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It's also on me.
I meet so many strangers.
They are different from us (human). Sorry, it sounds ridiculous.
And, it seems when another person hear about it, they don't like to believe.
Thanks a lot, buddies...
Hello everyone who may read my post.
I don't even know if people still come here, since this post is kind of old, but just yesterday I had my first astral experience. It was quite terrifying and scary. I took a nap at about 4 pm, and I had a dream which was really realistic. My senses were way sharper than in any of my dreams, and I felt as though I am conscious (Lucid dreaming). I knew that the dream isn't real, but that did not surprise me because I had a ton of lucid dreams in the past. My dream just kept getting more and more ridiculous and boring, and I decided I wanted to wake up. I thought that the quickest way would be to try to move my body. I was lying faced down on the bed, and slowly started raising my spine. The second I started doing this my dream ended, and I was now hearing very, VERY loud vibration sounds. This scared me, so I started shaking my hand until I completely woke up. I believe I could use my hand because only a part of my back was out, not my whole body. I see number 33 very recently, and my brother is sometimes doing thelema rituals in the room I hang out in. I don't know how and if this is connected to the astral, but I hope someone had similar experience. If you did, send me message on my e-mail.I left the adress visible on my profile. Sorry if this was kind of long.
When I woke up this morning my anxiety was a little high. Usually I sink right into it but then I remembered something that I'm not sure was a real experience or a dream. Regardless of whether it was a dream or not, I remembered having a strong full body, head-to-toe, inside-out vibration. I have been meditating more regularly along with meditation mp3's. I have a modest collection of meditation mp3's which I love. Two days ago I bought The Divine Name from Jonathon Goldman's album Healing Sounds: Frequencies II. I have meditated with it quite a bit, so far, each day since. Yesterday's meditation, I do recall, upon finishing my meditation (this is a seven minute meditation which I listen to at least four times during one sitting) I had found that space in between thoughts. Or, according to Deepak Chopra, the gap. At one time I would have guessed that I fell asleep, but I didn't feel as if I had. When I woke this morning, my anxiety was high because I was dreading work. I'm a shift manager at McDonald's. High stress and so much fodder for my anxiety. As soon as I remembered that vibration I was instantly uplifted. I think, deep down, I knew my anxiety, and outside stressors, cannot touch me unless I let it.
I started my journey with the words "there has to be a better way" almost three years ago. It took at least two years, after that, to start meditating. I can't even begin to fully express the gratitude I have for that turning point in my life which, eventually, lead me to experience that vibration, whether it was a dream or not.
God will choose to bless us and take us from a place where we don't belong...that's why you have received the gift that's so wonderful and so many cannot understand... We are God's saints and we do not follow a religion, but we follow Jesus!
Hello, I had similar experiences too, so I thought it would be interesting to share it with you too. About a year ago I went to my bed on regular daily basis, and what happened after was terrifying and unforgettable. I was almost asleep when suddenly I saw bright light coming towards me, I also felt like hearing high pitched sound which level was rapidly increasing. I remember at that time I had a friend staying in my room, and once I tried to shout for a help, I felt like being paralised, I could not even take a breath or make a move, my heart with every second beated slower and slower until then, when light and sound sucked me in. Once it happened I felt anormous fear chaining my soul, as I was no longer in my body. It was weird, but at the same time as real as something I can not explain. I saw my room perfectly though I wasn't awake and there were three souls. Two at the back of the room, standing not far from the door and one just right next to my bed. I got really confused and frightened. Then one suddenly looked at me and asked, 'what is your name'. I was in such a shock, I didn't have what to say and my answer was, 'i will tell you my name once you'll tell yours first'. And then spirit said 'my name is Arturas'. And that is what scared me most. It was my name that spirit introduced itself with. I just felt how all surroundings started to blur and my heart started to beat. Suddenly I was flushed back in to my body and woke up being all sweaty and shaky. At the same time my flatmate woke up, he said he couldn't fall asleep and I asked if he can pass me the bottle of water because I wasn't feeling well. After an hour I tried to fall asleepp again and the same thing happened. Bright light coming towards me, highly pitched sound, and paralisation. This time I kept repeating, 'no, no, not again', and I passed out. But this time I woke up next days morning. After all that happened I coulnd not go to bed for about a week or so without having a fear that it might happen again. I didn't tell to anyone yet of what has happened, thought they will think I am a fool. But I am not. I know exactly what has happened, and it was real. No doubts. So that's my story. Now you all know. Hope you will share some thoughts of yours, or at least will give some good advices. Peace!
To nickr2 I'm somewhere between agnostic or atheist I think you could only choose one religion to believe in right?
i embrace the vibrations and let them cross me over where I get control back
[at] darkassassin92

You do not choose. You are. Either you are an atheist and don't believe in god. Or you are an agnostic and believe in god and don't know what religion to be in.

I'm not sure what trials you have been in. But it makes me sad that you once believed in god and now you don't. I would suggest trying to make peace with whatever it is that made you stop believing. Remember, you are not perfect, and just because you don't feel something doesn't mean it isn't there.

