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Answers And Meaning


I recently wrote about my Spiritual Journey and Angels Among Us. This one is Answers and Meaning. Just after I wrote Spiritual Journey, I was telling someone about it and the next day, before the story was posted, I met a man who admitted he also sees faces. He sent me the picture that I sent with my story Angels Among Us and told me that I could use it to support my findings during my Spiritual Journey.

This is significant in my journey because before all of my hospitalizations began. I lost a pregnancy at 3 months in 2002 and have always felt guide from there after I flatlined during the recovery of the procedure. I felt so much inner peace upon coming to that I had to ask what happened and I was told I flatlined by my ex-fiancée who was at my bedside when it happened.

My life suddenly changed and things happened for what seemed to be the worst, yet I seemed to be alright other than crying a lot. No one around could explain the sudden hardships, except to blame me and I knew I was doing my best, things never made sense 2002-2008, until recently I seen I was guided even resulting in the hospitalizations beginning in 2003-2008.

Something very unexplained came out of all of this. I have no research degree, but I wrote a research paper based on the psychiatric medications that millions of people are given each day.

I recently e-mailed it to the Alzheimer's Association in Chicago, who accepted into their research library after finding relevance to what I had presented regarding the psychiatric medications derived from past surgeries that eradicate abstract thinking which affects memory. Hopefully, my research and personal story may eventually help millions of people who have memory loss and have used the psychiatric medications. This is unbelievable. I never anticipated those findings or that research achievement in my lifetime.

My Spirituality was/is truly at work and I believe someone above guided my pathways for the good of the whole. I'm very humbled.

This is a copy of the letter received on July 31, 2008 from the Alzheimer's Association:

Hello Gina Sciarrino,

Thank you for contacting the Alzheimer's Association. Your email was forwarded to the Green-Field Library. The mechanism we have for considering research ideas is our grant program, into which we put a lot of energy. We don't have the bandwidth, I'm afraid, to deal with research in other ways. Yours is an interesting idea but there are thousands upon thousands of people who have never taken psychiatric medicines and still get Alzheimer's disease. When I search PubMed ( for: psychiatric medicine life time use frequency,

I do see some relevancy. Do you know about this database?

Thank you for sharing this idea. I will share it with my director.


Mary Ann

Mary Ann Urbashich

Associate Director, Library

Alzheimer's Association Green-Field Library

225 N. Michigan Ave., Fl. 17

Chicago, IL 60601-7633

(Ofc) 312-335-5199

I believe everything works for the benefit of the whole. I love how true Spiritualists always cross paths for when things are need to be known from the unknown. The reasons of why and the need real answers are always seen and felt if we are open to what the Spiritualists have to guide in this world because really we do get things from out of no where, as it seems to people.

I've come to separate that apparitions are for the ghost psychics and maybe the winged entities are for true Spiritualism that involves the beliefs of it as a religion. It all goes hand in hand and it all has meaning.

I can honestly say, this has been my religion ever since I can remember, that I live by even though mental health could never understand the whys of why I say the things I say or the whys about what I was doing such as traveling alone throughout the U.S. I always knew why, that my Spiritual Journey was to find something although I could not answer what I was looking for, I just knew it was something and it came out into words for the ALZ library, where I could apply my nursing background and science.

And I do still feel a lot of inner peace from my nursing career, the loss of pregnancies and from the outcome of the things that followed, bringing me to this point in my life.

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God Bless,

Gina Sciarrino

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GinaSciarrino (1 stories) (5 posts)
15 years ago (2010-01-03)
Thank you for posting responses. I'm writing a response in regards to the light coming on. I believe there is spiritual energy around all of us. At first I use to think it was a short in the electrical, then I realized it's not when a solid white milk glass globe around a ceiling light gave a loud noise and shattered everywhere. A man that I shared the apartment with was also a spiritualist. He was just as stunned as I was. We weren't arguing or anything. We actually were giving each other a long look at that moment because we were talking about us being among a few of our old friends that were still alive. He never gave me a key due to him having a girlfriend, yet he let me to come and go as I pleased with my travels, always having a warm welcoming when I returned. We had different lifestyles, yet we were really good spiritualists together. Upon returning to Syracuse, I found that he passed away as he tried to leave Syracuse. He died of a heart attack in 2007 while I was held in Virginia. I was suppose to make it back to help move to another apartment and was pullkept in Virginia instead. When I returned, I stayed with my sister and began to see a man that I seen in the past. From there, I went to a shelter and they found an apartment for me because a lot of people I knew passed away over a few years. I had a hard time due to my feelings of defeat from being a nurse and science major seeing what appreared to be procurements of illneses and there was nothing I could do about it other than research on the internet. I stayed on the computer researching. I also developed interent businesses of interst other than my research topics. I had my nephews overnight on the weekend and played Bingo on Mondays. Months went by. Above the counter space was a clock that I never really noticed until the batteries ran out. I replaced them finding that the clock had chimes that sounded just like my grandparents doorbell. I was in much better spirits and I thought to myself it was a welcome home because they rang at the right moment when I was ready to begin finding me again.
what a trip i took (guest)
15 years ago (2009-07-24)
i prayed for a out of the body experience, wow what a journey I had, what I saw and who I talked to, loved ones that all ready gone on. One thing I don't understand, there was one one there I did not know so I asked who is this lady, and a old preacher that has know me my whole life, answered and said, this is my sister, and your witness. Now the witness part I am still trying to figure out.
Deb (guest)
15 years ago (2009-04-08)
I would like to know if there is any place to look up the meaning (if there is one) of something that happened to me this morning. I always set my cross/crucifix ring on the counter as I am getting ready for work, but this time when I returned to put it on the cross/crucifix ring was bent. Where Jesus arms are nailed to the cross are the two parts that are bent. The ring is pretty sturdy and people have tried to see if it bent easily and it doesnt, someone would have to use something like pliers to do what was done. I just would like to know if that has any meaning. I was the only one up at this time and its unexplainable
Kathy (guest)
16 years ago (2008-09-09)
I have been raised in a christian home growing up. I lost my father in 1995 with cancer (he was 58), then I lost my mother to a Pulmonary embolus in 2006 (she was 66). I have become involved in meditation for healing, and then progressed to getting involved in Reiki. In which I am now a provider of this art. I studied the used of stones as energy support in the last year and a half and understand their purpose on this earth. My mother's lamp that used to be on her bed stand comes on in my house. It occurs anytime of the day. I find that I am comforted by this... Although it may not be coming from her. There have been many things I've experienced that are small noticible things that would take too long to mention. It's all so new to me and it's borderline unnerving to me. But, since I have been attuned by a Reiki master, my body will grow hot, then the lamp comes on. I cannot explain this... Except to say I'm not afraid of it. I also believe in God's angels being around us, guiding us, helping and comforting us. I talk to God and his Angels all the time and have a close relationship. I don't tell anyone about my experiences, but I try to keep a journal. I too am now a nurse, recently graduated as a registered nurse, and find a sense of knowing in my heart and soul that this is what I was intended to do and this is my life's purpose.

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