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My Spiritual Warfare


I'm a born again Christian, was baptized as a baby as well and over the last few months I have felt the holy spirit stronger then ever guiding me. From a young age I could sense things, heard voices when I was 8 years old. I was told it was bad so for quite a few years I buried the gift to sense things.

Lately its been amazing, but hard to digest everything I have been learning and going through. I have been doing a lot of research on the bible, and angels, and demonic forces in hopes to understand more. I can sense when spirits are around me, or if a person is sick or is possessed. I can also be talking with someone online I have never met and be able to tell them what they look like, or pull up random stuff about them.

I get a lot of symbolic dreams and visions, have in the past dreamed about the end times, people that were possessed that needed to be set free. Had vivid visions of people that had cried out for help before being killed or murdered. Also received a vision of me in a white skirt and had a white scarf flying from my neck, while on a horse with a hurt man, so hurt he was not aware of what was happening, that I held in my arms, praying over him as we rode like the wind almost flying over the ground, and had a strong feeling something evil was chasing us.

Also I have seen demonic figures that tried to scare me in my sleep, in those cases I always sat up in my dream and told the demonic figure to leave. I have felt the presence of angels, gods angels have an almost rose smell, and sometimes get vibes that bounce off my body and alert me to when something good or evil is in the room or near me.

I have just started to get 30 second visions normally symbolic in nature when awake, and talking with someone that needs help. The holy spirit showed me how to cast out demons in Jesus Christ's name, and evil spirits and I have helped a few people (by being a tool to god) these people were harassed by spirits that wanted to hurt them or by demons that wanted to destroy them.

In one case, I almost swear I heard a voice say "nothing is impossible in God" right after I had asked god if its possible to turn normal water into holy water. I prayed and asked god to turn normal water into holy water in order to help a boy, and he did! The boy reported feeling the water burn when it touched his skin, and that he felt sick and like he needed to cough, all signs of being possessed and normal for someone who is having the spirit or demon casted out of them.

I have also had times where I knew something was wrong or something was going to happen. Once I heard something whisper to me to go on line now and that someone needed my help. I at the time wanted to go to bed, as it was 3am and I thought do I have to! And it said NOW! So I went on line and sure enough the only person on had a spirit that was attacking them. I naturally asked god for strength and helped the boy. I can also sometimes feel what people I'm talking to are feeling, or feel a pain where they feel it.

All this sounds almost crazy to me but its so real. I have felt angels swoop down into my living room, to aid in getting rid of an evil spirit hanging around, and have felt Jesus's presence. This is all a lot to digest! Is there anyone else out there able to do the above who understands? I'm searching for answers, I'm on over load, having a hard time understanding everything or digesting it all.

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Timfaraos (131 posts)
9 years ago (2015-01-22)
I am a practising greek orthodox christian. And I have had drinking glasses on the sink to dry, for no reason shattering in a million little pieces, without anyone touching them... And once during prayer at night, I felt a giant evil presence beside me, and I stopped praying and went to bed, which I shouldn't have done... The devil just wants to drive us crazy, and get us depressed! God gave you supernatural gifts to help people by praying and fasting for them! But if you are scared of this gift or tired, ask God to take it away! And don't believe the devil who tells you you are special, YOU ARE GOING TO SAVE THE WORLD! He just wants to fill you with pride, and lose your mind -like he did! We are NOTHING without God -dust in the wind! We should always thank him for what we have, and don't have... Timfaraos [at]
Gabriel777 (1 posts)
11 years ago (2012-11-13)
I have to start out by saying your experiences make me jealous but in a good way. I don't want to pull a "Oh me too!" and act like I experience everything you do but I will say this: My sophomore year in college I was blessed in that I could feel the armor of God being placed on me every morning when I would pray Ephesians 6:10 over me. I guess you could say my gift is being able to feel things but I don't know if it's as keen a sense as yours. I do feel the Holy Spirit burn within me, when I pray scripture against the enemy I feel it, I feel the effect of the sword of the spirit much like if you wave your hand you can feel the air but I can never see it or feel the sword completely. I do have feelings when something good or bad is going to happen, but I must say

You are a blessing! I have felt alone in that no christian friends have been able to relate to how I feel, and now I've found you and I CAN'T RELATE to how advanced you are! I want to feel angels swoop down, I want to advance spiritually.