Try to have faith brother.
I have done this before and so has cousin's my friend. It is called spirit walking or at least that's what we have been heard it is called. It felt like someone was tearing my soul out of my body. I actually went all the way out of my body and walked around my house. When I was walking around my house I saw other spirits. One of them I saw was my dog that had past a few years ago. After I saw my dog I was very scared so I ran back to my body as fast as I could. Then next thing I knew I was awake lying on my bed breathing very heavily.
No offense I don't believe in god anymore but I am supposed to be catholic I don't know if I should be agnostic or athiest.
Not being rude I believe jesus christ existed but god I don't believe he exists. I used to believe in a god but now I'm between a athiest and agnostic don't really know any more which I should choose.
darkassassin92 in Astral Projection Obstacles
Im interested in the afterlife and near death experiences I say no one really knows what happens when we die.
Banister in Encounter With Pan
What a story... Would like to discuss something with you off the boards, not across them... If you are around, contact me here?
Richard Dawkins' The God's Delusion... A convincing read and it settled all lingering doubts I had...
Hi aussiedaz, I am so sorry for your lost my friend. Thanks for sharing this amazing experience. I'm very glad you decided to turn around and keep your faith. You will see your mom and dad in the future my friend... A new world and new eternal life awaits all of us if we keep our faith. We are moving into the end of times. Earth time is running out. May God bless you and your family. Go well and stay strong. Trix.
Hello all you wonderful people who keep the lord near your heart. I want to tell you about my St. Michael experiences I have a few. One happened the same as the others on here I saw a tiny creature with black scales coming onto my bed as I usually pray to St. Michael sure enough I remember calling out to him immediately I saw a huge bright white light fill the room and I saw the little demon running away as fast as he could lol, Another more recent time I was surrounded by demons in a dream that suddenly turned into a nightmare I mean they were after me! In again an almost comical scenario I called out to Michael and in an instant a GIGANTIC marble sandal literally just stomped them out! I tried to look up and with my head bent back all the way... I still could not see him entirely only up to his knees he was enormous and made of white beautiful marble. More recently this year I had a horrible nightmare of my husband he wanted to dance but the way he was holding me was rough and the way he wanted me to move was unnatural for my human body I started to scream he kept trying to bend my arms back then I realized this was a dream I was being attacked by something else! At this point I can recall the entire prayer off hand and I started to recite it to my ''Husband'' in the dream well his face was LIVID I saw the evil in his eyes I continued to pray and his head began to shake uncontrollably until I assume he blew his top! I awoke and I knew it was a demonic attack. I do have to say it felt good facing it and destroying that evil spirit the prayer became difficult word by word more so difficult to say towards the end whatever this was. Wanted me to stop I didn't:) The lord will give you all the courage you need to fight evil everyday pray to St. Michael for yourself and loved ones he will guide you. ❀ ❀
Wow this was bumped recently and it's been two years since it was posted. Erin, I hope and pray you are still living for Our Father in the best and truest way.
hello THANK YOU GOD:) THANK YOU JESUS:)!. If anyone has any questions about the Bible or Salvation or Fellowship just ask and I'll answer, if I don't know I'll tell you or give you my thoughts on it ❀
I had similar experience too while I was sleeping. I woke up suddenly with no apparent reason and then I sensed a white light presence just behind me. I was a little apprehensive at the start but I felt peaceful. After some time, I took courage and turn to the other side of my bed. There was nothing there.
As I was still quite a new Christian then, I went back to sleep. Shortly after I went back to sleep I was woken up again by this audible voice which spoke right into my ears. It was a single word 'give'. Previously, I had a dream about this single word 'give' as well but that was a dream so I did not bother much about it. Till now, I am still trying to find out what God really wants from me and what can I offer Him.
dj4240 in Orb in Church
I had a white orb the size of a basket ball. My 1 year old granddaughter was in my room yelling in her play pen. She didn't want to go to sleep. I was on the computer with My back to her... I turned to look at her and that when I seen it. Up buy my bed. As soon as I seen it The orb like blow up with bright white light. It filled the room I could not see any thing and then it was gone. I think it was an angle. I told people and they told me to get my eye checked. And some just lol at me. I know what I seen.
Hi! I always wanted to do a astral proyect but for me the difficulty is in getting to the Vibration state!
If I ever get there I would then just experiment my way our of my body but the thing is that when ever I try I never get to that state! I feel like I just clouse my eyes and nothing happens... Maybe I need to learn more what it take to get to that Vibration state!...

If anybody know what I mean and knows how to help me... Please respound😊

(sorry for my bad english😜)
Dominique09 in Changing Faces
I had this happen to me with one of my guy friends I used to date. We were laying across from each other and his faced morphed into different faces, but all the faces I know from this lifetime, while he was speaking I could hear each persons voice as he morphed. I saw my moms face, cousins, friends, and the love of my life. I don't know why or how this happened and why it happened with this specific guy.
bornlion in The Bathroom Light
Hi, I just discovered this website and read your story. I feel compelled to share a similar story that happened around the time that I was ten years old. I am now almost twenty one. I grew up raised in a christian home as well and prayed a lot on my own when I was little.

When I was younger I sometimes had difficulty sleeping because my mind would race a lot. I was not scared of the dark or anything because I shared a room with my older brother, and his presence made me feel secure. Some nights I would just not feel tired and would let my mind race.

This was the case one night and around eleven p.m. I was growing extra restless. I for some reason started to feel very uneasy and felt an evil presence like heldhere described in his comment. I remember staring at my digital clock and all of a sudden everything went black. This is the hardest part to describe, as it is not like anything I have ever experienced. When everything went black it was like a portal of sorts where everything kind of just morphed into a black whirl. I remember a very odd feeling in my body as though I went numb. I was all of a sudden in a very strange dark place with dark figures that were moving around the ground. I remember I felt very scared and sad. I was moving though this cave like place and everywhere was cold and dark, the only light coming from an opening above. I tried to wake myself up like it was a bad dream but could not snap out of it like I usually could when having some sort of a nightmare. I then realized the only thing that I could do was to call out to Jesus and so I did. When I did this, a voice boomed out that I could not praise Jesus in this place. There was a lot of snickering from the dark figures scurrying all around. I just remember asking god to save me over and over and just trying to praise him. This worked and I went through the weird portal like black whirl and returned to my body, still staring at the clock like I had been when the experience started. It was past 3 a.m. Now, and It had only felt like 5 or so minutes had passed. I felt a lot more comforted when I snapped out of it, but I was still very startled at what had just happened because it had felt so real and emotional. I even immediately went and told my parents of the experience and they, being spiritual christians, were very startled as well.

Ever since then, I have not shared my experience with anyone except for my parents, who were quite concerned for a long while after it happened. I am glad I found this site so I can just get this story out of my system. It is a memory that has stuck in my mind for over ten years and I still remember it very well. I sometimes wonder if I made a brief trip to hell? It feels crazy saying that, but it was such an uncomfortable experience that it really disturbed me for a long time.

Since then I have had just a few other strange experiences. One coming about three years later. I was visiting my grandma's farm in the summer, and my brother and I were sleeping in her living room. There was a night light on, and I could not sleep, so I was just staring at objects around the room. I felt an odd sensation like when you feel a presence of something around you. All of a sudden everything started to fade away and I was surrounded by pure white light. I felt like I was being lifted up and I could no longer feel the couch underneath my body. Although I did not feel threatened, I felt scared because of the startling experience and tried to snap out of it, which was difficult because I could not feel anything physically, almost as though I was paralyzed. After a few more seconds I felt like I was lowered down and felt the couch underneath of me. Everything returned to normal. I did not have a clock so I didn't know what time it was, but I don't think It lasted very long because it was still early in the night when I came out of it. I told my parents the next morning, but never anyone else.

