Spiritual Experiences and Spirituality: What is it about?

I believe that you are experiencing the call of our loving Heavenly Father. God beckons and woos each one of us as his human creation in hopes that we will come running into his open arms. Only few heed the call.
If you have not explored Christianity through simply reading the Bible, I would suggest just beginning to explore this avenue. Read Psalm 139 to start. The reason I'm suggesting this to you is because of the pain and insatiable need/love that you experience. I believe that the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of our God here on Earth for us to access, is the only thing that can truly fill you. If you seek other fillers alone, like other people, food, other spirits, you will likely continue to feel a void and deep yearning of some sort. God designed our hearts from his own so we will feel a hole until we realign with our creator. We can do this by being in relation with Him through prayer and desire to know Him. Knock and door shall be opened.
God is calling you - heed the call, you are obviously listening.:) You will experience such joy and freedom in exploring a relationship with God through Christ Jesus. I know this might sound somewhat holy-rollerish, and perhaps this frightens you, but you probably hear and know the truth of my words deep in your soul. Go for it!

i am very much interested in developing the power within. I am blessed with some unknown power within me by wich I feel rthat I am always guided in times of need

I have had simular experiences. I have stood near someone who has complained of a bad headacke. And by looking right into them, it suddenly isn't there any longer.

Mine just happen. I do meditate and this may bring the gift out a bit more, then if I didn't.

By reading your story, it seems to me you have a spiritual and psychic gift here, one which sometimes clases with the other. And also helps the other in ways.

Mine has been more then once, but many times only last minutes up to days. The feeling is so intense, if I am not careful to protect myself first, it can drain my own power from me and cause me to become ill.

My experiecnes, are drawning like into that person throught a spiritual door which like I said can last minutes or days. I can feel how that person feels while I am through the door of there life, and for days after. I believe each of us experience this in many different ways.

If you don't meditate that may be a souce to help strength it, it does help me. Perhaps journal what you have experience and sometimes it will lead to a pattern, and the pattern tells you what you should be doing with your life.

Good luck.

The devil can make us think something is right, when really it isn't. I try to think first before I react to anything, in hopes I have made the right choice. But I don't always however.

My son is a strong man now in his twenties, and he is now 6'2" tall he helps me when ever I need some help, like to lift things. He calls me once a week always and sees how I am. The only problem with him he is really shy, hard to find a gal that way. But he is got a great job and going to college so said right now, not much time for going out anyways. Thanks for your comment to my story.

My cord wasn't wrapped around my neck, it just I was bottom first into this world, and that bent in half for some snuffed me out. But not 4-ever maybe just to catch my next breath of air when I was laid on my back, as here I am today still going strong and I am nearly 60 years of age. Thanks for your comment to my story.

Thank you haley9045 for your comments to this story. My Mom may be with the Lord now but she will forever remain in my heart. I think of her often, and the days I am the lowest feeling I have beautiful dreams about her, it's her way to tell me she is okay. SS to hear your Uncle Chad is dying I will say a prayer for him. Once again thanks for your comments and compliment too.

I believe your story godsson. You must be aware of the tricks of the devil. Everyone on earth can defeat the devil if they accept Jesus into their lives and pray very hard. We can defeat lucifer. Devil is truly weak. He only deceives people and pretends to be strong. Don't fall for it. You can defeat the devil.

im glad your son lived! It would have been a tradgety it he died too... My niece almost died when she was born too. Being only 10 when she was born I wasn't allowed in the room. She almost died in my sister-in-law's arms. But now she is 3 and heathy and oh so cute!

such a sweet story it makes me think about hope! it is great. I know some people who are blue babies. It can also mean you have your abilical cord wrapped around your neck.

that's so sad why'd you have to tell about her dying!
why? I just don't like hearing about actual deaths especially since my uncle chad is dying right now!

hey flutterofwings I saw you on psychic experiences and you are one of my favorite posters there too.