I used to have symbolic dreams when I would have my own dorm room and decorate my room with scripture, but now I live with my Mom and those dreams don't happen at all just maybe randomly once every 6 months if I'm blessed! All I can say is that I really need a safe place spiritually because I don't feel myself advancing as much as I was and I am praying. Ugh I need someone to talk to in person about this stuff 😕 but I am glad that I found this thread. Not sure how long it will be until you reply and how I'll find out but I do wish we were friends in real life. They say in sports it's good to practice with people that are better than you and it would be good for me to pray with you.
Heismineandiamhis (guest)
14 years ago (2010-01-24)
yes. I know all of this. The things I go through are so difficult. I see it all around me. The pain is so searing, sometimes I have thought there is no way I would get out of it. But God is God, and I belong to Jesus. I know he's here, it just hurts so bad. I see angels and I see evil ones. God speaks to me, and jesus sits by me. I have always struggled, ever since I was 4. I am 23 now. I keep thinking of gethsamane, when jesus wept so hard, it was like blood from his eyes. He mentions a place of the gnashing of teeth, and I have gnashed mine in agony. But it does not last. Devils insist to me that it will--but it never does, because I belong to Jesus, and they loathe me so incredibly. I will pray deeply for all of you, bc I know what hell is like. I don't want to see any more of it, but the end of my suffering is not come yet.
aheart4christ (guest)
14 years ago (2009-12-26)
I have been feeling a little simular to you I don't know if its a depression or a spiritual warefare, lately I have been having dreams off and on sometimes there is demonic dreams and I wake up and always start praying. I read my Bible at least 3 times a week I wake up everymorning and read a word in a daily devotional. It seems like I am really sensitive to people around me and to what goes on I don't know really what this means but its getting worse its like I hear two voices ansd I feel like I am in a constant battle with it. Sometimes I don't feel like being around people because sometimes I start feeling weird, when I feel real strange I start praying but I don't know what it is. I have also have been taking classes on psychology and also reading books on psychology as well as reading my Bible. I don't know if the psychology is affecting me or what. What do you think any suggestions? Lately I have been feeling like its a struggle in my faith. I don't know why.
Hawk (guest)
14 years ago (2009-11-02)
Hi Mandy,

You have everything I desire! I wish I could be your friend, for I would like to have your gifts to rub off on me;), but I am very far away! You are so blessed, what you should remind yourself is that what we freely get we should freely give!

I have a desire to be as close as possible to my Master Jesus Christ, I love Him so, but I guess I am still to carnal striving to be more spiritual with the guidance of the Holy Spirit. I will get there one day!;)

You are not possessed, you are just doing what Jesus told us to do, share the Gospel, heal the sick and cast out devils in His Mighty name Jesus.

With the abilities Jesus bestow you, you have huge responsibilities, me who does not have it seem to have it more easy, I am tired of it, I want to be part of the world, but not of it, like you said, for we are children of God and citizens of the Kingdom of our Father! Hallelujah! Glory to God!

The righteous live by FAITH, the unseen, not by what we see...;)
It is true, there is nothing impossible with God and we must remember that it is written that it is impossible to please God without Faith!

Danielstd (guest)
15 years ago (2009-10-08)
Good morning. This morning I dreamed that I was praise dancing down a dark alley way and people were watching me dance and admiring my grace. Then all of a sudden I was in a pool and I was still dancing and twirling in the pool. Then all of a sudden I was on a train with my aunt and man that she knew need money to get through the train station and because he wasn't my acquaintance I didn't pay it any attention, but my aunt told me to pay his way. At first I was hesitant to do so, but I did and when we got on the train we were shown preference and seated in a special area on the train and we didn't have to pay. Then all of a sudden I saw my brother and he came to me with his foot shaking uncontrollably and I started speaking to the demon that was controlling his foot and leg and told it to release him, it didn't release him so I looked in his eyes and reached my hand down his throat to grab it and pull it out of him and then the scene in my dream changed again. I was in front of what seemed like a huge television and the screen was blank and a light glared from the screen and it seemed as if I knew this was my brother's soul and I was speaking the Word of God in authority to the demon that had control over his life. Commanding it to release it's hold on him it didn't come out immediately and I heard the Spirit tell me while I was warring don't be afraid of what you see and it seemed like I was preparing myself to see an outward manifestation of this demon and then my alarm went off.

In reality I am fighting for my brother who is demon possessed. My question is "why do I war so much in my sleep for him?" It seems I war in my sleep more than anything. Please pray for me. Why is that people that are demon possessed constantly cough?
VendettaSiblings (1 posts)
15 years ago (2009-08-07)
MANDY! Please please please I'm begging you to recognize us. It's Val, Casey, and a bunch of others using this account. Something bad's happened, and you're the only one we could think to help us... We really don't know what to do. And are hoping that you can email us at VendettaSiblings [at] if you don't get OUR email first.