Reading through these stories, they seem so ridiculous even to me, but I just need to share them. I do believe that there is a spiritual world and that sometimes living people may enter it and come back, or witness something spiritual on the earth. I am not sure why I had these experiences, but they are very clear memories that I still remember very vividly.

All that I know is that I called out to god during my first experience and some force took care of me and I was removed from the dark place.
(MORE ABOUT DREAMS) Hi Natural Science, reading about your dreams I have to explain that we have 3 types of dreams: physiological, psychological and spiritual.
The first one is a common one when the sheet is wound on your neck during sleep and you dream that's being hanged, or when you are sweating a lot and it is too warm during sleep and you dream that you are in the desert and so on, something physical from your real life during sleep was introduced into your dream.
The second type is one that you have a very difficult math test and you study a lot, during sleep you dream your are in the test or your grade was good or remember a very specific question, or you have watch a horror movie in TV and you dream that is being pursued, some action, images, concerns from your real life were introduced into your dream.
The third type, also is very common is to dream about a relative who already has passed like a grandmother or grandfather etc this is a spiritual dream. As always we have a problem when moving away from the body during sleep (some call astral travel or astral projection) our senses expand and our understanding and comprehension are increased but when we are back to the body with their physical limitations we lost "in translation" or in the retention of our spiritual experiences.
Using above example when dreaming with a relative you recognize him/her and remember that you had a very good felling and she/he was very fine and happy and just that. In real you meet your relative and had a long conversation but when back to your body you lose most of the conversation and kept only very few and important fragments.
Another point here is as an analogy if you didn't know the appearance of a PC during your spiritual dream you saw a PC somewhere when you come back you remember something like a theatre of marionettes box. For things you don't understand that you see "there" you translate to something close to what you know. With above explanation you can figure what sort of dreams you had and classified them. For sure the most important dreams are the spiritual ones those you have to pay more attention since they are transmitting to you some important message. Here again we have another problem why we don't remember it perfectly since they are important for us, apart the explanation above, you have to figure out at your own your path in this world and what you have to do to contribute in God's creation, to accomplish your mission and receiving in plate ready is too easy and will be also considered as "cheating" so by your heart and your mind and your own desire you have to move yourself the "right" direction...
(ABOUT PAST LIVES) you are correct when you say about reincarnation that is true and very few people remember their past lives by simple concern you find old enemies and restart fighting each other, God don't want that so we have the opportunity to make peace with our enemies in our long journey of evolution. All of us will be a perfect being in one day, but looking inside of us for all ours vices and defects we know that will take a long time.
In this long journey we are old spirits, inhabiting a body momentarily in a specific life for one or more specific purpose like: reconcile with a hard relative, pay some debt from past like some bad thing you did for a person in this like you suffer from the same thing you caused. Here you make here you pays! This is the most absolute true; the only detail is "not necessarily in the same life". With the concept of reincarnation you explain several things that some religions say as "Mystery of God", there is no mystery, why a baby died from a genetic disease if he never had a chance to commit a sin. If you had the power to see the past life from this spirit he committed a suicide taking some poison that eroded their digestive guts and when he born today he come with genetic disorder for a malformation of his digestive guts (I am not telling here that all babies that died by malformation from their guts committed suicide in her past life, this is a possibility, among several other explanation just that).
I could name several other examples from Cause x Effect Law that rules all life situations and explain all bad things we suffer without an explanation. If you take out from the equation reincarnation you will not find a solution/plausible explanation for one big question they everybody makes: why this happened with me or how can I deserve this...
Remember past life sometimes can help understand why something happens to us, but in most cases we don't remember and will not give us an explanation. In a very few cases you can have access to fragments of memories from past lives but you are not ready to know that you kill people in some war or that you were killed in such and such situation these are not happy memories and they are properly not accessible for obvious reasons. The important thing here we are the product of all our lifes all all the good and bad things that we go through we deserve them. Best not to question or seek an explanation the best thing to do is to accept that we deserve, otherwise God would not be fair to their children.
As "Holy Spirit" it is in real a spirit of let's say from a high rank. They come in special moments to awaken your senses. Due to their purity of essence they are very bright to our eyes. Dont need to have any fear they are good and representative of God. You have to pray thanking the opportunity you have meet him. You have been noted by them and deserve this "blessing". It is up to you change course in your life for higher objectives and share kindness among the people that are near from you. There is no fortuity in any God action or from their representatives they appear to us for some reason, you have to find or figure out why they appear to you. Can be a signal or advice or warning, you have to analyze your context and find the reason behind.
darkassassin92 in Extremely Bright Light
Off topic in 2012 or was it 2013. I had a dream about a girl that I recognize her but I do not recognize her in real life that I know off.
I do not know if past lives are real but it is still possible. There is a lot of weird stuff in the world.
I had this experience a little over 2 weeks ago. I had woken up and went to the bathroom. I came back to bed and laid down, I was awake because I had just laid back down. Right at that moment a bright light was shining on my head, I could feel a peace coming from it, it was so bright I had to look over my shoulder to see where it was coming from, but it was then gone. I then felt the light on me again when I laid my head back down, the same feeling of peace but not as intense because my mind was trying to deal with this by tapping back into my usual state of mind, I was feeling a bit confused and shocked by this happening. I looked over my shoulder again and it was gone, again. What this all means I don't know, but I do know I awake and this light was very pleasent and real, it had a certain warmth or feeling to it. My father passed away in 2005, maybe it was him in spirit form or some type of angel, what can this mean?
Truth is no one exactly knows what happens when we die well maybe some people do know what happens when we die. I still wonder if there is an afterlife.
My dad claimed years ago he got pushed by something and looked back and saw nothing he was with a friend he said it was unexplainable.
No one exactly knows what happens when we die. Near death experiences I think are mostly lucid dreams or maybe a glimpse of life after death but I do not know for sure.
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Edward, thank you so much for sharing your story. I felt something deep in me when I read it; the wonderful feeling I feel everytime I read, hear or experience something I know for sure in my heart came from God.

I hope you and your family are doing well. God's love and light be upon us always.

