My name is Amelia, 19 years young. I started having my spiritual awakening about a year ago when I met my fiancée. I started to expand my consciousness but it's a turbulent process. My mind really started to open after I started to read more into spiritual awakenings and finding my inner voice. I have developed my own beliefs but it's not a religion, it's a knowing.
I started meditating after I started to become a student of spiritual knowledge. Since then, a whole world of inner guidance has opened up. Once when I was meditating I saw a pale blue orb then it suddenly expanded around my vision so that all I could see was pale blue.
Since then, meditating has been helping me develop clairaudience. I get ringing in my ears often and out of nowhere I'll hear a muffled voice saying something. I'm still not able to decipher these messages so I'm hoping time and patience when reveal itself. I'm also hypersensitive with my emotions, I can usually tell what someone is about. I've been feeling vibrations all over my body, especially when I'm feeling emotion or happiness. My sacral chakra buzzes/vibrates as well.
Ever since my awakening I'm having a hard time trying to figure out what I want to do for a career. Materialistic things don't appeal to me anymore and I'm not looking to make a bunch of money. I have a notion for Holistic medicine or Oriental medicine. Something that helps the mind, body and spirit.
As you know, this is a process and it comes with practice. Any advice?
#1. I love your name. I have a 7 month old daughter named Emelia Rae.
#2. Your blog caught my eye, because I have been thinking about my career as well. I am only 2 weeks into my spiritual awakening and I already opened my eyes to the fact that I did "Not" want to be the nurse for Alz Heimers patients (at home hospice care) that I always wanted to be. Instead I would like to works with kids in therapy. For some reason I have been having strong thoughts about children who are diagnosed with ADHD, and other behavioral problems. I have been feeling like maybe these kids are wrongfully diagnosed. What if they are just super sensitive children with lots of energy in them that sometimes comes out negativly, because they don't have the right tools or the right person to tell them that they are "not" crazy or "not" bad. I don't know any medical facts about this subject yet, but I know that I have this overwelming feeling.
Maybe you just need to go with what you are truely feeling.:)