Spiritual Experiences and Spirituality: What is it about?

I saw a huge brilliant white light above the grounds of a church carpark. I believe there was a funeral taking place at the church at the time. I did not know the deceased. I had only just been for a pee in a drain nearby as I was desperate. When I got home that night it was outside my kitchen window. It then slowly retreated and dissapeared behind the building opposite.

As interesting as your situation sounded, I must say that this is an area that you DO NOT want to wander into. I just had a rude awakening tonight and is the reason I am up and on the computer. When I was a kid I went to church every Sunday and Wednesday. I was completely devoted to God. One day a friend and I decided that we wanted to see what the "other side" was like. We started really looking into witchcraft and satanism and found that it was a bit more fun. Well, just like you, our curiosity got us into a lot of trouble. Although this was a very short lived period in our lives, the things that followed weren't. Until I was 22 and decided that I had enough I saw, heard and experienced the worst things imaginable. See, I have always had a prophetic gift of sorts. After this little en devour at the age of 13 I started hearing voices. Voices that were speaking in a type of language that I could never describe but somehow I understood. They would tell me things about other people (dead accurate might I add) and they would tell and suggest other things as well. Then I started seeing daemons EVERYWHERE. For years I was in a constant state of fear and in a constant state of knowing. These things were also aware that I knew that they were there. The stories I have are long so I won't go into great detail but I will give you an idea.
There were at one point 12 demons that had attached themselves to me. For months they were there taunting me and just doing things to scare me away from God. For instance, my unplugged TV had a energy surge in the middle of the night. It was blinding bright white. I remember punching the TV out of fear. Another time one of these demons attacked my sister in the middle of church. For hours it had control of her. It stared at me the entire time. Her pupils were so large that you couldn't see the color of her eyes. And it kept staring at me. I later found out that this demon was staring at me for comfort. I was reason it was there. Another time one tried to attack my unborn daughter over a deck of tarot cards. By the way, I tried to burn that night but was unsuccessful. Not because I didn't use the entire bottle of lighter fluid, or the wrong fire. It was one of the odder things I have seen. They just wouldn't burn. I ended up taking them to the dumpster.
My point of all this is. You don't need confirmation from a demon to know that God is real. Take it by faith and take what he gives you and be grateful for that. Trust me if no one else. Opening the door to your house to demons is a door you will find is much heavier to close than to open. Although you have power over them, they will not go quietly. There will be a fight. Mine lasted 9 years.
"You know the oven bakes cakes. Why bake yourself to prove it?"

Hello my name is Marilyn Elizabeth Alonzo. I live in Redwood City. I am also an empath but I believe that I am en extreme empath. Ever since I was a little girl. I would cry if my mother didn't give money to homeless people. I am a cancer.
I must say Letaro0 that I am pretty jealous that you have herd this voice. You see, I have had this extreme "God" like imparity feeling since child age. I feel like I'm a narrator of a book or a camera filming a movie. This feeling makes me feel really weird thinking about it, like the same kind of feeling anyone would get while thinking of the infinity of the unknown universe.
Anyway, I wish I could receive some sort of clue to what my purpose is... A voice, certain kind of dream, anything. I have been thinking maybe I am some sort of spirit reincarnated, since I have Maya and Aztec ancestry.

I try not to think about this surely that my ego won't be altered. I do not believe that I am a genius although I am very intelligent.
Im a christian and I believe there is only one God, therefore I don't want to think I'm some sort of messiah. Sometimes I look forward to the end of the world just so that God can tell me why I feel this way... And no, I am not depressed. Everyone sees me as a happy person.

Dear Christina,

God has no image.
He is everywhere.
God is not Jesus (PBUH) he is one of God's chosen messengers, a prophet... Like all the other prophet's before him.

Allah / God is angry because mankind is worshipping idols (pictures and statues of Jesus) when they should devote themselves to him.

Allah/ God is the unseen... You can not see him as he exists in all things.

However, Jesus will return on the day of Judgement as promised by Allah / God.
He will break the cross to show his disapproval of what Christians have been worshipping.

Also Jesus (PBUH) will be a muslim (submitting to the will of Allah / GOD) his creator.

Some Christians changed the words in the Bible when referring to Jesus (PBUH) from 'Son of Man' to 'Son of God'. This was one of satan's tricks. Hence they started worshipping him instead of Allah / GOD.

There is nothing wrong with having love and respect for a prophet... This is a good thing. As all the prophets were righteous men.

However...the last prophet sent to all of mankind was Muhammed (PBUH) ...
Unfortunately, just like in history as happened with other prophets that came to warn mankind he was rejected (by the majority of Jews and Christians) though his coming was mentioned in their own holy books.

I had end of the world dreams since I was young but I don't have them as often now. In one, I was running away but then I decided to stop and get in this long line. People were told that if they would deny God then they will live but if they didn't they will die. I was now at the front of the line. I turned to someone next to me and said "I am going to die" because I knew that I was not going to deny God. Then it hit me that I was sleeping and I said "I'm going to die in my sleep." I heard a voice from above say "No. You will wake up." Within that moment my eye opened and I was awake looking around.