If it isn't too much, may I ask you to include me in your prayers because everytime I feel the wonderful feeling I have my chest gets heavy and I know something within me is blocked, I can feel and I don't know how but I know it. Thank you.
I was having a hard time the other night trying to keep it together. My brother came home intoxicated and fought with his girlfriend. He corrupted the house so bad it was crazy. My mother was a nervous wreck and I was also. We are Christians and my mom was praying for everything to stop. He kept calling the girl saying he was going to hurt her. He called her from 4am to about 6am and he finally fell asleep. I was on the couch because I didn't know if I wanted to run out the door, but I couldn't leave my mom. Anyway I must have passed out on the couch and I woke up to a hand patting my shoulder, I opened my eyes and seen the hand and I looked to see who it was and no one was there. I did not get afraid. I was so peaceful it was amazing! Praise the Lord!
Dear JPR, first of all everybody suffer from this thing of soul leaving the body. Every night our spirits leaves our bodies to do things, most of us remember this vaguely in the form of a dream, some like you can do this in "awake" situation.
We don't die by this since we are connect by a sort of wire. Difference here is you remember the entire experience like some others has posted here. Pse note that the posting from create07. It is a very important one, everybody has a task to do usually to help others spirits (those still living in the body and others that are already in a after life situation), in his specific case he was late to help this group do his job.
Pse don't think as EricNielsen posted that everything is good in the other side, that is completely wrong since depending your feelings you can visit regions of much suffering, despair, depressed, sad and other bad feelings. Depending on your "tuning" you can go for good places and bad places.
Before you go somewhere, prey and prepare yourself mentally for work for good and only for good and work from heart and love in what you will do.
llauterb in The Lord's Hug
Dear jjlandres, first of all your are sensitive to spirits (as we all are) but your feeling is too specific to a certain place. Normally good spirits don't let you feel bad senses or bad impressions, what happens is some spirit (not high rank one) that is linked to the church is let's say "embracing" you. Apart from uncomfortable felling will not hurt you.
Imagine a old lady very devoted during her life passed way and don't know her actual situation and sees a young lady very devoted like her in the church, she will aproache you and will try to share the same devotion you both have, more or less is what happening to you you are capturing her fellings.
How to handle with this: prey for he/she, talk with he/she that you are happy to get in touch with he/she, tell that you and other good persons will conducting he/she to a bright hospital where they will take a good care of he/she. Do this with love and respect as it was your grandmother/grandfather and you will help this spirit.
cricket022 in The Lord's Hug
Hi, my name is Emma and I am 16 years old. Every time I am in church and singing a song, any song at all, I get an intense tingling feeling in the right side of my chest. It feels kind of like your foot when it falls asleep, but not quite. It is very hard to explain. I don't feel this sensation anywhere else, only I church. Today (12/1/13) my family and I went to the tradition service which we almost never do, we are contemporary kind of people, but anyway the feeling was so intense my chest was tingling, my heart was beating in my throat and I was really hot. I find it kind of strange, but I like it 😁 but I am just saying your not alone, and I am glad I am not either!

God's Blessings,
Great experience, I believe our experiences are similar and have biological markers that also match. Of course the lack of stress, bordering on near immunity to stress is one, great sleep despite having years of troubled sleep, silent thoughts, etc. Just scratching the surface but those are the biological markers I've noticed that accompany strong experiences, in particular stress breakdown/ stress system reboot/repair, etc.

Anywaise, we should converse. Surely there would be some good or revelation to come of it lol. I'm currently seeking others like myself, you qualify! Message me at captainlysander [at] yahoo and we'll see where it goes. I'll note I've not had the luxury of extensive communication with others like myself, so keep an open mind, could be headed for rough waters or an island paradise =P
egomaniac in An Angel? Or God?
you saved yourself, the truth in you didn't save yourself from the shadow, it became it. Knowing you are truth and shadow, you no longer fear either and are free to be both at once.

The devil in you is the part of you that will do anything to survive, commit the same evils that were committed upon you and hurt you so badly. It is metaphoric because to realize it would endanger the ego's survival mechanism (which ultimately we seekers aim to deactivate anyways), the danger is self harm without the ego's protection (which is rationality and reason).
The truth in you, the god in you, is the part that chooses to be capable of devilish deeds and chooses to not do them anyways.

Hope that helps; believe in your self, not metaphoric versions of yourself =)
The fact that you are involved in Reiki shows that you are naturally drawn to healing! That's beautiful.
I do know a thing or two about channeling and I will tell my truth about it. It's up to you if it aligns with your inner guidance. 😊
I just submitted a story on my channeling experience and it's not been published yet but it should be on under Archico when it is.
You can channel anything. The Universe is infinite and so, anything you can imagine you can channel. It is my belief, however, that there is only one true source. The origin and the holder of all light, and truths and well-being. In other words, whatever you want, 'he' got it.
I'm not saying that other sources don't have truth... But they had to get their truth from somewhere... And it all points back to the origin of truth. So why not start there?
The things you can expect to avoid without being too dramatic are: agendas (yep, spirits and people have them), deception, good-natured misguidance, energy that you may not realize your receiving and the dramatic one, the chance of possession (snap, I went there).
I do believe that we are expressions of the divine and we have a direct line back. In meditation seek truth, light and purity. And keep giving to others! SHINE! It's beautiful and essential to your own growth. ❀
Channeling is NOT OF GOD. It is demonic and I warn you now that Jesus wants you to come to HIM and not to channel.
I received the Holy Spirit baptism years ago as I was worshiping the Lord in my prayer time.

This is simply a wonderful story, along with all the other testimonies.

A problem with a lot of Christians today (I call myself a FOLLOWER OF CHRIST, which seems to be more meaningful than a Christian, which has been watered down if you just believe in God - even demons believe in God), is that they have become complacent and that Holy Spirit inside of them is dormant and cannot work with you if you are unwilling. If you fall back into old habits, sooner or later, that HS will become dormant and powerless inside of you. I would suggest that any person reading this, PLEASE, PLEASE,PLEASE, FALL TO YOUR KNEES IN A PRIVATE PLACE and WORSHIP the Lord with all your heart and soul. Just praise Him over and over, telling Him how much you love Him and the HOLY Spirit WILL fill you once again. It happened to me as I once fell away, but the Lord returned me to His fold and now, as I am older, the Lord can deal with me better as I am completely open, whereas, I had little humility. When the Lord allows you to venture out of His care, even tho He is still watching over you, like a parent He will watch you and try to guide you, but if you do not listen, then you must make your own mistakes. That is what I did. But, I returned to His fold some years later, and have not looked back. Oh, there were a few things I had to fall on my knees for and take responsibility for, but nothing major. But, I refuse to look back, but look forward to His coming - very, very soon. The Lord has even told me about things to come that made me cry. One was about this President, which is a very evil man. Yes, Jesus loves him very much, but Obama's heart is hardened. Obama is listening to demons who have persuaded him daily.