-Your old friends.
JL (guest)
15 years ago (2009-03-18)
Hi there I have a problem, that I need help with. Ever since I was a young kid I have had theese things around me. Even now, that I am and adult they are there. I can't so much see them as I can feel them. They are not of nice intent. It seems to me for some reason there are rules. One of the rules is I am not supposed to tell about them. One time I heard them talking. What was disturbing about their talk was it was almost discernable, even though it wasn't of human toungue. This language I could almost understand, or should I say remember. When I heard them talk, some part in my center knew what they were, almost like remembering. This might seem kind of abstract to you don't worry it is to me to. Let me go on though. When I feel them, I know that they know I can feel them. When I talk to others about them they sometimes reveal themselves to the people I told and for a limited time affect their life. What really bothers me about the situation is that they can see in to me. Just the act of their looking gives a physical feeling of my center almost being ripped out of me. I now know from just this act that their is an older part to me that knows what they are. Words like evil and bad don't come close to confining what they are. I am now concerned about physical problems that won't clear up. I believe they are keeping me from recovering. One time I woke up with sever bruising all over my back. Like somebody had repeatidly hit me with a ball ping hammer. In less than 24 hours it was gone. I don't think I'm in an isolated case. What I do think is that I know about them so by default I'm targeted. Their energy is verry black, and it can grab and pull you toward them in to their center. If you met one you would redefine what you think you know. I have had a psychological workup before and didn't fit in to any catagory because my experiences werent like voices. For me and my friends who have been around when the entities decide to affecet the physical enviroment around me know that I'm not crazy. For example they dim the lights, also have thrown my guitar etc... Its usually when I talk about them that this happens though. I think they are keeping me unwell physically. Cant seem to recover from back injuries that I don't know how happened in the first place. The more I think about how they feel when there present the more they affect the physical inviroment is affected around me.
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anonymous (guest)
15 years ago (2009-02-19)

I should first note, that I too am a born again Christian (confirmed as catholic, but converted). I have been baptized in water, both as a baby and again around 6 months ago, as well baptized in the holy spirit.

But enough about me, this is about you. I have to say, I don't find your post to be that shocking. Everything that you have described is biblical. Visions, hearing Gods voice, seeing angels, etc. So to answer your question, no, I am not experienced everything that you have, really just a fraction actually, but everything that you have mentioned lines up with scripture as far as I am concerned. I hope that one day I can be as useful a tool for the kingdom of God as you are allowing yourself to be.

I guess I just want to show my support for your struggle (and it is a struggle I know), but as far as answers beyond that, who the heck knows. More often than not, even if God were to sit down in our living room with us and tell us exactly why it was that he had set things up the way he did, we wouldn't get it anyway. How do we get the answers? I think it's by doing exactly this. Seeking after God, but also, seeking further knowledge beyond his word. I guess what I'm trying to say is, your on the right track. My only other advise would be to connect with a church or home group that is on the same page as you for further support and guidance. After that, its all up to him.

Peace and love.
danielthe (1 posts)
15 years ago (2009-01-07)
Dear Mandy,
Hope your spiritual sense is getting stronger and stronger each day. I was a born Christian in year 2000. Before year 2000 that was in 1999 I had bad times and almost cost me my life fighting with spirits of which I worship, lots of idols and with the help of our LORD I manage to win over them. But these eight years was not easy for me especially economy, health, family problems and lots more. But He gives us strength to overcome. I also pray for the sick by using pure drinking water and by HIS grace they were healed. Being a follower of Christ is not easy, it all depends on how we accept to carry HIS cross. Don't give up and God Bless.
Mandy1984 (12 posts)
15 years ago (2009-01-07)
hi there, thanks so much for responding. I'm sure I'm not possessed lol, wouldn't make sense to be possessed yet casting demons out of other people or evil spirits out of peoples homes. I just have gifts spiritual gifts that at times are diffecult to handle or swallow/digest. I read and study the bible every day and pray through out my day, and at night for other people. Neat thing is GOD hears my prayers and has healed people over night that I have prayed for. I'm sure God has a plan and a good reason for me having my psychic gifts and disernment, and visions. Jesus did say- be in the world but not of it. Taking that to an extreme that's how I feel sorta set apart from what the world seems to peg as normal.
dylancasey (4 stories) (22 posts)
15 years ago (2009-01-05)
I understand you Mandy. I have had dreams come true that many times it's becoming a joke. I believe I have been possessed at times aswell. Someone or something spoke through me one night. It said all these things that fully came true. Thats another story. I had full faith in God early on in my life but once I became a teen, I don't know. All the wieght of the world seemed to be too much. I lost faith and begain hating the world and the life I would have to live, meaning working all day and not having time and energy for my family and intrests. My health at the moment is probably the worst it's ever been. It's just my leg, but for some reason I'm the happiest I've ever been.
I know it's because of our saviour and his dad. Plus I found the full meaning and definition of love.

The answers will come to you when you won't expect it.

Peace Love and Happiness

vagabondfaith (49 stories) (90 posts)
15 years ago (2009-01-05)
Wow! That is pretty heavy stuff. I too am a born again Christian and also now a Roman Catholic. The great thing about the Catholic Church is that they have been dealing with your kind of experience for 2000 years and know a great deal about it. I would look for a good Catholic Priest they are not all good but you will find one if you pray to God and He will lead you. Tell him all about your experiences and he will I am sure help you.
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