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Holy Spirit And Spiritual Warfare

 

Firstly let me apologies in advance for my grammar and spelling, English is not my first language. Something woke up inside of me during November 1998. It is an independent source of energy that breaths within me whenever my deeds or thoughts are "wrong" or when I pray or put my hands in the air.

I am acutely aware of how stupid/crazy that sounds.

From the time that this source became part of my daily life, I have also been confronted with every personal fear and inferiority within me with this source guiding my thoughts and deeds whenever I would allow it.

Furthermore, upon being "exposed" if you want, to myself, the process drove me to a cross roads where I had to choose to hand over the right to my life to this source or kill myself. I know that sounds a bit drastic, but I don't think anybody would believe me if I had to start telling them about the "spiritual warfare" that surrounded my every day. Everything from voices to dreams to strange people with weird approaches.

Any case, the closest I could find in christian literature to what I experience is what Christians call the holy spirit. I understand that Christ stated that He would not leave us orphaned, but send us a guide... Well if this is what I am experiencing, then the whole Christ thing is true and believe me, incredibly real.

I am not saying that all other forms of religion is wrong (etc). What I am saying is that if this is the Holy Spirit then I must tell you that God loves us very much. I am not a good man, and regardless of how I have tried to shrug off this gift it is always there the next day.

I have come to the roaring conclusion that if this is God, then He does love me unconditionally, and if he loves me this way, then I must tell you that chances are very good that He feels the same way about you and there is probably nothing you can do about it.

Am I nuts, or is there someone out there that sincerely has the same experience/gift?

Regards

Chris

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Timfaraos (131 posts)
 
3 years ago (2015-01-21)
You said you are not a good man... Well, when we live in unrepented sin, like sex out of marriage, witcraft, harming others, contacting and channeling 'spirits', drug and alcohol abuse... All these things, then we leave an open door for the demons to take over our life, and CONTROL US, and TORMENT US... And then, God will give us a sickness, to bring us back to him, and make us REPENT... We should read the bible, pray and fast regularly, help other people in need: the poor, sick and disabled. We should find a church, and CONFESS OUR SINS, AND RECEIVE HOLY COMMUNION, at least once a month. (I recommend the greek and russian orthodox christian church, which is 2000years old, and has GREAT POWER OVER THE DEMONS!). Good luck. Timfaraos [at] gmail.com
scarlett2 (1 stories) (33 posts)
 
