This experience was terrifying to me and to others around me. "IT" changed my life and it still gives me chills and draws tears to my eyes every time I tell what happened. This is just a small part of my experience though because of how long my experience lasted.
It was at a time in my life just roughly about three years ago when I was severely depressed and suicidal. Well, I got into using drugs really bad. (About problems with my ex cheating, etc.) I was staying with my older sister at the time in Arizona. I always waited for everyone to fall asleep and then I'd go into the bathroom to use. (The night before I had prayed to God and told him that I knew He did not love me because I would not love me either for of all the broken promises to Him and everything I had done wrong and knew better before I did it.
Immediately, I felt different and had started seeing hundreds of black orbs all around me!) There were only three adults in the apartment that night my sis, my ex, and me. I had found a chance that night. It was about 11:00 p.m. (They were going to go to sleep soon) because my sis and ex were going to the store which was about a quarter of a mile away and they were walking so it would only take them about 20 minutes so I knew I didn't have much time. They left so I went to the bathroom and sat down to get my stuff to use.
Before I could use there was a loud knock! The knock was like "doom, du doom, doom, doom". I knew I was all alone so that scared me! I thought who could it be? I thought they had came back so I shouted "Who is it?" no reply so I quickly put everything up and opened the door-no one there! I check the small two bedroom apartment and find nothing! Then I run back to the bathroom and close the door and as soon as I close the door and locked it there it was again, three or four times LOUDER! I opened the door and felt something go through me and an ice cold breeze. It's almost felt like somehow whatever it was attached itself to me but not physically. Very hard to explain - but I never used those drugs that night and was sober all day.
When my sis and ex came back I said nothing to them about what had occurred. The next day "IT" wasn't any better I started seeing and hearing negative and demonic things and soon I had to leave the apartment and go somewhere else but that wasn't making it better. I was going crazy, I went threw hell and rather not tell anymore details at the moment "IT" still bothers me sometimes. I can tell many experiences that I have had and still continue to have demonic forces attacking me to this day.
I also am much better now I DO NOT use drugs anymore since then. I always since real little as a kid had demonic and weird things happen. I'm not a negative person just seem somehow my family has been plagued by demons for all of my life. I have three other siblings a brother, and two sisters. My mother still is attacked and both of my sisters all have strange demonic things happen to them.
I had to go to see a priest to get rid of the demonic force that was latching onto me. The strange thing is that I didn't tell her ANYTHING! She looked at me and said "God told me that you are plagued by demons it is your choice to get help." "Do you want help?" and I said "Yes I want help." Later that night I had a good dream for once because I've and my mom and sisters have had very horrible and devilish dreams all our lives.
I do not get scared easily because of all the demonic and ghost - like encounters I've had. I now think why those demonic entity came is because of that prayer the night before. So WHATEVER TRAUMA OR BAD YOU ARE GOING THREW DON'T EVER TRULY BELIEVE IN YOUR HEART AND SOUL THAT GOD DOES NOT LOVES YOU BECAUSE HE DOES!
If you are interested in knowing more about this experience I will be up for discussion