I just thought I would add a note of caution to all readers. First from me. I think and feel that God wants the same thing from all of us. I also think and feel that God does not want us all to do the same things. Now some certainties and clarifications of the above. The minimum requirement for Christians is for God to decide you are going to be a Christian, and this He actually decided before He made the earth. You, will know when this happens by the following. You will know that Jesus Christ, the son of God, was born of a virgin and died on the cross for you, so that death, which was never intended and yet existed because of the envy of the devil, was defeated. At the point you know this or accept this, God has chosen. He then adopts you as his son or daughter.
Also, the differences between Christians is so slight as to be ignorable. If you meet the minimum requirements, God adopts you. Now what God does or asks you to do after that is between you and him, the rest of us are really not supposed to get involved. For if He asks you or someone else to do something and I disagree, am I disagreeing with you or with God? I am disagreeing with God. Personally, although I have done this, I have been wrong then, and I am wrong whenever I do this.
I said first from me, and it looks like this is only going to be from me. I therfore don't know its true accuracy, you will have to do the work, and hopefully God the Holy Spirit will help you.
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Hi,
The short story is: I was called by Mary to go to a place called Medugorje, in Bosnia-Herzegovina. Eventually, I went, and to get a gift. I went I got the gift. I also got gifts. I can't say which gift is my favorite. The gifts I treasure, and certainly did not deserve, are: God revealed Himself to me in his essence. Three bright light appeared when a priest layed his hands on me. The room dissapeared, the priest dissapeared, and there were three bright columns of light. They were pointed at roughly where the priests feet would be. They then ended at roughly where the priest's head would be. They were seperated from each other. They had blue on the side closest to me. They were round and long and started at a point and ended at a point. There was also a slight bend in the lights near where the priest's ankles were. It was as though these three lights were inside of him at this moment, and I was allowed to see this. Only that is an approximation for trying to put this most difficult items into words for everyone. The blackness everywhere else was nice. The blackness between the light on the right, God The Holy Spirit, and the light in the center, God the Father, was a nice blackness. It was not at all creepy or frightening. Only it was the light that was the most interesting. There was blackness between, God the Father, and God the Son, in exactly the same way and distance as it was between God the Holy Spirit, and God the Father.
Okay, when this happened, I was in a foreign country solo, with folks I had never previously met, and most including the priest did not speak english. I said nothing to anybody as this was a stealth trip at the time, to comply with God's rule that if we do anything in the way of a prayer we are not to let anyone know. Since, then, I have been asked in God's way to talk about some of this. Therefore you are hearing about this. Now, news flash to all of you who don't know. This is really all quite ordinary in many ways. This event is not isolated to just me. I actually found descriptions to all of this in the Catholic Dictionary. Thus, even though it may not be happening to everybody all the time, it does and has happened to at least some people occasionally.
Okay, now the next day. I was told in some way to think about the end to Silent Night. It was a nice, command, and un-ignorable. I did. "So 'Ten... Der' and Mild" What just happened. The room went black where I was looking, there was blue around the edges of my viewing field where the light turned into blackness, 'Ten... Der' and Mild just came into me. It was inside of me. I did not like it. I asked: "Who are you?" there was no answer. Okay great this silent thing entered me who is so Tender and Mild, that the tender portion of Him, when felt and followed to the full extent of His tenderness is so much that I thought I would die if I continued to follow. This stopped immediately, when I became frightened. When I looked at what used to be a room full of people with fairly bright lights, it was now black with a few spots of some kind of light at the bottom. I looked and looked and tried to figure out what the speckles of light might be and I at some point became frightened before I was able to complete this task, and then this ended. I also lost two thirds of my normal strenth for the period of time this was in me. Great, think about what you would think and be thinking and experiencing if this happened to you. Now that you hopefully have, I'll go on. Somehow I was aware that I knew on a feeling level exactly what this was that was inside of me. I asked about this, could this inside of me have carried the cross. The knowlege came back Yes and then some. The next question I asked was, could this inside of me have hidden his true identity from all of us in a body of a human for 29 years? The answer came back Yes, and then some. At the end of all this I was to figure out through questions and the knowlege that came back that this was indeed Jesus, the Christ, who is also known as God the Son. On the day after the gift of Jesus Christ making a personal