Remember, Satan will come at you hard if he knows you belong to Jesus, and if you do not know Jesus, Demons will convince you that evil is good and good is evil, so use the Holy scriptures (memorize them and put them in your heart) and use them to rebuke Satan, just like Jesus did in the wilderness.

We ARE in the end-times and Jesus is coming for us soon. IF you have a loved one who is not ready for His return, then stand on the scriptures for them. Charisma magazine has a great article just about this, here:

Maranatha to my brothers and sisters in Christ!
Sherry in OHIO
hypnoticharmonic in Choosing To Be Here
A client of mine said in past life regression "we came here to learn to remember."

Your article made me think of this beautiful quote. Lucid dreaming is the experience of waking up from one reality into another - a glimpse of the true power that is the mind.

Thank you for this article!

I'm so delighted that I can share my experience with others who have been filled with the seal of the holy ghost as I have, I had no idea of what I was experiencing last year April 2012 was my first indwelling of the holy spirit, I was so excited as well once I found out what I was experiencing, my first thought was Jesus on the cross because of the nails embedded in his hands and feet. Thanks for sharing your experience with us I was so overwhelmed I too was so excited and went out and purchased books to learn more of what I was experiencing. I was at work praying for my best friend of thirty years of losing her eye sight I was so overwhelmed with love in my heart praying she would stop abusing herself with alcohol we all went through years of abuse of some kind, she had hit her head numerous times and never went to to hospital although I would beg her to go. I was praying for her and began to repent my on sinfulness that I was carrying within my heart all of a sudden I could feel a present in the doorway of my office door I peeped through my left eye, there was a ugly figure standing in doorway I continued to pray then I felt a tingling feeling in my hands and my feet I associated it Jesus on the cross but had no idea it was the holy spirit. I began to my research reading books searching the web by submitting different question at a time because I wanted to know what I had experienced, whenever I touch my bible Gods presence is so strong, whenever I right he spirit guides me, whenever I reach my hands up to heaven God presence is near I can feel his touch on the tip of my fingers when I praise his holy name my so thankful for our lord and savior standing up for us giving us a second chance to live a righteous life I want to make him so proud of me I want to lay my head on his chest something I never got a chance to do to my father here on earth, our father in heaven will never leave me or forsake me thank you for your unconditional love O mighty God thank you for your only begotten son thank you!
When I praise God with my hands I can feel his presence with so much intense coming down my right arm which transfers into my left hand, God is so awesome and mighty
NotJustMe in Let It Be
FINALLY! A site I can share some thought! Loved your story and I too believe we are all equal and that animals are smarter than humans! I grew up with all sorts of pets and they are amazing.
darkassassin92 in Conversion
Off topic some near death experiences are not hallucinations most of them are not hallucinations. Well some near deaths were hallucination it is just most of them are a mystery. I hope no one hates me for this I used to be Catholic now I am an atheist. But I still believe in the after life something higher that I can not describe.
bphutchins89 in Conversion
I have absolutely no doubt that the afterlife is real. What is important is that the nature of it is affected by the beliefs you have about it now. You are obssessed by demons, you will get to meet some. If you believe in nothing that is what you will experience. You need to keep an open and seeking mind, don't predefine what the afterlife is like, over time it will reveal itself.
And no one is dead until God says they are, and that won't happen for quite a while.
darkassassin92 in Conversion
Harrypotterrules believe in it to but I'm starting to think science might be right on some of it. Some of it is not explainable at least yet. But as I said before one person died and when out of body experience saw a table with a note when revived there was no note or letter. Some people had an out of body that they even saw things that they could not have. I hate to say maybe some might be alive after death while others stay dead forever. That is my theory anyway.
harrypotterrules in Conversion
darkassassin, the afterlife IS real. If you're looking for proof, there are lots of stories to chose from here on the Internet. Just Google "heaven is for real" and you will find one. God bless. ❀
From what I read dmt might be the cause of the afterlife effects meaning that it might be a hallucination than a afterlife. Do you think afterlife is a hallucination or real?
darkassassin92 in Conversion
I hope afterlife is real I found that dmt might me the cause of near death experience not a afterlife if that is true. If anyone can shed some light on this it would be nice. Do you think afterlife is real or hallucination?
I had almost the same experience. I was driving, I still remember exactly where I was, when suddenly I experienced the total knowledge of the entire universe. I knew where everything was, how it worked and how it all fit together. It left me fairly quickly and with a similarly comforted feeling. It has never repeated but it probably doesn' t need to.
I just had an odd thought, I have had many strange experiences over the course of my life, could it be something that is being guided? Sort of like an apprentice program. I'll have to think about that.
bphutchins89 in Conversion
I have had similar experiences of the clearness and crispness of thought and expression in the spirit world. I have also seen beauty such as you describe, coming back to this world is like one of those mornings when you just can't seem to wake up. If you haven't experienced it you really can not understand it. I can really understand Paul's statement about the whole world groaning under its present condition.
So is astral projection real or hallucination? For astral projection to be real you have to go out of body and like guess something and wake up to see if it there's in real life.
darkassassin92 in Trying To Astral Project
The other day I was in sleep paralysis closed eyes and then felt vibrations but I did not astral project for some reason. I was not scared and I think I could do it. If anyone can shed some light why it did not work for me it would help.
nbookless in My Awakening
I believe you to I have a web page to
I had satin chock me during my awakening I 2001 I had a prayer for 7 people 7 stars and the 7 person was secret so they were safe until I prayed for them so I was in danger he tried to kill me. Before that God had me pray for the blood and this woman I church came out and was praying in tongs and I felt wet worm sticky stuff go on me. We are going into wore so the awakening is for are safety you will feel a lot of energy.
When I first started on this spiritual path through an experience that I had I started out in the new age movement and was into meditation. One of the first things I did was to start out by saying that I wanted to see and know the truth. I stayed with that idea until I actually started drawing near to something, there were storm clouds that were starting to part and it was getting pretty scary. I'll tell you the truth dude, I left, I cut it off saying that I would be back. I found out through reading afterward that the experience of God is generally pretty terrifying.I'm not talking about the love and happiness stuff that I and many others have experienced, I am talking about approaching the throne of God. I think you need to be invited first. I had many many more experiences after that, none were as scary as that first one so don't be too upset with yourself. Read some of the OT prophets first experiences.
bphutchins89 in Flying Whilst Conscious
I have had a number of flying experiences and I treasure them and wish I could have more. The first one I had was that I lifted off a couch, turned over in the air and bumped into a wall. I have gotten more skilled over the years but these dreams are rare.
Hi, my experience will probably soon be published but it is somewhat similar to yours. It happened a long time ago and I think I ended up on this site to sort of bring it back. It is nice to know that others have had similar experiences. I have thought of it and the other experiences I had after it for years now and I could not offer you a rational, by that I mean worldly, explanation for them. But they are real and valid and I can tell you that I have not feared death ever since that first one happened
I read some stories for example a person saw a table and a letter bu5 there was no letter or table when the person was in a near death experience. I believe astral projection is real.
Because I read some out of bodies that were hallucinations like for example one person saw table and a letter but there was no letter or desk.
harrypotterrules in Holy Spirit So Intense
meryem, I'm not a mod, but if you want your story published, you should make sure your story is more detailed, sounds true, and follows the community guidelines for this site. Bad spelling, grammar, inconsistencies, and other stuff like that can impact the site's decision to publish -- or not to publish -- your story. I tried publishing my story on another site like this one and it didn't get published, and I can see why. I don't think people would believe me if I told them ghosts could use a Nintendo DS's PictoChat, now would they? πŸ˜‰ 😁 ❀
harrypotterrules in Holy Spirit So Intense
You know, the Holy Spirit is everywhere at once. So if God wants people to know He is there, He can just make it happen, because, according to the Bible (I forget what saint chapter, and verse this is), "with God all is possible." πŸ˜‰ 😁 ❀
I can, however, tell you how the presence managed to get from the other side of your bedroom to your bedside in a split second. She was in the astral realm, and the way to move instantly in the astral realm is, apparently, to just think about the place you want to be and poof! You're there in an instant!
darkassassin, you are supposed to see that. Whatever is in the location of your physical body (e.g. If you're at school, a desk, locker, etc.) will be what you see when you first start your OBE, until you learn how to move. πŸ˜‰ 😁
are out of body experience real or hallucination like for an example when you did out of body experience did you like see a table and wokeup Iin reap life to see it?
So are out of body experience is real or hallucination like for an example did you go in someones house in out of body experience and accurately guessed it in real life?
darkassassin92 in Out Of Body Experience
Is an out of body real or hallucination like for an example did you see a car outside and woke up and it is there?
Is out of body experience real or hallucination for example did you talk to someone when you had an out of body and woke up and it was true?
darkassassin92 in An Out Of Body Experience?
I keep forgetting to astral project I feel the vibrations or tingle sensation I think but I do not know if I am doing it right.
My body will begin to vibrate but then I lose it. I find it difficult to clear my mind. I seem to thing about everything and anything. It is not something that has come naturally to me. I can see why astral projection seems scary, especially if you are not sure of what it is in the first place! When I find myself scared or fearful, often times it is because I do not understand. Let your spirit go!
darkassassin92 in Astral Projection Obstacles
When you did astral projection did you see real things like for example did you see a chair in front of you then woke up and it was there?
darkassassin92 in An Out Of Body Experience?
I got a couple questions first when you had a out of body did you guess any like for example did you see a sign and wake up its still there or something like that? When some people die I read they do not see a light and lost awareness while others are conscious when they died?
i tried lately to share my spiritual experience with you but they didn't publish it I don't know why even it is similar to many experiences that i've read here πŸ˜•
I forgot to say if you change your thoughts and think positive as you go through your episodes I am sure it won't be as bad, its scary because of the things we have done in life movies we have watched and things people say we believe, just remember you never want anything bad for yourself so believe nothing bad can happen to you. What you believe you shall receive... I hope this helps somebody! 😁
I would like to say to all of you having these experiences you are not alone and I question my sanity all the time however I am a happy spirited loving person so I know I am sane, but my question to you guys would be what made your experience happen no one said how it started or why.
Me myself my experience started from meditation and man was it scary I made mine stop by making a drink, a green vegetable juice that I made myself, I can not remember what vegetables I used I am so mad about that anyway it was all green vegetables I juiced in a juicer and my episodes just stop, I was experiencing all kind of things from floating symbols to seeing vortexes to feeling spirits around me to leaving my body to no sleep to little sleep I thought I was loosing my mind I just kept telling family and who ever would listen, the more I talked the better I felt, I had a great support system and that is important. Now I'm on a journey to understand what all this means and why some people experience this and others don't. Anyway hope to hear how some of you started having this happen to you...
This is an answer to psalm96v2. But it may help a few of you also.
These are prayers from the Bible specifically to help you deal with an evil or demonic presence. They really work and if you doubt well you may check the Bible. I hope this helps you guys. Good luck!