7 years ago (2011-03-30)
I have also had this same wonderful experience! 3 days after Easter last year (2010), the Holy Spirit woke me up at approximately 100am from a sound sleep. I started praying and deeply thinking of Jesus suffering on the cross. I was in one of those deep prayful states where I was deeply moved thinking of how much He must love all of us, to suffer so much for all of us! That's when something happened and transformed my life totally! The Holy Spirit filled me up BIG TIME! All of a sudden, a sensed a Holy Presence in my bedroom and I felt this electrical real life force enter my body around my chest area... It slowly moved throughout my ENTIRE body from top of my head to the bottom of my toes... He would flow back and forth like an electrical current that was life changing, warm, cool breeze feeling all at the same time. I felt like I was 100% being sealed, regenerated, healed, loved unconditionally in a way we cannot comprehend here on Earth. The feeling of immense love was so intense, I had tears of joy, repentance, love flowing down my checks the entire time. I just kept repeating, oh, I love you God, I love you Jesus, I love you, Mother Mary for being such a wonderful, nurturing Mother to Jesus when he came to Earth for us, yes, us, all of us! This continued for over 4 hours... And the entire time my husband slept peacefully, not making a sound, movement, nothing. There was no way I would wake him up, because I didn't want to miss a thing! It was like God was healing and regenerating every single cell inside my body! I must of been in need of a lot of healing, because the intense feelings I was so Blessed with of the infilling of the Holy Spirit lasted for so long! I could literally, honestly describe it as a real living Holy Presence actually living INSIDE of my body! Oh, it was the most amazing thing that has ever, ever happened to me! I could feel the Holy Spirit breathing inside of me... Like inside out feeling... Like waves of intense real unconditional love from God so real and strong, if He gave me even a drop stronger of his Love inside of me, my heart would give out or I would just explode from such a divine presence (of course, He always knows just how much each of us can handle!) I didn't know at the time it was the Holy Spirit Baptism or infilling... The next day I couldn't get my hands on enough books. I wanted to learn what happened to me. I started researching on Internet... I met with my Priest, I was enraptures by God and totally in Love with Him and Jesus and The Holy Spirit from that point on! Immediately the next day, my Mother and my Husband noticed a big positive change in me. I learned that The Holy Spirit never leaves us once He has sealed us. He guides me and stays with me...I'm still learning how to have a relationship where I can understand how to communicate better with Him for the Glory of God and Our Blessed Lord. I still feel him stirring inside of me with electrical liquid love I like to call it. The first few weeks after were the strongest when would feel Him. I remember one night a few weeks from the first infilling. I was sitting alone outside just thinking of how Perfect and Miraculous He is and all He created, and I felt him enter me or stir inside of me. I asked Him if it were possible if He give me a hug... He actually did! It was the mind boggling (and still is to this very day, March 30, 2011) I received an inside out hug so string you could see my clothing at my waist pinch in on each side! I truthfully tell you this! And He gave me another hug a few minutes after that. These are my hearts thoughts... Jesus loves ALL of us, God loves ALL of us. It doesn't matter what religion you are... If you love God and ask Him to take over your life and you let Him in, He will help you transform yourself into what we are all supposed to be. Like Jesus, humble, kind to everyone, helping others, loving others, let go of being judgmental and just live for God. Love like Jesus did on Earth by example, be patient and kind to everyone you meet. Help others as much as you possibly can, praise God all the time, talk with Him in your car, in the shower, etc. I believe if someone is not a Christian, but they love God with all their heart, and they give their lives to God truly, that God will find a way to introduce them to His only Beloved Son, Jesus Christ, somehow, someway, in God's special way. God is love. God is light. I personally now am so very grateful with every fiber of my being, that I have been given this chance of renewal and an eternity of being one with God, Our Lord Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit. I now see through an entirely different pair of eyes ever since I was sealed by the Holy Spirit. I now get this intense feeling of wrongness in regards to a sin. I still have a lot of work to do, but with the Holy Spirits guidance, everyday I try to sin a little less. I still feel him sometimes many, many times a day for awhile when I'm feeling Like I'm choosing wisely regarding my life choices. When I'm feeling especially close to Him. But those times when I don't feel Him stir inside of me, those times I know 100% that I'm making poor choices and these choices are leading me further away from God instead of closer. Asni close this... I feel tingling on the tops of both my ears. God is so GOOD! Praise our Lord Jesus Christ!
GODS favor (guest)
 
8 years ago (2009-11-30)
Jesus is real! Be careful how you speak of the holy spirit, he is a redeemer, healer, deliverer,saviour,
Provider,father,restorer,and he is here to guide us,mentor, instruct, lead, teach,edify,encourage,and empower us to maturity. What so ever a man sow that shall he also reap! Put on the full armour of GOD we are in spiritual warfare!
Mandy1984 (12 posts)
 
9 years ago (2009-01-03)
wow I have the same experiences. I have not come across a lot of people like your self and I that are blessed with these experiences.
Pam (guest)
 
9 years ago (2008-12-12)
Hello Chris,

I have the same experience you have, at the moment, I am trying to cope with it, sometimes I can not expain the way I feel. Sometime when am on the phone to someone I get so hot inside of me and my heart start to pump faster and shacky as well. Also, when I sleep after praying in the spirit, I suddenly awake and pray in the spirit as well. All is well
ayesha baptiste (guest)
 
9 years ago (2008-10-01)
recently,as I walked through the front door of a certain house my boyfriend and I went to live at. I met and instantly fell in love with the fellow that was living there. I felt the power, it took my love from me. In an instant, the feelings I had for my boyfriend was gone. I know for a fact that it wasn't me, it could't have been because I know my self.i've also had about two powerful spiritual experience before. The thing is that before this whole thing happened I had asked God for this exact same thing about two to three months prior to this experience around a certain period of time me and my boyfriend where having some problems in our relationship. The puzzling thing is that everything was perfectly fine at the time of this experience, and I wonder how God could allow something like this. This situation caused me to lie&cheat on my boyfriend some of which would not have entered my mind in a thousand years anyway I'm currently on the run from this ill fate
Bornagain (guest)
 
