Before I started my spiritual journey weird things happened. Me and my husband starting seeing what we thought as ghosts coming and going. They stood around smiling, even heard the voice of one in my moms room. I thought someone was at my house talking on a phone, but went back there never saw any apparitions but still heard the voice just a lot quieter and I tried to figure out where it was coming from but it was impossible.
Well about a week later we had the tv turned off in our room and plain as day there were 2 demons (at the time we thought they were spirits) then more and more started appearing. I finally told them they have to get out. I had never seen anything like that and it was freaking me out. Maybe a day or two later I decide to go watch tv in the living room and really didn't think anything of it. When I turned the tv off there were probably about 10 demons just staring at me smiling. One was trying to tell me something but all I could hear was a whisper, I could only make out some of it. One of the spirits had wanted to talk to me in mom's room on her tv... So I went (I didn't think they were evil) and he kept gesturing for me to come closer to the tv so I would be able to hear him, this is when I started getting uncomfortable and out of nowhere I just automatically new those are demons so I ran to my room and told Shane about everything. It was really scary, but luckily we were beginning the process of moving down the road to apartments.
Not long after moving in... Out of nowhere once again a lot of demons show up on tv reflection and one of them stood out above the rest. He looked like a big white male but he had a huge head and was very ugly. I just felt that he was the devil and I tried to tell them to leave but instead of leaving they all started having sex with each other... It was sickening. We just left the living room and watched tv in our room.
The next night they tried to do the same thing as the last time by telling me to come closer to the tv and I just had this feeling that I had some kind of gift that they wanted. So I asked and they all nodded yes. I told them they would never get me and the lord is my savior so they should just give up. After that I didn't see them for a while but then one day I happened to glance at the wood on my cabinet and there was a face in it. I got closer and he looked at me. He had long hair but I felt like it was the devil again just in a different form. When I first saw him I was freaked out but I ended up standing strong and laughed at him and I told him "Go away... You are never going to get me... Get that through you head" and I walked away and I haven't seen anything of that sort since.
I have had my spiritual awakening and almost have complete control over my fear now. I am a lot stronger in my views and my faith. As I was writing this it became clear to me... The devil wanted to get to me before I had my spiritual awakening. My husband is at the same point in his spirituality, I don't understand why they targeted only me? Thank god for my awakening, because I used to live in fear over this. Now I can think back and feel alright with it because God has my back. It feels so good to have reached this point, I have no fear toward them... I feel like there is a loving energy right by me and is my protection.
Has anyone else had any similar experiences? I think it is crazy how many there were and the things they did were just sickening. A lot of this I had forgotten completely but as I started writing... It all came back. Another thing I forgot to mention at the apartments in our room one night we saw something like a portal on the wall and spirits were just coming and going. I can't remember exactly when that happened though, so it might not be related... I am not sure.