Romans 12:21
Be not overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.

Prayer to St. Michael the Archangel

Saint Michael the Archangel, Defend us in battle. Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do thou, O Prince of the heavenly host, By the power of God, thrust into hell Satan and all evil spirits who wander throughout the world Seeking the ruin of souls. Amen.

The Lord's Prayer

Our Father, who art in heaven, Hallowed be Thy name. Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done On earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day our daily bread And forgive us our trespasses As we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, But deliver us from evil. For Thine is the kingdom, and the power And the glory Forever and ever. Amen.

The Twenty-third Psalm

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures. He leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul. He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for His name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil For Thou art with me. Thy rod and Thy staff, they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies. Thou annointest my head with oil. My cup runneth over. Surely, goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life. And I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever. Amen.

The Prayer of Jabez
I Chronicles 4:10

And Jabez called on the God of Israel, saying: "Oh, that You would bless me, indeed, and enlarge my territory. That Your hand would be with me, and that You would keep me from evil, that I may not cause pain." So, God granted him what he requested. Amen.


In You, O, Lord, I take refuge. Incline Your ear to me and save me. Be my rock of refuge, A stronghold to give me safety. Amen.

If you are experiencing a troublesome or malicious haunting, the following prayer is a very powerful tool to use against negative entities.

"Exorcizo te, immundissime spiritus... In nomine Domini nostri Jesu Christi"

(Translation: "I exorcize you, unclean spirit... In the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.")

