This is a wonderful experience of discovery which happened earlier this month. As many whom have read my previous experience on the Bridge I would like to share this with you in the same manner, before you envision the experience please read the whole posting first then follow the last paragraphs. Beware though that the sensations are different for all and this will be explained later by another a little later on.
Those familiar with my previous posts know that I have but one more journey I must complete before "...you hour comes..." as I have been told and that is the journey to Golgotha.
I was enjoying my communion with the Divine while sitting in a dark room and listening to only my heart beat. This time there were no images in front of my eyes, just darkness and an empty void. Then without truly knowing why, I put my arms out to the sides along the top of the couch and put my ankles together and stretched my legs out a little further.
I then heard the Son of Man speaking to me and saw his face in front of me.
"James I am going to touch you on certain places on your body. You will either feel pain or a sensation of wonder; it will be different for everyone."
Then he proceeded to touch each wrist, my right-hand one first, then my ankles, no pain but a sensation of warmth and flowing energy from those spots only.
"Now I will place a Crown of Thorns on your head"
At that I felt, did not see, the crown touch my forehead and once again a flow of energy radiating from what would be the point of contact for each thorn.
"Can you move your arms?"
"Can you move your legs?"
Try as I might I could not physically move my arms or legs, they were simply dead-weight and would not budge. Now my breathing was beginning to labour a little bit as well.
"Can you move your head?"
"James the only thing missing is the spear in your side, I will touch there now"
Sure enough, that sensation of rushing energy from that location was overwhelming.
"You now have a sensation of what I went through on the day of my passing to the Father, the only thing missing is the struggle of gravity and its' effect, drastic and final effect on my body. There were no Angels to take away my pain, no relief from the agony for I experienced all human emotions and pain during my time on the Cross. Please let my children know that I too understand human pain and emotion and yes I do cry for my children when they are in distress and need comforting."
"This is but the beginning of your journey and it is not for you alone, it is also for ALL my children to read this and feel a sense of what the Son of Man endured on that day."
I was then told that I should be able to move, yet it took several minutes for my body to respond to my silent requests for my arms and legs to move. When they finally did move they felt like they weighed a ton each.
"James lean forward"
I did as I was told and Jesus placed his hands upon the back of my head and spoke the following blessing:
Heavnly Father thank you for your son James, my Brother
May your beloved blessings continue to be upon him,
May the Light that is you continue to shine upon him,
May the Love that is your Light
And the Light that is your Love
Be upon James now and forever more
At that I felt his hands leave my head and the empty void returned...
I opened my eyes into the dark, lay down on the floor and positioned myself as if I were on the cross. I found it quite difficult to breathe properly, my back began to ache and my arms were heavy. I can only now begin to understand, even if ONLY a little right now, the pain my beloved brother Joshua went through.
This was the beginning of my final journey to Golgotha; I have been told there is much more that lies ahead for us all.
As I mentioned at the beginning, please enjoy this experience with me now, go back, sit in a quiet, darkened room. Place yourself as if on a cross, empty your mind and relax your body, deep breaths.
Now, look for the Son of Man and envision him touching you, feel him touching you and feel the effect upon your body and finally listen for your name to be spoken as The Son of Man says a blessing for each of you...
Some of you will experience joy, others an energy flow, some severe pain. It is different for everyone, my sensation was of flowing energy followed by absolute joy later in the day.
May your journey to whomever you believe in be a beautiful experience, in the end we all arrive at the same destination.
"...My Peace I leave you..."
Bless you ALL