of God! I don't know how to describe this but deep inside... I felt like I knew them somehow, like old friends I haven't seen in years. 'I know you from somewhere... Why do you seem familiar to me...?!' I thought to them. While they were floating above me they smiled in response at me, as if seeing my thought. However, I could not really place why they seemed familiar to me. They seemed to know me though! I wanted to reach out and touch them but I could not seem to hold my arms upwards. Some of their pretty sparkling wings were retracting and disappearing as they floated near and above me. They greeted me with kind physical and telepathic "Hellos", "Hello dear" and "Do you remember us honey?" The angels began softly stroking my head and cheeks slowly with their graceful hands while studying me so close it was like they were looking within me. It was like they did not want to miss anything. They also kissed me upon my head and cheeks. They reassured me: "Don't worry, everything will be okay; we're here to help you." They also told me that ALOT of people were praying for me and that I had to survive. 'I promise you I will.' I thought to them. They smiled at me. "We love you Anna!" They beamed.
I saw a few angels I know and recognize today as Archangel Raphael, Michael, and Gabriel standing evenly apart from each other. For some reason, I got the sense these particular angels seem to stick out from the other angels. Like they were higher authority or something. I also saw an angel with reddish kind of hair who had no wings in the middle of the angelic group. This particular angel also stood out to me and from the other angels somehow. This female angel NEVER took her eyes off me as she watched over me. I came to know her later in my life as the soul of my Great grandma Anna who I was named after. She is one of my Guardian angels, spirit guide, and one of my many friends in life. While the angels spoke to me, Archangel Raphael, a few other angels, and my great grandma put their hands on my chest in a formation of a cross while closing their eyes and prayed: "In the name of God..." and it felt like bolts of electricity was being sent through my chest! I felt like I could breathe and there was no discomfort what so ever! I felt like gasping for breath but couldn't for some reason. Afterwards they wished me well: "Good luck on your mission, we and God are with you." From what I could also see, some angels floated over to another preemie and watched over him as well. The angels stayed a while longer until they rose and disappeared back into the light. There were other things that happened but that's for another post.
Later in my life, my family told me about how I was born premature and the terrifying months in the hospital for everyone. They told me I had a collapsed lung as a preemie and that my eyes were sealed shut for a time. The angels and my Great grandma healed me! I realized that I saw the angels through my soul or spiritual eyes. When I was 20 years old I finally told them how I remembered seeing and talking to the angels and Great grandma Anna. They were truly amazed and knew it was true because they said I had a slim chance of living and that a bunch of unexplained miracles saved me. The Divine Intervention subconsciously drew me to the Heavenly/spiritual realm and my Christian faith. It also opened my spiritual gifts up even if I'm still a little inexperienced with using them. Along my life I would sometimes feel, see, and talk to my angelic friends and a few spirits as well. I would sometimes see spiritual light. I wish to help others out with my spiritual experiences in my life and let them know miracles and the Divine are real and watching over us. If ANYONE has advice to help me use the spiritual gifts God gave me, help is greatly appreciated.