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2011-02-11
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I Am You, You Are Me, We Are One on 2011-02-11

When I was 14 years old I had 3 questions: who AM I? Why I can not feel that God or a high power exists, what is LOVE? When I became 17 years old I started a diligent program of reading bible with deep thoughts, meditation, praying to God and servicing other people according to the things I was lear...

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About the title of my experience I have to make this comment... I do not mean that we all are ONE Now... Because it is obvious that we are FULL OF CONFLICTS. This only describes my feelings at that time about the union I have felt between me and God and his son and all of the others who participate in this relation. I know that this relation is controversial for many as the universal SELF is still in conflicts about what is good and what is bad and who has the authority to define it and to govern... So for the future I would say: I am you, you are me, we will be ONE. ONE means many with same will and purpose and the awareness of THAT we ARE all in all-the awareness that I am you- a deep unselfish love and the same clean truth and objective system of believes about what is good and bad and who has to the authority to define it and govern. THIS IS THE LIBERTY FROM PAIN and the glorious freedom of the kids of God nikosathinamar [at] gmail.com
for more details about my experiance read please the next post or open the following link at my blog. I had published a small post at the first time because the totaly story for some reason was not acceptable from the system of this web page and I was reducing reducing the text until the system accepted it so sort as it is now... Lol I guess I was doing something in wrong way http://nioaba.blogspot.com/2011/02/i-am-you.html
my experiance with more details... When I was 14 years old I had questions: who am I?, why I can not feel that God or a high power exists, what is LOVE?
When I became 17 years old I started a diligent programme of reading holy scriptures with deep thoughts meditation, praying to God and servicing other people according to the things I was learning as volunteer. I was also applying a system of self control exercises to have my self in order that was accelerating my ability to discipline to my spiritual work. I was making this not because I was feeling it but as a test to God if he would reveal him self to me and if he would answer my questions. It was acording to a verse that says "try -test- Me ". I did it in a good will spirit. - While I was in full time servicing God and people, I was slowly slowly becoming more pure and full of faith as I could see His help daily in many obvious for me ways. But one day after few miracles that I had seen in my daily occasions as I was servising in a bus I became totally relaxed and in deep clarity and sanity and mental focus I for first time in my life felt alive in here and now, at this moment in universe. I had a perfect 3 dimensional view of everything, I was feeling a clear separation between me and the other objects, I was the clean pure observant and the other things were existing there around me and that was so impressive. I felt deep AWE, I was feeling so perfect self control that I could move in a millisecond if someone was going to hit me, like if I was practising martial arts for decades... - When I came back at my home this was still there. I was observing in deep sanity the trees, my hands and the hair of my body were standing up as deep awe and appreciation were making me feeling so consciously for first time that:1) I was existing 2) God exists 3) every one from animals to people I meet they are all me again and again in other forms. I was not 2 in 1 -i mean I was no more neurotic-like I was feeling before- I was One,... A deep I am ness. I was feeling that this might be the state of consciousness that Christ had when he was in earth. I was bending down to my knees in deep awe and worshiping with tears of appreciation the creator God totally decided to use my self in servicing him and the other people who are my self in separate differentiated repetitions. I was feeling deep love unity and this was obvious to other people as I was talking to them for God because I had great empathy and faith and I was not neurotic but One. This kind of awakening spiritual experience continued less or more for about 5-6 years but as the exception of my daily state of consciousness and not as the rule of how I was feeling. Unfortunately this was not something I could have for ever even I was trying allot. I guess this happened because I had not the proper strong stayble infrastructure as personality to keep it. In an other point of view it could be something that God gave to me as a free sample of the Real life we are waiting in order to give me a strong motive to change and to inform me as well for the emotional, spiritual and mental defection that I had as I could not feel that there is high power even I had a lot of evidences that were persuading only my mind and not my heart too, and I could not feel less more in AWE my existance neither could feel love for others as I was in a neutral numb emotional state. Finally I totally lost it and I started reading world religions and philosophy, physics and psychology to understand why the other people could not understand my experience and if this was common to some more people, and why I could not get back to that high state of consciousness. I currently believe in holonic theory as it can be easy combined with Bible's concepts. In brief in order to have a perfect human we need 4 basic things,1:i must be responsible and diligent to my spiritual process to build the proper infrastructure that can emerge the higher consciousness 2: the other people must do same- my work is not independent of their progress- "system theory" 3: perfect, powerful and fair government-for me only God's kingdom- 4: perfect science as we need accurate knowledge to cure every sick entity into our societies and bodies-i believe that only God has this science as the creator and it is not wise to ignore such a great inventory of wisdom in univerce-This we can compare it with a table with four feet all important to keep balance. It is interesting also that in chaos and complexity theory there is a principle that says that: a complex system as increases its complexity there are more possibilities to fall in chaos with one exception:if the system is guided by a chaotic controller MORE COMPLICATED OF THE SYSTEM who can analyse the system and all the interactions in it and guide it in safety. I simple cannot find any more able for such an extended crucial responsibility -due to my subjective perspective- than the Creator Core self God. My duty now is to prove my responsibility in spiritual and self development as the part of my contribution to these 4 principles I have referred of holonic theory, and also to be moderate by not keeping self delusions as if I had omnipotent will -this is called megalomaniac will of addicts- and as the 12 steps pray say to stand things I CANNOT CHANGE YET. At least there is an inspiring future there waiting for us that worths our best efforts to get rid off the most obstacles that we can which resist to our self development and reach our higher consiousness
Thank you for responding to the experience that I have posted... I give more informations about the nature of my experience and the thoughts that emerged by this awareness in my blog http://www.nioaba.blogspot.com
I had so litle space here to discribe exactly how I felt that time. Also I want to make clear that I was not preaching loud in a bus but I was talking with the people who were siting next to me. Also I did not feel one with God as if we were one person but as the quality of the divine personality emerged for a while in me... I became about that quality of conscious that I was reading in bible Christ had. Love is union by its self in a spiritualy way as I describe in my blog. With respect nio aba
hi megh I am 45 years old and I had exactly the same experience when I was 18-24.I will soon type those experiences here. I believe that we are all the same person in separate differentiated repeats. When I had my first experience I felt One like if god was observing the creation in deep awe. I realized that I was existing in every other person or animal I could see but in a differentiated form...,and that was making me feel deep love for any one. Actually I felt alive for first time and I worshiped the living creator. Read more for the thoughts and the conclutions of my experience in my blog in http://www.nioaba.blogspot.com nikosathinamar [at] mail.com feel free to contact with me and share
hi megh I am 45 years old and I had exactly the same experience when I was 18-24.I will soon type those experiences here. I believe that we are all the same person in separate differentiated repeats. When I had my first experience I felt One like if god was observing the creation in deep awe. I realized that I was existing is every other person or animal I could see but in a differentiated form. Actually I felt alive for first time and I worshiped the living creator read more in http://www.nioaba.blogspot.com my email is nikosathinamar [at] gmail.com feel free to contact with me and share 😊
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