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Being And Human

 

Many moons ago when I was 16 - I sat in the dark with a sharp kitchen carving knife - I was going to end it all-

'Please God ', I begged 'Make it quick'. I saw the dark unstarred sky outside over the Atlantic and thought soon I will be part of that.

Just then a light so intense which seemed to come from the dark ocean outside shot through the window pinning me to the bedpost!

I was transfixed - unable to move

I thought I must have done it! And I am in heaven! I was EUPHORIC - ESCTATIC - BLISSFULL

I don't know how long I remained like that - It had to be hours as by the time I 'came round' it was dawn and time for school...

I went to school - still awestruck - as I sat down in my usual place I realized I could see things - I could see parts of the girls intestines in front of me - what she was eating - how it affected her- I could read thoughts - see auras - had vast amounts of information streaming at me -

...

To jump to now - in 2005 I was writing a screenplay. Based on a great plot - the would be producers were eagerly awaiting the first draft...

We were counting our $$$$ - we were that certain about this plot. However every time I sat at my lap top - something else began to write...

I resisted and resisted but it won.

Being And Human

Now 4 years later I Present the work to you - I ask WHO do YOU think wrote this? It IS a remarkable work - truly MAGICAL and truly inspiring

Here it is

Www.undertheappletree.info

AN EXCERPT -

Once upon a very real day in my life, having wandered for hours and hours, all afternoon and into the evening, lost in thought, full of emotion with more than a few broken dreams at my feet, I happened upon an apple tree and sat beneath it, slumped with deep dismay.

I had been trying for decades to understand this life of mine and the whole of our world.

Finally I gave up the inner struggle and quite simply surrendered.

"There are no absolute answers", I moaned aloud. " I give up."

And I really did give up. But in the silence that arose all around me - there came a voice, a soft voice and it was not my own, but it spoke and I heard it within.

"I am who am", the voice whispered. "And I am who you are too... For we are one, you and I and your mind is my mind. We are connected- Forever."

I was stunned, of course but the voice simply went on. There was no stopping to reflect - not just yet.

"Your mind is my mind - but my mind is ALL MINDS. My mind is time itself and the very space you inhabit. I am the Alpha and the Omega. I am this moment - always."

I waited but nothing more was said for a time.

"This is all very cryptic," I protested at last. I was not at all convinced, so I sat with head in hands-

"I cannot understand," I uttered.

The voice laughed.

"You have come for a picnic, perhaps?'

A ripe apple fell from the tree -

"When an apple is ripe, so it falls," the voice stated.

'You, too, are ripe and ready now. And if you listen, I will tell you precisely what you need to know The truth is - you are in paradise itself, dear one, and I Have listened to you for years...

(and the following is all that was spoken

-listen...)

CHAPTER 1

.

Yesterday.

Dear You

I see you in the garden,

Head in hands.

Why so glum?

Why so miserable

In paradise.

I watched you as you left the garden.

You came with your wish list to whisper to the stars.

Your soul was on fire.

"THIS TIME "

You said,

"This time,

I want results".

You fell asleep.

THE stars twinkled

...

You dreamed that you were in a garden.

You dreamed that you had a wish list

You dreamed you had all the answers

You dreamed you knew

That there was a real truth

You dreamed that the answers were written across the sky

Clear for all to see.

You dreamed that you looked at the stars

You dreamed that you said, "What's the point"

You dreamed that you threw the crumpled wish list in the gutter

And left the garden, dejected.

I have here in my hand that wish list.

Awake my friend.

Wishes are ALWAYS

Granted...

Really all your wishes

Add up to one...

And here I quote you

"To make sense of this place

What is this life about?

What is

The plan?

Is there even a plan...

If so who or what is

The brains behind it all?"

You are on the most fantastic journey

And don't even know it...

Yet...

Really

One wish

Answers all of that.

YES

YES is the answer.

YES

There IS magic

YES

Money

DOES

Grow on trees

YES

There

IS

A pot of gold

Not only at the end

But

ALL along the rainbow

YES

There is

A super being

A Santa Claus

Good faery

Guardian Angel

YES YES YES!

Think about it

How can you imagine

What CANNOT exist?

-IMAGINATION -

Is key to creation.

TO IMAGINE

Effectively,

IS

TO

CREATE

To create is to give life.

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The answers

ARE

WRITTEN

PLAIN

FOR

ALL

TO SEE

But

No one has told you where...

Ok here goes

...

Life is very simple

It is not complicated

Not one bit.

Trust me

I should know!

...

I know you wonder

About YOU.

About me.

About life.

Who I am?

Who you are?

What is it all about

And

What

Is going on...

There is a great deal of discussion

As to

The "meaning" of life...

People have all sorts of theories...

Life means Life

...that's it!

I WILL EXPLAIN...

Ok so

What exactly is this

Teeming fertility of everything...

Called life...?

Today I will

Tell you.

Take the time.

Read this

...

Carefully...

It is a tale of enchantment wonder and delight.

