I have been living on my own for a few years now and have been experiencing many personal growth changes. I quit drinking when I moved in my home because of many things that hurt me with a previous relationship and needed my own comfort. I have met many folks in my recovery who have taught me about taking responsibility for my own life. Funny thing, is with this awareness, of my own responsibility in everything that has happened to me, things I used to blame others for, has come an overwhelming experience with spiritual things.
All my life I have had spiritual and psychic experiences, however, I always thought I was off track if all things did not go the way I had prayed for them to happen. I have found, that I am not the center of the universe, and that we all have a part in this great creation. I am responsible for my own life, however, I need to respect others too. Not just other humans, but all things that are in this world.
From this respect, has come an ability to have courage and be almost fearless with a knowledge of The Being, as I like to call the energy of what to some is called God. This Intelligence has spoken through many things to me about my purpose as a spiritual being of many things, with love as the top and most important thing to do.
And with this as an understanding for you, I want to tell you that many times I have experienced fearful times with spirits and visions in my life, beginning from childhood. I never knew what to do except try to stay away from such experiences in any way possible.
My latest encounter however was very different. I saw a ghost in my bedroom that first gave me the chills and I had the experience of fear. This was a large man with no face that came to me while I was lying in my bed. I started talking to The Being, asking for guidance. I got the message..."Love!". So I started sending love to this ghost. I had to work with a lot of strength, but, my fear left, and I sent feelings of love to him. I felt his relief also, and he left.
I feel this was what healing this ghost needed, and was healed myself in the process. Now I am only thankful he came to me, to teach me.