From the Roman Catholic Rites of Exorcism, found in the Rituale Romanum

Phonetically: Ex-or-see-so tay, em-moon-diss-uh-mee speer-e-toos, in nom-en-ee Doh-men-ee no-stree Yay-sue Kris-tee.

Reading your story and a few of the comments, I guess i'd like to share a few ideas. I'm 37 now and had one OBE when I was 18. It doesn't really sound like what your describing although I'm sure there may be different types. When I had my OBE it was of the usual things, I seen my body lieing there. AS my "spirit" was leaving I could feel the "spirit" of the house, see myself as a child in the house and the feeling I had at that time as well all at once. As I floated downstairs a friend who came over, while this happened, was at the front door at the bottom of the stairs and I could see what they were doing. Then floated into the livingroom and could see my friend peeking through the window, Looking in to see if neone was home. I could see this and feel things that happened over the 18 years I had been there. Felt I should describe my experience with an OBE before offering other ideas, so that you understand I am spiritual and do believe there are things we as humans just don't understand yet fully. It does sound more like a possession then an OBE based on my experience. But also have the idea of The movie "Phenomon" that travola movie back from the 90's. Maybe what your having is a health issue something like a seizure or brain tumor like in the movie. Just a couple of Thoughts and ideas. If you think it is possesion, buy some fresh whole sage, tie it in a bundle, lite it on fire, then put it out quick and let it smoke in each room in the house for a few seconds. Thats is suppose to drive away spirits if you believe the possession thing. Hope some of this gives you ideas and you figure it out. Good luck to you:)
Hi my name is colton. My story is from the age of 12 of which I am writing now. So I was at a 4th of july festival and everything was going great until about 10:30 p.m. So I was with my girlfriend and her other friend when she started acting weird. She went over to this railing and started playing with this chain. We decided to leave her alone for a while and when we came back she was gone. We were looking for a while and the fireworks started at 11:00 and it was about 10:55 so we went over to the fireworks. And then she came up to us and said she needed to show us something. So we went over to this baseball field and carved in the dirt was a symbol of power. It was the Triquetra well the person who was named jade said she went unconscious over where the chain was and woke up here. I completely believe her because she isn't one to lie. After some investigating jade told us that the fourth of july was also the revelution of the demon uprising. I also had an illusion of a scaly dog looking creature walk up to the triquetra and then it was gone. After looking closely at that spot we found lizard tracks. I live in belgium so your not going to find lizard tracks there. So if you don't know what the triquetra is it is a symbol drawn into the ground and you have to have a creature of the light, dark, and neutral. We suspect the light and dark creatures were floating and the lizard was the neutral. E had to leave shortly after that and I didn't have a camera with me so we couldn't investigate for very long. We also think jade was possesed and drew the symbol without her memory.
Hi JAndrew,

The feeling of oneness, love, happiness and bliss that you have experienced are certainly heavenly feelings.

In recent years, I have come to explore some subtle or astral levels, which include the realm of heaven. I find them to be distinctly different from my experience of the pure white light during my enlightenment. The pure white light is beyond heaven. It is the unmanifested where there is absolute potentiality. While heaven, although purer and closer to the unmanifested in nature, is still the manifested, the created, by certain collective consciousness (no doubt higher consciousness). On the other hand, the pure white light that I had described is pure consciousness.

The various realms I have explored recently spanned from the one that is very similar to our physical world (where you may meet recently deceased people), to progressively higher and brighter levels, which include the heaven as a higher level. When one's consciousness go higher (literally one feels like traveling higher, like climbing a Jacob's ladder or being pulled upwards), the environment gets brighter, and the encounter and feelings increase in love, bliss, beauty, oneness and knowledge. Then beyond the absolutely beautiful vista and love and bliss that is called heaven, there is the pure clear white light of enlightenment, which is just the quality of love, bliss, light, knowledge, without any cause or image, however magnified much much more than in heaven. One also feels unlimited. And I can see why some religious traditions, such as Buddhism, call this the Void. This is the Emptiness that encompasses everything, everywhere and all time. You KNOW that you are home when you get there. Because you are awake for the first time in your life (or in many lifes), and ordinary life waking experience is just deep deep slumber in comparison. This is our true nature, our true home.