Every word is chosen.

Every word is precious.

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You have probably gathered by now

That my name is God

So that's the introduction over!

But

I want to tell you so much more...

I am

As you know,

The Creator

Of all things.

I am

Where I am

I am an infinite movement

A never-ending lapping on the shore

The gentlest touch

The strongest mind

The wildest winds

The softest breeze

I am Breathtaking

An overwhelming sight.

I am the loveliest fragrance

The perfect song

The Happiest laughter.

I am intelligence.

I am

Pure love

I am JOY

BLISS

LAUGHTER

FUN

ENCHANTMENT

I AM

A snowflake

A dewdrop

A daisy petal

A swan

A cloud

A grain of sand

A mountain

An ocean

A breeze

A feather...

I am ALL that you see

At it's most perfect

All that you feel

At it's most perfect

All that you hear

At it's most perfect

All that you smell

At it's most perfect

All that you taste

At it's most perfect.

A limitless source

Of Everything.

THE ULTIMATE IN EVERYTHING

Nothing exists

Outside of me

And outside of me IS

Nothing.

I am silence.

I am music

I am space

Active or passive...

I am light

Shining so fast

I am invisible...

I am

Whatever I choose

Whenever I choose...

All of this you are thinking

"Well,

To be honest God,

None of that is new to me".

But it is new to you

Because up to now

This was just an idea,

A concept,

A theory...

In your head

Now I want to get real...

...

Yes

It is true

I am your God

I am your God.

The one who makes you

But you are my God

The one who makes me

I am your God

The one who gives life to

Your good desires

You are my God

Because you desire

What I give life to...

You command

And I obey

Not the other way around.

But I am here to help

One hundred percent

By inspiration...

By showing you clearly

What will

Or

Will not

Work...

Relax

And

I will explain.

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You are my God

Because you

Have the power to

DO as I do

The power to express me

And

The power to express

WHO

YOU

REALLY

ARE.

.

We are mirror images of each other.

You

Also are everywhere in life

And can do anything with life.

But you do not

Recognize it

...

Yet

Keep listening-

This gets very clear.

Plus

You probably, already, have a hunch that this is true...

...

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For so long now you have been seeking answers...

Questions fill your mind, sometimes,

Wondering what its all about.

I've always promised that when you knock the door would open...

But when you knock

You ask

For

The strangest things.

For so long now I've watched as you miss the answers,

Even thou' they are under your nose

For so long I've heard you ask...

Why god?

Why?

When those strange things happen.

And for so long now

I've heard people say

"Ah it must be gods will"

Or

It 's bad luck

When something goes wrong...

Believe me

It certainly is not MY will

And "luck"

Is a DEFINITE

Once you know how

To

Use

It...

NOTHING BAD IS MY WILL...

It

Is

-Strange as it may seem-

Yours.

Listen...

Everything good that you can possibly imagine

Already lives

In a state of anticipation

Eager for expression - life.

For physical expression of all that is-

Earth is the best place.

It is a sort of melting pot, if you like.

All the elements of attraction

Bond perfectly here

To hold matter together.

You have heard the expression live life to the full.

But that too is just a concept.

Now I am going to tell you how...

You will finally see, hear, sense and know

What seems to elude you

ABOUT YOU

ABOUT LIFE.

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IN six days I made all that pleased me.

IT WAS AWESOME TO BEHOLD

All that represented Me.

It was sheer delight.

Everything was

PERFECTION

IN DETAIL.

...

Flawless.

YES,

I saw the perfect grace of the trees

The flowers

Birds and animals...

Yes,I saw how they operated according to their

Individual make-up.

They were perfect!

But there was more...

While all of these things were radiant

They had no real challenges to the spirit

How does a spirit know its strength?

Its beauty?

Its power?

What evidence could it give?

These things of great awe and beauty

Did not fully answer.

They did not fully

Explain to me WHO I was or

What I was capable of -

They radiated

And reflected back an amazing beauty

And serenity.

They soothed, whispered, communed with the heavens and earth.

We spoke and loved each other.

BUT they did not test me.

They knew my spirit

They read my mind

And yet, I knew there was more.

And the wind blew-

Leaves rattled...

Everything smiled

All at once.

I wondered if I could put ALL I had made

The sun, moon, stars, heavens, earth, trees, plants, animal,

Minerals,wind, rain, fire,water,

Into ONE being.

And so

I re- "thunk"!

And a dream unfolded,

Full of magic,

Laughter,

Joy,

Love,

Abundance,

Courage,

Power,

Mystery

And

Music

All that was within me!

Suddenly

All that I had made up to this,

Fused!

Vegetable, animal, water, mineral

Stars

Everything!

And there was a GREAT stirring within me

Instantly it

CAME- TUMBLING - POURING- GUSHING OUT

And

What was gestating in me

Was finally born...

THERE YOU WERE...

BEAUTIFUL.

MAGNIFICENT!

SMILING!

Standing tall and erect

Your feet on the earth

Your mind in the heavens.