visit inside of me, and making me know just who he is really as compared to what we think or are told or get glimpses of by the Holy Spirit, when we are listening or reading the Bible, and He tells us to listen up, I did not thank Mary profusely for what she had done for me. It was then and is now said for everyone's benefit a most hurtful and horrible thing to do for the mother of our mothers and the mother of us all, in the way that if Jesus was not born through Mary, there would be none of this. She consented, she was his mother, and she is most certainly ours. Well, the next day I went with my friends and basically gave in and partied in some other place, only much to correction, this was made most clear that this was wrong. I couldn't tell anyone, as they might think I was crazy, and I thought I should keep all this quiet. Well, the next day in the midst of all this, when I figured out for real that Mary was expressing her displeasure in my actions, I started making my opologies. It took her a long time to forgive me for this one, or at least it took a long time for me to forgive myself for this action. Anyway the next day I had asked in my interior thinking voice, "I don't want to cause you any problems or pain, or difficulties, I know some other have and you let them know what the issues were. However, if you would, I'd like to see you, and only if it does not cause a problem..." The next day she did. Only I saw her in a most treasured way for me. I saw her as she was and looked when she was 49 years old. This is immediately before she died. I don't know how immediately in time, but it was close. Only, she also did something to get the message across without saying anythin verbally, that she was displeased with what to most people would have been next to going to heaven in the best gifts in the world. That you will not hear from me. There are a few other things you will not hear from me. These are out of love and respect for what most people think of as God.
To end this for now for all of you, and you will not understand this but it is true: "I love you all most deeply. I love you more than you know. I love you more than anyone you know. I love you for who you are. I love you..." Now, an explanation that you will either know is true because someone tells you it is, or will say is false for what reasons I am not totally privy. The last statements of love, are the way God loves you. It is also the way I love you. It is God who has made me this way. This love is most similar to the type of love referred to as AGAPE love. It is much more so. I am not God. Yet, he has hijacked my old person and essentially replaced him with this new person, and yet it is still me. He has hijacked my heart in ways I can tell you and ways I cannot, out of Infinite Love for Him. I used to be me without almost any feelings. Then He hijacked me to like, where I liked everyone and thought it better to like you than to think or like me. This was a year later hijacked to Love, where I loved everyone. Although this was scary at first and I was afraid to reveal this to anyone, it was necessary to prevent my conversations and interactions from being false. I, this person in a male body, did not want to tell my friends and you that I no longer liked them, I in fact loved them. How do you tell a guy you love him and you are not in-love with him and not have him think any of a number of erroneous things. And with women, how do you tell them you love them and then not have them think all sorts of errroneous things. Eventually, this all happened, and it was not a problem, it was just I was expecting the worst and it didn't happen. So, I love you all and hope you all become you. I also hope that you will be honest, exceedingly honest, very exceedingly honest, and check and follow all facts of everything rather than trusting or believing in who told you something is true, and therefore it is true. At some point if you do all the work yourself, and no matter what the truth is you accept it, then you will be wrong and missled less often. If you then sprinkle that with a request to whatever and whoever the real God is or might be, and ask Him for guidance and answers, and never give up on this, even until death, then you will be most pleased with His response, even if you only hear it after you see Him from what we humans think of as death. Even if you hear His response only after you see him, after your so called death, it will be the correct time and it will be the most exquisite of answers, and in fact it will be beyond exquisite in both content and timing. Okay, now this is the end of this.

Thanks Jack for your comments to these storis in which I write here. If I gave up I would never know what the future holds for me in the future. I am still waiting to see what else the Lord wants me to do here, on earth for him. I often say HEY LORD IF SOMEONE IS IN NEED WHILE I AM OUT AND ABOUT GUIDE ME TO THEM. One time a little ole lady came up to me in a parking lot. She asked me to help her get some bags our of her cart. I did. I smiled and I talked to her. She smiled back and told me this was the first time she has smiled since her hubby died that she though the Lord brought me to her, to make her smile that day.

After I got into my car I cried that she was so lonely. We exchanged phone numbers and I called her or she called me and then I never heard from her again. Maybe she too is in Heaven with her man now too.

Our Lord does bring miracles to people each day, it's just most of us including myself at times are to deaf or blind to see them.