9 years ago (2008-09-29)
I have been a Christian for over 30 years. When you say you have a breathing intity living in you. I have the Holy Spirit living in me but I can't say it is a breathing entity living in me but a powerful presence. If you are a Christian, it could be the Holy Spirit but if you are not a Christian it could be a demon. I am currently and plan to always be a Christian but I have not always been a Christian and have not always been a faithful Christian. At the times when I have not been a follower of Jesus, I have felt evil spirits enter my body when I would get in a rage, my experience is they love hostility. At those time, the demon, would reward my anger by making my heart feel so good and the angrier I got the more it would reward me and the better it felt. Remembering this still creeps me out and I now keep Jesus very close to me as my Savior. I now feel God's presence (the Holy Spirit) in my life and it is like a bolt of electricity when I raise my hands in praise to Him, it is like God or Jesus reaches down to my hand and my whole body and holds onto me surrounding me with His love. I don't ever want to stop praising Him. I am still temped to sin and one time in particular something evil very much wanted me to do something very sinful. The evil spirits didn't enter my body because I'm a faithful Christian but it felt like a hundred evil entities kept spinning around me telling me to do this horrible thing. I would pray, "God please make it stop" and it would stop for a while then they would start back up. This went on for months and I thought I would just go crazy. I knew if I did this awful thing, it would ruin my life and many other peoples lives. Furthermore I did not want to do this but feeling the entities spinning around me and hearing these voices but not voices, wanting me to do this awful thing was driving me crazy. I read in the Bible where God would not allow us to be temped beyond what we could bear. I prayed for God to take this temptation away because I couldn't live with myself if I did what it wanted but I felt like I was weakening and caught myself having thoughts in that direction. I kept praying to God and a week later my job transfered me away from the temptation and it has not been a problem since. I am careful who I tell about these things because there are so very many people, Christians, that believe in only the things we can see. Many do not feel or sence the things we cannot see and have a hard time believing a real spirtual war is going on all around us but it is.
Norma C (guest)
 
9 years ago (2008-08-14)
Praise God! He's always there to guide, lead and enlighten us. Be open to God and you will be blessed
He will sets your hearts on fire and pour gifts so He can use you as His instrument. We are all children of the most High God. Alleluia!
Flutterofwings (17 stories) (110 posts)
 
9 years ago (2008-08-13)
The Lord is always near us. Even when we try to push him away with our wrong doings or words spoken that should of stayed in the mind and mouth. He will always be with us no matter where we are.
chris1 (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
9 years ago (2008-08-04)
Hi Sharika

Thanks for the note. What is the mentioned energy called in Hinduism?

You indicate that there was a change at age 27. How did this come about?

Did you have any control over the energy you mentioned?

Looking forwards to your response.

Chris
Sharika (guest)
 
9 years ago (2008-08-03)
Hi Chris,

I had the experience you have had all my life until 27. I am not christian but hindu (indian) and even for us, we have our energy source, that helps us to confront this lesser refined things in our personality, to help us become more evolved etc. It does happen to others, and to people who come from other faiths aswell. It is normal and I was really proud of my energy, because it gave it's time (in whatever sense) to help me to evolve. I felt a huge sense of gratitude that I was being helped, and may you recieve blessings in the same kind way.:)
chris1 (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
9 years ago (2008-07-17)
Hi BossNOhio

Thanks for your comment. All the best that side to.

Regards Chris
BossNOhio (guest)
 
9 years ago (2008-07-16)
You are not alone. The power of the Holy Spirit is around us all the time. The only thing about it is that most people tune it out and never learn to walk in the power provided by God. You are very blessed to have this experience. Use the power you feel for the good of mankind and follow the Holy Spirit's lead. Good luck and God bless.
steve11 (1 stories) (6 posts)
 
9 years ago (2008-07-15)
Hello, Interesting experince. I have had a being trying to get me to give up. NO! No may be the most powerful word there is.

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