I had it too after a raky session. I was so scared that I stopped it. It happened again 2 more times. I tried to sustain it but I found that it goes away so easily. I can not repeat it again.

I have to side in with Martin about an Ego trap.
If one is in a postion to feel special they close their mind when they learn. The reality is if we lived over 100yrs there would still be so much to learn. To walk humbly and be open to teaching is imperative.

But I believe the reference the psychic reader was possibly refering is in Alice Bailey's work.
There are 7 that meet in a certain realm to do some type of work every 7 years But one has to realize that even if this was the position you have no clue what this entails. You will still need all the little humble teachers and books to learn like the rest of us...Right?

Another theory is there are people which are high breds having a mix of angelic. But again you have no memory. So be open to humbly learn like the rest of us. Unfortunately Ego must be kept in check.
We are all a part of the collective group and even these two mentioned are part of the picture. According to my understanding if the theory of high breds is true they have always walked among mankind. So I do not see this as special only special that they have separated the dark and helped mankind.

There is one more theory that we are composed of Dna of the ancients astranauts aka: alien. Again they say there is splicing of the Dna and the brain has double brain and no implant. High IQ and have been here but show many psychic gifts without training. Still they would require understanding.

What l heard from my heart after reading your story was, He (God) will never leave a stay sheep behind. Meaning don't ponder too much on words but only stay in your inner peace, you faith, as this will always guide you to the correct path. You will never fail or be left behind if your heart is humbled and eager to learn. But in the pace and guidence of Gods plan.

You surely have such a nice and wonderful experience to share. You know when you tell your story and share it with others you literally and figuratively send light and love to your surrounding and improving others understanding. Not only that but also making others know more about their own spirituality and their own journey as we are basically interlink with each other whether we realize it or not. This group sharing I think is potent enough to enlighten the world. And give peaceful and tranquil suggestion for our brighter future.

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Your philosophy fits quite well in this "me" world. You say in your story how you searched everywhere and found nothing, except yourself. I would be very interested in how you went about searching for Jesus when you got to His turn. You can waste your whole life searching but to reach true peace you must stop relying on yourself. Did you ever surrender your life to Christ Jesus or try leaving your burdens at the foot of the cross that He made the final all encompising sacrifice for your short comings. Have you ever wondered what having a daily loving relationsip with Christ would be like. I am sure that you have read some of the Bible, but with out the indwelling Holy Spirit to interpret God's Word correctly, you are only reading different stories. Get a book called A Case for Chist by Lee Strobel and start there. Satan wants you to place your faith in yourself or in nature-anywhere but in Christ Jesus, please don't continue down the path of self centered faith. What comes next would be a great shock for you. Make the change now while there is still time.

Yes Clare, I am taking all this advice, thanks. However please don't feel the phsyic was taking advantage of me. She was genuine, she is a good person with a big big heart, I know of many people she has helped.

DavidJones,although I have not had a near death experience, I do believe once in a story not yet written, I saw a light and it was small and very bright, coming toward me about 3 feet of the ground, probably about twice as big as a basket ball, first question does that sound familiar? And is this your spirit guide you communicate to? I have had a urge to start writing about my experience's lately and wonder if there's a universal reason to do so. Thank you for your story I found it quite profound.

You were reaching out for good, peace, and love when you were headed for that church and you were, for a lack of a better word, ambushed. Evil knew where you were headed and it had to do something eye catching to stopp you. God created the world for you and I. When satan and his followers were cast down to earth God allowed him to be the prince of this world for a time. One of the most common tricks satan uses is nature. His power here on earth allows him to cause you to hallucinate and nature is his backdrop. God did not give him enough power to manipulate nature itself but if you are not protected by God he can manipulate your thinking and cause you to hallucinate. He will trick you into thinking that nature is god anything to draw you away from the saving and loving grace of God through Christ our Savior. Unfortunately, your stones have no power either, this is just another form of hallucinaion manipulated by him to keep you hooked on the earth and nature instead of a loving daily relationship with Christ. When God created the sun, moon, stars, earth and nature, He did it that we could behold His greatness and beauty, but never in anyway did He make nature something to worship. Please before it is too late, get back on that same path to church that you were on years ago when you were so rudely interrupeted and ultimately deceived, God loves you and He wants you to come to Him quickly. Get a Bible and read it and get to church tomorrow. Read about all the promises that He has made you. He has never broken one of them. You must seek Him now, do not wait. Your issue is not uncommon and seems harmless, but the devil will use nature and a whole host of things to wedge between you and God and he hopes that you don't go to God before it is too late. Also google deliverence ministries and I promise that there is one near you. They can help you to quickly access the protection, love and peace that only comes from God through His Son Christ Jesus

be very careful things are not always what they seem. I am also clairsentant, claiaudian,empath,their are things out there that can get inside your head and not let you go. Trust me I've been there its no fun. Thats all I want to say for now. They will tell you anything to get you to converce with them. Ignore it it will go away. If you are ment for something it will come anyway.

Zendancer, yes of course they make good sense as do you. Thanks for posting.