This is accessible to all of us, at any moment. If we can tear away from our absorption in this physical world for just a moment, and center in our inner silence, of innocence in perception, we can get close to this true nature of ours in various degrees, from epiphanies of oneness, to rapturous bliss, to sudden direct knowledge (insight), to enlightenment. And with enlightenment, it is just another beginning.
Yes, this scroll has exactly to do with Revelations. I will not say where, you have to figure that out for yourself. It is something I'm not allowed to reveal yet until the time is right.
hello I have never in my life participated in forums or post comments on anything how ever I looked up "saint michael dream on google" and this story popped up. The reason I looked it up because I am bored at work and for some random reason I remember a dream I had of saint michael. Growing up catholic I say the saint michael prayer when ever I feel it is neccessary. The dream which surprises and in a way sort of scares me is exactly like yours. I was in my room sleeping when I awoke to the presence of danger and evil. Frozen with fear I started to say the prayer after doing so a bright light went off as if something exploded also. I couldn't see a thing couldn't breath from the shock and had horrible ringing in my ears and almost instantly everything was calm and woke up. One thing differs from your dream however. In the corner of my room before the explosion happens I remember faintly seeing a small statue of something. I couldn't make it out. I woke up shortly after the dream and immediatley new I was protected nothing can harm me. As long as I have my faith I will never be alone. I cannot begin to tell you how shocking it is that some one else has had the same encounter. It makes my eyes water thinking about it.
Spiritwaiting83 in The Demon On My Back
Taron, Prayer is a great way of finding answers. Patience is a virtue when it comes to life. The Lord is always right on time. Blessed to have a life on Earth, to beable to experience sight,sound,taste etc. Great way of writing your story.
In this case the"spirits" are (is) human beings. Often it is old woman or man. Often they are "spiritualy people, even godbelievers.) With this act they "update" themselves. They need young people and "log in" in them until their brains and breathing stay with the same levels (presures). So young lady, seek your "invader" near to you -your neighbor. Sometimes they can act in long distance or by pictures, but usually they need close contact. That's all. NOW during the day pray in the Holy Spirit through Jesus Christ to the Father. (I just remember you when pray ask forgiveness for you daily sins and ask to protect you from mentioned invader. Ask FAther to wake you up before they enter unto you. WAIT, WAIT for response. After that when God wake up you, use ALL autority Father gave you as believer. REMEMBER cast out that mountain remove it from you and cast it out in the see. SAY it and do not doubt-say loud destination of your mountain." And let God bless you.Amen!
I have to add, I read a comment about Angels have no wings, that is not true. There are different Angels with different types of wings in the Bible. They also have different names for their "group." You can research the Bible for these answers that is your BEST resource. Why? Because GOD created them.:) And GOD talks about them 203 times!
Hi Rivkah,
My name is Geena Lyon. I think you will find my experience with my red winged Angel interesting. My Angel is rather different looking than yours. Even though He stood behind me in my room I knew he was rather tall, but not as tall as yours, but over 6 foot. I could see from the side his wings which are red and narrow and rest high on his shoulders. His wings looked to me like they were lightly washed in blood. I don't see anything wrong with that because I believe it's a message. The reason being, before he came an eagle came and sat on my pillow and his wings also lightly washed with blood. Back to my Angel, I wanted to look at him and made it a point to see his face. I asked if I could see him and he said, I could. I turned around to look at him. He kept his eyes narrow and squinted at me, but I remember them being dark. I felt like he thought I wouldn't approve of his looks. He had thin lips and a little tiny smirk in them. His nose was narrow with a nice bump below the bridge. His hair was completely white and wavy reaching his shoulders. He wore silver that faded away. I drew a picture of him and it's on Etsy if you want to see it. My user name here is also my shop name. That's my third Angel visit from two different Angels. I don't know his name, I'm not sure that's too important but I think he is trying to tell us something, we just need to listen. Angel means messenger. PS Don't let anyone try to take away your experience by implying he might not be from God. Take care.
harrypotterrules in Peaceful Visitor
Scarlett2, I totally agree with you. I have never had any spiritual experiences myself, but they sound pretty enjoyable for the most part.
SiennaRose in The Awakening
I think that you received a blessing because you sound like a special and lovely lady. Thank you for sharing x
Michelle198527 in Room Filled With Light
Hi Rachelle,
I researched "blue light lite up room" and found this message board. I wanted to tell you and others that I have also experienced seeing a blueish white light. About five months ago, my niece passed away and I spent the night at my parents house in my childhood bedroom. It was about 5am and I just finished feeding my 4 month old baby and laid her down. I then went back to bed and I laid there maybe 10 minutes when all of a sudden the room lite up in a bluish white light. It lasted about 3 seconds or so. I thought I was seeing things and then it happened again. I then was freaked out and ran into the living room and waited there until my mom woke up to tell her what I just saw. Well come to find out, my mom has also seen their bedroom light up in a blueish white light at night too right after her father (my grandpa) passed away.
hi I'm 13 and I have had the same thing happen to me I see visions. But a female voice kept saying chosen one, you are the chosen one. Any ideas how to get more info on my duty of being the chosen one
the "OBE" has been happening to me for a few years now I am 23 and your stories sound so like mine especially when you say "When I talk to my family about it, they merely suggest that I am possessed. They also say that if I speak to a professional person about it, I'll be put straight into a mental institute." that's my familys out look on things but that's not a good enough explanation for me I need to know I did ignore it for months but the more I ignored it the more it happened and the longer it happens the worst one was about a week ago that's when I started researching it I was in my bed next to my partner like normal I went to sleep and I heard a scratching that woke me up but when I opened my eyes I wasn't in bed I was close to my ceiling I tried to scream but I could do nothing then I felt a tug on my legs the next thing I know I was been flung around the room it was terrifying it seemed to go on for ages but somehow I managed to force to throw myself down and I instantly woke up with a bang screaming it woke my partner up and when I told him about it he said it was just a bad dream and to go back to sleep needless to say I never went back to sleep it hasnt happened again yet but they seem to be getting more violent iv never truly believed in ghosts and spirits and possessions but somethings going on that I can't explain it doesn't help either that my 6year old niece has told the family she has seen things since a very early age but iv just put it down to a over active imagination but now I find myself questioning everything even my own sanity I have got 2 children to think about I don't want to end up the loony in the family any information anyone can pass onto me would be greatly appreciated
Thank you for such a wonderful post! As I read it, my excitement grew and grew. I'm also 17 years old and am doing yoga and meditation to aid me in my spiritual growth. I was also pretty desperate to find my true love, and I've learned to let them come to me as I improve upon loving myself. I'm also interested in awakening my Kundalini, but have learned through research to let it come on its own and not to rush the process. So, I understand your hesitation. If you feel stuck, my advice is that you should go for it and meditate/pray to the Universe, God, etc. To find the answer on how to progress. Libra1 is absolutely correct, "Everything works out in time. Trust it." Best wishes and regards 😊 ❀
hello! 😊 I am an indigo child and have recently been having constant out of body experiences, which is your spirit leaving your body and roaming around and so forth. I haven't actually had control over it like you have, but any time I have left nothing bad has ever come of it, you will always come back when you wake up. Sometimes you will be confused as to why you are where you are instead of where you were. (:
I've always wondered how spirits can do such things... God bless.
harrypotterrules in Safely Escorted To Heaven
That is such a breathtaking experience. I, too, am at a loss for words.
harrypotterrules in Choosing To Be Here
What did that void of energy look like -- er -- feel like? Or were you just aware that it was there and did not feel anything at all?
Have you had any more experiences with your spirit guide? If so, please publish them if you haven't already. Thank you!
I hope you get to read this. From my dream experiences, the entity you met was "The Comforter". The words being spoke to you were words of Truth. Reason why you don't remember what was said is because you refuse to hear or/& see it. Those numbers hold a significance not only to the future, but your subconscious telling your conscious it was/is reality.
Hello,- After 30 years of tangled relationships and much wandering I was convinced that I wanted 'out' as in ending this life. Meeting L. Abruptly changed all that. She was some 15 years my junior. One quiet morning in San Francisco she reclined on pillows and looked at me steadily and with affection. As if in a dream her face changed,- and then again. In all, I saw, experienced 13 lovely faces of females (and one petite male), all knew me and seemed bemused at my appearance,- they knew me! I did not recognize them. They were all olive skinned and softly attractive. It happened only once. We have been lovers for 30 years, now. I couldn't be more grateful for the awareness that experience created in me. No drugs, no religious superstitions, just joy at being together again.

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