A glorious spirit

In human form

Basking in luminous creative substance.

And I

FELL IN LOVE with YOU

YOU

The WONDER OF YOU...

ALL ENCOMPASSING YOU.

THE ULTIMATE

MY ULTI- MATE

YOU!

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YOU were the culmination of everything I had done to that point...

You literally were everything put together in one...

"Now- My YOU ", I said " here is something

"QUITE SPECTACULAR...

This has to be the ultimate

I CAN NOT IMPROVE ON THIS.

I had found the perfect code...

The perfect mode!

It has all the beauty of the tree

Tall and strong-

The radiance of every planet-

The fragrance of every flower-

The openness of every petal

The freshness of every dew drop

The clarity of a rain drop

The might of the oceans-

And the riches of the universe...

All the colours of the rainbow

All the notes of the scale...

All the talents of the planets

All the wisdom and secrets

Of every other living thing.

One who has All my attributes

Powers

Awareness

Feelings

Desires

One who has my mind..."

Everything I had previously made

Went into you...

There was no more to do

And so I rested.

Let this one continue in creating ideas and ideals

Let this one play

Here

Forever

If this one so wishes...

Let this one

BE.

I will hand it all my laws of attraction

And

Creation

Dominion over every atom

And this one can gather them together

As it will,

To make whatEver it wills

Dance for it joyfully in the heavens...'

To stoke the light of the heavenly fires

Into even more beauty...

And shining through this one

We can create

And create

And create

To the end of light...

So that we

Together can dance

Down the pathway of eternity

Back in time to

Rest once again

In our original brilliance...

Should we so desire-

As silence-

Peace-

Space-

In the heavens...

It was a dance

And we were partners

Giant Masters of the universe...

With planets,stars, atoms

All as playthings

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On the seventh day

I rested.

Because

On the seventh day, it was your turn -

To create all that represented you...

It is still

The

Seventh day.

Everything was complete.

But

I'm still here waiting...

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Really, So far,

You have created very little.

You can produce SO much...

Have you forgotten?

WHY?

Why so little...

You OWN everything.

I gave it ALL to YOU.

You are an ANGEL

A God.

A creator.

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You ARE

A

Sight

To

Behold...

Remember?

Surely you remember but do not know that you know...

For

You

Are

Asleep...

You climbed into a cocoon

Curled up

And never came out.

Have you forgotten, already?

Wake up

WAKE UP!

It is time...

YOU

Have a story to tell-

A touch to deliver-

A love to melt

The hardest hearts.

You are a glorious vision

Yes

YOU

I don't care WHO you think you are

I don't care if you think I could not

POSSIBLY

Mean you.

I DO.

Every cell in your body

Carries life.

Life is pure power.

As long as you breathe

It is in you

Wild

Rampant

Virile

Fertile

Yearning...

Harness it.

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And you may say -

God

What ARE you on about -

Look at me -

"I am good

I go to work

I don't beat my wife

Or hurt my kids" -

And yes -

This is ALL true -

But you are capable of incredible things too...

Incredible, to you, that is-

Would you not like to be a super - hero?

If not -

That's fine -

If yes and you are frustrated at the moment -

Then read on...

And if you have loved ones

Then definitely read on

Maybe you ARE hurting them...

CHAPTER TWO

MIND YOUR MIND

MINE your MIND.

Now there are two ways to do this

And

For you to understand

It is essential you understand your mind...

What other species has mind?

You may see life or not,

As your greatest gift,

AS life just goes on and on.

But I beg to differ

I see Mind as your greatest gift.

Mind has

Free will.

And therefore mind determines WHAT EXACTLY you DO with life...

So would you abuse this instrument of

Wonder?

It is the portal through which you

Can receive all information -

Or deny it.

It is the builder or the destroyer.

It is the censor

On the door of your life.

Because of free will,

You get to be God.

Because of FREE will

You decide - and set up the experiences you call life.

Mind is your treasure...

IT CAN MAKE or ' BRAKE ' you.

In the twinkling of an eye

Mind can build or destroy-

Not me

Not life

Mind.

Mind is your tree of knowledge

Good or evil.

And you may say-

" then God

Why?

Why give us mind?"

Who can have life or indeed create life

Without mind?

How?

Without mind

You are only existing.

With it - you are Gods.

Just look at inspiration-

Ideas-

Creativity...

Where in the universe do they come from?

Space?

Yes!

What's in space?

Comments about this spiritual experience

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mgtorres (guest)
 
8 years ago (2009-05-08)
WOW...Thank you for opening our minds to what is real and beautiful. We are humans that have a very powerful mind indeed. As to why we always question ourselves will be the unknown for now. Very very inspiring.
realta (1 stories) (1 posts)
 
9 years ago (2009-04-14)
Nanetti - Thank you for taking the time to comment. I appreciate it very much.
Realta
nanetti (guest)
 
9 years ago (2009-04-13)
Beautiful, inspiring words. They give me hope of what we are all capable of achieving.Bravo!

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